red dust upside down

Su Rong felt that he hadn't done anything bad, and Bo Yan wasn't someone who cared about these things, so even though he wasn't ready to have a good chat with Bo Yan, he still picked it up.

"I heard that you are bluffing outside under my name?" Bo Yan teased him when he came up.

"Nonsense, I'm clearly upholding justice for you." Su Rong was very proud: "I'm equivalent to a hero who did a good thing and didn't keep his name. What's left is yours. How kind you are to you, you still don't thank me."

In fact, even if the best version of the news I heard was from Hong Yang, it was just that he failed to stand up for others and was scolded.As for the other versions, even those of Ye Shaozhen, needless to say, it's pure ridicule.But Bo Yan still teased him earnestly: "Then I really want to thank you."

"No need, I've always been indifferent to fame and fortune."

Su Rong played Tai Chi with him for a while, and Bo Yan played with him patiently, but he clicked on the email and saw that the content inside was indeed similar to what he expected, and his smile gradually faded.

"Bo Yan." It was rare for him to call his name so seriously.

Bo Yan also noticed it, and the smile in his voice faded, but it was still gentle: "Huh?"

"Last time you said you liked me in the tea house, I didn't answer you, but ran away." Su Rong paused, and then said seriously: "I should have answered you right then."

"Ah."

"I have a favorite person."

In fact, there is no need to say the answer, Bo Yan already knew it, he is a migratory fish, just waiting under the dam like that.But hearing it with your own ears is always different. It seems that something has fallen to the ground. Although there is no sound because of the strong texture, there is also a dull pain.

"But thank you." Su Rong's voice is so serious, he is always a little anxious every time he explains, as if he has been misunderstood too many times, and he is too afraid that the words will not convey the meaning: "I say this is not polite, but really thank you You. Because you are a very good person to me, and you are like the sun and the moon in your arms. This sentence was taught to me by my brother. To be liked by you is a very big affirmation to me. You don’t know me Because of how much courage I have grown.”

He knows.

As he said, he wants the fish to live.

But Bo Yan just smiled softly. It was already dark outside, and he could see the bonfire in the distance, and there were people dancing. Just like the book said, the sorrows and joys in the world are not the same. He is in pain, which does not prevent the world from being happy.

What should I say next? It seems that there is no need to say anything. It is always a missed opportunity. Fortunately, the city of Beijing is not very big, and the world is not very big. As long as they are alive, the wind that passes through them is the same.

This person named Su Rong will become his moon.He is like the man standing by the water in the story, he obviously wanted the moon, but all he got was moonlight.

Su Rong probably regarded his silence as having nothing to say, but he was actually a thin-skinned person, his ears were probably already red at this time, and he said awkwardly, "Thank you anyway, Bo Yan."

The young man on the other end of the phone was still silent, Su Rong was hesitating whether to hang up the phone, but he heard the voice on the other end of the phone suddenly whisper: "I'm just joking."

"what?"

"I'm joking about bluffing." Bo Yan told him: "You can always use my name like this, it doesn't matter a million times."

Su Rong has never read that book, so he doesn't know the meaning of this promise.

But his ears were still red, he said "um", and said, "Good night, Bo Yan."

"Good night."

In fact, there is no need to reject it so obviously, Bo Yan is such a smart person, he just needs to stop when he wants to.But Su Rong always has the habit of refusing without leaving any leeway. He would not be like this before, but after liking Li Shang, he knows that people's hearts are easy to rekindle, and he must eliminate the last possibility, so as not to let them be trapped in a long period of time. of burning.

This is true for Zhan Xingzhou, and it is also true for Bo Yan.Mai Mai said that Bo Yan is not a fox, but Su Rong doesn't want anyone to be a fox.

But Bo Yan is different.

He didn't know where the words came from in his head, but before he could react, he had already picked up the phone.

When Bo Yan received his call, he was obviously a little surprised: "What's wrong?"

This is a bit impulsive, just thinking about it makes his face burn, but he still said seriously: "Bo Yan, you have to live."

"What?" Bo Yan didn't seem to understand.

"You have to fall in love, like someone, and live passionately." Su Rong told him so earnestly: "I know that some people can get all the joy of life from work, but I know you are not that kind of person , so even if you are very busy and tired when you go home every day, you still have to save some time and energy for yourself. Life is not just about responsibilities, but also your own life. 100 years are very short, and it will pass in the blink of an eye. You have to press Live what you want."

He urged so hard that he was afraid that the other party would not understand.And facing such a successful person as Bo Yan, everyone would laugh at him for being overconfident.

But Bo Yan could understand it.

He said, "Okay."

He knew that Su Rong had forgiven him—he had always had inexplicably high standards for Bo Yan, ever since he met Jiaxue in Zhenyuan, he had been bitter about it, Bo Yan didn't understand the reason before, but now he knows up.

