Cultivation system of the heartthrob male god [rebirth]

After Zhuang Zhuoxi sent the message, he was about to go to sleep, but the next moment his phone rang, it was Yu Xuan who called him.

After thinking about it, he still connected the phone. Before he could speak, Yu Xuan on the other end said first:

"Why don't you go? Are you feeling unwell?" Yu Xuan's voice was tense.

Zhuang Zhuoxi was stunned for a moment, then remembered that he didn't explain why he didn't go, so he said:

"No, I have something to do tomorrow."

Yu Xuan confirmed again: "Really?"

"Ah."

After Zhuang Zhuoxi responded, Yu Xuan was silent for a while before asking: "It is... what is it?"

Zhuang Zhuoxi thought for a while and replied, "I want to practice the piano and prepare for the competition."

In fact, there is still a period of time for the competition, but if this is just an excuse, Yu Xuan should be able to understand.

Yu Xuan squeezed the phone and took a deep breath, concealing the disappointment in his heart, and said:

"OK then."

"Sorry." Zhuang Zhuoxi thought for a while and reminded: "You can go with the girl you like."

After hearing this sentence, Yu Xuan was stunned for a while, and his tone was unexpectedly calm, "What did you say?"

"I said, you can go with the girl you like." After repeating it, Zhuang Zhuoxi hesitated for a moment, and then said: "I saw you today, and you are with a girl."

a girl?who?Yu Xuan frowned and thought for a while, then suddenly realized that when he went to the piano shop today, there was an enthusiastic girl who insisted on helping him choose a piano, and said that she was the owner's daughter and knew what kind of piano was good.

Yu Xuan didn't need her help either, but in her home territory, he didn't care where she went, and the girl followed him afterwards.

Reminiscent of what Zhuang Zhuoxi said earlier, he understood that Zhuang Zhuoxi mistakenly thought that girl was his girlfriend, and his frown deepened, why every time there was a girl around him, everyone thought it was his girlfriend?

Yu Xuan was breathing more and more heavily, and his body was shaking, why?Mistakenly thinking it was his girlfriend and forget it, why... and pushing him to someone else, Yu Xuan felt as uncomfortable as if his heart had been cut by a knife.

He hung up the phone and retched while leaning on the corner of the table. He felt uncomfortable in every part of his body, unwilling to be treated like a friend by Zhuang Zhuoxi for the rest of his life.

……

Looking at the hung up phone, Zhuang Zhuoxi felt inexplicably uncomfortable, he didn't say anything, it seemed that it was his girlfriend, luckily he didn't bother her at that time.

He lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling, why did he feel a little uncomfortable?It's not a very deep feeling, just a little feeling, but it's continuous.

I don't know how long it took before his cell phone rang again. He opened his eyes, picked up the cell phone and looked at it, and found that it belonged to Yu Xuan. After he connected the phone, he heard Yu Xuan say:

"I'm downstairs at your house."

Zhuang Zhuoxi wondered why he came here at this time, and his voice was a little strange, but he still said, "Wait a minute."

He put on a coat and went downstairs, and saw Yu Xuan standing downstairs alone, with a feeling of loneliness on his body, he walked over and asked:

"what happened?"

Yu Xuan looked at him, raised his foot and slowly approached him, and when he came to him, he hugged him suddenly, Zhuang Zhuoxi's body froze for a moment, not knowing what to do, when he heard Yu Xuan's voice in his arms Ringing in the ear:

"Zhuang Zhuoxi, I feel bad."

Zhuang Zhuoxi relaxed his body, wondering why he was suffering?But he still wouldn't push his friend away when he sought comfort from him. He stretched out his hand and patted Yu Xuan's back lightly, and asked softly:

"what happened?"

Yu Xuan took a deep sniff of his breath, his pain and anger were slightly soothed, "That girl is not my girlfriend."

Not a girlfriend?Misunderstood again?Zhuang Zhuoxi felt it was funny, but the sadness in his heart suddenly disappeared.

"Zhuo Xi, I don't have a girlfriend." He already has someone he likes, so what girlfriend do he need?

"Yeah." It turned out that he was actually broken in love, and suddenly he was in a bad mood again.

Yu Xuan let go of him a little, and looked at him almost cheek to cheek. At this distance, Zhuang Zhuoxi felt that as long as he moved forward a little, their lips would touch, and the air became hot and dry at this moment.

Yu Xuan raised his hand to touch his face, and repeated:

"I won't have a girlfriend." His eyes swept over his lips, "Don't misunderstand that I have a girlfriend, okay?" His voice was so gentle, but Zhuang Zhuoxi could hear a There was a threat, as if if he didn't agree, his lips would come up.

