Obsessed with Qin

The brown reef is sleeping in the blue background, as beautiful as a painting with rich ink.Qin Jin stood facing the wind for a while, the corners of his snow-white clothes fluttered like butterflies, Song Jingqi heard his tired but gentle voice: "It would be great if Qin Zhao was here..."

Song Jingqi sat down slowly leaning against the reef, he has never been like this, looking forward to all lovers in the world will eventually get married.

Qin Jin stood for a while at the place where the sea water flooded up, his thin back was outlined by the sea wind into a jagged shape, Song Jingqi looked at it quietly for a while, and suddenly said: "Qin Jin, you should be lucky, you should be lucky I can still love someone without expecting anything in return and without reservation. If someone could love me like you love Qin Zhao, I wouldn't be what I am today. To be honest, I'm a little jealous of you. "

Qin Jin didn't speak, just smiled. He picked up a goose yellow nautilus and stuck it to his ear. It is said that through the nautilus, he could hear the voice of his lover in the distance. Qin Jin recalled Qin Zhao's gentleness through the sound of whining waves. When she spoke to him with eyebrows and eyes, her whole heart was soft.

Qin Zhao, I really miss you, every day, every second, I think of you.

Song Jingqi didn't tell Qin Jin that Qin Zhao was seriously injured in a transaction not long ago, and the other party bullied him out of face, wanting money and goods, Qin Zhao broke three ribs and almost failed the operation tower.Qin Zhao was completely trapped in the quagmire of the arsenal. Zhou Tan wanted him to have no bones left, and no one knew whether he would be able to come back alive from the China-Myanmar border.

No one can tell how long Qin Jin will have to wait.

At the end of autumn, Qin Jin received a postcard from Helsinki. Chu Nian said that he had settled down and worked as a Chinese teacher in a local private school. The children liked him very much. There was a Chinese-German boy who liked to chase Asking many strange questions behind him, his light blue eyes are full of curiosity and reverence.Chu Nian said, whenever I look at him, I always think of myself, and I looked up at Zhou Hesen with this kind of eyes back then.

I always dreamed of him, dreaming that he was standing in front of me in good condition, with black hair and no wrinkles at the corners of his eyes. He said he would never leave again. of.

At the end of the postcard is a sentence - remember to show me what it's like to be married at last.

Qin Jin took the postcard from Chu Nian and stood on the balcony smoking for a long time.

It was another year of warm spring and flowers blooming, Qin Jin was 25 years old, and that was the fourth year since he and Qin Zhao were separated.He is still thin, his pupils are dark, his brows and eyes no longer have the unassuming look of the past, and he is becoming more and more mature.The problems of insomnia and stomach pain are still there, and he is used to spending long nights with his eyes open.

When there is no class, he will stay at home to go for a walk with Qin's mother, play a game of chess with Qin's father and drink a glass of wine, and he has done everything a dutiful son should do.

He hid all his real emotions, neither joy nor sorrow.

The sun was warm, and the ground was covered with light spots the size of copper coins.Qin Jin and Qin's mother sat side by side on the bench in the small garden. The grandma next door took her grandson who was under three years old out for a walk. After helping him, the little boy took out a fruit candy from his pocket and said inarticulately, "Brother eats candy."

Qin's mother touched the little boy's head, and said to Qin Jin: "It's been four years, and I haven't heard anything from Qin Zhao. Do you want to continue to wait? Don't make new friends, don't get married, just wait like this? No Do you feel bad?"

Qin Jin let out a "hmm", folded a leaf and held it in his hand to play with, saying: "The most uncomfortable time is over."

Qin's mother smiled, and her eyes gradually became moist: "You are still ruthless. Your father and I have never screwed you two. You are still very good. "

Qin Jin didn't say a word, he tore up the leaves and threw them into the soil bit by bit.

Qin's mother glanced at the silent Qin Jin, and felt her heart hurt badly. She wanted to say "I won't stop you", but her trembling lips trembled for a long time, but she couldn't get out the words.

In his senior year, the school gave Qin Jin a postgraduate quota, and he was directly promoted by the school. The tutor was an old professor with great prestige in the industry.Qin Jin thought for a while and decided to continue studying. He likes the quiet atmosphere in the school and the snacks that his grandfather stuffed in his pocket in the library. The noisy and noisy life is too far away from him. look.

When Qin Jin was 26 years old, many things happened. He changed from an undergraduate student to a graduate student. The old professor with a weird personality actually liked him very much. He strongly suggested that he stay in school to teach. Qin Jin didn't nod directly, but only promised him to think about it.

Also in that year, a secret document that was supposed to be locked in Zhou Tan's office safe was quietly stolen. Three days later, that document appeared on the desks of Zhou's seniors. The arsenal was exposed to the light of day, and the rumors in the Zhou family's old house were like snow, and every word was accusing Zhou Tan of being evil and unable to take on the big responsibility.

