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Even though Li Shang never admitted that he had any sadness or even emotions about this matter, Su Rong still stubbornly treated this matter as a very serious situation, observing Li Shang's emotions along the way, ready to comfort him at any time.

This situation continued until Li Shang drove the car to a high-end restaurant and stopped to take him to lunch.

Before the menu came up, Su Rong had a bad feeling, because the waiter who came to pour the water was dressed more formally than Jian Kena's dinner party. When she saw the goblet, she thought it was pouring wine, but because the glass bottle was also beautiful, she didn't realize it until she poured it out. It's just water.I exchanged a few words with Li Shang in English, and served aperitifs and a bread basket.

The menu came up, and it was all in English. Some of the dishes had symbols on them. I couldn't tell which European country it was written in. It was divided into categories. Su Rong could barely distinguish the boundaries between the wine list and the dishes, but there were many items in the dishes. It is estimated that And dessert.This is completely outside his domain, the only words he can recognize are vegetables and fruits.

This restaurant has a large distance, but the tables are small. There is a small black square table, and the flower arrangement on the table is very short, it is fiery red, and the petals are like needles, very beautiful. Su Rong peeped at Li Shang through the flowers, and Li Shang was hanging With indifferent eyes, he unfolded the menu and was looking at it. The black leather-covered menu was blocked between the bridge of his nose, revealing only a pair of downcast beautiful eyes. From the nose up, he looked like Li Rui, and even his black hair had a dignified and solemn feeling.

Who knew that the waiter who was watching not far away probably saw him look up and thought he had ordered, so he came over with a smile and asked in English, "Are you ready to order?"

Su Rong can still understand this sentence. Ever since he knew that he was going to accompany Li Shang, he took a few oral English lessons in a hurry. Regarding daily conversations, he never thought of a career other than serving Chinese since he was a child. I didn't take it so seriously, but it's a pity that I forgot to learn to read the menu.

So he could only answer with red ears: "Not yet."

As soon as these two words were uttered, a smile appeared in the eyes of Li Shang on the other side. Su Rong knew that the bastard was waiting to see her joke, and when the waiter walked away, she immediately gave him a hard look.Seeing Li Shang, he smiled even more happily.

He smiled back, but he still didn't mess around to the end. After laughing, he still ordered with the waiter. Su Rong vaguely heard "Give me an order for the gentleman opposite me...", knowing that he was ordering for herself, and quickly announced: "I Don't eat steak."

"I just ordered an appetizer." Li Shang laughed at him, and then asked again: "This restaurant has sea bass, I'll order one for you."

"Who said I'm going to eat fish?"

"Don't you eat what you give? Huang Lei's order is so unpalatable, and you eat it clean."

Su Rong was so angry that she wanted to beat him up, so she simply didn't bother to talk to him. Li Shang is a real jerk. Su Rong also ate a lot of good food on the ninth floor. He worked as a manager with him and was hungry all day long. It's good to have something to eat for a meal, so there's nothing to choose.Instead, he made fun of Su Rong with this matter, and Su Rong's ears turned red with anger.

Seeing that Su Rong was angry, he calmed down for a while, ordered two dishes, and then provoked him again: "What do you want for dessert? The lava cake here seems to be pretty good."

"No."

"Really? Then I'll order a liquor brownie."

Su Rong knew that he was just angry with himself on purpose - he had to drive on the way back, although Li Shang was vicious, he would not really commit such a foolishness, he just deliberately provoked himself to talk.

So he simply ignored him and ate seriously. There were not many people in this restaurant at noon. Su Rong knew that the habit of the people here was to eat casually at noon, and the main meal was at night. On the way here, he saw someone in a suit and leather shoes eating in the open-air restaurant. Salad.

In fact, he is really serious about understanding the living environment of Li merchants, and even wants to understand the culture.In fact, it's nothing to be discovered, it's not a shameful thing, but getting along with Li Shang is like entering a black box with only two people, with its own set of rules, which can't make sense. Art films.

Going home after dinner, there are still few people on the beach. Su Rong was in a daze on the terrace. She saw people walking their dogs from a distance. It was a very big black Labrador. He heard it all the way. The owner of the dog was a young girl. I forgot when the message was sent, the dog stood obediently against her leg, looked around for a while, and looked suspiciously at Su Rong who was sitting on the terrace.It was the first time Su Rong found out that dogs also had boring eyes, and found it a little funny.

