lost spark

The school arranges invigilation. Several exams are concentrated in one week. Ye Ting mostly invigilates the exams with Wu Pingyu and another teacher to help mark the papers. Go to Qu Yixiao's side.

After an English invigilation exam was over, the handed-in test papers were sorted out and put into bags, and Wu Pingyu took them away. Ye Ting returned to the office, just when Lu Yu called to ask about the follow-up of his reckless marriage.

"What is it?" Ye Ting said vaguely.

"Of course it's about you, did you have sex, did you go to bed," Lu Yu said, "I've heard your story for so many years, and I only heard half of it. I don't know what kind of person you are, but I know you. Of course not, you coward."

Lu Yu is one of the few confidantes of Ye Ting, and he is really good for Ye Ting.The days of studying abroad were boring. When Ye Ting first arrived abroad, she shrunk herself into a small quail and did not get in touch with anyone. There was only Lu Yu, a friend who could talk.

They have been together for several years, and Ye Ting's casual tone, Lu Yu knows whether Ye Ting's mood is good or bad.

In the past, Lu Yu used to joke that Ye Ting might be his brother-in-law if there was no Qu Yixiao in front of him. Ye Ting stared blankly at the air and replied, if there was no Qu Yixiao, why would he come here.

"If you like girls, Lu Yao doesn't have to ask me where you are every day. If I like boys, I'll fuck you up. It's not bad for me to grab a man from my sister."

Ye Ting said coldly: "You better not even think about it."

"Haha, yes, I dare not." Lu Yu didn't take the joke too far, for fear that Ye Ting would get angry.

He has never met Qu Yixiao, and in fact Ye Ting seldom mentions it. He only knows how stubborn Ye Ting is. He has identified a person for the rest of his life. He doesn't want to say frustrating words in front of Ye Ting, so he tells him to wait a while later. Going back home for a while.

After hanging up the phone, Ye Ting began to think.

He and Qu Yixiao managed to get along well, but it wasn't what he wanted. He was Qu Yixiao's other half, which meant more than a boyfriend. They lived together, and they couldn't just be silent.

Love and sex are inconspicuous in silence.

They didn't go any farther. Sadly, they slept in the same bed for a long time, but the hug behind the back a few days ago was the limit of physical communication.When Qu Yixiao was two meters away from him, Ye Ting wanted to hug him, hug him, just wanted to hug him tighter.

There are 1 seconds in 60 minute, and there is one tenth of an emotional climax in 60 seconds. If you are a daring person, you will definitely be able to press your sweetheart against the wall and kiss hard.

Lu Yu was right, Ye Ting was very timid, he was pushed away by Qu Yixiao, and his great loss drained his courage to approach again.

He was alone at home tonight. An hour ago, Qu Yixiao sent a message saying that he had other matters tonight. Qu Yixiao did not reply to Ye Ting's request to go together.

Sometime when he was eating alone, he forgot the taste of the food, ran to the entrance, took out the wallet in his bag, took out a small half note torn from a homework book of unknown age, and read the words on it cherishingly. few lines.

After reading each sentence carefully, Ye Ting's heart seemed to relax.

The note reads:

Dear little friend Ye Ting, last night you snored twice and burrowed into my arms five times. I told you about the snoring not to make you ashamed, but because the sound of your breathing made you lean against my chest. Delicate and cute.

I like your beautiful eyes, when you are asleep, I like your fluttering eyelashes, I use my eyes to stretch the bridge of your nose, I even want to steal your nightmares, and give you back the moon without missing corners all night .

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At night, the lights of Tongzilou are dimly lit, and there are endless noises of insects chirping.

Qu Yixiao cooked three dishes and placed them on the simple and narrow wooden table. Zhang Chengli washed his hands and wiped them casually on the hem of his trousers. Seeing from the door, Qu Yixiao was working hard, like when he was seventeen or eighteen years old. .

The fragrance permeates the room, and the young man has already prepared his half glass of wine. The small room carries the vicissitudes of life, and also hides the warm moments.

Zhang Chengli went over to sit down. His short sleeves were severely deformed, so dirty that they couldn't see their original colors. They were loosely fitted on his short body, and his face was very ugly.His Mandarin is not standard, with some local accents: "Recently, I've come here more diligently."

"You don't want to see me?" Qu Yixiao sat opposite, with a glass of boiled water in front of him.

"Just for your pity's sake, I just asked you to come and have a hot meal." Zhang Chengli put a salted peanut in his mouth and put it in his mouth with a sip of wine. He quit for a while before, and then soaked in a vat Medicinal wine to relieve hunger.

