red dust upside down

However, Li Shang didn't say anything, he just held Su Rong's hand, the outside of the plane was dark, and the lights on the wings could be seen, every time there was a violent shake, the lights seemed to flicker.This is a small toy made by human beings, but it is a steel monster bird weighing dozens of tons. Countless air currents are moving over the Pacific Ocean. Any small air current can easily destroy this aircraft. It is no more difficult than destroying a paper airplane. , This scene is inevitably reminiscent of the disaster photography I saw in college, the burning engine photographed from the inside of the porthole, or the battered nose of the plane crashing into the forest.No matter how strong a person is, it's time to show some true feelings.

Li Shang still didn't speak.

After another jerk, before he had time to stabilize, he suddenly said: "The day I came back from LA, Huang Lei said that Xiaomai..."

He only said a few words, but Su Rong understood.

That was the last turning point. On the plane back from Los Angeles, everything was beautiful like a dream.It was also very good to see Mai Mai when he came back, even when he grabbed the Mai who kicked Su Rong, it was normal, until he suddenly became cold, followed by a long cold war, then the set, the backstage, the most hurtful sentence Words are spoken.

He knew what Li Shang was talking about. After returning from Los Angeles that day, after seeing the difficulty of wheat at dinner, Huang Lei suddenly and quietly pulled him aside to persuade him to give up wheat.She said she was furious, and Su Rong said it was because Mai Mai was disobedient?She said: This child is too clueless, why is he so troublesome, he would be fine if he had a place to sleep at home, but he still hates the bed.His mother beat him like that, he didn't hate her, but he was so fierce when he came to us, he really bullies the good and fears the evil, he deserves to be so willful?

Su Rong said: "You mean, because Mama Wheat abused him, he is not qualified to be willful?"

"Of course, it's all like this, what else to choose, it's good if someone treats him well." Huang Lei said.

Su Rong's face sank at that moment, and she said: "You can just say this once today, and don't let me hear it again next time. Whether Xiaomai wants to be a good boy or a bad boy, he is qualified. Been abused or not, understand?"

He knew that Huang Lei quietly said in the group afterwards, "Brother Rong is a bit of a virgin", but he didn't know that Li Shang heard it too.He only knew that since that day Li Shang had a cold war with him, and he always thought it was because Li Shang hated wheat.

"I don't know why, after hearing that sentence, I feel that I can't stay by your side any longer." Li Shang's voice said in the short-term stability of the plane.

Su Rong knew that he was explaining why he had a cold war with him, avoiding him like a guerrilla war, maybe the plane was too turbulent, he didn't have time to sort out the emotions in his mind, and he didn't know why his eyes were a little hot.

"Is it because of envy of wheat?" he heard his own voice ask.

"No."

In fact, Su Rong knew the answer. What Li Shang said was not only the answer to the cold war, nor the answer to the "I just want to have sex with you" in the background, nor even the answer to the more hurtful rhetorical question. .What he said was all the answers, including tonight, why he suddenly became a complete bastard, even taunting the elders in such an uneducated manner, to anger Su Rong's answer.

He has never been indifferent, never sharp, and never likes to hurt people.But when he is the most lethal, it is not for hurting people.Su Rong always thought that he was a stubborn rock, a southern wall, and used his refined self-interested values ​​and cold and poisonous tongue to mock and deconstruct everything.However, his greatest natural enemies are precisely those scenes that make him say "ridiculous", "disgusting" and "unbearable", because he cannot digest such scenes, just like a vegetarian who has been a vegetarian for decades and will throw up when he smells oily meat. Just like wheat’s brain teaser about astronomy knowledge, people on earth live on oxygen, while the atmosphere of Mars is full of carbon dioxide, and the air on Mars is poisonous to people on earth, so do Martians think that the air on earth is also poisonous?

The atmosphere of Li Shang's life is Huang Lei's kind of logic, which is the place he is used to and makes him feel safe.Strangeness brings fear, and fear brings hostility.

It's not that Su Rong didn't notice it. He was smart since he was a child, and he had an early insight into the ways of the world. If he couldn't detect Li Shang's cold war because of wheat, then this time he has already noticed the clues. He even vaguely knows why Li Shang suddenly became a jerk.

Last time it was because of Su Rong's reckless kindness towards Mai, this time it was because Vincent loved Su Rong, pure family love.Throughout New Year's Eve, little by little, like water being heated up, finally reached boiling point in the hallway.Li Shang stood there, that vulgar and aging Vincent, he could also love Su Rong so sincerely, chasing after him to give a red envelope to his most beloved little apprentice.All living beings in this world, all the ugly, mediocre, vulgar people, everyone he has ridiculed, disliked or even crushed, from Lu He to the lazy worker on the set, will love and be loved, and they all have their own families , Thousands of lights on New Year's Eve, thousands of families, everyone is reuniting.

This is his personal Mars.

That's why he became so blunt that even Su Rong was aware of it, otherwise Su Rong wouldn't have the sense to warn him after what he said.

Every time he wanted to escape, he would hurt someone.Like a child who is in a hurry to leave, when someone grabs his arm, he punches back.It's just that he has grown to 24 years old, has incomparable wealth and beauty, is handsome and brilliant, he can easily destroy a person, and he has never needed such a pull before, because he has nothing to do with him, until he met Su Rong.

At first, he thought it was because Su Rong liked him, but there are so many people who like him, no one can cause even the slightest resistance to him.Later he realized that it was because he liked Su Rong.Those inextricable connections originally came from himself.