But it's actually not that funny, the sun shone on the wood grain of the table, Su Rong suddenly felt absurdly detached, as if she didn't understand why she was here again for a moment.This city, this beach, would have never been in contact with him in his life, but he came here from across the ocean for a naive wish.

At dusk, Li Shang came back from a run, built a bonfire, set up firewood patiently, poured alcohol, and lit the fire.He always looks good when he's focused on something because he has no emotion.His body is also good-looking, because he has been exercising all the year round, his movements are coordinated, and he has a sense of strength. He appeared in an issue of "Forest Inn", and many people fell into the pit because of the part where he picked oranges.A tall and stretched young man stood in the fruit forest.The camera follows him, the sunlight penetrates the canopy, he walks under the canopy, climbs the trunk to avoid the plentiful fruits, and picks many oranges at the same time.This aesthetic is healthy and instinctive, and there is nothing wrong with admitting it.

But what Su Rong likes is in this body, the indifferent, realistic and mean one.A man named Li Shang with unruly wildness, he is like a towering tree that has been twisted, and grows into thick vines like entangled pythons, which no one can dismantle.On the contrary, just because he is strong, he can easily strangle every trace of goodwill.

At this moment, the sky was gloomy, and he was sitting in the front garden by the sea. The house was taken from Su Rong, and he was sitting in an astronomical sum that many people would not be able to earn in their lifetime.There is a sentence that makes people's ears feel feverish - but Su Rong knows that he is not happy.

Su Rong waited on the balcony until the fever subsided before going down.

In fact, before he went down, Li Shang just sat silently on the ground, staring at the bonfire, and saw him silently moving the beach chairs, first frowned, and then asked him: "Do you want to bring some more chairs?"

"What are you moving the chair for?"

"Let you form a circle and hold a mutual aid meeting for me."

Su Rong didn't understand the stalk, but instinctively knew that he was mocking again, pursed her lips, and wanted to stand up, but when he moved, Li Shang grabbed his chair and dragged it over, Su Rong grabbed The handrail, grinding the ground with the soles of his shoes, resisted stubbornly.It was not the first time that Li Shang saw him suddenly become stubborn like this, and he laughed.

"Didn't you come down to find me yourself?"

"I thought you'd want to talk to someone."

"I don't chat." Li Shang laughed mockingly: "You first met me?"

"I thought……"

"Do you think the plot has reached the part where you open up your heart and talk about your childhood? Then the protagonists live happily ever after?"

He had some reactions, the basic logic was really like that boy named Mai.As long as you show a little pity, or even just concern, he can make you regret being close to him in the next second.

He is like a trap of metal piranhas, separated by a distance, everyone is indifferent to each other, and they live in peace, if they get close, they will definitely be cut, and the closer they get, the more painful they are, and those sharp metal teeth never disappear for a moment.But already in such a deep place, it hurts to move forward, and it hurts even more to move backward.

The sky was completely dark, and the lights of every house were turned on again, making it even more dark in this area, only the light of the bonfire.If you can tell someone the truth in such a fire, it is also a good story.But the people who sat next to him never liked a good story.

"Sometimes I feel like I'm peeling an onion." Su Rong said suddenly, "While peeling, I want to shed tears."

Li Shang should be able to sneer, he would sneer before, and he did sneer just now, but not this time.Maybe it was because Su Rong suddenly turned her face and looked into his eyes quietly.

"But at the end of the peeling, there will always be some snacks, right?" he asked Li Shang.

He often has this kind of posture on his body. Li Shang couldn't figure out what it was before, but he gradually discovered it recently. It was because Su Rong always had a very safe feeling.He laughs or cries, is happy or angry, it is always very safe, and there are times when he is so angry that his face is red and his mouth is unscrupulous, but even the stab wound is a safe stab wound, like he has a cat, and occasionally loses his temper and scratches him. Hurt people, after all, it won't hurt anywhere.

