Obsessed with Qin

It's a new one, even if he wraps himself in a cocoon with a quilt, he can't smell anything that belongs to Qin Zhao, as if that person has never had any interaction with him.

Just disappeared, I don't know where I went, and I don't know when I will come back.

Qin Jin turned over, bit the corner of the quilt, and suppressed all the cries at the bottom of his throat.

Can't cry, can't cry.

His eyes were getting wet and his head was swelling and hurting.

This is the feeling of despair, worse than death.

After being discharged from the hospital, Qin Jin stayed at home, to be precise, slept in Qin Zhao's room for another two days.Repeated nightmares, waking up, and nightmares again.

Cold sweat broke out all over the body, and even the sheets were soaked.

He dreamed again and again that Qin Zhao hugged him and kissed his forehead, his breath had a very faint smell of tobacco, and when he opened his eyes, there was only cold darkness in the room.

The mobile phone that was thrown aside suddenly vibrated, it was a reminder of the message in the memo.A tile was broken in the bathroom of Qin Zhao's house. He kept a memo reminding himself to find a master bricklayer to replace the bad tile.

When saving the memo, he set the wrong time, and the to-do items that should have been reminded on the weekend were only reminded today, but in just a few days, neither things nor people, his home and love are gone.

The phone started to vibrate again, and it was a call from an unfamiliar number. Qin Jin had a faint hope in his heart, and the moment he pressed the answer button, a lively voice came in: "Is it Qin Jin? That, my surname is Qi, your brother's friend, we met at the dinner before. What, if you have no other arrangements today, can you come out, your brother left something for you, here I am. "

Qin Jin bounced off the bed directly, his movements were too violent, causing his eyes to go black for a while, he stood by himself against the cabinet for a long time before he said in a hoarse voice: "I'll go find you right away, you can send me your location. "

The positioning sent by Qi Yuan is a newly built real estate. Qin Jin has seen it several times in TV commercials, and the price and design are very petty.

Qin Jin took a taxi there. He grabbed a T-shirt from the closet and didn't wear a jacket. He felt cold when he walked out of the house. He didn't want to waste time going back to add clothes, so he gritted his teeth.

Qi Yuan stood at the gate of the community, saw his frail appearance that couldn't even support his T-shirt, clicked his tongue, and said, "Your brother definitely doesn't want to see you like this."

Qin Jin didn't answer, coughed twice, and said, "Where's the thing? Where is it?"

Qi Yuan sighed and said, "Come with me."

The real estate was just built, and there was a little paint smell left in the elevator. Qin Jin coughed and couldn't breathe while holding the elevator wall.Qi Yuan stood behind him and patted his back, saying: "How could you be so sick?"

Qin Jin took a few deep breaths: "Pneumonia caused by high fever is not serious, but he keeps coughing and his throat is not very comfortable."

The elevator dinged and stopped on the ninth floor. Qi Yuan searched in his pocket, found a bunch of keys, and opened a door on the right.Qin Jin thought that Qi Yuan lived here, but after he walked in, he realized something was wrong. The house hadn't been decorated at all, and it was empty and dusty.

Qi Yuan walked around the room, opened his arms and said to Qin Jin: "This is what your brother left you, a house, or a home. I'll be responsible for the decoration, up to three months, and you I can move in with my bags.”

There was no expression on Qin Jin's face, neither joy nor anger, he circled the house blankly, and finally fell back on Qi Yuan's face, and said lightly: "Is there anything else? "

Qi Yuan choked up for a moment, and said dumbfoundedly: "Young master, do you know how much this place costs per flat? In order to give you something to think about, your brother put all his wealth in it, and there is no car left."

Qin Jin wanted to smoke a little, but his throat hurt so badly that he could only endure it.

He couldn't describe his current feeling to Qi Yuan, the more thoughtful Qin Zhao thought, the more flustered he became, and he always felt that there was a sense of ruin and disappearance in this life.

Qin Jin thought for a while, and said to Qi Yuan: "I live with my parents now, you can take care of this house first, don't decorate, and don't go through any formalities. Home is where Qin Zhao is. If he is not around, give me I'm not even interested in a palace."

"Then what..." Qi Yuan rubbed his nose and walked to Qin Jin's side, "Why don't you cry, you're like this now, you're all dusty, and even an outsider like me feels uncomfortable. Think about it , cry a little."

Qin Jin smiled: "Before seeing you, I have been crying at home for two days, and now I really can't cry, wait for me to prepare, and I will cry loudly for you in a few days."

Qi Yuan didn't have a deep friendship with Qin Jin, so he really didn't know how to persuade him, so he hesitated and said, "Don't blame your brother, he..."

"I didn't blame him," Qin Jin interrupted Qi Yuan, "not now, nor in the future. I will live well, take good care of myself, and wait for him to come back."

