Non-Human Egg Guide

This morning, Ah Yun had already been waiting at the street corner. I don't know when it started to wait for Yan Xu to come over every day. It seemed that it was the thing she was happiest and most looking forward to every day, even if she didn't admit it.

"Are you waiting again?" The owner of the shampoo shop gave Ayun a cigarette, and the two of them squatted on the dirty ground and smoked.

Ayun nodded, she looked at the front blankly, that was the path that Yan Xu would take every time she came.

He will bring his own camera and walk here with ease. He has no air of being corrupted by the world, he is young, and he sees things without prejudice.

The boss threw down the cigarette butt and stomped it out with his high heels: "Are you tempted?"

Ayun didn't speak, nor nodded or shook his head.

"It's useless to be tempted." The boss said with sarcasm, and there may be a trace of pity in it, "So what if you are tempted, people look down on you."

Ayun threw away the cigarette butt, exhaled the last puff of smoke, then stood up and walked to the side to wait.

She doesn't like to hear the boss say these things, she knows all these things, and she understands the truth.After entering the mire, I can't get rid of the mud all over my body. How can I really emerge from the mud like a lotus flower without being stained, but it is still very harsh to say it from other people's mouths.

It was so harsh that Ah Yun sat uneasy.

Yan Xu was late, there was a traffic jam on the road today, and the one-hour drive ended up taking nearly two hours.

Someone on the bus lost his wallet, and the whole bus waited for almost half an hour in a daze, blocking the door to get off, and no one was allowed to get off alone.

In the end, the person who stole the wallet took advantage of the crowd and threw the wallet on the ground. When the police car arrived, the thief was also caught.

But it delayed the time of many people in the car. If it wasn't for the old lady who lost her wallet, the big man in the car would have to rush straight down.

"It's late, have you had breakfast?" Yan Xu went straight to Ayun, but was coughed by the smell of inferior tobacco on Ayun's body.

Ayun took a step back, his expression unchanged.

"Eat, how about you?" Ayun asked.

The two get along like ordinary friends now, Ah Yun likes this feeling, Yan Xu has no physical needs for her, nor does she look down on her, let alone think she is dirty, as if he is just an ordinary person, Not a prostitute for a living.

Ayun suddenly said: "I don't want to pick up customers today."

Yan Xu turned to look at her: "Are you planning to change career?"

Ah Yun, who originally wanted to restrain his craving for cigarettes, still couldn't restrain himself, and took out cigarettes from his big red packet-this kind of cigarettes cost eight yuan a pack, very cheap, and the smell is very strong, strong, generally only old people can drink cigarettes. Only smokers smoke.

"I don't know, I don't pick up customers today anyway." Ayun looked at the sky. There is a word "cloud" in her name, but the cloud is clean and white, and she looks more like a dark cloud before the heavy rain falls. "Maybe I will consider it later. Change careers."

She smiled at Yan Xu and stepped forward.

Looking from behind, it was not at all a woman in her thirties, but rather a girl of seventeen or eighteen years old who stole her mother's clothes.Only by looking at her head-on can you see the wrinkles and vicissitudes of life on her face.

When Ah Yun was expressionless, his face was so painful that he seemed to be crying.

But even if Ayun didn't pick up the guests, Yan Xu didn't have no photos to take.

Ayun brought Yan Xu to her secret base. For a person of her age, the words "secret base" seemed a little too childish.So Ayun prefers to say "that place".

"That place" is a barren hill surrounded by alleys. There are almost no people nearby. Behind the hill is a garbage dump that exudes a dirty and rancid smell all the year round. If you get closer, you can see the sewage that has not been dried on the ground. Makes a nasty sound when baked.

And right next to this garbage dump, there is a forest. If you go further in, you can see a small wooden house, which is very simple and rotten. come out through the gap.But it is such a small and dilapidated wooden house, but there are everything in it.

——A double bed, two bedside tables, and a wardrobe, which even contained a lot of moldy and moth-eaten clothes.At the foot of the bed was a flower pot that hadn't bloomed for a long time.

"I made this with someone when I was in my twenties." Ah Yun lay on the dusty bed without looking dirty at all, looking at the wooden boards shining through the sun, his memory seemed to go back ten years forward.

"When I was young, my family was pretty good. I could study, I had new clothes to wear, and I could visit relatives during the holidays. When I was 12 years old, my dad joined the poker table. Then it was all over. I owed usury, and my dad paid back the money. I'm sorry, so I pushed my mother out." Ayun's face was expressionless, she was just narrating a past event, and there was no emotion on her face.

