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Xiao Ran woke up from the cold in the middle of the night, and the end of the kang is always the fastest to cool down.

I wanted to wait until dawn, but I picked up my phone and checked that it was only three o'clock in the morning. I don't know how long it would take if I resisted.

Xiao Ran sighed, carefully got out of bed, and walked out of the bedroom with his mobile phone.

Passing by the other side, I saw Jiang Shiyan and Lin Zhou hugging each other and sleeping soundly. The main reason was that they were in the same quilt and covered with two quilts.

Because you are single.

Thinking of this, Xiao Ran amused himself for a while, then gently closed the door, and then found firewood to light the fire.

In fact, Jiang Shiyan and Lin Zhou were together, and he was really happy from the bottom of his heart.

Back then, Jiang Shiyan's drunken scene made him thrilled.

In terms of the relationship between men and women, he has not paid much attention to it. He has spent all these years in his career. Pay a hundred times and a thousand times more effort than others.

Seeing a lot of cold-eyed ridicule and sarcasm, the most difficult time was when Jiang Shiyan gave him a hand. Of course, in Jiang Shiyan's words, he just took a fancy to his ability, nothing else.

This statement made him feel very comfortable, and it had nothing to do with sympathy and charity, it was just because he was worth it.

He thought that Jiang Shiyan, who was as indifferent as Jiang Shiyan, would be calm and self-sufficient emotionally, but he was wrong. He had never seen the man who was crazy and nearly collapsed after being drunk.

After venting, the person lay down on the table and shouted "Lin Zhou" in a hoarse voice. It was not the first time he knew the name Lin Zhou. It was the first time he heard the name "Lin Zhou" from Jiang Shiyan's mouth, and it was also the only time he heard it within those two years.

He obviously couldn't restrain his love to the depths, but he restrained it with a restraint force he couldn't understand for two years.

Up to now, Xiao Ran still couldn't understand what Jiang Shiyan was thinking. If it was him, he might use whatever means to keep this person by his side.

After all, life is short, so there are so many last resorts.

Xiao Ran sighed, he is a single dog, why is he pretending to be a lover here.

Anyway, now that they're together, it's great.

Really good.

Xiao Ranran's supper: [I want sweet love! 】

——Sister, send out the full version of the GIF video that day, and you will have sweet love.

——Sister, please, please post the video, and I will make a wish for you to have a handsome boyfriend who is 1.9 meters tall.

——Ah, I want to see if the boss hugged Zhou Zhou's waist that day. I wish you a handsome boyfriend.

……

Xiao Ran: Damn it, you are all devils, right?

The door was opened, Xiao Ran raised his head, and saw Jiang Shiyan coming out with his clothes on.

"Is the kang cold?" Jiang Shiyan asked him.

Xiao Ran sighed, "Didn't I ask for this?"

"You also know that you asked for it?" Jiang Shiyan hooked a bench and sat down beside him.

"My pleasure."

Xiao Ran clicked his tongue, "Do you think I'm disturbing the world of the two of you?"

Jiang Shiyan glanced at him, "Are you jealous?"

Jiang Shiyan took out a cigarette and handed him one, then lit one himself.

Xiao Ran lit a cigarette and took a puff before he said, "What are you doing up?"

Jiang Shiyan paused for a few seconds before saying: "Lin Zhou is afraid of the cold, I thought... Who knew you got up first."

"...Damn it, I shouldn't have asked, just eat a mouthful of dog food." Xiao Ran rolled his eyes speechlessly.

After finishing speaking, Xiao Ran felt that something was wrong again, he always put himself as a CP fan, and the first reaction when encountering things was to knock down sugar and dog food.

No, it can't go on like this, it's not his personality.

Jiang Shiyan smoked quietly, staring at the fire under the stove in a daze.

Xiao Ran saw a few sweet potatoes in the corner of the house, took the sweet potatoes and stuffed them under the black ash in the stove and buried them.

After doing all this, Xiao Ran looked at Jiang Shiyan, "It stands to reason that Lin Zhou agreed to you, you should be happy, why didn't I feel how happy you are in the past few days?" Lin Zhou seemed more excited than him Many people who didn't know thought it was Lin Zhou who had been secretly in love with him for more than ten years.

Jiang Shiyan flicked the cigarette ash and stretched his legs, "How can you be happy?"

"I don't know how it feels to have a crush on someone for more than ten years. If you really want to compare it, it's like... If someone throws more than a billion yuan in my face and says, this is the country that I laid down for you, what do you take?" Come on, I might jump three feet high and land spinning and jumping."

Xiao Ran looked forward to it, "Then I'll tell you that I'm going to resign and I won't serve you anymore."

"You and Lin Zhou made their debut together, they both like money." Jiang Shiyan bit his cigarette and couldn't explain it.