"Well, sorry." It seems that I really misunderstood.

They were too close, Yu Xuan was still holding him with one arm, it was a bit weird, he wanted to take a step back, but Yu Xuan hugged him again, "Don't push me to others."

Zhuang Zhuoxi didn't understand these words, why push it to others?

Yu Xuan finally let go of him, "Can I sleep at your place tonight?"

Zhuang Zhuoxi nodded, something was wrong with Yu Xuan today, he was not at ease just letting him go like this.

After returning home, Zhuang Zhuoxi wanted Yu Xuan to live in his room, so he went to Zhuang Zhuolin's room, but he didn't have the key to Zhuang Zhuolin's room, and his parents were already asleep, so he could only sleep on the sofa first.

Yu Xuan watched him take the quilt to the sofa, and smiled slightly:

"Then can I sleep on the sofa with you?"

Zhuang Zhuoxi also laughed, and simply went back to the room to sleep with him. After the two of them lay down, Yu Xuan started talking about what happened today. After hearing what he said, Zhuang Zhuoxi knew that he had indeed misunderstood. This kind of thing had happened twice already. Zhuang Zhuoxi felt that it was necessary to remember this lesson, so that he would never misunderstand Yu Xuan again, and would ask him face to face if he had anything to do.

Yu Xuan's voice was very gentle, like a breeze brushing his ears, he gradually became sleepy.

Probably because there was someone sleeping next to him, he didn't sleep very soundly, he woke up as soon as he turned over, after waking up, he found that Yu Xuan didn't seem to be asleep, because Yu Xuan's breathing was still not steady, and he was about to ask him Why didn't he fall asleep, and found that Yu Xuan's hand touched his face, and then gently caressed it like treating some rare treasure.

Zhuang Zhuoxi's heart skipped a beat suddenly, and an unknown emotion slowly lingered in his heart.

"Zhuo Xi." Yu Xuan called softly, his voice so gentle that it could make people drunk.

Just as Zhuang Zhuoxi was about to respond, she thought that Yu Xuan might not be calling him, but the next moment she heard Yu Xuan whisper, "I want to kiss you."

Zhuang Zhuoxi froze at these words, what was he talking about?he thinks……

Maybe he heard it wrong, he wanted to say: I want to ask you.

The next moment his lips were lightly touched by Yu Xuan's hand, his heart was beating like a drum, and he suddenly understood, that's right, he heard it right just now, Yu Xuan really wanted to kiss him.

But why did he have such an idea?In an instant, countless images flashed through his mind, and the last image was fixed on today, he said that he would not have a girlfriend, is it... Is it because he likes him?

Yes, it must be, Yu Xuan fell in love with him, no wonder he always takes care of him and is so considerate to him, it's because he likes him.

His emotions became complicated in an instant, he was surprised, unbelievable, terrified, Yu Xuan liked him, what should he do?

Suddenly he felt the fingers on his lips a little harder, which brought him back to his senses, and he remembered that Yu Xuan said that he wanted to...cough cough...

what to do?Will Yu Xuan do this?Does he want to get up?Oh, yes, you can turn over.

He turned over and turned his back to Yu Xuan, his heart was in a mess.

He couldn't fall asleep now, but Yu Xuan's breathing became steady, and he seemed to be asleep, and he didn't take advantage of him falling asleep in the end... He was really good and bad.

After an unknown amount of time, Yu Xuan's body suddenly touched him, wrapped his arms around his waist, and pulled him into his arms. Zhuang Zhuoxi even suspected that he was not asleep.

After thinking about it all night, Zhuang Zhuoxi didn't know what to do. If it was someone else, he would have kicked that person away, but if this person was Yu Xuan, he couldn't do it.

At dawn, Zhuang Zhuoxi couldn't hold back and fell asleep. When he woke up again, it was already one o'clock in the afternoon, and the system didn't punish him for sleeping late!

Perhaps knowing his thoughts, the system suddenly popped up and said:

"Our system is also very user-friendly, and it will analyze specific problems in detail." The situation last night was special, and the system can give him a chance.

"Okay." Zhuang Zhuoxi was a little weak, and opened the door to take a shower. When he went out, he saw Yu Xuan sitting in the living room of his house, and his mother was still chatting with him.

Seeing Yu Xuan, he remembered what happened to him last night, and was suddenly too embarrassed to speak.

"Xiaoxi, you're finally awake, you can sleep too well." Xu Xiaoxue looked at her son with a smile, she hadn't seen him sleep in for a long time.

Zhuang Zhuoxi's face was calm, and his eyes fell on Xuan. Seeing him looking over, Yu Xuan said, "Auntie and I are looking at your childhood photos."

