red dust upside down

It's not easy to take a taxi outside this neighborhood, Su Rong walked out along the wall full of crape myrtle flowers, and heard the horn of a locomotive behind him.

He didn't react at first, and he didn't react until the car drove to his side.

It was a very beautiful motorcycle with a cool shape and a fiery red body, like a shape that appeared in a science fiction film.The legs of the rider are very long, and he easily puts his foot on the ground, and puts the eyepiece on the helmet neatly, revealing his handsome eyebrows.

"Want a ride?" Zhan Xingzhou asked him with a smile.

He had already taken off his performance clothes, and he was wearing his usual clothes. Boys of this age are all in black. He was wearing a neat motorcycle jacket, and he was extremely handsome.

It's a pity that Su Rong doesn't want to praise others now, so he just lazily responded and stepped into his car silently.This car is not very friendly to people other than tall people. Su Rong used Zhan Xingzhou as a pillar to support him to sit firmly, and then took the helmet and put it on.

"Sit still." He started the car and asked Su Rong, "Where are you going?"

"Go back to my company." Su Rong frowned seeing that he was still moving, "You don't know where Baili Media is?"

"I don't want to quit."

Su Rong reported the address, but he didn't speak all the way. It was already late at night when he arrived at the company. He directed Zhan Xingzhou to go around the illegitimate meal at the front door, enter from the studio, and leave after getting off the car. got dragged.

"Take the overlord car, you?" Zhan Xingzhou refused to let him go.

Su Rong reached into her pocket to get the wallet.

"No, I'm joking." Zhan Xingzhou rubbed his hair with a smile, and seeing that he was still not in a good mood, asked him, "What's the matter? Did someone find out about our stealing apples?"

"none of your business."

His tone was not very good, and Zhan Xingzhou also felt bored. Just as he was about to leave, he saw a voice behind him laughing, "Isn't this my sister? I haven't seen you for a long time. Who is this next to you? Let me introduce you."

The one who spoke was Qin Yue, the boss of the studio.Playing well with Rita, she is also a strong woman in power, she likes young and beautiful boys, and in Pei Yin's harsh words, she asks to choose a virgin boy every month.This word reached Qin Yue's ears, and during those few months of filming, she was picky about her makeup, which made the chickens and dogs on the ninth floor restless.

She is of the same generation as Vincent, and she also calls Su Rong her younger sister. Su Rong dares to be angry but dare not speak out, but Zhan Xingzhou still wants to answer.

"Hello, I'm Zhan Xingzhou." He took off his helmet and shook hands with Qin Yue.

Qin Yue Shi Shi ran out of the shadows, with a cigarette in her hand, looked at him arrogantly, her handshake was no different from flirting, and she smiled with the corners of her mouth curled up: "I'm Qin Yue."

Su Rong didn't bother to read on, said "I'm going to bed", turned around and left.

Before he went up, he went to the studio to have a look. Li Shang left early, leaving Luo Wei and another girl working overtime, asking him questions.He answered a few words, went up to the ninth floor, who knew that just after passing the corridor, he was pulled in by a hand.

Li Shang is like the little gangster who blocked people outside the school when he was studying. He came and went in the same old way, even the movements of blocking him in the corner were exactly the same.

"Where have you been? I've been waiting for you all night."

"none of your business."

In response, Li Shang directly pinched his chin and turned his face to face him.Su Rong didn't resist, but just looked at him wearily.

"That Pei Yin, tell me to stay away from you..."

Counting the time, at that time, I was inquiring about who the benefactor who "bullied" Pei Yin was.This story is very similar to the story that Su Rong likes very much, Maggie's gift, both sides are quietly doing what they think is best for each other, loving someone is so stupid, so is family affection.

So, don't make them worry.

"I saw Rita's revised script." Su Rong interrupted him, leaning against the wall wearily: "I know Tong Xiaojia will come."

A girl who is desperate for so-called love, no matter whether the reality show will expose her personality flaws or not, she wants to participate in a show with Li Shang—perhaps with a little excitement of "seeing her future mother-in-law".The programs of the four male stars are all female fans whose idols and female stars are not happy in the same frame. How unpleasant would a young and beautiful hostess be? Needless to say, she wants to grab it like a knife this opportunity.

Rita naturally allowed it, otherwise how could the show pass the review so quickly?She can make deals on everything anyway.

Li Shang didn't think it was a problem at all.

He has lived like this for more than 20 years, and he has already consolidated his own set of logic, and he doesn't care about it: "She was crazy, insisted on coming to this show, and said she would give me a surprise. I told Luo Wei to break up with her long ago."

So what, there would be Cheng Man without Tong Xiaojia, and Yan Siyun without Cheng Man, just like the declaration Huang Lei quoted when she broke up with her cheating boyfriend: I cannot be an enemy of half a human being.

Considering that his own gender is also on his recipe, maybe the whole human being is not necessarily.

Su Rong didn't expect to be able to laugh at this time.

"You know I'm going to give up on you someday, right?"

"what?"

Li Shang didn't expect this conversation to develop, he was as domineering as he was, and he was taken aback.

Su Rong raised her eyes and looked into his eyes calmly.

"Sooner or later, I won't like you anymore. Sooner or later, this year or next year, or a little longer, it's just a matter of time. One day, you will block me, kiss me, harass me, it will have no effect on me Who you sleep with, who you fall in love with, who you like and who you dislike, will be meaningless to me. By that day, you will be no different from anyone in my eyes, and you will not be able to do anything. Arouse me even a little emotion. I won't even look at you."

His words were calm but powerful, as if he had made up his mind.Pei Yin did not wrong him, he never rejected Li Shang with all his heart, until today.