"It's not the same." Xiao Ran laughed at himself. He loves money because he was poor and grew up. For many years, he couldn't ask for money.

Money is a sense of security for him.

Jiang Shiyan glanced at him and didn't ask any more questions.

Xiao Ran didn't speak any more. Jiang Shiyan would only say what he wanted to say, and he wouldn't say a word if you pried his mouth open.

The firewood under the stove was crackling, and there were no neon lights or hustle and bustle at night in the winter countryside, and even the air seemed different.

After smoking a cigarette, Jiang Shiyan stubbed out the cigarette butt, picked up a can of beer, opened it and took a sip.

The cold liquid fell down the throat and into the stomach, and even the brain was awake.

"Actually, when Lin Zhou and I are together, I feel more apprehensive than excited." His slender fingers pinched the beer can, and because of the force, a piece of the can was dented.

"...Why?" Xiao Ran didn't understand, "Didn't you wait for many years?"

Jiang Shiyan pursed his lips, and said in a low voice: "Lin Zhou... I have been soft-hearted since I was a child..."

Jiang Shiyan is not used to talking about his thoughts with others, and he has never talked with others. Even when he met Zhao Jing on the playground when he was in college, he only spoke a few words, so he didn't know what to say.

Say something and think about it for a long time.

"Do you know how this scar on the corner of my eye is left?"

Xiao Ran didn't know at first, but since Jiang Shiyan asked this question, he still asked it on this topic, so he can guess it.

"With Lin Zhou

close? "Xiao Ran said.

Jiang Shiyan nodded, "Actually, I was the cause, but the final result was that I blocked Lin Zhou for a while, leaving this scar."

"So, Lin Zhou always felt that he owed you?"

Jiang Shiyan shook his head, "It's not that I owe you, Lin Zhou wouldn't think so, but if the situation at that time hadn't been for Lin Zhou's reaction to quickly pull me, the knife would have been inserted into my chest, so Lin Zhou always felt that I died once for him."

Xiao Ran raised his eyebrows.

"How should I put it..." Jiang Shiyan sighed, and took a sip of beer, "I always knew that as long as I forced him, he would definitely agree to me."

"He will never refuse anything." Jiang Shiyan added.

Xiao Ran smacked, "That's why you were so determined to break up with him at the beginning?"

"Yes." Jiang Shiyan lowered his eyes, squeezed and loosened his fingers on the beer can, squeezed again, and then let go, "I don't want to force him, but I'm afraid I can't help forcing him... It's all gone now used……"

"It's useless to say?" Xiao Ran yawned, "Boss, now it's not about men dating women, but now men and men. If you kiss me now, I can beat you to the third degree of disability. You Believe it or not?"

Jiang Shiyan looked at him for a few seconds, "I don't want to kiss you, I might vomit."

Xiao Ran: "..."

He really can't play the role of a confidant big brother.

Jiang Shiyan didn't speak, he understood what Xiao Ran meant.

This is also one of the reasons why he feels at ease, at least Lin Zhou does not reject close contact with him.

"Lin Zhou is not a fool. We are all adults and know what we want." Xiao Ran stretched his waist, "No one in this world treats him better than you. If there is a man who treats him like you For me, I..."

Xiao Ran was stuck for a few seconds, "I can't fucking bend..."

"Actually, you can try."

The sudden sound startled the two of them, and Xiao Ran almost slipped off the stool without finishing stretching.

Jiang Shiyan looked at Lin Zhou standing at the door of the bedroom, his eyes narrowed sharply, his throat moved without making a sound.

Lin Zhou didn't look at him, but raised his chin at Xiao Ran, "I said the same thing at the beginning, I swear, I will never be able to bend a fucking man, now I slap my face and bend into a mosquito coil, you can try it , Maybe it will open the door to a new world."

"...I don't want to open this door..." Xiao Ran sat up straight, "Tomorrow... no, I will find a girlfriend after this variety show is over."

Lin Zhou smiled mysteriously at him, "I wish you good luck."

Xiao Ran shuddered, why the fuck was he a little guilty?

It must be too psychedelic to knock cp knock.

"You." Lin Zhou suddenly looked at Jiang Shiyan, expressionless, "Come in."

After Lin Zhou finished speaking, he slammed the door vigorously, then climbed onto the kang and got into the bed. After standing there for a while, he froze to death. Fortunately, Xiao Ran lit the fire, and the kang became warm again.

Jiang Shiyan paused for half a minute before standing up and walking towards the bedroom, Xiao Ran held back for a few seconds, and passed Lin Zhou's blessings to Jiang Shiyan, "I wish you good luck."

As long as this blessing is sent out, he can still find his daughter.

friend.

Jiang Shiyan entered the room, stood there for a while, then reached into Lin Zhou's quilt to feel it, "Is it hot?"