It's over, the black history has been dug out.

Ms. Xu Xiaoxue nodded with a smile: "The food reserved for you is in the refrigerator, you can warm it up and eat it yourself."

Zhuang Zhuoxi really wanted to collect the photos, but after thinking about it, they had already seen them, and it was too late to collect them, so he simply ignored it and went directly to the bathroom to wash up. After such a few steps, he felt Yu Xuan put his eyes on him, and his eyes were extremely scorching, so what he discovered last night was not a dream!

After washing up, he went to the kitchen to warm up the dishes. At this time, Yu Xuan also came in, stood beside him and said:

"You were so cute when you were young." He said as he glanced at Zhuang Zhuoxi's face, "Cute."

Zhuang Zhuoxi's hands holding the spatula trembled. If he hadn't been used to having a cold face, he might have collapsed by now. Knowing Yu Xuan's thoughts, he automatically translated Yu Xuan's words: You were so cute when you were young , is also cute now.

He felt that cute should not be used to describe him. In the past, he felt embarrassed when he was praised for being cute, but this time he couldn't help but feel hot.

The dishes were ready soon, Yu Xuan had already washed the bowls for him and put the rice in, and went to the restaurant with him, after sitting down, Yu Xuan asked:

"Are there any discomforts?"

Zhuang Zhuoxi wondered why he asked such a question, "No."

Yu Xuan asked again: "Is it because my sleeping position is not good, which affects you?"

Zhuang Zhuoxi suddenly thought of his act of hugging herself into his arms last night, and his face became a little hot again, "No."

He probably knew what Yu Xuan wanted to know, but it was because he didn't sleep well, he really cared about him all the time, if his gaze didn't look like he was going to eat him, he might be very moved.

After thinking about it all night last night, he didn't even think about how to deal with Xuan. In fact, after he knew that Yu Xuan liked him, he didn't feel disgusted. Otherwise, he would definitely let him leave immediately and never appear in front of him again. Is he his friend.

But not feeling disgusted does not mean how much he likes him. This level of liking will decrease and disappear after a while. If he likes Yu Xuan completely, and then knows that Yu Xuan likes him, he may feel sorry for Yu Xuan. Coming out of the closet, but now he is not completely in love with Yu Xuan, he just needs to restrain himself a little, and he will be able to take back his feelings in a short time.

If he restrained his feelings, Yu Xuan would not get a response, which would be miserable, but if he did not restrain his feelings, then he and Yu Xuan would have to face many difficult challenges, but how long can the relationship last?

After all, he is an adult, it is easy to think deeply about things, and he still needs to think carefully.

After eating, Yu Xuan asked, "Do you want to practice the piano?"

Zhuang Zhuoxi thought for a while, then nodded: "Practice."

Then he practiced the piano, and Yu Xuan listened to him, and would point out any problems for him. Zhuang Zhuoxi found that he got along quite harmoniously with him, but...he sometimes looked at his lips.

Did he want to kiss him that much?

He reached out and touched his lips, his face slowly turned red.

When Yu Xuan came to his house, he had a dejected look on his face, but when he left he was full of energy. Yesterday's Zhuang Zhuoxi didn't understand the reason, but today's Zhuang Zhuoxi is very clear.

When he went to school on Monday, Zhuang Zhuoxi's heart was not so chaotic, but after Yu Xuan sat down beside him, he became inexplicably nervous.

"Zhuoxi, drink some water, your lips are dry." Yu Xuan reminded, usually Zhuang Zhuoxi would not think too much, but now he has to wonder if Yu Xuan is staring at his lips again.

However, his expression was calm, and he picked up the water glass and drank it in small sips. I don't know when he connected the water, but he was really comfortable with him by his side.

"The next class is Chinese." Yu Xuan reminded again, Zhuang Zhuoxi nodded and took out the Chinese books first.

At noon, Zhuang Zhuoxi thought about it in his heart, and then said to Xuan:

"I want to go home today." He felt that facing Xuan, he couldn't think calmly at all, so he should keep a little distance and wait for him to make a decision.

Yu Xuan's eyes dimmed a little, but he still nodded with a smile. After the two separated, Zhuang Zhuoxi didn't go home, but found a random restaurant to sit down, and then he began to appear in a daze.

It was the first time for him to come to this restaurant. After he sat down, someone said, "Can I share a table with you?" The man who spoke was tall, thin, and very gentle.

Zhuang Zhuoxi nodded and ignored him, waiting for the food to be served. During the meal, the boy asked:

"Are you Zhuang Zhuoxi?"

Zhuang Zhuoxi didn't look at him and continued to eat his own food. The boy hit a wall and stopped talking.

