Obsessed with Qin

When he heard the sound of the engine roaring, a feeling of coldness that he had never experienced before passed through his heart. When he dropped his teacup and stood up from the chair, he met Xu Mingshen's cold eyes. Xu Mingshen said to him: " Qin Zhao, if you walk out of this door, you will never be able to escape the infamy of 'incest'! You will be a freak who can't hold your head up all your life! You will be a pervert all your life!"

There was a fierce light in Qin Zhao's eyes, a kind of anger that the bottom line was touched. He raised his hand and overturned the round table between the two of them, and the tea tray and tea cup shattered to the ground.Qin Zhao said: "If you want nostalgia and memories, come to me and stay away from Qin Jin! He is not yet 22 years old. When I follow you to be stupid, he will have trouble walking!"

Xu Mingshen still had that chill expression, but his eyes were dimmed: "All your troubles now are caused by him. If he dies, you will be completely relieved. Qin Zhao, I will only save you." I won't hurt you!"

Qin Zhao laughed angrily, his two eyeballs whizzed out with flames, and his voice was completely hoarse: "Xu Mingshen, what kind of savior are you? One leg, whoever meets you will not have a good life! I don't care about the past, but it doesn't mean I have no temper with you. If you dare to touch Qin Jin, I will dare to get it back from Yan Xiaobei. ! Isn’t it just poking the heart, you can do it and I can do it too! Let’s compare and see who is more ruthless and whose heart hurts more!”

When Qin Zhao kicked over the mess, kicked open the door panel, and ran out of the clubhouse, he happened to see such a scene.Under the blazing high-beam light, Qin Jinang looked like a brave little soldier, ignoring the huge danger behind him, and approached him firmly step by step.

It wasn't that he wasn't shocked, it wasn't that he wasn't touched, it was just that his heart was too heavy, and he didn't know if he could bear it.

Qin Zhao suddenly wanted to go back to that night, the moment Qin Jin kissed him, looked into his eyes and asked him—is it worth it?Is it worth it to be an enemy of the whole world in exchange for me whose heart is colder than a stone?

(30)

Qin Zhao has a clear mind, Qin Jin is being targeted by Xu Mingshen, he is a character who is as cruel as he is forbearing, you will never guess what he will do in the next second.Thinking of Xu Mingshen's eternally cold eyes, Qin Zhao suddenly felt that the biggest mistake he did in his life might be that he had been entangled with Xu Mingshen.

How ironic, Qin Zhao thought lightly, there will be such a day, I will regret that I ever met a guy named Xu Mingshen.

Qin Jin is not yet 22 years old, so good-looking, so good-looking, like a little sun, the whole family regards him as a treasure, a little injury or touch can make people feel distressed for a long time, so, do you know How scared I am that you are in danger where I can't see you.

Qin Zhao's left arm has been lying across Qin Jin's waist, and the distance between the two has shrunk to the extreme. Qin Jin's nose could barely stop at Qin Zhao's mouth. He raised his head slightly, staring at the stars Just collided with Qin Zhao, as if asking for a kiss, with cautious and irrepressible love.

Under Qin Jin's looking up like a young animal, Qin Zhao gradually became distracted, his Adam's apple slid up and down uncontrollably, but the uneasiness in his heart expanded rapidly, and finally turned into a kind of anger.

I tried my best to keep you out of danger, why did you have to break in, why can't you be more obedient and obedient...

Countless thoughts flashed through Qin Zhao's mind, collapsed and rebuilt again, and it was a mess. On the surface, it still had the same heartless and restrained appearance, but the pure black pupils were a few shades darker than before.Qin Ershao didn't know that the danger was approaching, so he held Qin Zhao's hand on his waist with his backhand, and called "Brother" in a low, hoarse voice. With his right hand, he threw ASP aside, grabbed Qin Jin's neck and pushed him against the wall behind him.

Qin Zhao saved his strength, but Qin Jin originally had two small platforms and countless high-speed trains in his head, and with such a collision, he was so dizzy that he almost vomited, and grabbed Qin Zhao's wrist and wanted to fight back. He yelled indiscriminately: "Why, did you become angry when I ran into an underground relationship? I always thought that you came to Shanghai to hide from me, and I chased you eagerly to tell you that I love you and you can't escape! Now it seems that I am so fucking good at putting gold on my face! Who the hell am I? That is a high-ranking official. I don't even have the qualifications for shoes! Qin Zhao, tell the truth, do you still love him..."

