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"You should know that it's impossible to catch up with someone you like." A voice came from his side with a smile.

Li Shang's expression turned cold in an instant, and he looked towards the direction of the sound. The place Su Rong was looking for was actually very hidden. He was born to look for this kind of place to hide and watch things, and it also provided convenience for Li Shang to block him.This is a small passage in the corner of the studio, sandwiched between two studios, but it is a dead end at the corner.The person who spoke came from another studio. Every generation has the standard face of a generation. He is the standard face of the previous generation of stars. He is handsome and upright. It is said that he was not very good-tempered when he was young. Instead, he has become a representative of art and morality in the industry over the years. up.

"Is it because older people like to listen to corners?" Li Shang asked him coldly.

Jin Yunsen laughed.

"Sorry, I came here to look for Lu He. The door over there is locked, and I was afraid to disturb you when I came out. I didn't mean to listen to people's privacy."

In fact, Li Shang is a promising young man most of the time, but he is particularly at odds with Lu He.After all, Jin Yunsen is the king of heaven, and his attitude is very good. He no longer made things difficult for him, but took a step back. He was not actually blocking the middle of the road. This action meant to let him pass quickly.

"Lu He is changing the script inside." He even exercised his duties as a junior to guide him.

Jin Yunsen smiled and strode over. If he just walked over like this, Li Shang would be fine, but he stopped again, turned back to Li Shang and said, "You know? In fact, you and I were very similar when we were young like."

"Oh, is that so?" Li Shang said lazily and perfunctorily, "I would like to borrow your good words."

"I'm serious." Jin Yunsen looked into his eyes and said, "You look a lot like me."

Li Shang already understood what he meant, and pursed his lips.

To laugh at Jin Yunsen's ugliness is a bit unjustifiable. When he was young, he was recognized as a handsome guy model, and he was more popular than Li Shang, so Li Shang just said indifferently: "Then my acting skills should be better than when you were young."

Jin Yunsen smiled helplessly.

"It seems that Lu He is right."

Sure enough, he was on the same level as Lu He, and Li Shang didn't bother to pretend, and asked, "What did he say about me?"

"He said that you may have some emotional problems, especially when you get along with older authoritative men, you are very rebellious and even take the initiative to provoke. It may be that the psychological patricide complex has not been completed."

This passage made Li Shang's face sink like water. In fact, the relationship between him and Lu He is not just a simple movie enmity. Before Lu He, Li Shang also worked with other middle-aged directors, and they were all in peace. He has even been on the same stage with senior seniors like Jin Yunsen, and there has never been any conflict.It's all just work, and no one is against money.

But Lu He is determined to tame him. I don’t know how many popular male stars he has worked with. Some are able to endure hardships and are tossed by him like cattle. Naturally, there are also those who are not willing to endure hardships. Li Shang.Probably also because Li Shang is really tough-tempered, with obvious personal boundaries, and indifferent, not the kind of stupidity that laymen don't understand.Li Shang's reaction was also absolute, and the two have been fighting tit for tat until now.Speaking of enmity, one is willing to choose him to act, and the other will actually act, but they still seldom talk when they meet each other, and sometimes they sarcasm each other.

"Maybe I just hate preaching old people." Li Shang glanced at him coldly: "Like you."

"Rely on the old and sell the old."

"what?"

"Using this idiom to describe it is relatively concise." Jin Yunsen taught him patiently.

Li Shang refused to comment on his behavior of providing ammunition to the other party, but he was obviously not moved, and he didn't bother to reason.

"Who are you that quarreled with you just now?" Jin Yunsen asked again.

"What's none of your business?" Li Shang replied directly in English.

Jin Yunsen also had a rare good temper. Seeing that his attitude was so bad, he smiled and stopped talking, but he didn't leave either.After a while, he suddenly said: "Your young people are like this, they only see the flesh..."

Li Shang laughed, as if he couldn't believe that there are such pedantic people in the entertainment industry: "What did you say?"

