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In fact, Rita vaguely knows that her days as Li Shang's agent are coming to an end.

The studio is booming, and the two newcomers are very competitive. Huang Lei plays with the online public opinion in the palm of her hand. This girl has always been smart, and she has accumulated time and time. Recently, she finally got through the two veins of Ren Du and the audience.The relationship between male and female stars in the entertainment industry has always been difficult to deal with. Even brothers and sisters who have a deep friendship with the company, fans can beat them to death. The stars can't say anything, and the fans will be chilled.There are also people who hate their teeth itching in private, but instead make CP popular outside, it is really mysterious.

Huang Lei did a very beautiful job this time, her foothold was not in love, but she created a relationship similar to looking up and following.Among the newcomers, Zhang Han is Mu Junchen's senior sister. Zhang Han joined the company one year first, followed by Mu Junchen, and the same is true for the signing studio.The same professional background in dance, as idols, Huang Lei got them into a variety show where idols debuted, and collaborated on a dance together.The interview mentioned that when he was a trainee, he broke his leg and Zhang Han gave him medicine. The 17-year-old boy's eyes are bright, and he looks like he has a crush on everyone. He watched his senior sister practice dancing in the audience, but a passer-by yelled "I'm smashed to death", but the real fans came out to correct them, saying don't talk nonsense. And beautiful, very harmonious.But the gossamer-like ambiguous atmosphere is still there, with a little melancholy and subtlety, which evokes the feelings of people when they were young, and cut out a bunch of videos that were substituted into the hero and heroine of the novel.

Even the studio has been cleared, anyway, everything is CP fans who are willing to smash it, and it will be easy to untie it when the time comes.And there is no need to maintain the business, and the atmosphere of passing by in variety shows is created all the year round, which is unclear and makes people think.

The atmosphere created this time is so wonderful that even the girls in the studio are infected. It may be that spring is here, the grass grows and flowers bloom, and the air is warm. Everyone is lucky, and there are three or four talks in a month. in love,

In a pink atmosphere, Rita and Li Shang are two hard stones. Rita is okay, she has been taking care of her children recently, and she has been a lot softer. Only Li Shang, who is getting colder every day, Huang Lei quietly posted in the group: Not to mention when Brother Rong was here, I think the boss three years ago was happier than he is now.

Three years ago, when he was first popular, the entertainment industry suddenly broke into this kind of beauty. His body was also so good-looking, and his temperament was also noble, as if he was born to be loved.How many people's hearts have been broken, as if he didn't have a long-term heart. Thinking about it now, it seems like a lifetime ago.

She meant that it would be better to go back to the way she was before she fell in love with Su Rong. It seemed like a game in the world, but she really had nothing to worry about, and it wouldn't be like it is now.

Luo Wei replied directly below: I don't think the boss thinks that way.

It's always like this, loving someone is like going through a serious illness, pain, and wounds, but would you like to go back to the time you never met before the injury?Most of them are unwilling.

Rita actually didn’t regret it at that time. She was used to seeing prodigal sons. Nie Xingqiu passed away 20 years ago. A story told.She doesn't believe that there is anything missing in this world. Everything is due to the timing.

In April, she finally won the program of Boyi, Yan Shuo finally admitted that she was a more difficult agent than Su Rong, obediently signed the sky-high salary.The budget is even more astonishing, filming while broadcasting, traveling all the way across Eurasia, and the first stop is Paris.The energy behind Boyi is really amazing. The first issue of the travel guide seems to say the French Revolution, and the word "death" in other variety shows has to be quoted. They talked about the French guillotine in the first issue.

In fact, she doesn't expect this show to be a big hit. The audience will turn on their mobile phones to browse for mental fast food after a day's work. Who wants to listen to you give him a class?The popular variety shows in the past two years either use conflicts to attract people, tear them apart, and set up an image that is so bad that people can't bear it and must type and post a few words on Weibo, which can be regarded as an alternative psychological vent, or they forcefully squeak people. In the past two years, comedians have gradually become popular again. They are all young clowns, with a funny appearance in the ordinary, which makes people laugh.

