Our GL under the clear sky

After going home for lunch, Tang Xiaoyu came to the school again.Holding the book in her hand, she thought that when Xu Ziqing came, she must apologize to her.Even if they don't meet each other in the future, at least she doesn't want this fragile girl to be unhappy because of her broken promise.

Tang Xiaoyu's eyes began to drift out of the window.At this moment, the sky outside the window turned overcast unexpectedly, as if it was going to rain.It's really strange, Tang Xiaoyu couldn't help sighing silently, before time went back, it was obviously sunny all the time, why did the weather change today?Is the weather random in the game even if time goes backwards?

Time continued to pass, and before you knew it, it was almost time for class, but Xu Ziqing didn't show up.At this time, Tang Xiaoyu's uneasiness began to increase again, and she silently prayed that Xu Ziqing would come to school as soon as possible.However, one class after another passed, and Xu Ziqing's seat was still empty.When school was about to leave, Tang Xiaoyu finally couldn't help sending Xu Ziqing a text message on his mobile phone: Where are you?

After a while, Xu Ziqing replied with three words: on the rooftop.

Tang Xiaoyu, who received the text message, hurriedly carried his backpack and ran towards the rooftop the moment the bell rang.In the corridor, Tang Xiaoyu glanced outside. At this time, the sky outside became more gloomy, and it was so dark that it made people feel dull and flustered unconsciously.Standing in front of the door that opened to the roof, Tang Xiaoyu took a deep breath, wiped the sweat that was slightly oozing from her palms on her school uniform, and then slowly opened the door handle.

The moment the door opened, a gust of cool wind hit the face, and the wind blew the hair on Tang Xiaoyu's forehead.Tang Xiaoyu walked out slowly. At this time, the ground of the rooftop was soaked by a drizzle of rain, and there was a mottled darkness in front of his eyes.Tang Xiaoyu walked around the rooftop, and finally found Xu Ziqing in a small corner.Xu Ziqing leaned back against the railing, her eyes were closed, her head was raised to the sky, her face was a little wet, whether it was rain or tears.Her long black hair fluttered freely in the wind, and her thin body looked so thin, as if it could be blown away by the wind at any time.

"Xu Ziqing, I'm here!" Tang Xiaoyu said softly.

"Thank you." Xu Ziqing squeezed out a cold smile from the corner of her mouth.

"What happened to you, why do people say that about you, what happened to the text message?" Tang Xiaoyu asked eagerly.

"It doesn't matter anymore. Anyway, I'm a superfluous person. It doesn't matter what others think of me." Xu Ziqing continued to smile wryly.

"Don't think like that, how could you be redundant!" Tang Xiaoyu said immediately.

"Whether it's in front of my parents, between you and Xu Mixia, or even in school now, I'm a person who is not welcomed and recognized." Xu Ziqing twitched the corners of her lips, and said slowly, her eyes full of happiness. sad.

"There are solutions to all problems. Don't deny the meaning of your existence like this, okay? At least, I recognize your existence." Tang Xiaoyu said seriously, she knew that the girl in front of her needed comfort.

Hearing Tang Xiaoyu's words, Xu Ziqing's eyes began to turn red, but then she sneered again: "Do you know what my mother said to me every day since I was a child? She said that without me, she wouldn't have to run away at all." Go to Xu Mixia's house to ask for money, she can marry another man and live a happy life. It is I who caused her misfortune, and it is because of my existence that caused her to work so hard. I am just her burden. It's useless."

Tang Xiaoyu froze for a moment, she couldn't believe that a mother could say such cruel words, but seeing Xu Ziqing's painful expression, she believed it was true.So Tang Xiaoyu said: "In fact, we can't choose what kind of environment we were born in, but this does not mean that our birth is wrong. Don't deny the meaning of your existence just because of your mother's angry words!"

"Tang Xiaoyu, can you also say such a thing? Don't you think it's ridiculous? Who was crying in front of me because it wasn't my father's own?" Xu Ziqing suddenly said.