"You come up." Lin Zhou stepped aside.

As soon as Jiang Shiyan lifted the quilt, Lin Zhou came up to him and sniffed, then frowned, "Smoking and drinking?"

Jiang Shiyan hugged him, put the quilt on the two of them, and explained: "I wanted to go down to make a fire, but Xiao Ran woke up from the cold, so I chatted for a while." Lin Zhou must have heard something, but he was not sure How much he heard.

"Oh, I woke up when you got up."

Jiang Shiyan's body stiffened for a moment, and he didn't speak for a long time.

Lin Zhou has always been a heavy sleeper. As long as he falls asleep, he won't wake up even if the sky falls. That's why he said this to Xiao Ran so reassuringly.

Lin Zhou pushed Jiang Shiyan away, turned his back to him, and said in a bad tone, "Ask me directly if you have anything to do in the future. It's useless to ask Xiao Ran, is he dating you?"

Jiang Shiyan didn't know what to say, and reached out to touch Lin Zhou's arm, but Lin Zhou slapped him away.

For a long time, no one in the house spoke.

Lin Zhou glanced at him sideways, reached out and turned off the light.

Darkness can sometimes be scary, but sometimes it can also make people feel safe, like now.

"Now let you ask, but you don't ask." Lin Zhou couldn't hold back, and gave him a blank look in the dark.

"Ask... what?" Jiang Shiyan's brain froze a bit.

Lin Zhou sat up abruptly, facing him face to face, with the tip of his nose stuck to his.

Between breaths, Lin Zhou said softly: "Ask me if I like you, if I love you."

Jiang Shiyan's breathing stopped suddenly, seeing Lin Zhou at such a close distance, he felt his vision blurred.

Jiang Shiyan closed his eyes subconsciously, surrounded by the familiar aura belonging to Lin Zhou, like a deadly and psychedelic smell, which made Jiang Shiyan a little confused, he might have heard something wrong.

The person opposite didn't speak for a long time, Lin Zhou ground his teeth, and bit the tip of Jiang Shiyan's nose.

Jiang Shiyan hissed, and instinctively hooked Lin Zhou's waist and pulled him into his arms.

Lin Zhou pinched his chin and growled in a low voice, "You're asking."

Jiang Shiyan looked at him. In the dark, he couldn't see Lin Zhou's face clearly, nor his expression, but he could see the clear light in his eyes.

"Lin Zhou, do you... like... me...? Do you love... me?"

It was extremely difficult for Jiang Shiyan to say this, and he got stuck in a sentence several times. After he finished speaking, his heartbeat in his chest kept beating.

To be honest, he hasn't felt this way for a long time. He is uneasy, anxious and full of expectations.

"I don't know." Lin Zhou put down three words very readily.

Jiang Shiyan couldn't tell what it was like, and he wasn't disappointed. He seemed to be expecting it, but he still had some expectations. Since Lin Zhou asked him to ask, naturally he wouldn't just say "I don't know".

"Jiang Shiyan." Lin Zhou held his face in both hands, pressed his lips to his lips, and said softly with only two voices: "I have never been in love, and I don't know how to define liking and love, but apart from You, I don’t want anyone, I’m very happy in my relationship now, very happy, I just want to be with you, I think this is liking, this is love.”

"No one can give me this feeling except you."

"It can only be you, understand?"

For a long time, Lin Zhou didn't hear Jiang Shiyan's voice. Just when he was about to speak, he felt a drop of warm liquid fall on the corner of his lips.

Lin Zhou hesitated and subconsciously stuck out his tongue to lick it, it was salty and astringent.

"Understood." Jiang Shiyan kissed the corner of his lips, his voice was a little hoarse, "I want to go out for a cigarette, okay?"

"I'll give you 10 minute."

When Jiang Shiyan stood up, the jade pendant around his neck touched Lin Zhou's emerald beads, making a jingling sound.

The jade pendant hanging around Jiang Shiyan's neck was given by Lin Yishan and Zhou Qing at that time, and Lin Zhou also wore it before. Later, when he got the jade beads, Lin Zhou put the jade pendant away.

Lin Zhou lightly touched the emerald beads on his neck and lay down on his back, licking the corners of his mouth, just now...tears, right?

When Jiang Shiyan came out of the bedroom, he saw Xiao Ran shivering in front of the stove with his arms folded over his chest. After seeing him, he asked with chattering teeth: "I, I, I, can I go in?"

"Who stopped you?" Jiang Shiyan lit a cigarette with a lighter.

Xiao Ran: "..."

fuck...

Where the hell is heaven?

作者有话要说:感谢在2020-04-0821:49:09~2020-04-0923:47:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 jiujiu fish;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: Nidie 851350 bottles; Moonlight Girl, White Bear Gentleman, Fstoaze_, Qiqi, Xining 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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