If we stop here, the truth has already been revealed. They are all smart people, and it was because of their smartness that these three years were wasted.What a pity, three years were spent playing with knives and swords, and I didn't even have time to say a word, but now, there is no need to say anything.

But Li Shang still has something to say, it’s really superfluous, liking someone is like this, it will always make people stupid and clumsy, Li Shang discovered early on that he had countless weaknesses, and he didn’t even quarrel with Su Rong anymore .

"I don't hate wheat." He told Su Rong seriously.

"I know."

"I don't like movies."

"I know."

You like economics, so the stories you tell wheat are all boring economic stories, so you can easily see the way Boyi makes that coffee, and even Boyan is surprised by your insights.And yet you didn't choose your major because you didn't want to see the classmates you hated at the Ivy League's business school.You waste your talent and don't do the career you like, just like you waste your beauty and good life by not loving someone.You just refuse to reconcile with this world, you reject the bad of this world and also reject its good, wasting this world and wasting yourself, wasting many years.

What a pity, you told me all the answers as early as that day, when I was sleeping on the ninth floor with a fever.

The plane was still turbulent violently, Su Rong couldn't even see Li Shang's face clearly, he knew that his tears could not help but flow down.

"Li Shang." He heard his own voice calling Li Shang's name.

"I'm here."

"Actually, I've always loved you."

Li Shang didn't speak, he suddenly reached out with difficulty and hugged Su Rong.

"I know," he said.

It doesn't matter if the plane crashes at this moment, he is with Su Rong.But Vincent must be very sad, he didn't even have time to apologize to him, for the offense that Vincent didn't hear but deserves an apology, for bullying his beloved little apprentice for so many years.When watching movies, he often laughs that the director's ambition is too obvious, and the suspension bridge effect is also used as a bad joke, but it turns out that he has experienced it himself, and he will really understand everything in an instant.He has dealt with this world for 24 years, watching from the sidelines, never entering a game.Thinking about it this way, Lu He's preaching like a literary film is not completely meaningless, he always wants Li Shang to live, experience, and love.

It turns out that no matter how many books and movies there are, no amount of ridicule and disdain can compare to living a life by yourself.

He hugged Su Rong in the violent turbulence, waiting for an impact. At this moment, he realized the insignificance of human beings. The outsider's perspective he has always been will not make his life meaningful, but loving someone But it can.However, the impact was delayed, and the plane even gradually stabilized. The darkness outside the porthole even faded, revealing the lights of the airport. The moment the plane landed, the plane shook violently again, shaking the heart back into the chest cavity.Su Rong was sitting on the seat, still in a state of ecstasy, his face was pale and dazed, Li Shang touched his face, but he hadn't reacted yet.

The stewardess also timidly came over to clean up. She didn't expect that the first thing Li Shang said to him was to ask her to call out the captain, and the captain actually came out, with blond hair and blue eyes, a muscular body, and looked very resistant to beating. Li Shang was about to attack when he heard Su Rong call his name.

He turned his head, and Su Rong rushed forward directly, the kind of leap of the rest of his life after a catastrophe, and then he directly held Li Shang's face and kissed him directly.Li Shang was taken aback for a moment, but also reacted.He directly hugged Su Rong's waist, pressed him on the cabin of the plane and kissed him.

What a fool!Su Rong is still alive, so is he, and the first thing that came to his mind was to beat up the captain.

The captain, apparently unaware that he was spared a severe beating, whistled for the scene, apparently admiring the romantic scene, and the stewardess applauded.

"Getaroom!" Someone teased in English, and Li Shang raised his middle finger in response. He kissed Su Rong all over the place, then picked him up and got off the plane.

After that, Su Rong's memory is blurry, because everything in the picture seems to be overexposed, he can't see clearly, only blurred shadows, he doesn't know how he got off the plane, and he doesn't remember what Moyou Island is He doesn't remember what it is to take a seaplane. He vaguely remembers Li Shang saying to him when he got off the plane: "Welcome to my island."

He remembers the reef, the beach, and the rose-red bougainvillea blooming brilliantly, but it appears white under the strong tropical sun, which seems to be his illusion, everything is covered with white light, and he thinks in his mind only one thing.He remembered that Li Shang led him to run along the long beach path, paved with wooden boards, which was actually very short, but it felt so long, and the next moment Li Shang picked him up, pressed him on the porch and kissed, and couldn't even wait to enter the door.They were like two entangled vines, becoming more and more entangled, wishing to strangle each other into each other's flesh and blood, and then share the same body, the light gradually obliterated his reason.

That day in Los Angeles, at the Malibu beach house, he thought that when he asked Lin Sa why he wanted to sleep with Xiao Su, Lin Sa said "you will know when the time comes", because he watched Li Shang build a fire there , suddenly wanted to kiss him.

But this matter is like Huang Lei and the others driving in the group, saying that many women have never had an orgasm in their lives, Gao Gui was puzzled, saying that she didn't know if she had, Huang Lei said that if you also doubt whether it is true, Then definitely not.When it comes, you will know it yourself.

This analogy is a bit strange, and perhaps a little funny.

But it couldn't be more appropriate.

He waited in fear for a long time, and even doubted every moment. He was worried about missing it and worrying about it happening.

It turned out that when the time came, he himself understood.

The author has something to say: Getaroom! = Let's go open a room!

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