That winter was extremely cold, and red lanterns were hung in the Zhou family mansion as if appropriate to the occasion. Zhou Tan knelt in the icy snow and looked up at the vast sky.

The matter of the arsenal is not over yet. An influential gossip magazine released a series of photos and videos of astonishing scale. On the blurred images, Zhou Tan and his iconic cloak jacket are particularly eye-catching, with countless pairs of eyes looking at him Kissing another man intimately to the point of death.

The published magazines were quickly recalled and destroyed, but what was wiped off was only the dust on the surface, and what could not be blocked was the long mouth.The elders of the Zhou family moved out the family law in the name of the ancestors, and the little son who grew up in Fugui Township suffered physical pain for the first time, and his face was so pale that he didn't seem to be alive.

The elder's heavy voice rang in his ears, asking him who that person was.

Zhou Tan closed his eyes, blood was brewing between his dark red lips: "Yes, it's Song Jingqi."

As if to reflect the fading light in Zhou Tan's eyes, the news of Song Jingqi's engagement to the Macau gambling king's daughter spread throughout the city in an instant.Zhou Tan, the new head of the family who had been given high hopes, became a joke.

The boundless snowfall crushed the so-called love and pride. Before the New Year, Zhou Tan put down all his real power and left for Australia in the name of recuperating.

As soon as Zhou Tan left, the seemingly perfect castle in the air of the Zhou family began to collapse. The older generation suffered from illnesses, and the younger generation only knew about fighting for power. The flaws in the bones are completely exposed.

Song Jingqi was waiting for this day. Like a very hungry wolf, he swallowed all the business that could be swallowed, and snatched all the chassis that could be grabbed. In just a few months, he seemed to be an upstart.

Xu Mingjia, who had lost everything to rely on, posted up to try to cling, Song Jingqi clearly marked the price: "You unconditionally transfer all the properties under the name of the Xu family to me, and I will feed you with good food and drink for the rest of your life."

Xu Mingjia's face turned pale inch by inch.

On the day of Song Jingqi's engagement, Qin Jin attended the dinner party. The dance music was melodious, the dress was exquisite, and the word decent was everywhere, but it was just decent.

That night Song Jingqi drank a lot of wine, his eyes under the gold-rimmed glasses were as shiny as after washing with water, Qin Jin looked at the bride-to-be not far away with a soft face, and whispered: "Do you really love her?"

Song Jingqi joked heartlessly: "How old is her mother, why should I love her mother?"

Just as Qin Jin was about to kick him, Song Jingqi's personal assistant hurried over and said, "Someone sent you a gift."

The rectangular box was covered with a layer of solid-colored wrapping paper, which felt very light to the touch. The smile on Song Jingqi's face faded a little bit. He put down his wine glass and opened the box very slowly. A lily flower that was just about to bloom appear in front of your eyes.

All the leaves of the lily were cut off, and only one white bud lay alone in the box.

The assistant didn't understand the meaning, and asked doubtfully, "Could it be a prank?"

Song Jingqi picked up the flower branch and put it under his nose to smell it. He seemed to be able to smell the fragrance of dew in the morning. He said, "What do you know? Someone is wishing me a happy marriage for a hundred years!" After a long silence, Song Jingqi Qi Qi laughed again, turned around and threw the flower branch into the trash can, and muttered to himself: "Do I love her? I love her who is beautiful and has a temper. It's a pity that loving this thing is the least valuable."

Qin Jin only thought he was crazy.

Once the arsenal is exposed, it becomes an attractive piece of fat. Everyone wants to come up and take a bite. The result of the pack of wolves fighting for food is endless fighting.Zhou Tan couldn't protect himself, so he didn't care about saving his hole cards. It stands to reason that this was the best time for Qin Zhao to escape, but at this moment, news of Qin Zhao's disappearance came.

In a rage, Song Jingqi personally led people to the China-Myanmar border. With the arsenal as the core, he almost turned over the entire jungle, but still found nothing.

No one was born, no corpse was seen when dead, the most terrifying thing finally happened.

Two months later, Song Jingqi returned home in a mess and depression.Liu Xianghua stood on the pier waiting for him. The two of them each had a cigarette in their mouths. They were silent for a long time. Song Jingqi said, "Who is going to tell Qin Jin?"

Liu Xianghua took a puff of smoke and said in a hoarse voice, "I'll go."

Knowing that Qin Jin loves fish, Liu Xianghua drove him for a long time to take him to the restaurant in Linjiang that he had been to last time.Qin Jin stayed up all night to catch up on his thesis, unable to bear the drowsiness, curled up on the co-pilot and fell asleep, his black eyelashes drooping down, calm and harmless like a child.

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