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Then, come back at night and quarrel with my mother. "

"Later my mother left me, and the family finally lost everything. I remember the last time, it was my father who sold me to a dealer to pay off the debt, and then exchanged it for a small sum of money."

"Then I worked in the casino, and I didn't see my dad again after a while. But I didn't even dare to ask him where he went. The dealer was very cruel to me, and if he was dissatisfied, he would beat me severely."

Mitsui spoke to himself, his eyes blurred.The voice also gradually lost any emotion, which is Mitsui's habit.

And Mu Mu still leaned on his shoulder, listening to what he said.Slowly turning his head at a small angle, Mu Mu found that Mitsui's shadow cast on the wall looked very sad.

And my own shadow overlaps with my lover's.Although Mitsui is not alone, the shadow looks so lonely.

So lonely that Mu Mu felt that his heart was aching.

"And then I kept doing it, from ten years old to 20 years old. On that day, my service was dissatisfied by the creditor. He pushed me, but I accidentally hit and broke his antique vase."

"And then I came here and disrupted your life."

……

"Really, I'm very guilty." The heart throbbed uncontrollably, and Mitsui couldn't continue.In the last sentence, Mitsui's voice trembled, but luckily he stopped.

"Shou, the past is over, really, let's not think about it anymore." Turning around and hugging the lover behind him, at this moment, Mu Mu felt that Mitsui really needed care.

He is really different from what he imagined.

In fact, he is not strong at all.

Patting Mitsui's back lightly, Mu Mu was also afraid that he would hurt his lover's wound, and wanted to say some words of comfort, but he knew that the stubborn Mitsui didn't want to hear this.

"I believe in you." Mu Mu smiled when he said this.

"What?" Mitsui let go of Mu Mu's embrace, and Mitsui's dark eyes sparkled with doubts.Seeing his lover's calmness, Mitsui was even more confused.

"I believe in you, I believe you can do it." Leaning on Mitsui's shoulder again, this shoulder is so strong that he wants Mu Mu to fall asleep here: "Really."

"You really believe me?" Mitsui's voice was full of doubts.Yes, I'm just a kid who will cause trouble, why, trust me like this?

"Yeah." Mu Mu rubbed Mitsui's shoulder happily, and said, "Your shoulder is so broad and strong, I want to hug you to sleep like this all the time. Don't leave me, Shou."

"Well, I will never leave you." Mitsui stretched out his hand gently to hold his angel in his arms, and Mitsui was very lucky to know Mu Mu.

No, I shouldn't say rejoicing, but happiness...

"When you get rich in the future, you are not allowed to leave me, do you hear me?"

"Yeah." Mu Mu felt that Mitsui who said this word was very gentle.

Chapter 15

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Originally, he wanted to stay for a longer period of time, but Mu Mu's health has declined sharply in the past few days.

The cough that had just been relieved returned again, and the injuries on the body did not subside for a long time, and the redness and swelling were even worse than before.

Sleeping next to his lover at night, Mitsui was very worried when he heard that Mu Mu deliberately lowered his coughing sound at midnight in order not to affect his rest, but made himself more uncomfortable.

We can't drag it on like this any longer.

So, Mitsui got up early in the morning, prepared the clothes for the two of them to go out, and Mitsui immediately went into the kitchen to get busy.

Thanks to Mitsui's cheering up, a lot of things were ready to go right away.Seeing that his lover's favorite dishes are already on the table, Mitsui has a difficult time.

At this time, should Mu Mu be woken up?

Mu Mu didn't stop coughing until very late last night, and there was indeed too little time to rest.But if he didn't leave earlier, Mitsui was afraid that he might not see a good doctor.

"Honey, wake up." Patting Mu Mu's body lightly, Mitsui still tried to lower his voice, feeling very conflicted in his heart.

"Ah, Shou..." As the creditor's trouble made both of them very nervous, Mu Mu was woken up immediately.Looking up at his lover, Mu Mu didn't notice the melancholy in Mitsui's eyes.

"What's the matter, Shou, I woke up so early today." A slightly tired voice, eyes not fully opened.

"Honey, we're going to see a doctor today. I've already made a meal, let's go down and have breakfast together. In order to meet a good doctor, we are still in a hurry, so get up quickly."

"Ah, Shou..."

Turning his head away helplessly, Mu Mu said willfully, "Shou, I don't want to go to the doctor..."

"No, your injury can't be delayed any longer. Go to eat quickly. After eating, let's go together." Lifting the quilt on his lover, Mitsui opened his arms to hug him.

