Obsessed with Qin

Feeling the urge to turn around and leave, I recited "endure the calm for a while" in my heart no less than [-] times before I managed to stay where I was.Qin Jin raised his hand and rubbed his neck, forced a smile that wasn't a smile and said, "Brother, when did you and Xu Mingjia meet? Are you planning to go out for dinner together?"

Qin Zhao didn't say a word, but Xu Mingjia spoke with a smile. He took a step forward and stood side by side with Qin Zhao. His right hand rested on Qin Zhao's elbow, his eyes raised up slightly provocatively. Sliding across Qin Zhao's face, he said, "Brother Qin and I have known each other for almost a year. Brother Qin likes to go to the gym on Renmin Avenue to exercise, and I also like it. Five, that is, today, let’s go to the gym together. I didn’t know about your relationship with Brother Qin before, and I didn’t treat you very well. I was also wrong at Lucifer’s time. Brother Qin scolded me already, so don’t bother Qin Jin Is it okay to be angry? In fact, speaking of it, we are also destined to meet each other. I call Qin Zhao brother, and you also call him brother. From now on, we will get along like our own brothers, okay? I I promise not to be willful, and I won’t be mad at you anymore!”

With a certain amount of advance and retreat, Qin Jin was easily placed in the range of outsiders, and he was easily placed in the position farthest from Qin Zhao.

We've known each other for almost a year... Qin Jin buried his head in the calculations, this time last year was the time when he and Xu Mingjia had the most quarrel, fate!What a fucking fate!It seems that everyone who has trouble with Qin Jin is Qin Zhao's guest.

Qin Jin remembered a famous saying he saw on Weibo - there is no fate between you and me, but I am alone.At that moment, Qin Jin suddenly lost his world, his life, his whole being, as well as his small thoughts that dare not be humane to outsiders. He struggled in despair all the time, but Qin Zhao was in peace and stability. Live calmly.

Qin Zhao has never had him in his life, nor does he need to have him.Realizing this, Qin Jin laughed a little self-deprecatingly. He lowered his head and plucked his hair twice. When he raised his head again, he put on that ugly mask again, and met Qin Zhao's eyes without hesitation. , with a half-smile and said: "Don't flatter me, you have a fate with my brother, how can you have a fate with me! A little ruffian like me who is playing around on the street is your brother, thanks to you, this kind of You can't do business that loses money. By the way, if you have an appointment, you can go first. I have nothing to do. I just want to get the phone back. There are a few important numbers in it. Brother, if you calm down, just leave Give me a call, and I promise I will never go to Lucifer again."

Xu Mingjia subconsciously wanted to sarcastically say "Young Master Qin, have you lost your mind or changed your mind?" Then thinking of Qin Zhao standing beside him, he swallowed the words and looked at Qin Jin with a bit of disdain and smiled .

(11)

Qin Jin was aroused by Xu Mingjia's disdainful expression, and the sparks shot straight into the sky, and he couldn't hold it down. Qin Er Shao was playing with cats and dogs outside since he was a child, and he was two or three years older than him and taller than him. The taller child was terrified when he saw him, and he had never met a few who dared not take him seriously in front of him, let alone this person who did not take him seriously, he had always been regarded by him. Xu Mingjia who is a little boy.

Qin Jinyue wanted to get more and more angry, raised his leg and kicked Qin Zhao's car door, pointed at Xu Mingjia's nose and said, "You are standing next to my brother and pretending to be a uncle with me, laugh when you want to laugh, cry when you want to cry , put on a look of disdain, who is disgusting! Xu Mingjia, let me tell you, don't think that with my brother supporting me, I will treat you as a human being, and it will not be so easy for the two of us!"

Xu Mingjia's delicate and watery face instantly turned green into a cabbage, and he raised his hand to open Qin Jin's paw pointing at his nose. When he moved, Qin Zhao also moved, and Qin Zhao held Xu Mingjia's shoulder and led him back After two steps, he frowned and said in displeasure: "Don't fight around in public, what does it look like!"

Qin Jin was also in a fit of anger, and casually slipped out some disrespectful words: "I don't want me to embarrass you, so just take care of your little love with eyes on the top of the sky!"

Before the words fell, Qin Zhao suddenly raised his head and looked at Qin Jin. Qin Jin was stunned by his brother's tiger-like eyes, but he still refused to give in: "Why are you staring at me? What did I say wrong?" Yet?"

Qin Zhao stopped talking, and pushed away Xu Mingjia, who was always tired of him, with his backhand. He walked up to Qin Jin in two steps, grabbed his collar, pressed his neck, and pushed him into the co-pilot seat. Then he also got into the car, stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, Cayenne roared and rushed out, leaving Xu Mingjia standing alone in a sea of ​​smoky hot exhaust.

