summer rose garden

Mitsui in a suit walked to the garden gate.He stretched out his hand, trying to push the door open.

I remember that when I came here, it was also the door of this steel window.The door was not locked at that time, and it was easy to push it open by yourself.Today, the paint on the steel windows has faded slightly.

It was originally his own home, but Mitsui was at war in his heart.Will you see your lover, see your lover, what should you say?

Or should I ask, should I push the door?

Taking a deep breath, Mitsui hated himself for being so courageous. When he came here, he almost pushed open the door without thinking.Closing his eyes, his heart skipped a beat, Mitsui pushed open the door, and then slowly opened his eyes.

Open your eyes, will you see the person you love the most?

With such doubts in my heart, I opened my eyes.The moment he opened his eyes again, Mitsui's heart shattered.

Because, he saw a young woman one or two years younger than himself, holding her one or two-year-old child, sitting on the wicker chair he used to sit on, happily admiring the delicate roses in the garden.

The moment the door was opened by a stranger, Mitsui saw the young woman staring at him in surprise.

The world seems to have passed 1000 years...

Their eyes faced each other, although they were separated by a long distance, Mitsui found his own sad and slightly frivolous black eyes in the eyes of the young woman.

Frozen in place, the sound of his heart cracking made Mitsui completely forget that he was still a living being.

"I'm sorry, I..." The brain was completely blank, and Mitsui didn't even know what language to use to cover up his gaffe.

Seeing a very decent and handsome young man in a black suit push open the door of the Rose Garden, after staring at each other for a few seconds, the young woman also stood up in surprise.Looking at Mitsui, the young woman's eyes were full of doubts.

Turning around quickly, Mitsui fled into his car in a panic.Before getting into the car, Mitsui heard a sentence from a distance:

"The child's father, come out and have a look, this man is..."

……

"Who is this person?" Mitsui filled in his mind what he hadn't heard for the young woman.Yeah, who is this guy?

Someone who shouldn't be in their lives.Mitsui made his own answer in his heart.

The heart is bleeding uncontrollably, but why the corners of the mouth are upturned.

The image of a baby in a young woman's arms came to mind.It turns out that this story ended two or three years ago.

It is because I insist on writing a sequel that I have so many questions that I don't know the answers to.

Now, the answer is already known.He finally knew why his lover didn't reply to his letter, and he finally knew why he only kept a piece of yellowed letter paper for three years.

The world is a hollow.

There is no company, no world that I worked hard for Mu Mu, no summer rose garden, no handsome face that makes me fall in love.

So, it's time to wake up.It's time to leave this beautiful world that I have woven for myself.

The hand holding the steering wheel was painful, and Mitsui continued to accelerate.Tears couldn't stop streaming down, but Mitsui didn't wipe them.Yes, he was angry with himself, angry with himself for being away for so long, angry with himself for finally letting his lover despair of him.

Then, he hated himself, hated himself for being so naive, and hated himself for writing a lifetime agreement within a few dozen days.

It's not that he doesn't know the cruelty of reality, but in the face of reality, Mitsui always naively thinks that his lover's sincerity to him is enough to fill the gap of these three years.

It's not that you don't know the torment of longing, but in front of missing, there is always a handsome face and a gentle voice telling Mitsui that your persistence is meaningful!

I am really the biggest fool in the world who is invincible in the universe!

Mitsui laughed at himself in his heart.It's not that they don't know that the encounter by chance is just a short-lived brilliance, so why do they take it seriously, thinking that this is true love that will last forever?

He vaguely remembered the surprised eyes of the young woman, those eyes were full of ridicule towards himself.

In the silent mountains, a sports car galloped at high speed and left in the dust.

Chapter 21

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"Chairman!"

Seeing that the chairman who had been missing for more than ten days finally came back, although his face was ugly, the assistant was still very happy.

Thinking of the ten days ago when the chairman gave the assistant his work schedule and left in a hurry, the assistant was full of doubts.I thought that the chairman would entrust a lot of work to himself and then go out to enjoy the blessings alone, the assistant was very depressed.

Now, the very happy assistant didn't see Mitsui's gloomy face, and hurriedly came up with a stack of documents to report on his work.