Tang Xiaoyu was startled again, and couldn't help but ask, "I'm not my own?"

"Didn't you say it yourself? During the blood test before, your father found out, and even had a big fight with your mother." Xu Ziqing asked suspiciously.

Only then did Tang Xiaoyu understand why there were fewer and fewer photos with his father in the photo album, and why his father always looked serious and didn't speak when he stayed at home.Tang Xiaoyu's expression became solemn in an instant, and her head began to ache a little, as if a familiar feeling was churning in her heart.Tang Xiaoyu said slowly: "I've let go and calmed down. Even if it's not my own, it's still my family."

"I'm not as open-minded as you. There can be so many people who love you in your world, and so does Misha, and what about me? I'm like a cockroach abandoned by everyone, who can only live in the dirtiest and most rotten world forever." Waiting for my heart and body to fester little by little! In the end, I will be completely unrecognizable!" Xu Ziqing's emotions began to get agitated.

"Can you stop talking about yourself like that, your life can become better!" Tang Xiaoyu walked slowly towards Xu Ziqing while talking.

"It's useless, my life has been completely ruined!" Xu Ziqing's tears began to surge, and she suddenly jumped to the outside of the railing.

Seeing this scene, Tang Xiaoyu suddenly panicked, is the familiar scene going to happen again?Why does this person in front of him always want to give up his life?

"Don't! Don't!" Tang Xiaoyu yelled and ran towards Xu Ziqing.

"Don't come here, I just want to say thank you at the end, that's enough..." Xu Ziqing looked at Tang Xiaoyu with a smile, her hands were lightly touching the railing, as if she was ready to leave at any time.

At this time, the rain suddenly became heavy, as if someone had unscrewed the valve, and drops of rain slapped heavily on Tang Xiaoyu's cheeks. The school uniform on her body was wet after a while, and the ground was also wet.Xu Ziqing's hair outside the railing was also wet, and in the heavy rain, her clothes were also soaked in a short while, which made Xu Ziqing's frail body look even thinner.

Tang Xiaoyu said eagerly and loudly: "When you come back, you can live as if you left home and school. If you go to school and you are depressed, you can't go to school. If you can go out to work, if you stand on your own, no one can say anything about you! Trust me!"

Xu Ziqing was stunned for a moment, and then said with a wry smile: "Tang Xiaoyu, thank you! It would be great if you said this to me earlier! But now I am very dirty!" Xu Ziqing bit her lips tightly, saying As she spoke, she gently moved her hands away from the pole, tears welling up in her eyes.In the heavy rain, Xu Ziqing finally said four words to Tang Xiaoyu: "I'm pregnant!"

"Don't!" Tang Xiaoyu screamed as she ran with all her might, but Xu Ziqing's hands had completely let go of the railing. Her outstretched arms were like a pair of wings eager to fly, and her body kept leaning back.Before Tang Xiaoyu reached out, Xu Ziqing fell from the sky to the ground with a bang.

Tang Xiaoyu swallowed, she leaned on the railing and looked downstairs tremblingly.I saw Xu Ziqing lying on the ground very peacefully, like a red flower that suddenly bloomed in the rain, and the gray crowd gradually gathered, as if loneliness was singing.The bright red color kept flowing and spreading, like a growing man-eating vine, which soon wrapped around Tang Xiaoyu's heart and began to gnaw on it.

The familiar pain exploded in his brain again, Tang Xiaoyu covered his head desperately, the dizziness hit again, everything in front of him was gradually covered and distorted by bright red.

Not long after, Tang Xiaoyu lost consciousness again.

The author has something to say:

Try to update as soon as possible, this article will not be too long, after all, it is a tragedy, and it is still very depressing.I have already thought about the ending of this article.I am very grateful to the readers who have the patience to read it.Because I haven't written an article for a long time, the beginning of the writing is a bit messy, but now I gradually find a little feeling.