The ending gradually sank, Qin Jin's eyes were filled with tears, foggy, and there was a desperate fanaticism and helplessness not daring to approach Qin Zhao in his eyes, the two emotions collided together, like When the water met the raging flames, it instantly disappeared into a pool of heavy darkness. He said: "Brother, I will stop making trouble and pester you. You go to get married and you go to have children. You can do whatever you want, just don't worry about it." To love another man would make my life worse than death. Brother, you go get married, please..."

Go get married and live a normal life, I will bless you and never bother you again.I will even be proud of you, my brother is the best brother, the best husband, the best father in the world, leave me a little fantasy and dignity, don't let me get nothing, don't let me have nothing , don't make me cheap to the end...

Qin Zhao was taken aback when he heard that, as if someone had sprinkled a handful of small thumbtacks on his heart, and then stepped on it again, the sharp corners pierced into the softest part of his heart, the pain was extremely fine, but it lasted forever. Absolutely.His fingers were still stuck on Qin Jin's neck, a tear, a scalding drop, fell on the back of his hand, making him so hot that he couldn't help shrinking back.

"Qin Jin, don't do this," Qin Zhao cleared his throat unnaturally, his heart was filled with panic, and it was the first time he lost his momentum in front of this boy whom he had disciplined since he was a child, and spoke incoherently, "Parents raised me With you, it's not for us to love each other hand in hand...that's wrong...we shouldn't be like that..."

"I know that's wrong, so I advise you to get married!" Qin Jin smiled, his eyes were full of tears, and even the smile became wet, he lowered his head, slowly put away the smile, "Go get married and have a daughter. It is said that a daughter is more like a father. I guess she must have a pair of eyes exactly like yours, pure black. She usually looks a little cold, but she smiles very softly. I used to dream at night , I can always dream of you bending your eyes and smiling at me, and I can wake up with a smile in my dreams..."

Qin Jin held Qin Zhao's injured hand and searched all the pockets on his body before finding a tissue, which he brought from the taxi.Qin Jin folded the paper towel in half, pressed it on Qin Zhao's wound, and said softly: "She calls you daddy, and I'm uncle. I will watch her grow up, buy her the most beautiful shoes and clothes, and celebrate her birthday with her. I secretly took her to eat ice cream, her surname is Qin like ours, as if she is our daughter... When I get old, looking at her is like looking at you back then..."

"Stop talking!" Qin Zhao covered Qin Jin's mouth with his backhand, his eyes were messed up, he didn't know where to look, and kept repeating, "Shut your mouth! Don't say a word! I don't want to hear you say these things again thing!"

It was a cub that dared to show its claws in front of Xu Mingshen, but it was soft and humble in front of him. Qin Zhao felt the pain in his heart expand a little bit.That kind of pain, ever since he heard the phrase "The love I give you, is a very good thing", has never disappeared, and it has piled up in his heart.

You are about to become my heart disease, but I am still reluctant to uproot you.

Qin Jin leaned his back against the wall, the back of his head against the hard bare brick, his eyes were moist and gentle, like some kind of small animal with snow-white fur.If someone who is familiar with Qin Jin sees this scene, he will be extremely surprised. That bad boy with arrogant eyes, after peeling off his ruffian shell, is actually so soft and handsome in his bones.

His softness and tenderness were given to the same person, but unfortunately that person was unwilling to accept his favor.

Qin Jin took Qin Zhao's hand away, sighed in a low voice, took a step back, and straightened his back. The distance that had remained somewhat ambiguous instantly became extraordinarily open and aboveboard, like all good brothers in the world, clapped Qin Zhao's shoulder, said: "You always say that I don't grow up, and I don't know what kind of responsibilities are on my shoulders. Now I think clearly, you are right, I am not gay, in this life, I will not be gay except you. Will have sex with anyone, I have no desire for anyone except you. I..."

Qin Jin really wanted to explain calmly, but he choked up as soon as he said the beginning, and tears came out of his eyes again. In an instant, he hated his sissy appearance so much that he wiped his eyes resentfully. Said: "I am a beast, a pervert, and I am destined to disappoint and shame my parents, but Qin Zhao, remember, I am sorry to the whole world, but you. Because I love you, I try to get closer to you, Playing the piano, learning tennis, and practicing long-distance running to grow muscles are all for you. And because I love you, I will stay away from you from today on and live what you want, a normal life, and I will take a normal life And life, all returned to you."

Qin Jin turned around and turned his back to Qin Zhao. He wanted to leave, but he couldn't move.He didn't want to leave Qin Zhao at all, but he had no position to stay by his side anymore.Qin Zhao had too many reasons to reject him, and he couldn't refute every one of them, so he could only retreat, retreating to a corner where no one would pay attention, and guarding