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Like suffocation after lack of oxygen, like dying.

Is this what it feels like to miss the most important person and regret it?

Bai Mo has never experienced this feeling, but he has experienced sinking to the bottom of the deep water. That feeling is still fresh in his memory, as if the god of death is close at hand.

Therefore, Bai Mo can probably imagine what You Xiangzuo said, and at the same time, he is also very afraid that he will have the same experience.

But, fortunately, he will not miss the deserted city.

Can you really not miss it?

The deserted city next door has already moved away, and he appeared here today only because of his overnight stay last night, and he seems to have left now, so will the deserted city still appear in the future?

Will he see Huangcheng again every day?

Bai Mo kept asking himself from the bottom of his heart, and he couldn't be sure of the answer every time, but there was one answer that he had thought about many times, and it was...

will not.

Why do people who have a new home often come to him?

And he broadcasts live every day, even if the deserted city came to him, he probably wouldn't have the chance to do other things,

Therefore, once the deserted city left the next door, the distance between them changed from close at hand to far away.

But... he can't agree to the word "marriage" that Huangcheng said casually before, although if they get married, the two will definitely be together, and even Huangcheng may move back, but... that kind of thing, if others know ...

Bai Mo was silent for a long time, and finally he decided to tentatively ask You Xiangzuo on the other end of the phone, "But Xiangzuo, have you ever thought that if you marry him, how many strange looks and pointing fingers you will have in the future?" , This kind of thing, there is [-]% resistance at the beginning, but later on, one day it will be unbearable."

With this sentence, Bai Mo was not only asking You Xiangzuo, but also the bold self in his heart.

The memories of the past are unforgettable to him, even the person who is most willing to protect him chooses to stand against him in the end.

Although he was not to blame, but after that, Bai Mo became estranged from everyone, family members, relatives, friends, he never met again, and even secretly came to this lonely city alone.

He once thought that his parents might be worried about him and looked for him anxiously, but when he went back, what he saw was a happy family.

That family doesn't need him, and doesn't need his son who exists like a shame.

All because he's gay.

In fact, when the family first found out about this matter, they didn't show much indifference, but later, they pointed more and more, and they couldn't resist.

If you like someone and stay with him recklessly, the price is really high. Bai Mo is not afraid to bear it, but what he is afraid of is that the person next to him will change his mind from willing to unwilling.

This is also the reason why Bai Mo has always resisted the deserted city.

After hearing this sentence, You Xiangzuo calmed down, as if he was also thinking about this question, but soon, he spoke:

"He will not."

The short answer made Bai Mo unable to react for a while, "Huh?"

"He won't leave me, but if there is such a day, I think I don't like him anymore, because he has become a person who will leave me, and he is no longer what I like. Since I don't like it, I decided to There is only one, separate." Every time Yu Xiangzuo thinks about something, it is very simple.

If you leave him, you just don't like him, and you don't like the person who will leave him, so they don't like each other, so there is no need to be together.

"But, even if this is the case, you will not be happy, right?" It was like a feeling of being betrayed.

"Well, it may be sad for a few days, but after a few days, people can't just keep standing still. Hurry up and develop a new relationship while you are young, and find someone who can live a lifetime."

It's a very simple idea, but it seems to have untied the entanglement that Bai Mo had been stuck in his mind.

What he was afraid of was that the person who stood with him left him, but he forgot whether the person who had the idea of ​​leaving him returned him, and whether he liked it.

Why do you want to be together regardless of everything, because you like it.

But since you don't like it anymore, what are you going to do together?

It's a very simple truth, but he has never figured it out.

"Xiang Zuo, your idea is really special." But unexpectedly it made sense.

"I'm too lazy to think about those random things. After all, I think too much, and it hurts my brain..."

Later, Yu Xiangzuo wanted to say something more, but there was another voice around him:

"Who are you calling?"

The voice is relatively deep, it should be that id who called me to kill you Xipi.

"Captain Bai, that's silly Bai. We played two rounds together just now. But why did you come back so soon? The sushi I want to eat can only be bought at South Street. You just went out more than ten times. minutes?"

"I just got a call. Someone passed by the sushi restaurant and saw that it was closed, so I came back and bought some snacks along the way."

"Someone? Tell me! Which beautiful girl is it?"

"Wei Shen, 39 years old, married, male, do you want me to call him now?"

"Let's call later, the anime I like to watch has been updated, you have to watch it with me."

"it is good."

You Xiangzuo seemed to have forgotten that they were still on the phone, so he just kept chatting with the people around him. Bai Mo didn't deliberately make a sound to remind him of his existence, but hung up the phone silently.

Then he put the phone on the coffee table, and sat on the sofa, leaning against the backrest, looking at the ceiling.

What I found in my mind was the conversation between You Xiangzuo and that person.

You Xiangzuo's personality is very noisy, but that person is the opposite. In their communication, neither of them has any personality. They should be the most discordant two people, but they get along very well.

And You Xiangzuo's simple answer before, "He won't", compared to what he said before, he was a little more serious, but when he said these three words, You Xiangzuo was extremely serious.

For this, You Xiangzuo is very sure.

He can't do this, probably he is a very unsuitable person to like others, because while liking others, he can't trust them.

Does the deserted city believe him?

Will you trust him like You Xiangzuo believed in that person?

It seems that Huangcheng has never considered the problems they will encounter in the future from the very beginning, but now he is constantly approaching him, no, maybe he is already starting to move away from him.

After all, they have moved.

So, what did you do when you left the deserted city?

Bai Mo suddenly thought of this question.

busy with his own business?Have a reason to leave?Or you have already decided on a new place to move to!