While driving, Qin Zhao put the sunglasses pinned on his chest on the bridge of his nose, and said in a dark voice: "Qin Jin, you're so close to me, aren't you! I can't speak human words when I grow a mouth. Teach you well!"

Qin Jinchang is such a big person who dares to beat him, except that his own father is the brother who is driving, he can be regarded as beaten by Qin Zhao, he is not afraid of Qin Zhao beating him, no matter how he beats him, he is only afraid In Qin Zhao's world, there is a place for another man, and that would make his life worse than death. It was a torture he could never imagine in his dreams.

Through the rearview mirror, Qin Jin saw Xu Mingjia staggered and ran after the car for a few steps without giving up, and an emotion called "fear" suddenly passed through his chest.Xu Mingjia has never publicly expressed his sexual orientation. He has neither a girlfriend nor a boyfriend. Like many second-generation ancestors, he is picked up in a luxury car every day and lives far away from the world.But there is a strange hormone among the same kind that allows them to smell each other's breath among tens of thousands of people. He can't guess whether Xu Mingjia is gay or not, but his intuition is faintly uneasy.

It was also at this moment that Qin Jin was soberly aware that Qin Zhao would leave him one day and spend a long and short life with another person, living in the same hole and dying in the same coffin, and he was just another person in Qin Zhao's life. An unremarkable passer-by, a touch of unsightly scenery, and even an unspeakable stain.

Such an excellent person, but has a gay younger brother...

Qin Jin didn't dare to think about it anymore. He silently tightened his seat belt and looked at Qin Zhao with his head tilted. He seemed to be talking unscrupulously, but he tentatively said: "It's so easy to get angry, I won't be right ? Are you tired of playing with women and want to play with men? Then you shouldn't be looking for Xu Mingjia, he is still a man with his small body!"

Qin Zhao slammed the steering wheel, and Cayenne flew past a left-turning intersection as if drifting, followed by shouts and curses, Qin Zhao turned his head to look at Qin Jin, his dark pupils were hidden behind the sunglasses, but his gaze was Still fierce as if a hot iron was sliding against his skin, he gritted his teeth and said, "Qin Jin, you are fooling around with Jin Yachen, everyone is fucking gay! Let me stop talking today, I am not, and you must not be, if you let me know that you are not clear with men outside, Qin Jin, I will make you regret crawling out of your mother's womb!"

The softest part of the heart seemed to be pierced by an extremely sharp knife, grinding and stirring, tearing the whole heart into a bloody mess.Qin Jin turned his head and leaned his head against the car window, looking at the flashing signal lights and the rush of traffic in front of him, a masochistic smile floated on his lips: "Qin Zhao, are you tired, you obviously don't like me from the bottom of your heart , you still insist on managing the world like a big brother. In your heart, does Xu Mingjia have to be ranked ahead of me? Don’t you think it’s boring? I think it’s boring! Let’s talk about it today Come on, I won't pester you anymore, and you don't want to worry about me anymore, let's go our separate ways, okay?"

A car in front suddenly changed lanes, Qin Zhao slammed the horn twice, looked ahead and gritted his teeth: "Qin Jin, you have to compete with me, don't you?"

Qin Jin still smiled like a little ruffian molesting women from a good family, but his eyes were full of emptiness that didn't match his age. He wanted to say, I don't want to compete with you, I just feel that I can't let it go any longer.I was born to be marginalized by this society, but you are not, you have a bright future and a happy life, you will marry a wife, you will have children, and you will be the pride of your parents, so, even if I love you poorly Without you, I can't confide half a word in front of you.

I am already in hell, I know how miserable the wind and rain are here, how can I bear to drag you in.

I am doomed to be alone in this life.

There are so many words on the lips, but each sentence is a taboo that cannot be said. Qin Jin feels his eyes are a little moist. He seems to have seen the scene of Qin Zhao exchanging rings with others, so beautiful and so desperate. He turned his head, cleared his throat, and said, "Stop the car, I'm going down!"

Qin Zhao slammed on the brakes and stopped the car on the side of the road. Qin Jin's upper body swayed violently, and his whole body flew towards the windshield like a stone from a slingshot. Fortunately, he had the habit of wearing a seat belt. He was pulled back by the seat belt and slammed into the back of the co-pilot's seat.Before Qin Jin could cry out the pain, he felt his collar tighten, and then his eyes dimmed. Qin Zhao grabbed his neck and squeezed him into the small gap between his chest and the car door.

The unique smell of Qin Zhao's body immediately hit his nostrils, hot and spicy, like a large beast running on the grassland, Qin Zhao took off the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose with one hand, and stared at him with a pair of dark and sharp eyes like an abyss without blinking. With Qin Jin.Qin Jin felt his heart beating faster and faster. He subconsciously wanted to avoid Qin Zhao's eyes. Qin Zhao clamped his jaw with a tiger's mouth to prevent him from moving. The two brothers stared at each other.