"Arrears of more than 1 yuan are so flat. After half a year, my mother came back."

"I didn't even recognize it was my mother. She had a perm and was wearing a red dress that only covered her panties and her breasts. The night she came back, my father beat her hard."

Ayun turned his head and asked Yan Xu: "You said, he was the one who bought his wife out. Instead of beating those creditors, he wanted to beat his own wife?"

Yan Xu didn't speak, he knew that what he said was meaningless, the past was over, but the scars would remain forever.

"But he has tasted the sweetness. Since then, he has been a pimp himself and asked someone to come to the house." A Yun's eyes were distracted, "The room next to me has poor sound insulation, and I can't sleep all night , A lot of hair fell out, I was only 13 years old at that time. I had insomnia every night, went to school to sleep, and my grades were not good.”

"My father's winnings are getting bigger and bigger. My mother's money is no longer enough for him to squander. On my 14th birthday, he sold me to an old man for 800 yuan." Ayun took off his Her high-heeled shoes, her heels have been worn out by these shoes.

"At that time, I was the youngest prostitute on the street, and the price was not expensive. I was locked up at home every day, and I couldn't tell the difference between day and night, and I couldn't tell who the man was pressing on me."

"My mother committed suicide by jumping off a building when I was 16 years old. Before she committed suicide, she called the police, and my father went to jail."

"Tell me, why did she call the police so late? I was locked in that house for three years, and no matter how much I screamed for help, there was no result. Like a sow." There was no anger or hatred on Ayun's face, everything Feelings evaporate in a long time.

Yan Xu knew that Ah Yun didn't ask herself, she was just looking for a channel to vent, and she also knew that these words of hers would be recorded by Yan Xu.

The relationship between Yan Xu and himself is not a friend, but a transaction maintained with money.

Ayun lit another cigarette, and she held it in her mouth, with skillful and sophisticated movements: "Later he was locked in, but my grandparents thought I was dirty, and my relatives also said that I was a natural cousin, and no one wanted to take me in." At that time, I gave up on myself and started this business again. At that time, when I was young, I thought in my heart: If you think I am dirty, I will show you that I am dirty, and then I will hinder your eyes."

"I was wrong." Ayun sighed, "It's too late to look back now."

"Those who don't care about me don't care if I'm dirty or whether I'm doing well."

"I went back to my hometown last year and saw my grandparents. They were still alive and holding their newborn grandson. When they saw me, they asked me: Miss, which family are you from?"

Ayun covered his eyes: "It's not ridiculous, I have forgotten them for half their lives, but they have long forgotten who I am."

Yan Xu didn't know how to comfort her, he had never experienced such a thing, any comfort would be tasteless.

"I'm sick." Ayun said, "Sexual disease, the kind that can't be cured, makes my whole body feel uncomfortable."

"Then you..." Yan Xu didn't speak the rest of the sentence.

"Do you think I'm hurting people?" Ayun smiled, "Do you think I'm hurting people by picking up customers even though I know I'm sick? But what good are those people?"

Seeing that Yan Xu didn't speak, Ah Yun waited for a long time and endured it for a long time. It's better to say: "Don't worry, I have prepared sets for those who didn't hurt me. Those who came to patronize me when I was young , I only prepared a broken body for them."

Yan Xu sighed softly, he took the initiative to sit next to A Yun for the first time, the wooden house was full of dust, but Yan Xu didn't look dirty, he patted A Yun's head, just like touching that 14-year-old girl , he said softly: "It's all over."

Ah Yun, who had been expressionless all the time, broke down in tears at this moment.

She cried and laughed: "Did you see this wooden house? This is when I was in my 20s. I met someone. He was the most beautiful person I have ever seen. He said he would take me away and let me live." Have a good day, do what you like, and you won't be disliked or looked down upon by others."

Yan Xu didn't ask where that person went, because if that person remembered his promise, Ayun wouldn't be here now.

"He said he had something to deal with." Ayun's face was covered with tears, and her makeup was stained by crying, "He left and never came back. He didn't leave me a single photo. I don't even remember what he looks like now."

Ayun cried and said that she once wanted to escape from here, but she gave up because of weakness and fear.

Obviously there is a chance of self-salvation, but let the opportunity slip away.

The misfortune of the first half of her short life was given by her parents.

The second half of misfortunes are caused by self-abandonment and self-deprecation.

If it could be blamed on her parents before, she chose her own life now.

After talking for an unknown amount of time, Ah Yun closed his eyes, lay down on this dirty bed and fell asleep.

