Confused the world

Huangfu Jingyan lowered his head and admitted his mistake, he was being stingy.But I feel wronged in my heart, my daughter-in-law has not really become her own person yet, so many people are staring at her.Although I am outstanding, this emotional matter cannot be solved by being outstanding.I have a smart head, but I don't know anything about relationships, especially romance, and because of my status, I can't love her openly. From all aspects, I am at a disadvantage.

Someone suddenly admitted his mistake, and Mu Qingcheng was still taken aback.By the way, this majesty is also a stubborn person, and if he bowed his head and admitted his mistake so quickly, did he completely subvert her great image in his heart?Thinking of the fierce woman from the first time, and now looking at this person who looks like a wronged child with his head down, it is impossible to compare them together.

"Your Majesty is serious. What's wrong with Your Majesty? This makes the ministers and concubines a little terrified."

Mu Qingcheng stood up straight, with a blank face at the side.His tone of voice sounded even more sarcastic.Huangfu Jingyan was even more afraid that because of this, she would alienate him.

"Cheng'er, the tone of my words just now is not right. I have not been in a good temper lately, so I just say nonsense, don't take it to heart."

Recently, because Li Yan often appears here, every time Huangfu Jingyan sees Mu Qingcheng and Li Yan getting close, he will think wildly and become jealous.In the end, they broke up unhappy.

Mu Qingcheng didn't get angry again and again, just because she didn't want to embarrass Huangfu Jingyan.If there were too many times, she would get bored, but today she couldn't bear it, and she immediately broke out in her heart, and lost her temper at Huangfu Jingyan.

"Your Majesty has many affairs to deal with, and always runs to his concubines. Will those courtiers gossip, say that the concubines have messed up the court program and misunderstood state affairs, and let your majesty linger in this powdered place day and night?"

I was very upset in my heart, if it wasn't for Li Yan who often came to accompany me to relieve boredom, Mu Qingcheng really felt that he would soon be suffocated to death in this Sydney Palace.Dongxue and the others were there, and because it was the court with many eyes and ears, they didn't dare to act recklessly, so they could only make trouble occasionally.

Mu Qingcheng also knew that some people had begun to pay attention to the Xueli Palace regarding the elimination of feudal lords, and he dared not go too far.Enduring all kinds of cumbersome rules and depression day and night, and finally met a person who could say something sincere, but His Majesty showed up again and again, making the atmosphere extremely embarrassing.

She is also a concubine in the harem, so Mu Qingcheng is also afraid that Li Yan will think too much about this kind of differential treatment, and he doesn't want to lose the only person who can speak in the palace because of this reason.

"Cheng'er, I know I was wrong. Please forgive me this time, and I promise that such things will never happen again in the future."

Huangfu Jingyan raised his right hand and swore that she really knew that she was wrong.He always thinks from his own standpoint when doing things, regardless of Cheng'er's feelings, and he can't break her heart again no matter what.

"Your Majesty, forget about the confession. The concubine is just a concubine in the harem, so I dare not let your majesty confess to the concubine. What's more, if the palace people outside know about it, there may be some rumors about it. Disrupt the etiquette of the harem."

Mu Qingcheng was still standing, and the expression on his face slowed down a lot.Although the tone of the speech was still a bit unforgiving, it was no longer barbed.

"Cheng'er, I really know that I was wrong. Because you and Concubine Li are too close, I am a little jealous, a little jealous, so what I did is over. I promise I will never do this again."

Huangfu Jingyan stepped forward in two steps, walked to Mu Qingcheng's side, and reached out to hold her slightly cold hands.His tone became softer and softer, because he was afraid that he would speak harshly for a while and make things worse.She also seems to have figured out Mu Qingcheng's weakness, this person is soft but not hard.If you fight against it, it will only make things worse.Another point is that this woman seems to hold a grudge.If you are in a bad mood, it is easy to lose your temper with old things.

Listening to Huangfu Jingyan's explanation, Mu Qingcheng was a little surprised that she was jealous because of her relationship with Li Yan?Li Yan, I have always regarded her as a confidant and friend, and will not have other ideas.She thought that Huangfu Jingyan understood her, but now it seems that she doesn't.

I have always been curious about why this woman likes me.She is not a particularly outstanding woman, at least not in front of everyone.In terms of appearance, other women in the palace are no worse than him.Is it because she knows that she likes women?

If this is the reason, is it really love?Or maybe because of curiosity and loneliness, I feel that I am the type she likes; or because of my special status, or even because I want to use myself to achieve her goals.

No matter what, Mu Qingcheng felt that Huangfu Jingyan should not be the kind of person who would take advantage of him.If it is because of love, this reason.Then I need to truly understand what kind of love she has for me, and I don't want to cause more tragedies because of the momentary confusion.

"Your Majesty, why should this be the case? We are all His Majesty's concubines. If we have a better relationship, it may not be what His Majesty thinks. Your Majesty should also know that concubines are not the kind of people who meet each other and love each other. Everything ends here. Hugh I have to mention it again. Your Majesty is the king of a country, please always remember this, your words and deeds represent the entire Huangfu Dynasty. As long as your Majesty is in power for a day, don't forget this duty."

