Confused the world

Mu Qingcheng and Dong Xue went back to the palace, leaving Xia Xiang outside.Returning to the palace suddenly like this made the palace people in the palace a little strange.

Mu Qingcheng sat on the chair in front of the window after bathing, looking at the bright moonlight in the night sky, suddenly a sense of desolation hit her heart.It's almost late April, why is it still so cold.

The bleak silver moonlight swayed freely on Mu Qingcheng's somewhat pale cheeks. I don't know whether this is to show her brilliance on purpose, or to cover up the weaker aura emanating from her body.

"Miss, after taking the medicine, go to bed earlier, I'm a little tired today, and my body is starting to feel bad again."

On the way back, Dong Xue found that her young lady was panting shortly, and her face was a little pale, and when she checked her pulse, it turned out that she was overly distressed.Maybe this kind of thing is not a big problem for a normal person, but the young lady is different. She needs to take medicine and recuperate for at least three days. This is under good circumstances.If the situation deteriorates early in the morning, it is probably a sign of high fever again.

"It's not a problem, it's only because I lost my temper with His Majesty today."

Mu Qingcheng smiled lightly, her voice was no longer the same as it was during the quarrel tonight, now her voice was a little low, and the words she spoke didn't have much strength.

"Miss, don't always wrong yourself like this, and don't always think about others. Properly put the good for others on yourself, and your body will not be like this."

Dongxue took a blouse and helped Mu Qingcheng put it on. She didn't know why Miss always behaved like this.Afraid of causing harm to others, afraid of being a burden to others, so I have been enduring everything alone.It used to be like this to Miss Murong, but now it's His Majesty.If there is one more, I am afraid that her body will collapse sooner or later.

"It's not as serious as you said. My body is like this. There are good times and bad times. I am very grateful to have lived. I used to be self-willed, but now I feel that if I do better, Murong, and you will It won't be so hard."

Mu Qingcheng felt that she was not complaining, she just felt a little guilty that she hadn't taken good care of the one she loved before.

"Miss, you have done enough for us and given us the best life. We are very self-sufficient and grateful, so think about it for yourself in the future, just once."

Dongxue stood beside Mu Qingcheng and helped her tighten her clothes.I used to think that Miss is a carefree person, loved by Miss Murong, with a prominent family, and the best master and sister in Emei.After following her for two years, I realized that she is not as chic as she seems.I gave all my love to others, but as for myself, it would be nice to have a little more, and I refused to give it.

I don't know if it's a blessing or a misfortune. The young lady may use cruel methods for the people she loves, but those people are mostly heinous people.I have never been optimistic about Your Majesty. Your Majesty is not necessarily a good man, at least she cannot give Miss what she wants.

"I'm fine, Dong Xue, you are becoming more and more talkative like Murong. She used to talk like you, sometimes like an old lady."

Mu Qingcheng smiled softly, reaching out to hold Dong Xue's hand tightly.There is more gratitude in it. For so long, this person has been worrying about everything about him, and he doesn't even think about his life-long affairs. This feeling, I have never repaid in my life.

"Because Miss is disobedient, I think Miss Murong has worked harder. I have taken care of Miss who is disobedient for eight years. I have only taken care of her for two years. I train Miss like this every day, and I am almost a master of training."

Dong Xue brought the decocted medicine and handed it to Mu Qingcheng.There was a teasing smile on his mouth, but his heart was more distressed.I would be busy brewing medicine almost every month, sometimes for several months in a row.Even a doctor, who can regard this as a matter of honor.

Mu Qingcheng took the medicine and teased Dong Xue with a smile.

"Master Dongxue, I will take care of you in the future."

Looking at the medicine bowl in his hand, he took a hard look twice, and really didn't want to drink it.I haven't had the habit of drinking this stuff for 17 years.

"After drinking the medicine, go to rest. I have ordered the three of them to return to the palace early tomorrow morning."

"Let them play outside the palace for a few days, as long as I have you here. They finally go out, so they can have fun. I will not go out of the palace in the future, and they may spend most of their time in the palace."

Mu Qingcheng turned around and went to the inner room, still thinking about the three of them.

"They know that the lady is back, so they won't have too much fun. They are more worried about your body, especially Xia Xiang. She arranges reasonable meals for you every day. If you are away for a day, you are afraid that you will eat indigestible food What, something went wrong."

Dong Xue had just hung the coat that Mu Qingcheng had taken off on the hanger when she heard someone rushing into the hall.Just about to go out to have a look, when he turned around, someone had already run into the inner room, like the wind.

"Cheng'er, you're back. That's great."

Huangfu Jingyan rushed over and directly hugged Mu Qingcheng who was about to go to bed.The voice was full of joy, and the blue eyes were a little crystal clear.The voice of speaking trembled a little.

