It's already very worrying, the third year of junior high school or the first year of high school, I don't remember clearly, it was about that time.He is the king of children in the slums in the west of the city, and I am the recognized leader of several schools, so I met together for some reason.He was very unseemly at that time, dirty, his trousers and clothes were torn, his face was black and white, and he couldn't tell what he looked like.I had originally made an appointment to have a fight by the small lake in the north of the city. After meeting him, I saw his appearance, and I said very shamelessly that it was so dirty that I couldn't find a place to fight. I was the loser. I lose. "

Qin Zhao changed his posture and leaned back on the back of the chair, and said softly: "I thought he would jump over and fight me desperately, but I didn't expect that he just gave me a serious look and asked me in a hoarse voice that was in the period of voice change, Do you call me after I wash it? I felt very speechless at the time, so I nodded without saying a word, and he nodded too, without saying anything, and turned away. The next day, he really washed it well. Appeared at our school gate clean and tidy, the clothes and trousers on his body were still torn, but his face and body were washed very clean. Only then did I realize that this boy is not handsome, but the outline of his brow bone and The lines of the face are very hard, like unpolished precious weapons, with an extremely rare bearing. I especially admire tough people, and I know at a glance that we will not be enemies."

Qin Jin snapped it up as if he wanted to say something, Qin Zhao waved his hand to signal him to be quiet, flicked his fingertips, and the unsmoked cigarette flew into the trash can in an arc.Qin Zhao folded his hands behind his head, looked up at the starry sky, and said, "I beat Xu Mingshen badly in that plane. I knew he was letting me in on purpose. Later I asked him, why did he let me in? Said that I was wearing a white sweater that day, which was clean and good-looking, and he didn’t want to get my clothes dirty. Then we became friends who could knock on glasses and drink.”

"Xu Mingshen is a poor boy who has never seen the world, and he relies on his hard bones to support himself as the boss. I taught him how to be a real superior, bought him decent clothes, took him to nightclubs, taught him how to play, and taught him how to play. He enjoys and squanders. One day he suddenly asked me, if he becomes rich, he can buy me everything I want, should I just stick to him and not make new friends. I scolded him Idiot, I said that I would not guard anyone but myself. He suddenly hugged me and said Qin Zhao, you are drunk."

The park in the early morning was a bit cold, Qin Jin lay on his knees and hugged his arms tightly. He couldn't tell what it was like in his heart. He didn't know whether he should be happy about Qin Zhao's confession, or should he be helpless when they were so young and enthusiastic. .

Qin Zhao didn't seem to notice Qin Jin's expression at all, and said to himself: "I haven't seen him for several days. When he appeared again, his expression was very wrong. He was wearing a suit that I didn't see. He asked me to wait for him for a few days, and he would become very rich in a few days. I tore open his coat and found that there were many small packets of drugs hidden in the cotton wool. At this time, the siren There was a noise, I grabbed his coat and told him to run, but he refused to go, so I slapped him on the face and said, if I go in, my dad will try to save me, and if you go in, who can save you. Suddenly he started crying, it was the first time he saw her cry, he said Qin Zhao, wait for me, you must wait for me."

Qin Jin's ten fingers on his arm gradually tightened, and his nails sank into the skin. He didn't feel pain, but felt at a loss. How should he replace and cover up those youthful days that didn't leave him a single leeway? .He suddenly wanted to ask Qin Zhao, in your heart, whether it is possible for me to completely replace him.

Qin Zhao still maintained the posture of looking up at the sky, his eyes were a little erratic, as if he was immersed in the past and couldn't recover: "I went to the juvenile prison, and the matter came to my father. Dad said that as long as I promise not to talk to you again Xu Mingshen kept in touch, went back to study hard, and he bailed me out. I said I promised to wait for him, and I had to do what I said. Dad was mad and wanted me to go to jail to the end. Half a year later, someone brought a message to In the prison, let me not wait, Xu Mingshen has already returned to the Xu family to recognize his ancestors, and was sent to the army by Mr. Xu to serve as a soldier for gold plating. Only then did I know that Xu Mingshen is not a poor boy, he is the abandoned Xu family Eldest young master."

(37)

At the end of the story, even Qin Zhao himself began to be in a trance, as if he was back under the prison wall where he could only see the sky in four corners. Numerous numb and cold faces flashed before his eyes one by one, and finally stopped when Xu Ming was crying on the expression.

Qin Zhao thought with some emotion, if I even forget myself, who will remember you and me who really wanted to be together.