Mu Qingcheng didn't mean to say this, but just wanted to remind Huangfu Jingyan that as the king of a country, she should have her own demeanor.Even for the woman he loves, the situation is different, and he must have the demeanor that a king of a country should have.If it falls under the handle, it will also become a sharp weapon for some people.

Huangfu Jingyan couldn't understand Mu Qingcheng's words.She thinks that acting like a baby to her woman and admitting her mistakes is just like a common thing between husband and wife, and it shouldn't cause unnecessary trouble.Hearing Mu Qingcheng say this about herself, she felt even more aggrieved.I'm afraid that she is still angry, or that she is deliberately alienating herself.

Suddenly, I feel that loving someone, always being cautious is a very tiring thing.I am busy with government affairs every day, and I have to deal with these things.It made people exhausted, no matter how much she gave, she would not look at herself more, and always used those etiquette and rules to restrain herself, which made her feel even more depressed.

"I know."

Looking at this person who speaks clearly but has a look of loneliness in his azure blue eyes, he can more or less guess the grievance in her heart.Even so, Mu Qingcheng told herself not to soften her heart.at critical times.You can't do one thing wrong.

"It's good that His Majesty knows it. We will have lunch right away. Your Majesty, let's go down to eat."

Mu Qingcheng smiled slightly, feeling pain in her heart, but she couldn't say it.I don't want to let her fall too deep in the future, and I don't want to feel a little owed in the future.It is good to let nature take its course when it comes to emotional matters, but knowing that the ending will become bleak and not trying to stop it may be a willful behavior.Deciding to accept her feelings doesn't mean letting her get stuck in them.

"it is good."

Huangfu Jingyan forced a smile, turned around and left with a lonely back.At this moment, Mu Qingcheng's heart suddenly ached, as if someone had poked her hard.She clutched her chest tightly, gasping for breath.Dongxue felt something was wrong and walked in.

"Miss, does your chest hurt?"

"It's okay, maybe I'm a little worried. I still have the medicine you gave me. I'll have lunch later, just take a pill and I'll be fine."

Mu Qingcheng smiled lightly, trying to be natural, but she still couldn't calm down her breathing.

"Miss, take a rest first."

Dong Xue supported Mu Qingcheng to sit down, seeing her pale and pretty face, felt a little uncomfortable.

"Miss, don't bear too much alone. I know that you are doing it for His Majesty's benefit, but you will never be able to bear so much alone. I believe His Majesty is capable of sharing it for you, and there is still a long way to go. If you want to leave, what should you do?"

Dongxue feels distressed. Right now, she has to bear so much pressure. What about after that?Did he directly kill his own lady?Sometimes His Majesty is a bit willful, but he is also a sensible person, so he should not do anything excessive.

"Dongxue, don't worry, it will get over it. Just take it slow. If she is under pressure now, what should she do in the future? She has endured so many years of pain alone, and I don't want her to continue to suffer. Now She may feel uncomfortable and blame me, but one day she will understand."

Feeling a lot of relief in her chest, Mu Qingcheng got up and was about to go downstairs.Afraid that something might happen to her, Dongxue reached out to support her right arm.

"Miss, you can't bear all this alone. Your body can't bear it either. Your Majesty is an adult, and she can bear it. Even though Miss loves His Majesty, she still cherishes her body. If Miss Murong knows , I should be unhappy again."

Dongxue helped Mu Qingcheng go downstairs slowly, the expression on his face did not relax at all.She felt that if Murong Hanying was there, everything would be different.Both are women with great wisdom, not to mention that Miss Murong loves her young lady so much, she will not make her work so hard.

When Murong Hanying was mentioned, Mu Qingcheng's dark eyes darkened, and his heart felt even more uncomfortable.She felt as if she had made a lot of people sad, originally only to make them happy, but ended up sad.

"It will be fine, I just want to protect her. I'm satisfied if it can save her a day of worries. If she knows about those things, she will definitely handle them herself. If she doesn't handle them well, it will add more troubles .She is very powerful, but it doesn't mean she can solve everything. If I can solve it for her, I can do it myself."

Going downstairs, Mu Qingcheng saw Huangfu Jingyan sitting in the hall with a cold face.She was always like this, and maybe she will be like this in the future.If there is someone who will accompany her until she grows old and make her smile, then I hope that after everything is resolved.During this painful time, I will spend it with her.

"Hey……"

Dongxue sighed and stopped talking, she might not understand Mu Qingcheng's words.But what she wanted more in her heart was to hope that she could love herself once more.Before entering the palace, she had the love and protection of Miss Murong.After entering the palace, His Majesty's temperament can't control the lady at all, but it makes her worry even more.Such a contrast will only make this person weaker.

Mu Qingcheng sat across from Huangfu Jingyan, her pale face had recovered a bit.

Huangfu Jingyan was a little puzzled why she went downstairs so slowly, and it took him an incense stick of time to come down before she appeared.

Huangfu Jingyan started to eat when everyone came together.Because Mu Qingcheng was not feeling well, he ate very little.There was no words between the two.After lunch, Huangfu Jingyan said a few words and left.Mu Qingcheng took medicine and went to rest alone.For the first time, the two became so indifferent