But Mugure didn't cooperate with Mitsui at all.Grabbing the quilt, Mu Mu simply turned his back to Mitsui, and his voice was a little willful: "No, I don't want to see a doctor."

"No way, Gong Yan, we need to see a doctor as soon as possible, so that we can get cured quickly." Reaching out to touch his lover's body, Mitsui wanted to carry his lover out of bed.The upper hand that touched his lover's body trembled, and Mitsui also felt a little embarrassed.

"No, I'm determined not to go!" After being hugged, Mu Mu began to struggle.

This abnormal movement of Mu Mu made Mitsui suddenly at a loss.His head turned blank in an instant, and in the next second he thought that his lover was still injured, so Mitsui involuntarily let go of Mu Mu.Falling back on the bed again, although the height was not much, Mitsui's heart still hurt a bit.

"Gongyan, it didn't hurt you!"

He stroked his still-shocked chest, but he didn't hear Mu Mu's scream, so it should be all right?Since it was all right, Mitsui stretched out his hand to Mu Mu and said, "Honey, I'll pull you up, let's go have breakfast together."

"Are you going to take me to the hospital after breakfast?" Mu Mu's attitude seemed to be competing with Mitsui, alas, it's really nerve-wracking.

"No, I won't go. You will take me to the hospital, so I won't eat any food."

"I want to eat!" Mitsui grabbed Mu Mu's wrist.There was really no other way but to force him to listen to his own words.

Dragging Mu Mu from the bed, Mitsui immediately stretched out his hand and hugged his lover horizontally.When walking down the stairs, Mitsui was terrified, because the lover in his arms was struggling non-stop. It didn’t matter if he fell, but the person in his arms had many wounds on his body...

Moreover, the protest in Mumu's ear really made Mitsui a little angry.He really wanted to yell at Mu Mu to shut up, but Mitsui couldn't bear to do so.So Ren Mumu kept protesting, but Mitsui didn't speak.

Chapter 16

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"Okay, Gong Yan, let's start eating breakfast." Gently placing his lover on the chair, Mitsui filled a bowl full of rice for him.Passed the rice bowl to his lover, but Mu Mu didn't accept it.

"What's wrong?" Could it be that he was really angry because of his rudeness just now?Seeing the grievance in Mu Mu's eyes, Mitsui's heart suddenly panicked.In fact, I just wanted to bring my lover down for dinner, Mitsui defended himself in his heart.

Mitsui had just organized his words to apologize to his lover, but unexpectedly Mu Mu opened his mouth first.

"I'm sorry, Su."

"No, no, no, I should say I'm sorry. What I did just now was really rude, and I admit it myself! I'm really sorry, Gong Yan, I won't be like this in the future, really, I won't... ..."

"No, I'm sorry, Shou."

Mitsui, who was apologizing, was interrupted by Mugure's sad face.

Then, neither of them spoke.

Mitsui didn't speak because he was guessing Mu Mu's mind.Indeed, the lover should be really angry, so he has to do a long self-reflection.

"Shou, I'm sorry..."

"I know you're worried about me, but, but..."

Mitsui was heartbroken to see Mu Mu being about to lose his voice.The moment he became Mu Mu's lover, he swore that he would not let him shed painful tears.

However, I was so unqualified.

"Shou, the money we have left really won't last much longer..." Opening his mouth, Mu Mu couldn't believe that he really said these words.

"If... If I go to the hospital, then we really don't know how to live in the future. So, so I won't go..."

"Shou, please forgive me, really, I didn't mean to make you angry..." I couldn't go on anymore, ran to Mitsui's side, wrapped his arms around Mitsui's neck, Mu Mu cried bitterly.In the past, he always wanted to comfort Mitsui, but now he found that he was so pitiful.

It's so pitiful that if I leave Mitsui, I feel that I can't live.

In every dark night, when the pain hits him, whenever he thinks of the solid shoulder beside him, Mu Mu no longer fears.

Although he would not lean on the man's shoulder in order not to disturb his rest.

However, in the darkness, no matter how uncomfortable he was, he was still relieved.

For the first time, I realized that I was also afraid of death.In the past, when there was no one else in this villa, Mu Mu never felt terrible when he heard the echoing sound of his own cough in the middle of the night.

The moment he saw all the sticks falling on him, the pain that followed immediately was a bottomless black hole.At that moment, Mu Mu really felt that he was going to die soon.However, those dark eyes gleaming with tears made him extremely firm.