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Li Shang paused as he lowered his head to eat, then raised his head and asked, "Are you serious, or joking?"

"I'm serious."

His eyes seemed to darken in an instant, or maybe it was just his own illusion, Su Rong didn't have time to tell, because the next second he had already leaned over to kiss him, there was a warm scent of milk between his lips and teeth, and his fingers were pinching Su Rong's chin , Feeling slightly cool to the touch, Su Rong instinctively stepped back, hearing the sound of the cup being knocked over.

"cup……"

"Don't worry about it." Li Shang's voice was a little hoarse, and he kissed Su Rong until he leaned against the sofa, then he picked up Su Rong, pressed him on the sofa, and kissed him intently. His kissing skills have always been superb, and it was easy The loose kiss was so soul-stirring, it even made people feel flustered, because there was a momentary blank in the mind, and they didn't know where they were.Su Rong grabbed her hair instinctively. Li Shang was used to taking a shower in the morning. His hair had a slightly damp feeling from just being blown on, and it felt good to the touch.Of course, his whole body feels very good, full of vitality, like a unicorn in the morning sun in the forest, or something like a leopard, because the waist is really slender and beautiful, and the muscles are properly covered on the bones. The movement of the clothes looks like a movie shot.And his smiling eyes are so gentle, almost giving people the illusion of being loved.

Those girls were probably "in the bag" because of this.

This idea is like a balloon punctured a hole, and the smoke spread out from the hole, filling the whole world, but in this situation, it doesn't make people painful, it only makes people feel sober and falling, like The illusion before going to sleep, sinking into the dark place, but lazy and voluntary, not even wanting to move a finger.

Li Shang was a little surprised by Su Rong's slight struggle. He watched Su Rong break free in surprise, thinking that he was going to run away like before, but he just blushed and said, "I'll take something."

"what?"

Soon he knew what it was, because Su Rong dug out a box that looked like a medicine box from the bedroom, and quietly laid out the contents. There are still traces of kissing, this scene should be very charming.

"what is this?"

"Lubricating oil." Su Rong introduced quietly: "There are also condoms..."

"Of course I know it's lubricating oil." Li Shang looked at him in surprise: "But why do you have..."

Su Rong looked at him calmly: "Sex between men is for this. Don't you know?"

"I know, but," when Li Shang realized for the first time in his life that he was also at a loss for words, he was speechless for a while looking at Su Rong's calm eyes, and even asked subconsciously again: "But Why do you have it?"

Su Rong already guessed what he couldn't say exactly.

"Why can't I have it? As you said, I'm an adult with normal physical needs. And if I remember correctly, you don't have any virginity complex..."

"Of course I don't have a virgin complex, and I'm not a barbarian from the last century!"

"Then why do you mind that I have been in love with other men?" Su Rong hit the nail on the head: "I thought you knew that I also had a relationship experience."

If Lin Sa, who gave him these things, was here, he would definitely disapprove of Su Rong's behavior, because he was deliberately conniving at Li Shang's misunderstanding. The year Su Rong met Li Shang, he had just graduated from university, and all his love experiences were also in vain. It's just talking about two girls, but Li Shang obviously only knows him so well when he has dated men and had a relationship.

He didn't know why he did this, it was obviously a very good morning, everything was just right, according to Huang Lei's expectations, it was time to be moved, and then it would be a matter of course, and he was "in the bag" like Yan Siyun and the others, maybe The experience is still very cool, and I can't help but try again and again until Li Shang gets tired of it.

But he just couldn't help saying it.

As expected, Li Shang was also moved by this sentence, his stabbed expression turned out to be like this, Mo Lan's pupils trembled for a moment, a tiger who was severely beaten in the circus, because of his huge body and natural expression , even more pitiful, who can't help but feel soft-hearted?

In fact, Su Rong knows why he is suffering. The education he has received for more than ten years, those concepts of sexual freedom, sexual independence, and separation of sex and love, are just like the gentleman's etiquette that restricts him from using it, like a skin. , constituted his exterior, yet his inner soul, that Frankensteinian monster, like an untamed tiger, contradicted this shell.His hostility, his arrogance, and his fatal desire to possess, bit his heart like a beast.

He couldn't even stand Zhan Xingzhou's clothes, let alone this one.

"I thought you had the most advanced sexual concepts, as you said, sex is sex..."

"I also said that the only prerequisite for sex is that both parties are sober, voluntary and safe. This will not change now."

"Then what do you still care about?" Su Rong asked calmly.

Li Shang didn't answer, he just stood up, he seemed to be angry, this anger quickly turned into anger, but he didn't seem to be angry with Su Rong, but rather angry with himself.This anger obviously had great power, and he even started to walk around anxiously. The bedroom was very narrow, and he walked in circles like a wild animal trapped in a cage.

Probably emotions are really warm, Su Rong can almost see the flame on his body, that flame is burning him, just like burning his heart every night in the past.

"Is it Zhan Xingzhou?" Li Shang asked suddenly.

His eyes were so murderous, if Zhan Xingzhou was here, he would be crushed to death in about a second.

"Why do you always have trouble with Zhan Xingzhou?" Su Rong's words fell on deaf ears to him, so he could only reply: "No."

