[Crush to the sky 1+2] Hong Kong girl

Chapter 77 Open Your Heart

Gu Xiayang walked out of the hotel, he walked aimlessly, his steps were very slow, but it seemed that there was something pulling him in the dark.

Passing by the bustling market, looking at the scenery on the street, I imagined a picture in my mind.

There is a person who keeps walking with you like this.

You fight and fight on the street and eat different snacks.

One bite for you, one bite for me, sharing the ordinary but happy delicacy.

This person is the most important person in your life.

—but she was not long in life.

How do you feel at this time?

Is it to hold back his own sadness and to be happy with her?Or spend every day in pain and decadence?Or do you want to leave but can't bear it?

……

Along the street, slowly out of the urban area, towards the beach.

Through the dense woods, to reach the endless shore.

Gu Xiayang just sat on the rock by the sea, looking at the endless sea, blowing the sea breeze, breathing the moist air, and feeling the vastness of the sea.Suddenly, I feel like there is nothing I can't let go of.

The phone rang, it was Sam.

"Well, I think maybe we should talk."

Gu Xiayang recalled the rumors about Sam's refusal to leave the airport, and said coldly and impersonally: "Of course it's okay if G wants to talk to me, as long as you can come out of the hotel."

The implication is that no matter what, he will never make another trip back.

When Sam heard this, he could only smile wryly.

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Just when Gu Xiayang was about to get up and go back to the hotel, Sam stood beside him carrying a box.

"Do you mind if I sit next to you?"

Gu Xiayang shrugged: "please!"

Sam sat down and faced Gu Xiayang: "I want to tell you about K (regular assessment)..."

"It doesn't matter about you," Gu Xiayang interrupted very down-to-earth without looking at Sam. He looked ahead and said very normally: "It's my own inaccurate performance."

"That's true, the captain is also a human being," Sam made gestures: "It's normal to have emotional influence."

Gu Xiayang finally turned his head to the side, and his tone was a bit strong: "You mean, don't you just imply that I was inaccurate because I had a fight with you?"

Sam didn't deny it, and took care of Gu Xiayang's self-esteem when he spoke: "In fact, it's normal if it is."

"Are you like everyone else, thinking that I can't stand her, that's why we quarreled? You even think that we will divorce soon?" When Gu Xiayang said this, he looked very ordinary, but his brows were Wrinkled to death.

"No," Sam, who felt misunderstood, quickly denied, "I didn't want to find out about you, I just didn't want all of you to affect your work because of emotional matters."

Gu Xiayang pointed around with his fingers, and retorted: "You also don't fly to Kaohsiung because of your feelings, and you don't even want to come out of the hotel and airport, right?"

"I didn't say I wouldn't fly to Kaohsiung," Sam explained with a bit of a cover-up: "I tried my best to avoid flying to Kaohsiung, and also, try to avoid leaving the airport, because this is a very special place for me."

"Then you still come out now?" Gu Xiayang teased: "Don't say it's because of me, I don't like men."

"Actually, to pass this hurdle, I should really thank you, and I should be even more grateful."

Hearing his wife's name, Gu Xiayang maintained a casual expression, but his eyes were urging.

Sam smiled helplessly, but thinking about what he was going to say, he felt that "laughing" seemed to be a very difficult thing.

"In zoe," mentioning the name, Sam paused, and forced a smile: "It's...my dead wife, when we knew that her heart attack had relapsed and time was running out, we made a Decided, two people travel around the world together."

"We walked all the way, played all the way, and bought chocolates from various places. We... were very happy, very happy."

"I have always said to myself, Tang Yichen, you are a rational person, and she will only feel happy if you are happy."

"But I can't do it. At the moment when the countdown to her life begins, nothing rational or stable is as important as her."

"It's ironic to say that I am the one who wants to make her happy the most, but my pain has become her greatest pain."

"She didn't want me to continue to suffer, so she left me a month before she died..."

Sam took a breath, but looked like a fish out of water.

"Come to Kaohsiung."

Gu Xiayang looked at Sam in surprise, Sam's eyes were dark, as if there were thousands of words, they told his pain, his sadness.

"I was in London when Zoe died."

Said the fact that he couldn't accept it for a long time, Sam seemed to be relieved of some heavy burden, his whole body relaxed, the red eye sockets just recovered slowly, and the following words were much easier up.