But Boyi has a lot of money, and for the sake of his company's new video website, he is willing to spend money on an exclusive broadcast. This program is irreplaceable-who has the spare money to do this same type of program?So it's a big deal. There is also a reason for Rita to open her mouth. The average high school education in the entertainment industry is the highest. In the past two years, there have been many idols in the draft. I am afraid that it is possible to fall into junior high school. Who can tell who Robespierre is except Li Shang, let alone He also speaks French.

But Li Shang was always unhappy. Originally, Rit was worried that it would affect the recording status.But the first chapter went to Dunhuang——Rita fought for it.I even visited some caves that are not open to the outside world. It is to cater to the enthusiastic national pride in the past two years. Before traveling abroad, I will publicize my own family background and popularize science for young people.It will also prevent the audience from getting angry when they find out that Li Shang can recite Keats but cannot read Li Bai's poems.It turns out that Xia Yi's side has been playing dirty recently, frequently talking about Li and Shang's mixed blood status, so it's always right to surrender first.

But Li Shang's attitude this time is very peaceful, even better than before. He listened carefully to the university professor explaining to him what is the prosperous Tang Dynasty in front of the gorgeous Tiannv mural, and his eyes looked as deep as the sea.

Huang Lei and the others are ready to treat Li Shang, but Rita is secretly frightened.As we get older, we all know that those young people are heart-piercing and painful, and they have somewhat of an acting personality. The vigor and vigor will not last long, but such hidden wounds are difficult to heal.

Sure enough, Li Shang is not as arrogant as before this time. Although he is still indifferent and alienated in his bones, he no longer resists these indifferently like before-he has a proud attitude of rejecting the world, so It is also often easily misunderstood.Many people, seeing what he had learned, thought his refusal was deliberate.It's like how Lu He refuses to accept the fact that he just doesn't like movies. Rita has seen his middle school experience, and knows that even those are not necessarily what he wants to learn, not so much learning, but the imprint that the school has branded on him, with dark memories.Like he can understand Van Gogh, everyone wants to talk about art and beauty with him, and most of them are half-hearted. In the past, Li Shang had only one response: "Get out".

This time he was unusually calm, and of course he had no interest, just looking at the magnificent and elegant paintings all over the wall, giving him a dizzying sense of shock.It is rare for him to have no sarcasm in his words, and he listened patiently to the explanation for two hours, interjecting with questions, asking if the Persian Empire perished at the same time, and what the original color of the murals should be.

Rita was talking to the on-site director at the time, and she was surprised when she heard the word "color matching".

She knew who he was asking for color matching.

If Su Rong were here, he would definitely like these murals very much.

After the pre-recording, Rita had completed her merits. She went to have a meal with Mr. Yin, and came back to deal with the handover. She knew that Mr. Yin would appoint a new manager soon, and she would probably divide and conquer with Huang Lei.Huang Lei is in charge of marketing and Lishang's schedule, and the agent is in charge of studio operations and film and television resources. Like Boyi's Yan Shuo, he is a person outside the entertainment circle and seriously manages this studio as a company.

Before she left, she went to meet Li Shang, who was about to record a program, but the house was empty, and it was still exactly the same as it was three months ago, except for a huge seawater fish tank in the living room, which didn't have a single fish in it. A conch.

She is still like a manager, bringing food and a bottle of wine to the door. Li Shang's house has always been well-equipped, and it is a well-organized one.She drinks a lot, and there are many people with wine cabinets at home. Li Shang is the only one who can clearly distinguish between white wine glasses and red wine glasses.But he didn't drink, he just opened the wine for her and put it in a decanter to wake up.

"The matter about Li Rui..." Rita was always straightforward: "You must have had a big fight because of that."

"I know."

He knew from the beginning that Su Rong wouldn't listen, but Li Shang wanted to hear him say it himself, he wanted to say something that hurt his heart, knowing that he would definitely cry.

