Obsessed with Qin

regained the initiative.

Sucking and entanglement, and the intimate fit of lips and teeth, people can't help but think of the intoxicating rhythm when another part enters the other's body.After the kiss was over, Qin Jin raised the flag without any suspense. He collapsed into Qin Zhao's arms, blushing, grabbed Qin Zhao's hand and put it on Xiao Qin Jin through his trousers, and said in a small and authentic voice: "Brother, today You will stay at home tonight, remember not to lock the door when you sleep, I miss you..." Qin Jin moved his body slightly, leaned into Qin Zhao's ear, and said in a softer voice: "I want you to fuck me, use your strength of……"

Qin Zhao smiled, the lips that had just been kissed were extremely red, and the sharp facial contours had a sense of glamorousness like a blade quenching blood. Taking advantage of a pair of pure black eyes, he was as handsome as a dangerous wolf.He held something and rubbed it vigorously. Qin Jin frowned half in pain and half in comfort. Shin scratched lightly on the tip of his nose, turned around and entered the dining room.

No matter how courageous Qin Jin was, he didn't dare to speak out to persuade him to stay at this time. He could only hug the pillow and punched him twice bitterly, and pulled his trousers to fight for a wider space for the little brother to stretch out.

(46)

Qin's mother's health-preserving meals are as wonderful as ever. When Qin Jin walked into the dining room awkwardly with his legs twisted, the other three had already sat down. Stuffed a chopstick beef brisket inside.

Although Qin's mother is the queen, she is not ambiguous when she hurts her son. Pointing to the gauze on Qin Jin's face, she said, "I just heard from your brother that it was made during a game with someone. Did you touch your eyeball? Does it hurt?" Pain? Later, I will make a special recipe to help wounds heal, and I will give you a small recipe!"

Qin Jin sat down on the seat next to Qin Zhao, snatched a piece of braised pork from Qin Zhao's chopsticks, and said, "Shut up, I'll take out all the stitches, and it will be fine in the next day. My brother It's close to school and not far from home, so it's convenient for me to run in both directions, saving me from always playing games and listening to music at home, making it so noisy that you can't meditate."

Qin's mother grabbed the spoon and made a gesture to whip him: "You only practice Zen! That's called yoga! Don't talk nonsense if you don't read too much!"

Qin Jin was having fun while grilling rice, and inadvertently met Qin's father's serious and deep eyes, the smile on his lips faded in an instant, he bowed his head to eat silently, and stopped talking.Qin Zhao is a loyal supporter of "Don't talk when you eat, don't talk when you sleep". He always talks less at the dinner table, and the atmosphere is much cooler without Qin Jin's gags.

Qin's mother looked around, and picked up chopsticks fish for Qin Zhao, her smile was obviously more accommodating and flattering, and she said softly: "It's been a while since I saw you, and I have lost a lot of weight, don't just focus on work Body, if you don’t want to cook and eat by yourself, come home, don’t care what time it is, make sure there is something you like to eat.”

Qin Jin kept his eyes on Qin Zhao from the corner of his eye. After seeing Qin Zhao swallowing the food he was chewing, he smiled and said, "Recently it is the peak season for business, and all departments are working overtime to catch up with the progress. I am the leader. You can't take the lead in being lazy, after this period, I will come back to see you often."

He has a gentle attitude and well-spoken words. On the bright side, there is nothing wrong with him, but after a closer look, there is always a bit of alienation and politeness that cannot be approached.Qin Jin inexplicably remembered Qin Zhao's imprisoning for Xu Mingshen. Although he had no memory of that incident, he could think of what kind of storm it would be with the temper of the second elder in the family.Qin Jin suppressed the sigh in his heart, quietly stretched out his hand to cover Qin Zhao's thigh, and rubbed it hard twice.

As if Qin Zhao didn't notice it, he chatted decently and politely with Qin's mother on the table, but when Qin's father got up and went to the living room to answer the phone, he took Qin Jin's somewhat stiff fingers covering his leg into his palm .The warm touch is transmitted from the fingertips to the heart, and all the noise in this world is instantly silenced.

Little thing, how could I not guess what you were thinking.

After dinner, Qin's father went to the study room as usual. When Qin Jin came out of the kitchen after washing the dishes, the TV in the living room was on but there was no one there. In Zhao's room, a few conversations came from the half-open door.

Qin's mother's voice was gentle but deep, and her hesitation was so strong that it was almost breathless: "Azhao, are you still angry with your father?"

Qin Jin looked in through the crack of the door, and could only see half of mother Qin's back sitting on the bed, and could not see Qin Zhao's shadow at all, only Qin Zhao's unique calm voice: "It's nothing, you Don't think too much about it. I'm really busy with work and can't take care of my family, so how about I pay you and my dad to sign up for a seven-day European tour group, and the two elders go out to relax."

