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When Li Shang entered the door, he didn't lose his temper immediately. Anyway, he was very calm. He just changed his coat and put on his shoes as usual. Every time he did this, he always gave people the illusion of being at home.

It's so windy and cold outside, if you can be with the person you like, even if you don't talk, just leaning quietly, it's also very good.

It's a pity that Li Shang doesn't want this.

Su Rong's last effort was to ask him, "Do you want some porridge?"

"Have you cooked porridge?" Li Shang replied, "I thought you were busy."

"What are you busy with?"

"I thought you were busy talking with Li Rui on the phone about my childhood." He said.

When the variety show that accompanied her mother to travel was broadcast, Rita also laid the groundwork for a long time, and explained the so-called cultural differences with the audience as an explanation for him calling Li Rui by his English name.But the fact that he directly called his Chinese name cannot be explained anyway.Su Rong has never allowed him to call her younger sister, but looking at it now, he should soon be able to call herself Su Rong.

The living room is brightly lit. In fact, Su Rong has never liked this house. The color tone is too cold, but unexpectedly it matches Li Shang. He took out his coat, but inside it is still the formal dark shirt from the event, and the tie clip is also silver. Standing there, tall and indifferent, like a judge, if there is any domestic temperament, it is just my own illusion.

So he didn't say anything, just put away the drawing book and went back to the room. Of course Li Shang couldn't bear it, strode over and grabbed his arm, pressed him against the wall, and taunted: "What? When it comes to your pain, I dare not admit it gone?"

If you take Mai Mai as an explanation, this person named Li Shang is actually very easy to understand. He is fierce because he has a guilty conscience, and he takes the initiative to attack because he has no confidence. As long as you win, it is considered as never losing.Su Rong could even guess what the story was. The homecoming king was real, and so was the racial discrimination and school violence in that school. He might have learned social Darwinism and this aggressiveness there, and finally acted as a The winner exits. What is Amelia?It doesn't matter whether he is a redemption in the dark or a weak vassal, he is the one who doesn't look back.

But the person I like, the subtle emotions in those indifferent eyes, the story behind every small wound, the one who kisses and makes love with me on the island, and swims to the bottom of the water to find a conch for me is called Li Shang. Man, where are you now?

In fact, it can be explained. If he said "I didn't listen", he might not believe it. He took out the call record to see the duration. It would be better if he could provide the call recording.But he was tired of being a beggar in front of Li Shang.Trust me, I'm not going to listen.Please love me, I love you.

What's the use of asking for something, no matter how good it is?

Su Rong didn't feel any pain at all, he was just too tired, let everyone tell this story, the most stupid idiot in the world won the prize that everyone wanted, but he didn't want to open it.The soldier who had been guarding under the princess's window for 99 nights left suddenly on the last night.

As long as you say "I didn't listen, please trust me", you may be able to gain trust.But after that, the long days and nights, the time of his life that he wanted, did he have to use prayers to spend every time?

So he didn't speak, just quietly looked into Li Shang's eyes.His pupils have always been shallow, giving people the illusion that he is about to cry in the next second.This look is not without lethality to Li Shang, otherwise he would not press Su Rong like this: "Say."

"say what?"

"Say you didn't listen." He still had the attitude of a judge: "If you say it, I will believe it."

But why should I ask you to believe it?I love someone with full of enthusiasm, day and night, step by step retreat, and finally I have to prove that I am trustworthy?

"What if I don't tell you?" Su Rong asked him like this.

Do you take it as if I listened?Because I don't want to play by your rules, I instantly degenerate into a despicable person who prys into other people's privacy. The past three years are meaningless to you. Until the next time, I still have to prove it to you Own.

It is said that Su Rong is stubborn, but few people have seen him really stubborn. In fact, it is nothing more than this, with determined eyes and clenched teeth, as if he could cry in the next second.

What about the princess who was just one step away from getting it, what about the gift that everyone was so jealous of, he just didn't want it, not this time, and he would never want it again in the future.

"Okay!" Li Shang was really irritated in an instant, and he even said "Okay" again. He was like a child who couldn't get what he wanted. Maybe he couldn't believe that Su Rong would reject him so decisively. Because the refusal came from someone who had never said no to him, the anger he aroused was exceptionally strong. He barely had any time to react. He grabbed the vase on the table and smashed it directly against the wall, which was expensive. The vase was broken all over the floor, and seasonal flowers cut with iron chopsticks were scattered everywhere.

That's fine, all his emotions end up being destructive, and he can afford to fall anyway.

"Actually, you know very well that even if I listen, it's nothing. I've never underestimated Xiaomai, let alone you." Su Rong said calmly behind him.