Qu Yixiao smiled silently and did not speak.

Zhang Chengli glanced at him while he was drinking with his head up, and drained the wine in the glass, "You said you are married, and you look the same as before."

"What should I change?"

"Then I have to ask you." Zhang Chengli seemed to be joking: "Back to you, I'm so shameless."

"Drink your wine." After speaking, he found that Zhang Chengli was looking at himself with eyes that seemed to see through everything. Qu Yixiao thought for a while, and then said: "He doesn't know yet."

"He doesn't even know?" Zhang Chengli asked.

Qu Yixiao ate the vegetables with his eyebrows lowered.

"I only heard you talk about your marriage, but I don't know the details. Tell me about it today, just for drinking."

"You've never been married, what are you listening to?" Qu Yixiao mercilessly poked his sore spot.

Zhang Chengli was naturally angry, almost choked, and put down his glass heavily: "I'm going to listen, little brat."

Qu Yixiao fell silent.

It wasn't because Zhang Chengli really didn't understand, but because he also pretended to be confused. He wanted to learn to replace boiled water with wine and drink quickly, but he could only pick up his chopsticks and chomp down on the vegetables, without being able to say a word.

When leaving, Zhang Chengli walked behind and sighed, Qu Yixiao couldn't help but look back, with this person who spent half his life in hard times for two years, he had never heard Zhang Chengli sigh like this.

"I don't read much, but I can read a few words. I have little knowledge, but I see many people, pure, vicious, rich, and poor like me. You are not a reckless person, let him When I marry you, no matter what, I should have the answer in my heart."

If you leave a person aside, you will get him and sacrifice him again.Bad people doing good deeds are self-salvation, and good people doing bad deeds are a kind of self-torture. The world does not distinguish between black and white, but one must distinguish between good and bad in life.

A second before Qu Yixiao came home, Ye Ting fell on the bed, with his hands folded on his chest, looking at the ceiling, his face was peaceful, and he groaned in his heart why Qu Yixiao didn't come back, and then there was movement outside the door, Ye Ting quickly threw off his shoes Climb on the pillow and pretend to be asleep.

If two people had lived together for a long time, they would be able to distinguish each other's footsteps. He heard Qu Yixiao walking in and out, and the sound of the bottom of the slippers stepping on the floor was short and light, without any pressure of procrastination.

Ye Ting was very gloomy in her heart, and angrily thought that Qu Yixiao was a villain, and she was so confident in not replying to his message, thinking about it, she was discouraged again, Qu Yixiao probably didn't care whether he was angry or not.

The sound of water in the bathroom didn't know how long it had stopped, and the place beside him sank, together with the scent of shower gel, Ye Ting's eyebrows twitched, he turned around rustlingly, under the dim light, Qu Yixiao was also looking at him .

Four eyes met suddenly, Ye Ting was dumbfounded.Qu Yixiao came back so late more than once, but never slept on the sofa, this made Ye Ting feel warm and comfortable, and all the stuffiness would dissipate.

"I haven't slept yet." Qu Yixiao said, the deserted night made his voice lower unconsciously.

If someone stays up late at night, it must be because they want to whisper, in order to talk about everything with the person next to them.

"You are willing to talk to me." Ye Ting looked at him intently.

"When did I ignore you?"

"You didn't reply to my message." This was the smallest thing, Ye Ting still wanted to touch the phone to make himself appear justified instead of being unreasonable, but he quickly stopped.He hoped that Qu Yixiao would come to coax him, but when the words came to his lips, he took the lead in dispelling the anxiety in his heart: "You can scold me when you are angry, I won't cry, if you don't want me to follow you can clearly refuse, just don't ignore me .”

The distance between the two is only one fist away. Compared with Ye Ting's facial features when he was young, he is beautiful and delicate when he is an adult. Anyone who sees this face will fall in love with him. .

"Sorry, I won't."

Ye Ting thought that Qu Yixiao agreed to his request, maybe because he was too happy, he didn't even intend to communicate further, and soon fell asleep.

Qu Yixiao looked at Ye Ting, every night when Ye Ting was asleep, he would look at him so seriously.

Since getting married, he has often fallen into an illusion. This feeling is familiar. In the house with whitewashed walls and an electric heater, they bargain for a math problem or an English word.

Usually Qu Yixiao likes to compromise.

He forced himself not to think about those happy days in the past, and he didn't think about the tooth mark hidden on the inside of the slender arm under the quilt. He found it the day Ye Ting came to deliver the food, and he didn't think about what he said. The bite is so deep that the marks are so deep.