"Qin Zhao, I'm your mother. I won't be able to tell what you're thinking! Don't fool me with the tricks you use to fool dementia!" Qin's mother's voice was a little angry, but she restrained herself Come down, pause for a while and continue: "After that happened, I know you have a knot in your heart. Blame your father for being tough, and blame me for forcing you to die, but Qin Zhao, you have to understand that there will be no one in this world better than the two of us. I love you more. You are our first child. When you were born, your father had just discharged from the army, and the elderly in the family were sick one after another. Your father’s transfer fee was spent within a few days. I was not in good health. Fortunately, there is not enough milk, and the family can’t even get the money to buy milk powder. Your father is such a tough person, holding you so distressed that he shed tears, saying that he is sorry for not letting you be born in a good family. Since then, your father Since then, he swore that he must stand out and not let his children suffer any more."

"I know that homosexuality is not a disease, and I don't discriminate against it. I just can't accept it." Qin Jin saw Qin's mother with her back to him and raised her hand to wipe her face through the crack of the door, and then said: "Get married, start a family, marry a wife and have children. It's the way normal people should go. Even if I close my eyes, I can't accept my son living with a man. Since I gave birth to you, I must be responsible for your life. I can't let you live in other people's saliva The man poked his spine and scolded 'pervert'. Whether you hate me or blame me, in this matter, your father and I will not back down."

Qin Jin heard Qin Zhao sigh, and the ending sound was full of helplessness: "Since you know what I'm thinking, you should know what kind of temper I am. You all say that I am like a father, but I think I am more like a grandfather. Once you recognize a One thing about people is that they would rather die than turn back. You can’t accept homosexuality, and I can’t accept that I live with someone I don’t love because of the so-called worldly eyes. You have to be responsible for my life, and I have to be responsible for my life. You are responsible for your own life, if you must disregard my feelings and dictate my life, then I can only show you what the Qin Zhao you don't know, the Qin Zhao who dared to go to jail for Xu Mingshen is like!"

There was the sound of cups breaking in the room, and Qin's mother stood up suddenly, unconsciously waving her arms twice in mid-air, and finally circled back to cover half of her side face, with a deep cry in her voice: "Ah Zhao, as a mother, please, can you understand the heart of a mother! I worked so hard to give birth to you, and I worked so hard to raise you. If there is something wrong with my mother, you can tell me. Change, you can't poke your mother's heart with a knife! I just want to see my son marry a wife and have children in peace, and have a warm family. Is there something wrong with that? Why can't you even make such a small wish? How about satisfying mother? Can't you let mother close her eyes in peace when she dies?"

Qin's mother's words were already considered heart-breaking. If Qin Jin hadn't supported the wall with one hand, he could have knelt down directly facing the door panel.It was as if a sharp fishbone was stuck in his throat, unable to spit out and swallow, and the muscles were scraped to the point of blood.Qin Jin hammered twice on the heart, and when he raised his head, he bumped into Qin Zhao's pure black eyes through the gap in the door.

Qin Zhao stood beside Qin's mother, stretching out his arms to half embrace her in his arms, but looked straight at Qin Jin who was standing at the door with his pure black eyes, which were as deep and unpredictable as ancient glass.Qin Jin took a step back subconsciously, turned around and ran back to his room.

Qin Jin slipped into Qin Zhao's room after Qin's mother left, and checked the situation at the stairs before going in. Seeing that the living room and kitchen were completely dark, he felt relieved.

Qin Zhao’s door was still half open. When Qin Jin entered, Qin Zhao was half lying on a chair listening to music with headphones on. The light blue lyrics rolled across the monitor of the desktop computer. It was a song with a heavy aftertaste:

When a person is alone/walking to the crowded street/is he protesting against excessive freedom/or the absurd earth/when a person is in pain/pressing the wound that cannot be healed/should he fight desperately/or slip away silently/ Only you will understand my worries / Let me hold your hand tightly / We used to wander the same way / I dreamed of the good times / I felt the same old age / Although we are not in the same place / We don’t have the same ideas / But you know my confusion...

Qin Jin stood behind Qin Zhao and stared at him for a while, then raised his hand and locked the door behind him.

When Qin Jin leaned down and hugged Qin Zhao, the song just ended, Qin Zhao was too lazy to move, and kicked the button on the case to turn off the monitor.Qin Jin wrapped his arms around Qin Zhao's neck, came around to kiss him, poked his fingertips through the collar of the white thin shirt, and gently massaged his chest.

Qin Jin showed all his tenderness this time, gently licking with the tip of his tongue, rubbing his lips lightly, his breath was so soft that he could hardly feel it, his forehead hair drooped from Qin Zhao's eyebrows and eyes, and the mint-flavored body fragrance lingered on the two of them between.Qin Zhao