However, the past is really the past, no matter how you try to keep it, I will not be as stupid as I was back then, those so-called feelings have long been exhausted at the moment you turned your back and left.From then on, you are you, I am me, there is no more us and no more stories.

The expression in his eyes was too complicated, so Qin Zhao simply closed his eyes, and the cool evening breeze blew over his skin, like some kind of cold touch.Qin Zhao silently counted the seconds in his heart to see how long Qin Jin could hold back, but before he finished counting ten, Qin Jin's voice sounded, deep and heavy, like a little beast whose tail was choked.

Qin Jindao: "He came here suddenly, just to want you to turn back. Have you really not been in touch for so many years?"

After you were released from prison, after he retired from the army, in those long days that I can't see the end of, did you still give each other a place in your life?

Qin Zhao spread his arms on the back of the chair behind him, and Qin Jin would be able to nest into his brother's arms as long as he leaned back a little, but the arrogance hidden in his bones forced him to straighten his back.Chu Nian once said that the most valuable thing about Qin Jin is not his face, but his tough body that rivals his brother's. Even if the sky falls, the two brothers will be able to stand upright and treat themselves like Optimus Prime make.

"What can we contact?" Qin Zhao smiled with his eyes closed, and small lines spread from the corners of his eyes. The 32-year-old man has a unique temperament. After years of precipitation, he does not look old at all. His muscle lines and profile are sharp like steel, like the strongest sunlight at noon. After breaking up, forgetting what should be forgotten, each rushing to their own future, who cares about that point of petty thinking that is not on the table."

Qin Jin didn't turn his head to look at Qin Zhao's face, hesitantly asked the most inappropriate question: "Brother, are you..."

"What is it? Gay?" The moonlight passed through the thick black hairline and fell on the full forehead. Qin Zhao frowned slightly. He paused, but when he spoke again, Qin Jin stopped him .

Qin Jin said: "Stop talking, you don't need to answer this question, I don't want to know. I have no right to participate in the past and I don't want to pursue it. I just want to walk the next road with you well. Brother, I have said it countless times I love you, every word of yours is true, I have thought about it for a long time, not on impulse, you have to believe me."

Qin Zhao sighed and said, "There are not only gender barriers between me and you, but also family bonds. Do you know what this means? The first thing you have to face and overcome is not others, but those who have been raised since childhood. The person you hold in your hands as a treasure, you will stand on the opposite side of them, countless cries, countless accusations, and those who stand on the moral high ground of contempt and contempt... Qin Jin, wait for you to have the courage When you bear these things, come to me and talk about your so-called love."

You have been living in a beautiful ivory tower, loved all the time, you don't know how miserable the wind is, how cold the rain is outside, that's why you can take a love that is not tolerated by the world as your belief in this life.

You are still too young, too many things you have not experienced, if I can send you back to a normal life, I am willing to push you back with my own hands.

Because I am your brother, and because I know how wonderful you are better than anyone else.

Qin Zhao closed his eyes, and suddenly heard the sound of cloth rubbing beside him, and then his lips were hot, and two things hotter than a soldering iron were pressed against each other, and the cool mint fragrance permeated between his lips and teeth. Qin Jin's smell is clean and strong, just like his person and his love.

Qin Jin knelt on the bench with one knee, leaning on the back of the chair with both hands, bent down and kissed Qin Zhao, first the lips were tightly pressed together, then the tip of his tongue opened the teeth and quickly penetrated into Qin Zhao's mouth deep in the mouth.

If the last time was just a simple lip-to-lip collision, then this time it was a real kiss.Although Qin Jin has a blank love history, he is still a loyal audience of small love action movies in the island country after all. In other words, he has never eaten pork, but he has seen pig running many times.

The tip of the tongue twitched and sucked wantonly in Qin Zhao's mouth, with an ignorant innocence and extreme passion of love.Qin Jin was too inexperienced and lacked courage and skill. The tip of his teeth brushed against Qin Zhao's lips more than once, and the faint smell of blood gradually rose. A good kiss made it look like a murder scene.

Qin Zhao raised his head halfway, and sighed secretly in his heart, there is a way to heaven and you don’t go, but you want to try to break through if there is no way to hell.Qin Jin, Qin Jin, how stupid can you be...

While sighing, Qin Zhao raised his hand to support Qin Jin's waist, nimbly picked up the button of the belt with his fingers, and rubbed the edge of his underwear lightly.Qin Jin was gurgling and cooking little bubbles in his head, and he faintly felt that something was wrong, before he could react, Qin Zhao suddenly got mana, pinched his waist, picked him up, and put him down on the bench.

Qin Zhao's whole body then fell on top of him.

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