On the plane back then, Li Shang envied Mai because of this, because he didn't believe that there was such a pure love in this world, and he didn't change his opinion of him just because he had experienced anything.Even if Xiaomai is a child who has been abused, he still deserves all the love and affection. He does not need to be more sensible and cherished than others. He also has the qualifications to be a bad child.Today's conflict was never because of whether Su Rong explained well, but because Li Shang didn't believe that he could do it at all.

In fact, no matter what happened to him in that school, whether he was a good guy or a bad guy, a hero or a villain, whether he was isolated by campus violence, or foolishly liked someone who was not worth it, and was played in the palm of his hand, Su Rong would not despise him in the slightest .

This kind of trust cannot be obtained through explanation and begging, if there is no, there is no.

Just like now, after hearing this sentence, Li Shang didn't believe him, he just grabbed Su Rong by the collar suddenly, pushed him against the wall and kissed him.It's always like this, even if he sees Su Rong's good side, it won't add a little trust, but makes him want to confirm that he owns this person through the most primitive way.Like a wounded lion or tiger, it always has to drag its prey back to its lair before enjoying it with peace of mind.

But this time Su Rong didn't pamper him, but struggled violently.He had never been an opponent of Li Shang, so he could only resist more and more fiercely, and finally ended with a resounding slap in the face.It's not that he hasn't hit Li Shang before, but this time he hit him so hard that the corner of his mouth was broken, but Li Shang didn't hesitate at all, instead he kissed him more forcefully.This is a bloody kiss, violence, pain, possessiveness, this is the language of the Li Shang world, he has no way to believe that Su Rong can accept him like this, except to drag him into the abyss together.

If it hadn't been for the sound of the door, no one can guarantee what this quarrel will turn out in the end.

As soon as the door slammed, Su Rong, who had already succumbed slightly, suddenly struggled violently. Fortunately, Li Shang didn't mess around to the end, and finally let go of Su Rong at the last moment, leaving Mai Mai and the nanny who entered the door alone. Such a horrible picture.

In the evening, Su Rong told Mai Mai a story and slept in Mai Mai's room after the story. Although Mai Mai was happy, she also keenly knew that Su Rong was in a cold war with Li Shang, so she carefully asked him: "Dad, are we moving again?"

The previous move was from the ninth floor to Li Shang's place. In fact, he should have returned to the house Vincent left for Su Rong at that time, but he was in too much pain at that time. He instinctively returned to his lover, wanting to get A little warm, but forget that the person you love is a person without temperature.

The world of adults is always like this, no one will never leave, except their own home.

The next day when Su Rong went out to work, he didn't want to go back to Li Shang's studio, nor did he want to go back to Baili Media. Cheng Man put on makeup, today is a normal interview.

He lived to be almost 26 years old, and he has been living smoothly. For the first time in his life, he was so confused. His work □□□ was at a crossroads, and his master and Pei Yin were all gone.

He left early, Li Shang woke up and ran into nothing, and ran into Mai Mai having breakfast. He didn't have to go to school on Saturday, and was watching an early education cartoon while eating. Of course, Li Shang wouldn't put him in a good mood, so he scanned With a glance at the screen, he said with disgust: "Retarded."

Mai Mai has been immune to his words for a long time. There is a very subtle feeling between him and Li Shang. He knows that he is not venting his emotions. Teach yourself something.

So instead of being angry, he asked him: "Did you quarrel with my dad?"

"none of your business?"

"My father is in a bad mood recently, so don't quarrel with him."

"Why do you think he's in a bad mood? It's because his master has become a monk, and you think you are his treasure. He only cares about his masters and brothers, and has already thrown us aside."

"My dad won't do this, he's too tired..."

"Oh, then why didn't he ask how you were doing in kindergarten?"

"That's because he knows I'm good and I haven't been bullied."

"You're dreaming, you think he knows the ghosts you messed up in the kindergarten, and he can still be so calm, it's no wonder he didn't beat you to death."

Li Shang's words are not groundless, although he has less contact with Maimai Kindergarten and his classmates than Su Rong, but he and Maimai are the same kind of people, but occasionally see the tone of Maimai and his classmates on the phone twice. Out of the whole picture.Mai never told Su Rong about his experience in the kindergarten, and even called the kindergarten classmates, and hung up in a hurry when they saw them coming. Su Rong thought that he and his classmates were not getting along well and were being bullied. The one who bullied his classmates.