"Yes, that's how you young people are today. You only see the body. Ours was different. The more I loved her, the less I paid attention to her body. You only see legs and ankles and whatnot, You can't wait to strip the woman you love, but in my opinion. Just like Alphonse Carr - he is a good writer - said," Jin Yunsen read slowly: "The person I love forever clothed in bronze."

His lines are at the level of a movie star, and they are not academic, but the kind of straightforward narration in Le Zijiao's literary films, which is suitable for such a dim corridor, and the light is also dim, making his eyes more and more like a forest passing by clouds and shadows. He also read the translated text with a sense of age as deeply as the sea.

It's a pity that Li Shang never watches literary films.

"Oh, who said that?" His tone was still disdainful.

"Leo Tolstoy."

"Congratulations, you discovered the Russian term for impotence."

Jin Yunsen laughed. He didn't seem to be irritated by Li Shang's rudeness. He still smiled calmly and asked, "Have you always been so cynical? Or is it especially serious today?"

"Then have you always been so weak in desire? Or have you become powerless as you get older?" Li Shang asked rhetorically.

"No, I was the same as you when I was young. I could think of sex in everything, but I am different from you. I am more domineering. I also play outside by myself, but I think it is a dirty thing for others to have thoughts about me. Someone read this passage to me at that time, but I was the same as you at that time, I didn't take it seriously, and I didn't know that his mind was clean, but I was dirty. Thinking about it now, I was actually do not understand anything."

Li Shang still seemed indifferent to his heart-to-heart words.

"Who is that person? Lu He? Or a star? Yu Lan? Bai Liuli?" He just guessed from Jin Yunsen's contemporaries: "It can't be Nie Xingqiu, right? Isn't he dead?"

Lu He's evaluation of him was actually very pertinent. He was deliberately provocative. We must see Jin Yunsen tear off his gentle mask to prove that he is just a hypocrite who likes to preach. Then he will make fun of it.He doesn't respond to ordinary seniors, people who make money together, and people who don't care about him. Instead, those who want to educate him and correct him, no matter whether they have good intentions or not, they have to force the other party's malice.

He seems to be examining human nature.

When the word Nie Xingqiu came out, Jin Yunsen's expression changed slightly. In fact, even Li Shang's guessing process was mostly provocative. The public case between Jin Yunsen and Nie Xingqiu is well known in the world. Li Shang has been in the circle for four or five years. How about it? You can hear the clues.Just like Lu He remembers his "Sea Anemone Girl", as long as his memory is good enough, he can use it to laugh at people at any time.

Back then, the three kings and one queen in the Hong Kong film industry were actually post-evaluation. The peak period was actually the two film kings Nie Xingqiu and Zhou Zixiang who were evenly divided. Lu Yan and Ye Lan, up to today's Xia Yi and Li Shang, are both extremely positive and amazing, but their acting skills are getting weaker and weaker, and gradually they are only divided by style.

Jin Yunsen entered the industry a little later, and his talent was limited. At first, it was because he was extremely handsome and young. At that time, idols with only looks were not popular, and he was not at the top of the art school. Fortunately, he met Nie Xingqiu.He was brought up by Nie Xingqiu, and he is also a teacher and a friend, because Nie Xingqiu has always been single, and all kinds of scandals about them have never been broken, but Jin Yunsen has always been lucky, and the ship king's daughter waited for many years for him to get married, let alone Those female stars who dated when they were young.

When Nie Xingqiu passed away, he was having a concert and did not attend the funeral. On the contrary, the rumors were even more substantiated, because the kindness of support and support was deep, and there was no special reason, so he should not be so heartless.In fact, Nie Xingqiu is a well-known saint, and he will obediently sign his name when stopped by children on the side of the road. The leader was even hidden by the company for a year for this reason.Not to mention the charity that he has done, when filming, gangsters troubled the actress of the crew, the entire crew was silent, only he stood up, but the other party respected him for his courage and let the actress go.