Qi Yuan finally came up with a few comforting words, but Qin Jin's "don't complain" swept them all back, and he scratched his hair with some anxiety: "You just know what's in your heart... what are you... have you eaten yet? No, I'll take you to eat something. You also go out to bask in the sun and gain some popularity, look at you now, you look like nothing. "

With a thought, Qin Jin suddenly had an expression of crying and smiling, and he said to Qi Yuan: "Brother Qi, let's go eat fish, braised fish."

- After get off work tomorrow, you bring a piece of fish back, and I'll make braised fish for you to eat, it's said that it nourishes the brain.

- If you want to replenish your brain, you can't eat fish, you have to eat humpback whales.

……

-Okay, I'll take a bath and you cook, I want to eat braised fish!

……

- Let's go to the vegetable market to buy a piece of fish. We have long said that we want to make braised fish, but we haven't eaten it until now!

……

Brother Qi, let's eat fish, braised fish.

Brother, let's go eat fish, braised fish.

Brother, come back, I invite you to eat braised fish, I made it myself, you haven't eaten it yet...

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Qi Yuan really took Qin in to eat fish, picked a cruise ship restaurant by the river, and ordered a table full of fresh seafood.

Qin Jin's illness is still not healed, so he didn't dare to smell too much fishy smell. He tasted a few mouthfuls of braised crucian carp before putting down his chopsticks. He turned his head to look at the shadow of the river outside the window. His eyelashes cast heavy shadows on his pale skin. With a lifeless taste.

Qi Yuan took advantage of his toilet time to log in to Weibo, copied a few funny jokes from the main business of professional jokers, and told Qin Jin decently after returning to the dinner table.Qin Jin listened carefully for a while, then looked at him quietly with steamy eyes, and said hoarsely: "Brother Qi, I'm so uncomfortable, I really can't laugh."

I feel so bad.

I can't really laugh.

Qi Yuan only felt that his heart was blocked for a while, and he patted Qin Jin's shoulder vigorously, as if he wanted to wake him up from a nightmare: "Qin Jin, don't do this. He is alive, and you are alive, the world is so big , sooner or later, you will meet again. As long as people are alive, there is still a lot of hope, don't give up."

Qin Jin nodded and said, "I know." Then he turned around and continued to stare out the window in a daze.

He has lost too much weight, and when viewed from the side, he already has a sharp outline.

Qi Yuan suddenly felt that Qin Jin looked very familiar.

Like who?

The bridge of the nose is straight, the eyebrows are sharp, the eyes are as dark as the night, and the lines of the side face are extremely hard.

A flash of inspiration flashed in Qi Yuan's mind - this is simply a copy of Qin Zhao!

That day, Qi Yuan tried his best to make Qin Jin cry or laugh, but he just opened his arms and gave Qin Jin a hug when they parted.Qin Jin put his chin on Qi Yuan's shoulder, and a sigh-like voice came from the night wind, he said: "I will take care of myself and wait for him. Whether it is three years, five years, ten years or 20 years, I will Will keep waiting."

Qi Yuan didn't know what to say, so he could only continue to pat him vigorously on the shoulder and said that if he had something to ask you, Brother Qi, you just wanted to go to the sky to catch the moon, and Brother Qi could also help you set up a ladder.

A faint smile finally appeared on Qin Jin's face, he looked down at the tip of his shoe, and said in a hoarse voice: "Brother Qi, do you know that love actually has a name, my love is called Qin Jin Zhao."

The second person who came to see Qin Jin was Liu Xianghua. He originally wanted to take Qin in for a cup of coffee, listen to music, and have a heart-to-heart talk.Qin Jin pointed to his own throat, and with a rough tone like sawing wood, said: "I can only drink some fat sea water now, and I can't absorb all foreign things. Let's not waste that money."

After thinking about it, Liu Xianghua realized that what he said was rough and reasonable. With that kind of money, what should we do?He simply drove Qin into the suburbs, and stopped in a place with dense trees.

It was still early, and there was a milky white morning mist floating in the grove, like a layer of soft yarn.

Liu Xianghua lowered the car window, and Qin Jin wrapped his clothes tightly subconsciously. His physical condition is extremely poor now, almost to the point of collapsing when he sees the wind. If he is a little careless, he will have a fever at night.The last time I went to the riverside with Qi Yuan to have a meal, I started to have a fever when I got home, and slept on an ice pillow for a day and a night before retreating.

Liu Xianghua knocked out a cigarette from the cigarette box and bit it on his mouth, but he didn't light it. He said, "Qi Yuan said that you are not in good condition, let me come over and take a look. Qin Jin, if you ask me, it's not that serious. Seriously, just pretend that your brother is on a business trip, don't think about anything, don't think about anything, live your life well, maybe he will come back someday. As long as his heart is still with you, he won't go far. "

Hearing too many comforting words, Qin Jin felt that he was about to become immune, so he didn't look at Liu Xianghua's expression, but folded his clothes and said indifferently: "Then can you tell me where Qin Zhao went?"