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As soon as he showed weakness, Li Shang really calmed down. The movie was about a small European town. The protagonist was basking in the sun with his face up in a stone alley. A cat passed through the alley, stopped, and looked at her.Su Rong turned to take a look, and a water glass was thrown in front of her.

"What are you looking at?" Li Shang looked indifferent: "Don't you want to drink water?"

Su Rong was really thirsty, so he drank water with his hand.He was originally thin, with a slender neck when he lowered his head, like a cat.

It's a pity that Li Shang didn't understand pity by nature.

"Where are your senior brothers, aren't they very powerful? Why leave you here alone." Li Shang mocked again.

"Pei Yin was with me originally. I wanted to watch a movie, so he went out to do his own business." Su Rong said lightly.

"Oh, watching a literary film again?"

Su Rong smiled helplessly: "Yes, literary films."

Li Shang is actually not a narrow-minded person. After a few taunts, he failed to bully the patient. He glanced at the movie and saw that the sun was shining brightly on the screen. The heroine was walking on the shore of the pier, wearing a light Dress, cat heels, slender calves, walking in circles, like dancing ballet.

The scene lasted for 2 minutes, and Li Shangzao got impatient: "The pace is so slow?"

"French movies are like this. This movie tells about a female writer who has lost her love, travels around with a friend's wish list..."

"Where's her friend? Dead?"

"married."

"Oh, almost dead."

Su Rong laughed angrily, and he smiled with a twist of his eyes, and asked him: "Marriage is so terrible to you?"

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he knew that he had made a slip of the tongue—although Li Shang's father still had doubts, it was a well-known fact that Li Rui failed to marry.Saying that an illegitimate child finds marriage terrible is tantamount to slapping him in the face.

But Li Shang's temper is really strange, every time Su Rong deliberately provokes him to fight with him, he will fight.He really said such an offensive thing, but instead he stood very calmly in the light and shadow, tall and straight like a tree, staring at the movie screen with frown as if he hadn't heard anything.

"This is the end?"

He was obviously very dissatisfied with the ending of this literary film. The heroine walked along the coast of the pier. The camera was lifted up to the place where the sea and the sky meet. The subtitles come.

He is watching a movie, and Su Rong is watching him. He is actually a very suitable actor for the big screen, because of his beautiful posture and vivid expressions. Many people in this circle carry out so-called expression management for the beauty in front of the camera. If there is too much management, the whole People are oily, Li Shang doesn't have this, he is too handsome, so he acts recklessly and dares to make any expression, such a person will be a good actor.

It's a pity that a good actor doesn't like literary films at all. He stared at the screen and waited for Su Rong to change the film. Su Rong slowly took out a remote control from the quilt: "Will you watch "The Veil"?"

Li Shang looked back at Su Rong in the light and shadow: "Do you think you are Walter?"

Su Rong smiled.He doesn't really look like a cat, but he looks like a cat when he smiles. His high fever seems to melt the thorns on his body, and his whole body becomes soft. He said with a good temper: "No."

The Veil is Maugham's book, best known for the declaration: "I have no illusions about you," he said, "I know you are stupid, frivolous, empty-headed, and yet I love you. I know your Aims, your ideals, you are snobby and vulgar, but I love you. I know you're a second-rate, but I love you..."

How many people who couldn't ask for it angrily took this passage as their signature, as if they could get a little comfort in this way.But in fact, Walter’s words are far from being as proud as everyone understands, but rather a little helpless and humble. The point is not that "I" has seen through what kind of second-rate "you" is, but that even if I understand all this, Still hopelessly in love with you.

It turned out that Li Shang also knew.

Su Rong was a little funny, but also a little sad.But he rarely quarreled with Li Shang, but smiled and said: "I know you are a film art major."

Li Shang’s external image has always been very high-end. Apart from his face, he is actually well-educated. Needless to say, how good the school he went to in high school is. The school in the Ten Schools League in the United States, known as Little Ivy, has a long history. Among the alumni There are several American presidents, and Rita has already publicized them so that the whole world knows about them.But few people know that his university is good, his major is ranked among the top in the United States, and he studies film.

Even Su Rong knew his driver's license number by accident, so he was able to find out this information.

Li Shang didn't speak, but his posture obviously softened a little, or it was just an illusion of Su Rong's high fever.

He just stood there without saying a word.

"Why didn't you say it?" Su Rong asked him softly, "You didn't say it when I laughed at you last time."

"What do you say, let Rita use it for publicity?"

Having said that, his whole posture relaxed a lot.In fact, sometimes he really has a kind of stubbornness that no one else has, almost cute, but if Pei Yin knows this, he must scold himself for burning his head.

"Li Shang," Su Rong called his name: "Come here."

"What?"

"I'll tell you a secret."

His cheeks were flushed from the heat, curled up in the quilt, and it was not against the law to say such childish words. Although Li Shang had a disgusted expression, he still leaned over.

Su Rong's face was hot, and when he leaned over, Li Shang felt that his whole body was steaming.

"Let me tell you, I had a rabbit."

Li Shang felt cheated, glanced at him, but didn't straighten up: "Then what?"

"Someone threw my rabbit to death."

He told the cruel story in a calm tone: "I was 14 years old at that time. I liked that rabbit very much. I made cabbage for it every day. I kept it in my master's room. Then one day I came back and found The rabbit was dead, limp and unable to move. I went to my master, and my master said he fell to his death. He said the rabbit was too annoying, so he fell to his death."

Li Shang pursed his lips, not knowing how to comment for a while.