There was a moment of shock in Li Shang's eyes, but it quickly turned into arbitrariness. Humans are always like this. When faced with something they have never seen, they will try their best to lean on it to what they already know so that it can be incorporated into the world. One's own logic, so that one can regain a sense of security in control of everything.

"Oh, what do you want?" He asked Su Rong like this, as if asking the kidnapper after receiving a threatening phone call: "Do you want me to sever ties with others and only kiss you alone?"

Su Rong laughed again.

It's so strange that people are so desperate that their hearts are about to burst, yet they can still laugh.

He reached out his hand and gently touched Li Shang's face.

He has such a handsome face, even when he is confused, he gives people the illusion of perfection.Even if Su Rong said ten thousand times that it wasn't because of this face, no one would believe it, not even Pei Yin, so he came to Zhan Xingzhou.

But he doesn't understand anything.

He just pursed his lips tightly, like a beast running from a strange animal in his territory, he was on guard all over.Su Rong could even feel the tightness of her cheeks under her fingers.He had discovered earlier that his gentleness was more lethal to Li Shang than tit-for-tat sarcasm.Li Shang is used to malice. In his world, everything is won with fists. His handsome face, celebrity status, and the money he earns are nothing more than new claws that he grew as an adult.He is used to fighting with minions, but he is at a loss for actively taming prey, so he irritates himself again and again, probes his bottom line, and then kisses himself in the fierce confrontation.He is not used to tenderness, let alone being loved, he interprets all love as lust/lust, and brings all topics to the body.

That was the logic he was familiar with.

He will never know why he likes him.

But how can I know.

When Su Rong's hand touched his face, there was something in Li Shang's eyes that Li Shang couldn't describe, it seemed sad, and it seemed heavier than sad.Li Shang was only quiet for a moment, and then as if he was irritated, he kissed Su Rong aggressively like revenge. He probably thought that he had seen through Su Rong's bluff, so he bit his lip as punishment, and grabbed Su Rong. The roots of his hair forced him to raise his head to respond to himself.

"What exactly do you want!" He asked Su Rong viciously: "You have said so much, what exactly do you want!"

I want you to love me.Su Rong heard her own voice say in her heart: I want you to love me like I love you, humble, desperate, and unreasonable.I am not a commodity to be picked, nor a tool to satisfy your desires, I want you to love me like a person.I want you to be like me and wake up every day thinking that you are in a building with a thousand people, and there are thousands of buildings like this in the world, with billions of people.I was able to fall in love with one of these billions of people by accident, and from then on, people in the world were divided into two categories, one side was him, and the other side were all living beings, as if he was the moon with light shining in the night sky of stars.There are such wonderful things in this world!I want you to be as incredible as I am to think about it.You believe in fate almost instantly, and worry about losing him every moment.

But Su Rong didn't say anything.

Because he knew that Li Shang could not understand, these words were as mysterious to him as another language.He has not been loved unconditionally, and he suddenly got all the goodwill in this world when he was an adult. What's the use of telling him this?It's just embarrassing him.It would be too cruel to let hungry and skinny African children imagine that there is something called a full feast.

How ridiculous, the whole world treats Li Shang as a jerk, but I always feel sorry for him.

In fact, Su Rong knew that he was acting affectionate, because even Li Shang never felt sorry for him, even if he told him, he would just sneer and make sarcastic remarks.He has long been used to treating the so-called love with a dismissive attitude, as if it was just a snack that he heard others said was delicious when he was a child.

Su Rong didn't even know why she wanted to cry.

But his tears fell quickly. He lived for 24 years. Although the beginning was not smooth, he was loved all the time. In the end, he fell miserably on Li Shang and learned what it means to have nothing to ask for.But he was surprised to find that he didn't resent him, even as long as he touched his face, he felt tears rolling down uncontrollably.

"It's okay." He seemed to be comforting Li Shang, and also seemed to be comforting himself: "It will pass soon, and no one will like anyone forever."

This sentence didn't know where Li Shang was provoked, his face darkened quickly, he turned his face away and avoided Su Rong's hand.

"Oh, so that's what you're announcing? You're going to dislike me soon?"

He can't get rid of this bad habit. The more angry he is, the more guilty he is. People around him can see it after a long time.Su Rong wanted to nod at this moment.

Li Shang's reaction was to directly grab him by the collar, lift him up, and press him against the wall.He always has a hundred ways. To deal with Su Rong who is not firm in resistance, he just stalks him, and when he deals with Rita's tact, he just insists on going his own way.He seems to have an innate knowledge of how to get what he wants - by any means other than a good negotiation.

But Su Rong was more determined than ever this time.

"Let's spend this time with dignity." Su Rong looked into his eyes and calmly suggested: "Don't make it too ugly."

"What if I say no?" Li Shang looked at him provocatively.

"You won't. You are a smart person. Everyone has a valuation in your heart. I don't even count as liking in your heart. It's just for fun." Su Rong smiled at him: "Don't make a fuss, Not worth it."

Su Rong used to think that people of Bo Yan's class would treat others as NPCs, but in fact Li Shang is the one who treats the world as a stand-alone game, whether Rita, Qin Yuxuan or Tong Xiaojia, he doesn't care what anyone thinks, Only care about what you want.Those who don't cooperate should get out.

Su Rongyu should be a bug born out of nowhere, watching literary films he is not used to, talking things he doesn't care to understand, and the most ridiculous thing is that he keeps talking about love.Although this bug is a bit strange, there is no need to dwell too much on it.After all, he still has many maps that he has not explored. He is so young and handsome, and he easily earns money that others cannot earn in his life. His golden age has just begun, and the door of this world is always open to him. It is not worth wasting on a bug. time.