[Crush to the sky 1+2] Hong Kong girl

"Why, sitting here alone. The cake I made is not good, or the food made by Manna is not to your taste,"

The four of them went to the western restaurant where Tang Yichen worked part-time. The proprietress Manna was still responsible for the delicious western food, and Sam was still responsible for the silky desserts. During the dinner, Roy took the initiative to persuade Sam to go back to be a pilot. Unfortunately, his language was weak, and Sam There was no half reaction.It is said that Isaac and Coco have persuaded countless times, and Sam still does not intend to return to Hong Kong.

Jian Jiamin put down the knife and fork after taking a few bites. She didn't participate in Sam's topic, but just watched with cold eyes, as if it had been like this for a long time. When she joined them, she didn't seem to really fit in, but when she left, she seemed to be missing something. order something.

There is a courtyard with simple facilities in front of Manna’s house. The courtyard is lush green, with trees, lawns, and stubborn stones. There is a winding gravel road in the middle. There is a small marble round table on the gravel road. There is a small low stool with a unique design, and the whole courtyard looks like an old-fashioned courtyard in the 80s and [-]s, which makes Manna's house full of western designs look like a modern artistic sense of Chinese and Western.

Probably for the convenience of Zoe (Manna's British adopted daughter) to play, there are several soft cloth seats of different colors on the other part of the lawn, which can be sat on or lie on, soft, softer than Simmons Comfortable.

At this time, Jian Jiamin was sitting here half-sitting and half-reclining, looking up at the starry sky in London. Fortunately, there is neither cloud nor fog in London today. Although there are not many stars in the sky, they are not too few, and they look bright of.

Turning his head and looking at Sam who was walking over, he still had the same unkempt appearance, with a half-new checkered shirt, a baggy light gray windbreaker, and a plane head without wax that looked like a watermelon taro with bangs , No matter how you look at it, you want to laugh, but when you see his old face, Jian Jiamin finds that she can't laugh no matter what.

Once upon a time, that man who was always smiling faintly, dressed in a capable pilot uniform, was not handsome but very desirable, that bad boy named Time left cruel and heart-rending marks on him.

"No, didn't you see that Coco ate two servings of Trifle (a kind of cherry cheesecake) in a row, and almost swallowed the whole plate?" Jian Jiamin joked calmly.

Tang Yichen pursed his lips and smiled: "Then it's not my problem, it's your problem?"

During the dinner just now, Isaac inadvertently mentioned that Roy was tricked by Captain Cool, and was elbowed by Coco next to him. Roy, who was the least liar, saw the nervousness in Jian Jiamin's eyes all written on his face.

This reminded Sam that Jian Jiamin had brought Gu Xiayang to see him before, and it also reminded him that when he called Belle before, he revealed that the relationship life between Carmen and Jayden was so entangled that they had become a mystery in Skylette.

Facing Sam, Jian Jiamin unconsciously said a lot of things: "When did you change careers to become a bosom sister? You obviously didn't know what to say when you talked to girls before. It's already very boring to tell bad jokes. Too bad, I added another long-winded one, you are now a one-in-a-million uncle. Is it true that people become more long-winded when they get older?"

Sam smiled: "It turns out that this is how I used to be in your mind. I thought you would be afraid if I was so strict."

"What are you afraid of? I'm afraid that you will bite me." Jian Jiamin's tone was a little offended.

Following her, she felt a little regretful, it's not right to take her anger out on innocent people, especially for Gu Xiayang, a guy who just wants to change, it's not worth hurting Sam who really cares about her: "Sorry..."

"There is nothing to apologize for." Tang Yichen was not angry at all, he looked at Jian Jiamin gently: "You see, I always bury everything in my heart, and my heart will explode. Some things can be buried in the bottom of my heart, and some things can be said Come out, the matter is kept in your heart, you can't blame others for ignoring your feelings, if you don't tell it, no one will know, can you?"

For a moment, Jian Jiamin suddenly felt that she really did not miss Sam as a friend. Some people may be far away, but they care more about you than those who are close in front of you. Sam is such a person: "You have really changed. Before you You don’t know how to say these things. Obviously you are the one who buries everything in your heart, even if you want to care about others, you won’t say it.”

Tang Yichen smiled and said frankly: "Zoe changed me."

Jian Jiamin was taken aback, she didn't expect Sam to be like this when he mentioned Zoe... Naturally, without avoiding or dodging, he just said Zoe's name like that, his expression was as calm as ever, which made people feel at ease.

"Do you know that I only envy two women in this world, one is Belle and the other is Zoe, but if I have to choose one number one, I will choose Zoe."