Of course, it is impossible for Yan Xu to sleep with him, so he can only sit on a wooden stool at one side and look through the photos of the past few days. A Yun in the photos shows a decadent beauty. There are holes and it leans against a stained wall.The lighting is also very good, with an ambiguous warm orange in the dim.

This picture has a great visual impact, beautiful body, dirty environment, and desperate temperament.

This is probably the best photo Yan Xu took during this period.

When photographing animals and plants before, Yan Xu always took the most beautiful and promising images, but now that he changes the subject, he feels that he has broken through himself.

When Yan Xu was in a daze, suddenly a person stood in front of him, the shadow covered the light in Yan Xu's eyes.

Yan Xu looked along the shadow, the man was behind the light, as if he was walking from the sunlight.Wearing a clean white short sleeve, light colored jeans and a pair of white sneakers.Just looking at the clothes, he looks like a college student, and his whole body seems to be full of sunshine.

This person is also very good-looking, with a pair of beautiful big eyes, fair skin, and brown hair, which looks very smooth under the sun, and is slightly curled.

There was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, before Yan Xu came back to his senses, the man greeted him first: "My name is Zhenhe, Yuan Zhenhe."

This name is really majestic, and it doesn't match this person's appearance at all. Yan Xu was far away, but he quickly replied: "My name is Yan Xu, you are..."

"I'm here to look for her." Yuan Zhenhe pointed at Ayun lying on the bed with his index finger, his tone was very relaxed, "I haven't seen her for many years, and I don't know if she still remembers me."

Perhaps it was because their voices sounded alike, Ah Yun, who was soundly asleep, opened her eyes, and she saw the man standing in the sun for the first time, a man she was both unfamiliar and familiar with.

"Zhenhe?" Ah Yun called out uncertainly, her voice was still trembling, Yan Xu could hear the two opposite extreme emotions of ecstasy and ecstasy from her voice.

Ayun stood up with bare feet, and his feet stepped on the ground full of mud.

"Why do you..." Ayun froze in place, "It hasn't changed at all."

The old man in the past is still the same, young and handsome, but he is old, still living such an unsatisfactory life, doing a job that no one thinks highly of.She felt that every expression and every look of the other party seemed to be questioning how she lived like this.

Ah Yun had no face to see him, she covered her face helplessly.

After about half an hour, Ayun's mood stabilized. She and Yuan Zhenhe sat on the ground facing each other. This young man in white short sleeves didn't think the ground was dirty.

Yan Xu sat behind them, he didn't take pictures, and he didn't listen to them.Instead, he packed his things and left silently.

Everyone has their own life, and some lives are not willing to be exposed under the camera.

What Yan Xu didn't know was that when he left, Yuan Zhenhe's eyes followed him all the time.

Yan Xu returned home very early, he and Jing Qichen made an appointment to go home before four o'clock in the afternoon, but it was only after two o'clock when he got home, and Jing Qichen was taking a nap with Eggy.

Dandan and Jing Qichen both woke up when the door lock sounded. Dandan rubbed her eyes and nestled in her mother's arms. Ever since Papa slept with Uncle Jing last night, Dandan felt that Uncle It's my own mother.But Papa hasn't put out a ring to propose marriage like in the TV series, so Eggy can't call her uncle a mother yet.

"So early?" Jing Qichen said.

Then he stood up habitually, took the device from Yan Xu's hand, and put it on the ground.

Yan Xu was really tired after sitting in the car for so long, he yawned, went to pour himself a glass of water, drank it in one go, and hiccupped: "Something happened, so I came back early .”

"How did the photo shoot go?" Jing Qichen knew that Yan Xu had agreed with his subject for a month, and it would be over in less than a week or a month.

Yan Xu nodded: "There are a few good ones, I'll show you."

Then Yan Xu dug out those photos. These photos were developed by quick printing, the quality is not very good, and the color difference is relatively large.But even so, Jing Qichen could still see the moment that Yan Xu captured from these photos.

"Very good." Jing Qichen used two words to comment.

Yan Xu said: "I never thought that I could take such photos. I used to only take photos of animals and plants, and I thought it was very uncomfortable to take photos of people, but now I don't think so. It is also a matter of using the lens to record the world. Nice thing."

It was his business, and before that he had been blinded by his own prejudices.

"You are already very good." Jing Qichen was not stingy at all in praise.

Yan Xu was a little embarrassed, his cheeks were a little red, but he quickly changed the subject: "Aren't you busy this afternoon? If you are in a hurry, go first."