"Chairman, there are several contracts that I need you to look at, and they are also about our subsidiaries..."

"Bring it!" Mitsui pushed open the door of the office. From then on, he would not miss the past for a second.It's a really good way to keep yourself from getting sad by giving yourself completely to work.

After reading the contract, I thought it was more appropriate, so Mitsui signed his name.Just after finishing this work, the assistant immediately took out a stack of documents and asked Mitsui to review them.

"These are the company's recent work schedules. Chairman, please take a look. Then this document is the company's turnover in the few days you are away, so I will trouble you."

"You're welcome." Mitsui quickly flipped through the folder, and the force of his fingers flipping through the paper made the paper rattle.

Thinking of the fact that so many changes have taken place in the company just after I left for more than ten days, it seems that I can't leave for a moment.

So, don't do things that don't make sense.Mitsui warned himself secretly in his heart, and then continued to look through these documents.

"If there is any work left, let's bring it all together." Mitsui resumed his previous vigorous and decisive manner: "Go and make me a cup of coffee, I'm going to start working again."

"Well, there are still some documents, but you don't have to be in such a hurry to read them." Seeing Mitsui entering the state of preparation, the assistant couldn't help worrying about his boss: "There are still a few days, so..."

"Ah, it's okay, finish the work early, there will be new ones later. Go get them all, and then go make coffee." Mitsui buried his head in the files again.

"Okay." Seeing Mitsui's enthusiasm for work, the assistant also regained his fighting spirit.

……

Chapter 22

Time flies.After finishing all the work, it was past one o'clock in the morning.Staring at the hanging watch on the wall, Mitsui gulped down the unfinished coffee in the cup.

How many cups of coffee did you drink today?Mitsui thought secretly in his heart.Now I am really awake, not sleepy at all.A meeting will be held tomorrow to promulgate the new work spirit. I don't know if we can persist until then.

Sighing, Mitsui leaned back on the back of the swivel chair.He didn't expect time to pass so quickly, he didn't think of Mu Mu all day.

However, in the middle of the night, he couldn't stop thinking of his beloved one.

What happened in the rose garden a few days ago resurfaced in Mitsui's mind, and then the words of the young woman, "My child's father, come out and have a look, this person is..."

This made Mitsui feel a little regretful.Although on the way back, he blamed himself in his heart for not falling in love with Mu Mu, but he was still reluctant to leave there.

Now, I really want to go back and have a look.

Mitsui really regretted that he left so impulsively at that time, and didn't take another look at the handsome face he had missed for three years.

Even though, he is already someone else's lover.However, Mitsui couldn't stop himself from missing him.

If... If I hadn't left so soon, what would my lover look like?

Well, Gong Yan's illness should be cured now. I remember that when I left, he was covered in injuries and coughed uncontrollably.Now that he is someone else's father, he must have recovered, right?

Well, Gong Yan should be much stronger now. Now that he is a husband and has his wife to take care of him, of course his wife will be more careful than him and will definitely give him meticulous care.So, he shouldn't be as thin as before, right?

Well, Gong Yan should be much happier now, now he has a wife and a child of his own.Living here should be to enjoy family happiness.As for himself, he kept causing trouble to Gong Yan in the past.So, compared to before, he should be much happier now, right?

Thinking of this, Mitsui couldn't help but sighed.He who left him should be happier, so what reason do you have to chase your own happiness?

However, what did my three years of missing and my three years of fighting become?

Mitsui closed his eyes in despair.When he thought that he would only bring pain to his lover, how could he have the heart to destroy his happiness.Therefore, no matter how unwilling he was, he was unwilling to destroy their happiness.

So, should I leave?

Should I retire quietly?

Didn't I have quietly retired for three years, so what do you care about?

Shaking his head, it is more difficult to make him give up his love than to let him give up his life.My heart couldn't stop aching again.Cover your heart with your hands, but you can't block the bursts of sadness.Sitting up quickly again, I opened the bottom drawer of the desk, and there was still the yellowed letter paper inside.

"Gongyan, have you ever loved me?"

"Gongyan, in your life, is there a moment in your life where you love me?"

He has