There are still many such stories to be found, but they are always perfect, which makes Jin Yunsen even more frivolous and ungrateful, why pretend to be affectionate now.

But when Jin Yunsen was young, he was aloof and arrogant, but now he looks a bit like the character of Nie Xingqiu in the rumors. Li Shang was so provocative, and he could go back and talk about Tolstoy: "The story in that book is too sad, you should not read it."

"I didn't even know you were so knowledgeable," Li Shang asked him, "Did you learn by yourself the day after tomorrow?"

Jin Yunsen smiled. This young man is more than he was when he was young. He is full of thorns, and he is extremely hard to trust. I thought it was funny, but I felt a sense of desolation like fate.

"Yes, I didn't have much chance to read books in my early years." He simply pointed out Li Shang's sarcasm: "When I was young, my family was not very good. My family lived on a Chaozhou fishing boat. There were seven sisters in my family. My father was a fisherman. He likes to drink, and beats people and my mother when he is drunk. In my house, children are not counted as people, they can only be counted as property. When I was young, I played roulette every day, and the probability of being beaten was one in seven. So when I was young, I was with You are almost the same, cynical and full of revenge. I was in an art school and saw the protagonist forgiving the enemy who caused his family to be destroyed. My lungs exploded. I would rather not act, and would rather give zero points. All the way to revenge , determined to fight the world to the end.”

"Then I'm not as good as you." Li Shang still refused to speak properly: "I'm not as perverted as you."

"Then why are you unwilling to reconcile with the world?" Jin Yunsen asked him back: "You have everything now, appearance, wealth, youth, wisdom, as long as you take a step forward, the world will embrace you."

Li Shang stopped talking, just looked at him with a sneer.

"Who asked you to be a lobbyist? Martin Luther King?"

"It's Lu He. He said he was very angry with you and asked me to take a look."

"Oh, if he can't make a fuss about me, he'll call someone for help, right?"

Jin Yunsen laughed again.

"You are so powerful, why don't you see your own children and grandchildren coming to treat me?"

"Doctors don't heal themselves." Jin Yunsen smiled for a while, and then said seriously: "Seriously, I know you can't understand it, but human nature is like this, if you don't reconcile, how to love others, there is only one world, if you don't follow this World reconciliation, how to live a happy life?"

"You know I want to pursue 'happiness' again?"

"Then what do you want to pursue?"

"Shouldn't I ask you this?" Li Shang remained unmoved: "In any case, your age is closer to the end of your life, right?"

"I didn't reconcile with my father, but I reconciled with my family. I believe that there is something else between relatives besides demand and control. I didn't have time to reconcile with those who love me, but I accepted myself , and believe that the real me is worthy of being loved."

"Then congratulations, you should be able to burn relics now that you have passed away."

Jin Yunsen laughed.

The monk Lu He just talked about in the opera, he learned this, he is not unintelligent, he just used all the things he learned in his direction, he is like a city with high walls, and there are sharp swords outside the city. The deer fence has clear boundaries. It seems that those who want to approach him have to turn around and take off their armor and spread it out for him to see, so that there is a slight possibility of getting close.It is also because he is so handsome, young and rich, so there will be many such people, and his logic will be further consolidated, and there will always be a steady stream of tributes delivered to his door, so there is no need to reflect on his own problems.So the wall got higher and higher, and he became a tyrant.His natural superiority has become his shackles, making him deeply trapped in this unfair power relationship. When the person he really wants to see comes, he will not be able to open the city gate.

"Go do something, Li Shang, whatever it is. Make a movie, have a relationship, build a house, don't always stand on the sidelines, do something, live a real life once. You will find yourself in the mirror, It’s incomparable to sit here and talk about a hundred storyboards.”

"Good advice, but there's one thing you don't seem to know?"

"what?"

"I don't like movies."

The author has something to say: The person I love will always wear bronze clothes - Leo Tolstoy in "After the Ball".