He continued to circle around. This scene was really heartbreaking, like seeing a lion and a tiger imprisoned in pain in a zoo, but Su Rong knew that Li Shang's pain was not deep, but it was too strange to him, like a free-spirited man in the wild. The beast has human emotions on the first day, so the reaction is so huge, he doesn't even know that liking itself is exclusive.

Soon he asked again: "Who is that?"

"I don't seem to have asked how many people you have slept with." Su Rong told him calmly.

Li Shang was furious and knew that this was logically unreasonable, but he refused to give up. He has always followed his own emotions, acted recklessly, and refused to suffer a little grievance. Even if he restrained himself a little recently, there is a limit.

Su Rong was indifferent to his eyes.

"Is it still possible?" he even asked.

His tone is very similar to that of Li Shang back then, but fortunately Li Shang was still in a state of confusion, he didn't notice it, he just didn't speak.

"Then I put it away." Su Rongdang answered him.

He really put away that set of things seriously, and put them back next to the bed, which means waiting for them to come in handy next time.

Li Shang was completely enraged.

"Why, if I don't do it, are you going to find someone else?"

"Even if I find someone else, you are not qualified to control it. I don't seem to have cared about who you slept with."

Li Shang laughed angrily at him, he obviously found some familiar rhythm.

"So is this your revenge? Revenge that I slept with someone else. You think I will be jealous? Is this your logic? I want to have a good time with you, and you start to settle the score?"

"It's you who has a problem with logic. You said it yourself, you just want to sleep with me, and now I even have things ready," Su Rongjing looked into his eyes and asked, "Why are you unhappy?"

The last sentence was as sharp as a blade, and Li Shang's expression was almost momentarily stunned. He was always a novice in the matter of emotions, and no matter how high his IQ was, he was still in the quagmire of emotions at this time. He didn't even know what turbulent emotions Where did the emotion come from, like he didn't know why he couldn't quarrel with Su Rong today.

It should be the same at the moment when the victorious general in the boxing ring was knocked down, the surprise was more than the pain, it took a long time before those emotions gradually came up, day after day, let him understand.

In fact, Su Rong knew why Li Shang lost this time. Rather than saying that he couldn't beat it, it was better to say that it happened suddenly.

Su Rong's words, compared to what he said before, are too childish, and this small wound may not even be considered a scratch to the former Li Shang.

The reason why he felt the pain was because he didn't expect that the person who stabbed him would be Su Rong.

After this time, it was quiet for another two days. The studio was closed and boring. Their stories had probably become a fun show for the girls after dinner. Even Lu Yunbai was not immune. Shang ran to share a table with Su Rong and the others, and she took the initiative to stir up the topic: "It's terrible, the world is really going to warm up, and the icebergs are melting."

In fact, it is common for artists to have dinner with their work team, but anyone with a discerning eye can see that they are not talking now. In the past, Li businessmen would have to walk away when they were sitting together. It is really rare to take the initiative to sit here.There is a feeling of putting down the butcher's knife and becoming a Buddha immediately, which is naturally praised by everyone.

Li Shang really has a better temper recently, so he didn't scold her, but said coldly: "Eat your own food, leave us alone."

"Oh, it's all become 'us'." Lu Yunbai still just smiled.

In fact, Su Rong also knows that Li Shang has changed recently. When he likes a person, he is always like this. He is full of flaws. He likes this kind of thing that is always like light, or like soft vines that grow day and night. revealing.Even if you just had a quarrel, you can't be ruthless to the end.

This time it was Li Shang who even took the initiative to speak. After the second day of filming, he suddenly called Su Rong. At that time, he and Su Rong were both in the room. He really couldn't see the need to use the phone instead of meeting in person.

But Su Rong knew it when he picked up the phone, because he couldn't say these words in person.

"I figured it out," he said.

"What do you want to understand?" Su Rong was still trying to be indifferent.

"I don't mind your past, I'm not someone with such double standards." His voice was calm and restrained: "It's just because I know in my heart that you are different from me. If you sleep with someone, it must be because you like him very much."

He said: "I just can't accept that you once liked others as much as you liked me. Just thinking about it makes me angry. But the anger is not your responsibility, I will deal with it myself."

After saying this, he hung up the phone without giving Su Rong any room to answer.

It was eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, and the moonlight fell in front of the window. Su Rong hung up the phone and lay in the darkness. It is said that this year's spring is very early, and the warm winter in the south of the Yangtze River almost gives people the illusion of spring in the air.

A boxer who is out of the ring still retains his strong will and clear wisdom. Even if he changes careers and becomes a gardener, he can still grow roses that make people fascinated.

He is Li Shang, and he always wins.

At night Su Rong dreamed of the tiger again. In the past few years, he occasionally dreamed of a tiger standing far away in the forest, sometimes far and sometimes close, most of the time, he just looked at him quietly, The fear and trembling in the dream, I can still remember when I wake up, it is a sense of loss of control that is close to death.

When he woke up this time, he no longer felt afraid.

He was going to be eaten by a tiger, he knew it.

It doesn't matter, he told himself softly, so many people have been eaten by tigers, just like Lin Sa, just treat it as a long sweet dream, when the tiger is gone, you can pick up those broken bones , and pieced myself back together.

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