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Su Rong slept for six hours, and woke up feeling refreshed, but a little lazy, limp all over, probably because she lacked too much sleep and couldn't make up for it at once, so she was instinctively sleepy.I wanted to turn over on the sofa, only to find that I was covered with several clothes, including down jackets and overcoats, which made me unable to move.If you look closely, they are all from Li Shang.

What is this guy crazy about?

He got up slowly, and while climbing, he saw Li Shang who was sitting behind his desk. He seemed to be using a computer to check something, the screen was on, and he was playing some movie on the tablet at the same time, holding hands, very focused .

"What are you looking at?" Su Rong couldn't help asking him.

Li Shang didn't answer, just raised his eyes and looked at him.

I don’t know why Lin Sa matched him with a formal suit. The dark blue suit is very well-fitting and the tie has a preppy style.Su Rong was suffering from an occupational disease when he heard Li Shang say indifferently: "So you like me so much?"

"Excessive self-inflation is a disease, and it needs to be cured." Su Rong's combat effectiveness was astonishing even if her eyes were sleepy: "I just woke up and wanted to eat. Don't say such narcissistic words affect my appetite."

As he said, Li Shang got up, and Li Shang was not angry. He turned the computer screen directly to him, which took up the entire screen close-up. The boy's face was somewhat similar to his. He is good looking.

"Even if I don't like you, there's no need to find me a substitute like this." Li Shang's tone was calm and provocative: "If you put the original version here, you can still find someone like this. My sister's vision is really not good."

Su Rong felt that a blood vessel on the top of her head had exploded, otherwise how could she have blushed in an instant like a fever, all the blood rushed to her face uncontrollably, and her ears were buzzing, she couldn't tell if it was anger or being bullied The stress response to humiliation.

He himself also knows that the bastard Li Shang doesn't have the word "goodwill" in his dictionary. Once he says something like him that has no purpose but to stab him, the two of them will fall into another vicious circle, and Li Shang Merchants are always winners.

However, those words still rushed out like a gushing spring.

"Stop dreaming! Zhan Xingzhou is ten times better than you, so he needs to be your substitute? Could it be that people in this world who look a bit like you are your substitute? Are you too self-righteous?"

Everyone knew that he was speaking in anger, except for a bastard named Li Shang.The only rule of getting along with others that he has adhered to in his life is to stab each other with weapons, so he came over directly, picked up Su Rong, and pressed it on the computer screen.

"He's ten times better than me? You can point it out to me, and I'll learn from it."

The screen was cold, and it was too close, the lights flashed like neon lights, Su Rong only felt her eyes were hot, but she gritted her teeth and refused to say a soft word.

"He is much better than you, kinder than you, gentler than you," he trembled with anger, "he has his ideals and ambitions, not a bastard who only knows how to make money!"

He didn't know how ambiguous these excuses for defending Zhan Xingzhou sounded, but it seemed to lead to another direction-about empathy and looking for a substitute.He is not a person who has been wronged. He loses his mind when he gets angry. In this case, let alone understand how ambiguous every sentence he said sounds to the other party. Just stopping the conversation requires extremely high emotional control. .

And Li Shang obviously does not have this self-control.

Su Rong's words immediately made him furious. The anger that had accumulated since he woke up in the morning and saw that the house was empty had now reached its peak.If a few years ago, he had this one-tenth of the anger when getting along with people, he would have done it long ago.But Su Rong is not one of those people, not to mention being beaten, he would probably collapse if touched, and the repression of not being able to resort to violence deepened this anger. He directly picked up Su Rong, threw it back on the sofa, and subconsciously gave the two He kept a physical distance so as not to catch Su Rong and throw him down the stairs.

Su Rong didn't feel any pain when she fell like this, but she couldn't get up for a while, and she was a little dazed.