Mai Mai's brain is always ridiculed by Li Shang, and his temper is too soft. In fact, it is the darkest among children. He knows how to manipulate people without a teacher.But Su Rong's education somewhat neutralized his dark side. Although he attracted a group of classmates in the kindergarten and became the leader of the children, he also kept the bottom line and did not bully others in isolation, but just made them obedient.But even so, he didn't dare to let Su Rong see how he got along with his classmates, because he knew that Su Rong would definitely disagree.

"Do you think you can keep it a secret for the rest of your life? When Su Rong sees the way you get along with your mentally handicapped classmates, he will definitely tell you to change." Li Shang gloated and smiled at him with a cup of coffee: "He doesn't know the world of children at all. How disgusting, you are either a leader or a follower, you will believe him when the time comes, and you really disbanded your little followers, someone must come to ask you to be a follower."

"But my father said, they will like me for the way I am, I am worthy of being loved, and he will not lie to me."

"Of course he won't lie to you, but he is a fool. He loves you and thinks the whole world will love you. This world sucks."

"Is that why you and my dad fought? He doesn't believe the world sucks?"

"No." Li Shang gulped down the coffee. Iced Americano has always been bitter, but people who have drank it since childhood will not feel it. Even the bitterness lingering on the tip of the tongue has become a proof of security.

"Because I always want him to prove that he loves me," he said.

Compared to Su Rong who ran to sleep with Mai Mai in frustration after a quarrel, Li Shang was much calmer. There was a filming the next morning, and Yin Xi invited him to dinner after the filming.Yin Xi knows that Rita's hand is too long this time, and he also knows that privacy has always been against Li Shang, but making money is important, and more things are worse than less things, so I want to persuade him to continue using Rita. Still cold, he took out two more trainees from the bottom of the box for him to sign.

However, Li Shang did not plan to shake hands easily this time, and there was a publicity event in the afternoon.Le Zijiao’s ability to burn money is still very good. A love movie can burn through the budget. Li Shang and Qin Jianjia were launched to find investment. The makeup artist is Adam, who opened it at Baili Media. There are too many people below, so go to the top to make up , Lin Sa's things have been cleared away, and the rest belong to Su Rong.Li Shang came up with a few interviews, didn't go back to his lounge, went to the dressing room to catch up on sleep, the furnishings were all the same, he still remembered that Su Rong secretly smoked a cigarette when he came back, thinking he couldn't smell it, but was caught by himself Grab a current one.

He has always been very responsive when he sleeps. When he heard someone coming in, he knew that it was Adam looking for something. He didn't move, but he woke up anyway.The place where he slept was behind a row of clothes racks, and he couldn't find it once he entered.

After Vincent left, it is not an exaggeration to say that Adam is the No.1 makeup artist in China, but Li Shang is still polite to him, purely because he is senior brother Su Rong, and now he is very popular in the circle, and he also has a bunch of apprentices when doing makeup. People around flattered him, saying that he was good-looking, but not as famous as him, which made people irritated.

Li Shang seldom praises people for their good looks. He is even indifferent to his own appearance, which is just professionalism.On the contrary, he is very interested in Su Rong's body. Su Rong's pale skin, light hair color, slender fingers, and always lazy appearance all make him feel just right, and even full of interest.

Probably Lin San's prophecy of the charlatan is about to come true, and he will soon become a fool with a love brain.

Li Shang was lying on the chair, just about to go back to sleep, when he smelled a faint burnt smell, he frowned and looked towards the source of the smell.It was a lambskin bag. I don’t know which brother of Su Rong gave it to him. Su Rong likes it very much. Anyway, he always likes to collect some weird things. It is custom-made and his name is printed on it. As a makeup bag, take it everywhere.

At this moment, Adam was sitting on the dressing table, pressing a cigarette on the suitcase, and the delicate lambskin turned black when scalded, and gave off an unpleasant smell of burnt.He stared at the picture with lowered eyes, even he himself didn't know what he was thinking, he just felt a burst of pleasure.

He flew out in the next second, and he could almost feel how he bumped into the makeup mirror and fell down on a pile of cosmetics.I just felt a hand pick him up and press it on the broken vanity mirror.

"Is it you?" Adam heard Li Shang's voice asking.

"What?" He opened his mouth with difficulty, smelling the bloody smell in his mouth, and the place where his lip was smashed was burning with pain.

Li Shang’s face looks like this at such a close distance. It looks like a handsome and gorgeous god statue. At this moment, the god statue’s eyes are full of anger. This scene can even be used as a close-up of a movie, making people guess what can arouse his emotions. Which lucky one.

Anyway, he was always the luckiest one, the best master, the best star, and it was his turn without any suspense, making people feel unqualified to even ask "why".

"The bastard who threw his rabbit to death was you, right?"