"Leave at four o'clock, don't worry, it's only two o'clock. You got up so early in the morning and left early, why don't you sleep for a while?" Jing Qichen was very considerate, he didn't know what was going on with him, When facing Yan Xu, the whole person seemed to be under some spell, and everything he said and did was completely different from his previous self.

Even his tone became soft unconsciously.

Yan Xu nodded. He was indeed very tired. He felt that his body was covered with sweat and dust. He went to the bathroom to take a shower, and then took his balls to the room to sleep.

Jing Qichen went back to his own home to prepare the materials needed for this afternoon's meeting.

The monsters under him didn't do a good job, and the person in charge of the humans came to the door to discuss a solution today.

All of his subordinates are big monsters. They look down on human beings, and they also look down on their own kind with shallow cultivation.It's time to learn a lesson because I'm proud and arrogant. After all, I can't stay in this position forever to protect them, and play Tai Chi with humans forever. It's too tiring.

"Papa." Eggy asked softly in Yan Xu's arms, "Are you asleep?"

Yan Xu didn't open his eyes, he said "Huh?"

Eggy's voice was very soft and low, but what she said unintentionally set off a firecracker near Yan Xu's ear, blowing Yan Xu's little heart to pieces.

——"Papa, do you like Uncle Jing?"

Take it easy, Yan Xu said to herself, the liking Eggy said is definitely not the liking she thinks.

"I like it." Yan Xu said seriously, now he has no sleepiness at all.

Eggy asked again: "Then... Papa, can you propose to uncle?"

"...Eggy, what are you talking about?" Yan Xu was a little incredulous, thinking that he might have an auditory hallucination.

"Uncle Jing is very nice. He will make delicious food for Dandan, and he will take Dandan to play. When Papa is away, uncle will ride a horse for Dandan. Uncle loves Dandan very much, and Dandan also loves uncle very much." Eggy opened a pair of innocent eyes, there was no filth in his eyes, only the innocence from a child.

"Baba likes uncle, and uncle also likes father. Can uncle be Dandan's mother?" Dandan's voice was a little aggrieved, "Other children have mothers, and brother Ji also had mothers before. Dandan... Dandan also wants to Want a mother..."

This sentence is really pitiful, it is obviously a child's child's language, but Yan Xu can't laugh it off, his secret thoughts surfaced again at this moment, he had already been hidden deep in his heart, At this time, it was dug out again by Eggy.

"Dandan, Uncle's liking is not the kind of liking that Dandan thought." Yan Xu's voice was very soft and gentle, "Uncle's liking for Papa is like Dandan's liking for Brother Chicken."

"Eggy, do you like Brother Xiaodun'er?" Yan Xu asked.

Eggy nodded: "I like it, Eggy likes Brother Xiaoduner."

"Then Eggy, do you want to kiss Brother Xiaodun'er's mouth? Do you want to hold Brother Xiaodun'er's hand, will you feel uncomfortable when you don't see him?" Yan Xu didn't make the metaphor too straightforward.

Eggy thought about it seriously, and tilted his head: "No, brother Ji has his own things to do, Eggy has to be sensible, and can't keep pestering brother."

This child is so sensible, Yan Xu kissed Qindandan's forehead, and gave Dandan an extremely gentle kiss.One of the luckiest things in his life is to have Egg Bar.

"Uncle is to Papa, just like Eggy is to Brother Xiaoduner." Yan Xu explained, trying his best to speak words that Eggy could understand, "To become Eggy's mother, you must love Papa, But Papa and Uncle don't love each other, so Uncle can't be Eggy's mother."

Eggy seemed to understand, but she was a little unconvinced: "Papa, how do you know that Uncle doesn't love you? How do you know that Uncle and Eggy treat brother the same?"

Yeah, how do I know?There was a wry smile on the corner of Yan Xu's mouth.

Because Mr. Jing and himself are not from the same world, they are under the same roof every day, and they seem to be familiar with each other like a family.But I don't know him at all, I don't know who his parents are, I don't know where he is from, and I don't know what job he does.

Although they have been in the same bed and hung out together, they don't know what hobbies he has or what kind of life he lived before.

The word love is not just a momentary heartbeat.

"Eggy, go to sleep, this is an adult's business, Eggy don't worry about it." Yan Xu comforted Eggy.

Dandan pouted, as if he didn't like Yan Xu's coaxing the child, but he closed his eyes sensiblely, and muttered softly: "But Dandan wants uncle to become Dandan's mother."

Yan Xu also closed his eyes, Jing Qichen's face appeared in his mind, but it was still dark in the end.