Like a tacit murder, she, Adam, Cheng Man, Qin Jianjia, and Li Shang... whoever has stabbed a few times, even an elephant can't bear it.What's more, Su Rong has always been as delicate and sensitive as a cat.

Where should my sister be wandering now? No matter where it is, it will be better than here.The human heart is so cruel, Rita still remembers that when he came to the studio on the first day, he said with a proud smile, "I am my master's closed disciple", even strangers, thinking of this smile will soften their hearts Bar.

But they just got it right.

Amid the sour aroma of black currants from the red wine, she heard Li Shang ask her: "Rita, am I a bad person?"

She shook her head instinctively, "Isn't it? Then why was Su Rong tortured like this?"

His tone was still calm, but her eyes soon became hot. Almost begging for mercy, she reached out and pressed his arm, and said to him, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

She has heard all the stories about Li Shang, including the one Li Rui said, and she knows why Li Shang is what it is now, and she even took advantage of it, but it's finally here today.

How ironic, a person who has always been indifferent, showing a little emotion can make people apologize involuntarily.On the contrary, when a soft person cries, no one will feel distressed. Human nature is so paradoxical. Everyone wants to be treated with tenderness, but they don't cherish this tenderness.

However, Li Shang didn't say anything.

Before going to record a new program, Yi Zhan came to pick up Mai Mai and said he would take him to play for two days. At that time, Mai Mai was drawing on the studio floor. Yi Zhan came to pick him up, but Li Shang let him pick him up. Huang Lei At that time, I was reading the first chapter upstairs, and when I heard the news, I ran down the stairwell.

"Boss, why did you let him take the wheat away!" She was sweating anxiously: "He must have taken the wheat away and gave it to Brother Rong!"

"I know." Li Shang replied.

"Then you still let him take away the wheat, wheat is gone, what if Brother Rong doesn't come back!"

Like those fanatical CP fans, she tried her best to see the CP she matched have a good ending, regardless of whether one of them suffered a loss.In desperation, he even used the tone of guidance. It wasn't until he saw Li Shang's eyes that he realized his gaffe, he hesitated a few words, and hurried out.

In fact, Huang Lei was right, he knew that Yi Zhan would bring Mai to Su Rong, and he also knew that Su Rong would definitely come back if he kept Mai.

But he didn't want to force Su Rong to come back.

He forced Su Rong too many times, forced him to laugh, forced him to cry, forced him to be scarred, and finally ran away, never wanting to see him again.He is like a curmudgeonly child who, after breaking a favorite toy, realizes belatedly that he seemed to have done it wrong in the first place.

It turns out that the tame love that Lin Sa said is like this, it is not coercion, it is not surrender, and you don't even feel a little humiliation.Love turns out to be made up of countless regrets and pains, because you have hurt him, you know he will hurt, so just stop before the next time.You are even willing to break your weapons and dismantle your armor, and you are not afraid to turn yourself into a weak and ordinary person who cannot resist.

Even if he doesn't want to see you, he doesn't want to come back.

You also just want to make him happy, even if only a little bit.

On the night when Mai Mai left, he had a shoot. The photographer was Qin Yue. She came over to fix his hair with a cigarette in her hand. The handsome young man under her command was so quiet and always indifferent. There was no sign of heartbreak from the rumors.

"What kind of cigarettes are you smoking?" Qin Yue suddenly heard him ask when the filming was almost over.

"ESSE coffee."

"Give me one."

She was a little puzzled because she knew that Li Shang didn't smoke, but she still gave it to him.

Li Shang returned home with that cigarette, but Mai Mai didn't come back, the house was empty, and he didn't even take the conch.Li Shang stood in front of the fish tank for a while, and the conch lay quietly in the sand, as if dead.

There was no lighter at home, so he lit the cigarette on the gas stove and put it on the corner of the table.Faint smoke floated up, which was the smell in the impression.

He doesn't smoke, so the home he shares with Su Rong doesn't even have an ashtray.He held it up with a cup and watched the cigarette slowly burn out.