"I lied to everyone that we were together back then, but I couldn't lie to myself, so I always..."

Sam lowered his head, and then continued: "Until I came back, uh, one day I found me, she happened to find the person who Zoe met with Zoe when he died, from her mouth, I knew that Zoe had something before he died She wanted to find me back, although we didn't see each other in the end, but she said she never blamed me, she wanted me to be happy, don't carry this burden forever, she protects me in heaven."

"I'm really relieved, but," Sam smiled: "You know, some things are actually a bit difficult to do, so I think I should thank you, if you didn't force me to fly to Kaohsiung and force me out of the hotel , I think I might never get out for the rest of my life."

Gu Xiayang listened quietly, without showing any sympathy: "Maybe your wife asked us to help you?"

Sam smiled: "I think so too, so... I don't want anything to happen to you either."

Gu Xiayang raised his head slightly, exuding an arrogance as if nothing happened: "Are we all right?"

"I didn't say there was something wrong with you," Sam explained, and then continued, "But, since you were affected, there must be something wrong, right?"

Glancing at Sam, Gu Xiayang said, "Yes."

"Really?!" Sam was very surprised (Alex didn't say it before), and then he was very puzzled: "Then you?"

"It's not because of this," Gu Xiayang knew what Sam was thinking: "But it's also related to it."

Sam is a little unclear.

It may be because of the relationship between Sam and him who just opened up their hearts. Gu Xiayang was not so perfunctory. He paused for a while, and then slowly said: "I never care what others think of me, because they are not important at all. But because of this One thing triggered some other things, and then I was thinking, some things, that is, since they have such thoughts and opinions, could it be that I did not do enough, or that I did not do enough in some aspects? What would cause this to happen?"

"What do you feel is lacking?" Sam asked.

Gu Xiayang glanced at him: "It's because I don't feel it that I think about it."

The good-tempered Sam didn't have the same experience as the childish Gu: "What about it?"

"Of course she thinks my husband is perfect." Gu Xiayang said shamelessly.

Sam smiled, although it is undeniable that Gu Xiayang wants to save face, but it seems that the problem between the two of them should not be a big deal: "Have you ever thought about it, um, according to the 'records' of the two of you, there is a big Maybe everyone is waiting and watching, and the link of 'seeing people's hearts with time' is in it?"

Gu Xiayang was thoughtful.

Seeing Gu Xiayang thinking, Sam picked up the box he brought and opened it. Inside was a medium cake. He picked up the disposable knife and fork inside, cut off a piece, and handed it to Gu Xiayang: "Try one time?"

"I don't eat cakes." Gu Xiayang, like his sister, hates sweets very much.

"Try it." Sam rarely embarrassed others.

After forking a little bit, Gu Xiayang put it in his mouth and almost spit it out: "So sour?"

Sam smiled, cut a piece for himself, and ate it with a gentle expression. While eating, he said, "Because of taking medicine and being sick, Zoe's taste bud system is slowly deteriorating. We are in France. I ate a lemon cake from a family, and she said it was delicious, but later, even if she ate the cake from the same store again, she couldn’t taste the taste anymore. Every time I buy a cake, I will ask the baker to make a stronger taste Cake, until one time, she tasted the taste, it was this taste, she said it was the best taste in the world. However, when I went to that store again, the store was closed, so I tried to make it myself, I said to myself, if I don't make the best cake in the world, I won't come back to be a pilot ... Now I made it, so I'm coming back."

After hearing this, Gu Xiayang actually forked a piece again by himself, and put it in his mouth, feeling the extremely sour feeling when the cake touched his tongue, flowing from the mouth through the throat to the esophagus, which almost made people feel sad. .

"The relationship between two people, I really have nothing to say to you, because everyone is a different individual, and every two people have their own suitable way of getting along with each other. Others can't doubt it, and shouldn't Doubt, but the only thing I can say to you is: Cherish, cherish her, cherish your present."

After a long time, Gu Xiayang spoke.

"You are quite suitable to be a teacher. If you are so wordy, no wonder you think you can teach better than me. Why don't you be a godfather when the child is born, and you can teach g slowly."

Seeing Gu Xiayang's tone and expression similar to Jian Jiamin's, Sam couldn't help laughing, he knew he had listened: "If you don't mind, fine."