Because Su Rong knew that he didn't like Jiaxue, he was just too busy, too busy to deal with his private life, too busy to raise a dog, or fall in love.In the only private time left in a day or even a week, he doesn't want to go through the entanglement of whether you love me or not, he just needs a gentle face and a light waiting for him to come back anytime, anywhere.

Many people are like this, in fact, most people in the same position as Bo Yan are like this, they don't need to love or be loved, because it's too complicated.So you only need the most beautiful face and body, or the most compatible temperament, and you can solve the problem of private life, and even enjoy it.They don't care about issues like "she only likes your money" that outsiders think. They can afford money, but love can't afford it, and it's troublesome.Besides, it doesn't need to go to the point of seeing people's hearts for a long time, they will get tired of it long before then, and change to the next one.

But Su Rong firmly believed that Bo Yan was not.

He believed so firmly that there was no evidence at all, and he still believed with all his heart, and he couldn't even forgive him for choosing such a life.At least part of his fish-like stubbornness is reserved for him, so that he must make a phone call to tell him.

Bo Yan agreed to him.

But he lied to Su Rong.

It's a pity that the fish are waiting under the dam because the dam will never open.But if some dams are only opened once in a lifetime, it is a pity that the fish do not swim over, right?

Su Rong misunderstood him, he was never tied to this position because of responsibility, he is the kind of person Su Rong said, who can get all the joy of life from work.For him, feelings are desserts after a meal. It is okay to have it, and it is acceptable to not have it. Sometimes he even dislikes it as unhealthy, affects his mood, and wastes time.Unlike Su Rong, he is a little animal living in love. He loves the people around him seriously and hopes that others will love him. He wants to live his life happily like this.Bo Yan always remembers the first time he met him. He stood on the set and asked himself to borrow a pass in such an air.

If he hadn't stopped him on the set that day, he might have spent his whole life at work, fighting in the mall, working overtime until the early morning to watch the sun rise, he was born for this.When you are old, find a suitable partner to marry and have one or two children.

But the process will not change now.

It's just that there is an extra moon in his world.

Su Rong hung up Bo Yan's phone, rubbed his face, still a little depressed, he didn't know why he was depressed.And Li Shang happened to hit the gun at this time and sent a photo of the set.

Su Rong immediately called back.

"What are you doing?"

"Shooting a night scene." Li Shang said with a smile in his voice, "Do you want to see the stars?"

"Don't watch it." Su Rong couldn't help but complain: "Why did you recommend me to Xiao Su to be a makeup artist?"

"How do you know it was recommended by me?"

"Nonsense, he was afraid that Lin Sa would think that he deliberately recruited us to put pressure on him, so he deliberately didn't recruit me who has the best relationship with Lin Sa. I have already seen it, otherwise Yang Shaoshan's apprentice is so good, why would he not use me. Now You sent an email to ask me to become a makeup artist, it must be your fault."

Li Shang was amused by his straightforwardness, and said: "Oh, so it is like this."

"Don't try to change the subject, tell me why you recommend me."

"Because my sister wanted to come, didn't you study the costumes of this movie?"

Su Rong knew that this guy was watching him all the time, but he didn't blush, and said confidently: "I'm a makeup artist, what's wrong with studying it?"

"Yes." Li Shang simply followed the trend and deliberately lowered his voice: "Actually, I want to see my sister."

"Don't do this. You just showed him my work, you didn't threaten him."

"No." Li Shang just smiled: "I won't tell you if there is."

Su Rong really had nothing to do with him, so he went straight to the point: "Do you know that Wanguoji will change people?"

"I know, I know when I refuse."

"Then why did you refuse?"

"My sister really doesn't know."

It should be said that if you really don't know, you can annoy him.But Su Rong didn't say it, probably because it was too late, he was tired, and he didn't want to play this game where I deliberately teased you and you deliberately teased me, since he was in elementary school, he learned how to understand other people's meaning, not how to misinterpret it someone else's meaning.The only skill of misinterpreting others is learned from Li Shang.

"I know," Su Rong told him frankly, "because you are a free soul."

He seems to have returned to the past, and can say all kinds of "literary film lines" that would be laughed at by Li Shang, but what is it, he is willing to say this and live like this, and no one can control it.It's like he insisted on making a small garden with Mai on the balcony, even if the flowers they planted couldn't bloom, the world couldn't do anything to them.

If it was in the past, Li Shang would definitely have ridiculed him. He lost the courage to say such things again and again in such ridicule. He knew this, and Li Shang also knew this.

That's why they were silent for a while.

"Yes, because I am a classical liberal with a bit of cynicism." He told Su Rong like this, as if he was repeating Su Rong's words, but he used Li Shang's language: "I will always only say what I want to say, Even if someone asks me to say what I want to say, I don't accept it."

He spoke so calmly, but Su Rong had the urge to heat his eyes.

He waited for almost four years before this man named Li Shang spoke to him seriously, without ridiculing or misinterpreting, just telling his truth.It was as if a road had finally been opened, even though the words he barely understood were used, it was also a memorable moment.

"Good night, Li Shang."

"Good night."