Su Rong's eyes were burning brightly, looking at him scorchingly, Li Shang couldn't judge whether he was awake or not.

"Shall I tell you another secret?" He asked, but without waiting for Li Shang's answer, he whispered into his ear, and said word by word: "I know the rabbit was not killed by my master."

Li Shang's expression turned cold.

"In my master's room, only my senior brothers and the others can enter. The one who fell the rabbit to death was one of them. My master didn't want to make me sad, so he said that he fell to death in anger. He was afraid that I would know that among my senior brothers, there was one Personally, I don’t like me at all, even my rabbit will fall to death. If this person can’t be caught, I don’t know how to face all of them in the future.”

"He searched quietly for a long time, but couldn't find any results. But he suspected that it was Pei Yin." Su Rong didn't talk much when he was drunk, but now he said one sentence after another, staring at Li Shang with bright eyes: "I know it's not Pei Yin. If he wants to do something bad, he will definitely admit it. I like Pei Yin the most, and he won't treat me like this."

"Pei Yin knows that Master thinks it's him, he always knew." He lowered his eyes: "Pei Yin is so sad. But I can't tell him that I believe him. Because they all think that I can't face the truth, I say it, They will know that I already know that one of the senior brothers hates me. So I can't say it, neither can Pei Yin, nor can the master. Everyone lives like this."

The light and shadow on the wall passed by like floating light, and his face looked a little sad in the light and shadow.

"Li Shang, is the adult's world always this painful? Or does it happen occasionally?"

This kind of illusion will arise when you like someone, because you always put him in your heart, and over time, you will feel that he is the person closest to your heart.Normally, I can hold on, but when I get sick and my defenses drop, I instinctively want to ask him for help and ask him for answers.

Li Shang should have laughed at him for watching too many literary films, but he didn't say anything, he just sat down by the bed, he seemed not used to being so close to people, he raised his hand in the air for a while, then slowly lowered it, and placed it on the bed. on his head.

He didn't touch Su Rong's head, but covered his eyes. His hands were slender and generous, with a comfortable temperature. Su Rong only felt the darkness in front of his eyes, but the irritability surging in his chest gradually subsided.

After some injured birds or stray animals are picked up, they should be put into dark boxes or blindfolded. The darkness will give them the illusion of being protected.

Li Shang gave him this illusion.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have asked that sentence, the sentence he wanted to ask Li Shang since the first time he met him.

That day, in the dressing room of Baili Media, they looked at each other calmly in the bright makeup mirror. Su Rong saw his eyes, so beautiful and so indifferent, as if it was a city built of gems, but After an explosion, it was reduced to ruins.

Just like the ruins in Su Rong's heart ten years ago when he hugged his fluffy rabbit in Vincent's bedroom.

He had kept this question in his heart for too long, so long that he felt that he was going to take it to the grave, so long that he almost gave up on Li Shang.But maybe it was because the high fever had lasted for too long, or maybe Li Shang's palms were too warm, so he finally couldn't help asking.

Li Shang's palms were slightly itchy, and he knew it was because Su Rong's eyelashes were trembling.

When he heard Su Rong's voice, he didn't hold back, provoked, or begged. It was just that one person was asking another person, like one kind asking another kind.

He said, "Li Shang, are you like me, feeling lonely all the time?"

Rita felt that Li Shang stayed a little too long this time.

Of course she didn't want Li Shang and Su Rong to get too tense, but it would be troublesome if they got together. Su Rong seemed to have no temper, but in fact he was stubborn. Even Vincent couldn't do anything about him. Whether he and Li Shang are separated or united are both troublesome matters.

She went up to the ninth floor with a worried mood, and was about to go to Vincent's room when she stopped quickly.

There are people in the corridor.

It was Pei Yin. He leaned against the wall, raised his head, and smoked silently. This scene looked like a close-up of a movie. Among all Vincent's apprentices, she is the only one Rita fears, not because he is vicious and irritable, but because he is too "independent".

The relationship between him and Vincent is as thin as a gossamer. Among these apprentices, he is the one Vincent is most wary of.

Rita was about to go around in a different direction, when the elevator at the other end of the corridor opened, and a figure came out. It was far away and could not be seen clearly, but it was a man, unusually tall, very young, and gradually saw the meticulous suit and broad shoulders. Narrow waist, beautiful figure...

It is "that person".

Yin Xi probably didn't know that his company had a great god.

They were talking, Pei Yin seemed to say something, Rita vaguely heard words like "Li Shang" and "endorsement" floating in the distance, and then the man didn't know what he said, Pei Yin's face suddenly changed, and he kicked Kicked over.

The two of them didn't look like they were in love, but they seemed to be wrestling. They kept silent. The man wanted to restrain Pei Yin, but Pei Yin struggled. After a long stalemate, only a crisp slap was heard, and the man froze immediately. and looked at him in disbelief.

Rita was so frightened that she bit her finger, and there were only six words left in her heart: "You really deserve to be Pei Yin!"

The beaten man clenched his fist and looked at him in shock for a while, just when Rita thought he would beat Pei Yin to death, he suddenly took a step back.

However, Pei Yin didn't give him a chance to retreat, and directly stretched out his hand to hook his neck, grabbed his hair roots, forced him to lower his head, then went to face him, and kissed him.This picture is so weird, it seems that he has tamed a huge beast, and it seems that he has sent himself into the mouth of a lion.

Rita didn't dare to look any more, and slipped away.

The author has something to say: Pei Yin's story is too complicated, so I opened a separate article.

These two articles are written together, otherwise they will spoil each other.