Lin Kou wrote a comment to Li Shang, saying that he has a cold background and is a dangerous animal.From this point of view, Su Rong should be called a safe animal.However, no one in this circle would describe him as safe. After all, he has ruined many people's career prospects in the past six months.Probably only Li Shang felt that he was safe. His attitude towards Li Shang was different from that of others. The only one who could rival Li Shang's status was Lin Sa, but that was also passive, unlike Su Rong's attitude toward Li Shang. Will take the initiative.

Even though his attack is always so weak, he will start to cry when he is slightly frustrated, showing a disheartened look.It stands to reason that it is very disappointing for the prey to lose fighting spirit, but every time Li Shang sees him lowering his eyes like this, he is turned on. It is a complex emotion mixed with sexual arousal and aggressive desire, and there are many dark things that cannot be expressed. Ideas, the slightest of which also want to bite marks on his neck, or force him to cry.

So he grabbed Su Rong by the collar almost instinctively, and pulled him off the chair together with his meticulously buttoned new clothes.He knew that Su Rong had prepared new clothes for this journey with him, just like he knew that Su Rong had even secretly learned English for this, but that didn't prevent him from purposely taking Su Rong to a local restaurant and making him face the English menu His face was red all the way to the tips of his ears.

He likes Su Rong's small actions that he thinks are hidden, like a child seriously building sand castles on the beach, and he even connives him to pile up higher and higher, so that when he is pushed down, he will cry out sadly.

"Do you want me to be happy?" He asked Su Rong like this, skillfully watching his face turn red from feeling humiliated: "You know what is the fastest way to make me happy."

Su Rong opened his hand.

"Don't dream, I can't sleep with you just to make you happy."

"Oh? Then why would my sister sleep with me?"

He leaned so close, intentionally kissing the corner of Su Rong's lips, holding his face with his hand, kneading Su Rong's earlobe lazily with his fingertips.Li Shang is not a person whose expression is as indifferent as his personality. On the contrary, he does not shy away from showing his sexuality, even with a little indulgence. This gesture is frank and enjoyable.

The answer was on the tip of her tongue, but Su Rong also knew that she would be laughed at if she said it.So he just stubbornly lowered his eyes and refused to speak. This expression of passive resistance made Li Shang's actions even more extreme. He even kissed Su Rong's ear a little seductively, saying: "Don't my sister like me very much? Proveit. "

He should be angry, but Su Rong didn't feel angry, they were too close, this posture made him almost sit in Li Shang's arms, he could hear the heavy heartbeat in Li Shang's chest, the sound almost caused his heart to throb resonance.

"You know that I won't sleep with you just to prove that I like you? Li Shang." Su Rong told him with a little sigh.

Li Shang laughed.

"What would that be for, love?"

Even at his deepest, he still had this sneering prodigal look.This was a great offense, but Su Rong just hooked his neck, leaned over and sat on his lap, then lowered her head and kissed him.

Not because of the alcohol, not because the light of this bonfire is so wasteful, not for fun, not for proof.Just for some throbbing in the chest, deep in the heart, some soft, aching, delicate feeling.And the more turbulent and powerful emotions developed from it, surging like ocean waves.No amount of provocation and ridicule could dispel it.

Everyone in Su Rongbi knows that this man named Li Shang is a dangerous animal, a boa constrictor, a trap, and a powerful perpetrator who has grown up. He can easily break many hearts, just like my own heart will be broken because of him. .

But today when he came out of Li Rui's house, Su Rong followed him, watching him bent over and seriously trying to tie the pot to the seat, he was so focused, calm and emotionless, as he said, he Can't be sad for anything anymore, but that scene still hit Su Rong.It was as if a thread had passed through his heart, and then he was grabbed by someone. He was drawn by emotions like this, and he never understood better than now that he was finished.

Li Shang has never bothered to feel that the world failed him.

But Su Rong still followed him wishful thinking, many times trying to comfort him in vain, and occasionally, like today, being overwhelmed by some turbulent emotions, which made people feel the panic of the doomsday, and only wanted to be at this moment Kissing him now, using the stupidest way to prove that you own him, not thinking about the consequences of tomorrow, but making people want to spend every dusk and dawn with him from now on.

In the car that day, Lin Sa just explained a little and didn't make any suggestion to Su Rong.

It didn't need explanation, it didn't need advice, and when it came, no one survived.