The meal was not very tasty, it was far inferior to the food at Yu Xuan's family, not even as good as the food at the small restaurant in front of the school, but he didn't show it, and forced the food into his mouth.

When he returned to the classroom after eating, he saw that Yu Xuan was already in the classroom. He didn't do anything, he was just in a daze. The soul returns to the body.

"You are finally back." When he approached, Yu Xuan said with a smile, "I thought you would be late?"

Zhuang Zhuoxi knew that was not what he meant, he wanted to say, you are finally here, I miss you so much.

Is it bad to like others?why do you like me?Zhuang Zhuoxi doesn't understand, is it because he looks better?He smiled in his heart, there should be part of the reason, after all, his face is indeed attractive.

He sat down on the seat and looked out of the window. He really didn't want to talk now, he didn't want to talk to Yu Xuan, he felt that he was affecting his decision-making.

For the next few days, Zhuang Zhuoxi used excuses to go home, but in fact he just didn't know how to face Xiangxuan.

Yu Xuan immediately noticed his abnormal appearance. Not only did he not eat with him at noon, but he also didn't go home with him in the afternoon, and when he sat beside him, he couldn't say a few words to him.

He wondered if Zhuang Zhuoxi had noticed something?But when did he expose it?It must have been Sunday that day, but he was abnormal at that time, probably that's how Zhuang Zhuoxi noticed it.

Sure enough, as soon as he discovered his thoughts, he changed and began to alienate him. Now he is alienated, and he may become a stranger in the future. What should I do?How should he save it?He doesn't want to be like that.

Zhuang Zhuoxi still didn't have lunch with him today, he followed Zhuang Zhuoxi to another small restaurant to observe him from a distance, there would be different people sitting next to him every day, his gaze was not as sharp as before, he might have been in the past He was cold in disguise, but now he is really cold.

The fumes from the small restaurant made him queasy for a while, but he couldn't vomit anything. He hadn't eaten properly for several days. After he looked at Zhuang Zhuoxi for a while, he took Went back to school and waited for him to come back.

The abnormality of the two caught Lin Qi's attention, so he took advantage of the two of them to ask:

"What's the matter with the two of you? You haven't walked together recently, and you don't talk too much."

Zhuang Zhuoxi glanced at him and said, "It's all right."

Yu Xuan also smiled: "Yes, it's all right."

Lin Qi glanced at the faces of the two of them, and curled his mouth, obviously unhappy: "Oh, both of you have bigger ideas than I do."

He looked Yu Xuan up and down and said, "Xuan Xuan, why have you lost so much weight recently?"

"Is there?" Yu Xuan asked pretending to be surprised.

Lin Qi sighed again, "If you have something to say, just say it, don't hold it back."

Both Zhuang Zhuoxi and Yu Xuan were silent. Seeing them like this, Lin Qi knew that they didn't want to talk, they were anxious and couldn't help.

Lin Qi failed to change them back to their original state, but Yu Xuan made a decision. He planned to make his mind clear. Now that this is the case, why not die more happily?Just wait until after school in the afternoon.

It's just that he failed to confess his love, and he fainted during the physical education class in the afternoon. The physical education teacher said that he really didn't physically punish the students, but just made them run 800 meters.

Although Zhuang Zhuoxi avoided Yu Xuan during this period of time, he still cared about Yu Xuan. When Yu Xuan went to the infirmary, he followed him.

After they left, the remaining students whispered, "Who said Zhuang Shen and Yu Shen broke up?"

"Still falling in love and killing each other?"

"Suddenly I feel that they are so in love."

After following him to the infirmary, Zhuang Zhuoxi knew the reason why Yu Xuan fainted, because he hadn't eaten or rested for several days, and after vigorous exercise, he couldn't take it anymore.

Zhuang Zhuoxi looked at him from the side, and suddenly he couldn't laugh or cry, it seemed that he had to make a decision quickly and give them both a good time.

Yu Xuan fell asleep for two classes, and returned to the classroom halfway through the last class, but he didn't take the class seriously when he returned to the classroom, but kept looking at Zhuang Zhuoxi.

Zhuang Zhuoxi really wanted to ignore his gaze, but his gaze was too scorching, he wanted to ignore it but couldn't.

"Yu Xuan, Yu Xuan."

The teacher called Yu Xuan on the podium, Yu Xuan seemed to have just realized it, looked back at the teacher, and heard the teacher say:

"What are you doing staring at Zhuang Zhuoxi?"

Yu Xuan smiled slightly: "I don't do anything, I just think he is good-looking, and I want to keep watching him."

"Wow wow wow!" There was a booing sound, and Zhuang Zhuoxi's face turned red amidst the booing.