"Ideals and ambitions." He heard Li Shang's sneer: "You don't feel disgusted when you say these words? Are you 25 or 15 years old? I find it strange. Since you have such ideals and ambitions, how can you fall in love with me so much?" What about a layman?"

here we go again.The sharpest spear in his hand is "You like me", so he can despise his own ideals, laugh at his vision, and every word of his own can't hurt him, because if he is such a miserable person Man, why do I like him?

Because I like it, I will always be inferior in status. This is the most unfair battle in the world. If you lose before you fight, you lose for life.

"I wouldn't like..."

"You won't like me forever? Right?" Li Shang interrupted him coldly: "Isn't that what you want to say? Do you think I care? Or do you think this can threaten me? I don't I need your cheap likes. You might as well put away this likes and go to my bootleg Zhan Xingzhou, where your likes might be worth a little more. After all, you are now Li Shang’s manager.”

What does it feel like to stand among the scattered arrows on the battlefield, the overwhelming rain of arrows pours down, each arrow directly pierces the heart, Su Rong can't even tell which arrow hurts the most, it was Li Shang who relied on himself to protect himself in the end A feeble remark he made as a threat, and he laughed at it.It's still he who maliciously speculates about Zhan Xingzhou, because in his heart, he doesn't have even the slightest bit of charisma, and he is not worthy of liking. Anyone who gets close to him is only because of his own interests.

The office became very quiet for a moment, Su Rong sat on the sofa, he seemed to be frozen, he thought he must be in pain, otherwise he would not have said that sentence: "Then you are so much better than me Where are you going?"

"What?" Li Shang still stared at him condescendingly, but Su Rong vaguely saw a trace of panic in his eyes, maybe it was his own fantasy or not.

Why did Li Shang panic?He probably always felt that he was invincible, that no one could stab him.

But Su Rong knew he could.

It would be fine if someone came in at this time, it doesn't need to be someone, just a small assistant, even if it is a gust of wind, it doesn't matter if the door is blown open, as long as I divert my attention a little, I won't say these words of.

However, no.

Only Li merchants.

So Su Rong heard her own voice and said slowly: "Do you think you will never like others? Not necessarily? If you don't know how to like people, why do you mind so much that I go out for breakfast with Zhan Xingzhou? Of course, you can say that it is because of possessiveness, then who is it for you not to sleep with anyone for seventy days?"

It would be great if there is a translator here.Su Rong thought in despair, he would translate every word he said into something Li Shang could understand, these words should be read as "Please don't hurt me anymore, I know you like me a little too , I just had breakfast with Zhan Xingzhou, I know you are also working hard, it would be great if these [-] days were just the beginning, maybe there will be a day when we won't quarrel anymore."

However, there is no such translator. If there is, who will translate Li Shang's words? Who can hear even a trace of affection from his words that are sharper than swords, and who can resist being angered?

The room was quiet again, Li Shang stood there, wearing his suit, it seemed that it took him a while to understand these words, and then his eyes became very dark in an instant, as if there was an indelible darkness in them It spread and devoured everything.

He didn't speak, just grabbed the notebook and smashed it to the ground, then the tablet, and finally even the cup on the table was smashed to the wall, and the pieces of broken porcelain burst like a blooming flower.

Then he put away his hands and fastened the cuff buttons of his shirt, like a gentleman about to go out in style.

"You spoke very well, very well." He told Su Rong calmly: "Now I'm going out to find someone to sleep with, thank you for reminding me of this."

When he walked past Su Rong, it might have been windy, because the room became very cold in an instant, almost unbearable. Su Rong instinctively hugged the clothes on her body tightly. The woolen windbreaker and the black down jacket all smell very familiar. It is an extremely cold woody note, pine and fir, with a bitter aftertaste. Maybe this taste is too bitter. His tears flowed down quickly, melting into the clothes, disappeared without a trace.

He didn't know why he was covered with so many Li Shang's clothes. If his memory was better, he should remember it.

That's because when he came back, he was wearing Zhan Xingzhou's clothes.