"I chose Belle because of Vincent. Vincent who changed for Belle is really a peerless good man. He treats Belle so well that even my ex-girlfriend feels envious and jealous. I didn't choose Belle because of Belle, because she is not what Vincent needs the most. Protect your love when you grab him, although you can't blame Belle, but I really hate her slowness."

"I choose Zoe because she has done what I can't do. She can bravely pursue the love she wants. She can even chase after a man as boring as you. She is really my idol, do you know that? "

"But I envy her the most. Half of it is because of you. You are so rigid and disciplined, with a strong sense of responsibility and seriousness. No matter how you look at it, you and Zoe are the most unlikely couple. But you must not know that at that time you Zoe squeezed into a bunch of people to get autographs, Zoe's expression is so happy."

"For the sake of the one you love, let go of the principles, rules, and values ​​that you have always followed. It is easy to say, but it is very difficult to do. You say that some things should be said, but I can't say what to do. Now I feel like I hate Belle, I know I should ask him to stay, but I can't pry my mouth open, what do you think I should do?"

Tang Yichen looked at Jian Jiamin, he had never seen Carmen like this, confused and at a loss.

"My answer is: ask your own heart."

"Heart?" Jian Jiamin twitched the corner of her mouth: "Can you give me a less literary answer?"

"OK," Tang Yichen let out a long breath, and said, "Actually, I don't know what to do. You know that I am an organized person. Make a plan and follow the plan. If it succeeds, then I will Carry on to the next thing, if it doesn’t work out, then there must be something wrong with the plan, and I need to improve. However, emotional matters are completely... unruly. At that time, with Zoe, many things were possible. You are now I don’t know what to do, but at that time, at that specific time, you will involuntarily do that. In fact, it’s completely fine if you ask me to teach you how to fly an airplane, but I really can’t teach you too much about feelings , because it is your feelings, the person who makes the decision is always yourself. The only thing I can teach you as a person who has experienced it is: Cherish the person in front of you, and don’t wait until you lose or are about to lose it before regretting why I didn’t before Be nice to her (him)."

Jian Jiamin was silent for a long time, then patted Tang Yichen on the shoulder: "Thank you, you are really a very competent 'confidant uncle'."

Tang Yichen nodded, and said seriously: "It's better to be a bosom uncle than a bosom sister." He was very content.

"Tch..." Jian Jiamin was finally amused by the bad joke.

-

In a rage, Gu Xiayang went to France, Paris, the capital of fashion.

He went to Kate.

*, kiss, go to bed, conquer women with skill and poise.Gu Xiayang is familiar with these things, and there is no difficulty at all. Any challenge, things that have been done thousands of times, are naturally not difficult at all.

In the middle of the night, Kate fell asleep, but Gu Xiayang opened his eyes.

He looked at the sleeping woman beside him.

Kate is beautiful, with a slender figure and a good temperament, otherwise she would not become a supermodel, and Gu Xiayang would not have fallen in love with her.

But Gu Xiayang always felt that something was missing, and this feeling was especially strong when he was with other girlfriends in recent months.

What is missing?

Good looking, but not cool enough;

Slim figure, but unfortunately the legs are not long enough;

The temperament is good, but too petty.

After the passion, he closed his eyes repeatedly, and what he saw was not Kate, nor other girlfriends, but the woman who just ran to France from England so angry.

She was always stared at by him with anger, but she always looked at him coldly with a charming and enchanting face, which was not at all different from when she faced her boyfriends.

He thought Carmen was different to him, and in fact Carmen was different to him, but she treated the man named Vincent even more differently.

A simple word "more" is enough to show the gap.

He doesn't want that "more" character, he wants to be that "more" character.

The sky lit up quietly, quietly, without making any sound.Just like Gu Xiayang quietly washed and put on his clothes and went out from the hotel, just like he did thousands of times before, waving his sleeves without leaving any traces.

He suddenly felt bored, tired of this kind of life that he had lived countless times, or rather, he felt bored a long time ago.

Maybe it started when I met Carmen, maybe it was earlier.

After coming out of the hotel, he bought the famous long bread at the bakery on the roadside. While biting the bread, Gu Xiayang walked on the streets of Paris full of European architectural styles.

He is hungry, so he buys bread.

He is bored, so he walks the street.

So what did he miss?

Missing Carmen, the woman who always unconsciously drove him to miss.

He couldn't find her.

Because he couldn't find a reason, or the reasons he could find were not worth the self-esteem he wanted to maintain.

He is Gu Xiayang, he doesn't know how to fight, and he doesn't need to fight.

Although... he is now a collector who is tired of collecting art.

Wanting, but not wanting, human nature is such a contradiction.