Mu Qingcheng was a little out of breath under the pressure of the sudden impact.

"Your Majesty, you hug me too tightly, and this concubine can't breathe."

"I'm sorry, I was reckless. Are you okay? I heard the palace man said that you were back, so I came here immediately. I didn't expect to come back. I am so happy, my city is back."

Huangfu Jingyan happily held Mu Qingcheng's hand, with an excited smile on the corner of his mouth, this smile is really rare.

Dong Xue tactfully left, leaving the two of them alone.

"The concubine said she would come back, which made His Majesty worry, and she will never do it again."

The corners of his mouth curved slightly, and he smiled softly.It seems that all the tenderness has been exhausted.Even the worry on the brow disappeared, turning into a touch of tenderness.

"Okay, I never want to lose Cheng'er again, and I never want to live without Cheng'er."

Perhaps too excited, Huangfu Jingyan was always in a state of excitement when speaking.On the other hand, Mu Qingcheng was calm and composed, completely sane.

"Has Your Majesty ever had dinner?"

I returned to the palace very late at night, and it was Haishi again.Think about how much you can't eat according to your majesty's temper.

"I'm not hungry, I'm only happy when I see Cheng'er."

"Let's eat some, too. There are still pastries here. Xia Xiang is not here, so I can't cook. I will go to the imperial dining room. It will be late, and I have to go to bed early. Eat early and rest."

The voice is gentle like water, like a gurgling stream passing through the softest place in my heart.

Huangfu Jingyan looked at this gentle and watery woman, she was no longer as fierce as before, and she didn't want to tease and bully him as before, now she is more like a gentle wife.Unknowingly, slowly sinking into this kind of tenderness.

"it is good."

I just want to hold on to this tenderness, I want to keep it.

Mu Qingcheng let go of Huangfu Jingyan's hand, and went to the outer room to fetch pastries and tea.Placed on the original brown wood table in the inner room.

"Your Majesty, come over for dinner?"

Huangfu Jingyan walked over in two strides, picked up the pastries on the table and ate them in big mouthfuls, but because he ate too fast, he choked and coughed loudly a few times.

"Cough cough..."

"Slow down, don't eat so fast, no one will grab it from you."

Mu Qingcheng patted Huangfu Jingyan's back while handing her a glass of water.

"Ahem... I just want to eat faster so that I can go to bed earlier."

Huangfu Jingyan, who had recovered his breath, patted himself on the chest twice, then picked up a bowl of tea and drank it down in one gulp.

Mu Qingcheng doesn't know what to say, this person is really childish today, I don't know if this is her nature, or just superficially worried about herself.This person is not a particularly easy-to-understand person.

Looking up, she saw that Huangfu Jingyan's mouth was still slightly foamy, took out her handkerchief, and reached out to help her wipe it off.Because of Mu Qingcheng's sudden movement, Huangfu Jingyan's body tightened and he stopped daring to move.My heart beats inexplicably faster, today's city is so gentle.

"There was some dim sum foam on the corner of my mouth, and my concubine wiped it off for you. Eat it quickly."

Mu Qingcheng smiled back, put away the handkerchief and put it in her sleeve.

Huangfu Jingyan was eating snacks in a daze. She didn't know why the person who changed suddenly was so gentle.I remember that I was furious at myself outside the palace, but after returning to the palace for a while, my personality completely changed, why is this?

"Cheng'er, why are you so gentle tonight?"

Really curious, this is just too weird.I am also greedy for such tenderness, but I just don't want to accept it inexplicably.

"I'm always like this, Your Majesty doesn't like it?"

Mu Qingcheng never thought of herself as gentle, when His Majesty asked, she would answer truthfully.

Is that the way it is?Then why has he always treated himself in such a bad and bullying way, and what's even worse, he often teases himself.

"I like it, I'm done eating."

Huangfu Jingyan finished eating the last piece of pastry, wiped his mouth, and looked at Mu Qingcheng with a smile on his face.

"Go to bed after eating, does your majesty still want to take a bath?"

"I finished bathing in the Liuli Palace."

"Then go to bed."

Mu Qingcheng got up and left the stool, and walked towards the bed.Huangfu Jingyan followed closely behind.

The two quickly got on the bed. Mu Qingcheng was a little tired, and his body was not particularly comfortable. He just took the medicine and felt a little drowsy.But Huangfu Jingyan was still in a state of excitement.

"Cheng'er, why are you back? Aren't you going to stay for three days?"

It was clearly said that it would take three days, but it was a bit unpredictable to come back at this moment.

"I just want to come back. If Your Majesty is no longer here in the future, will you be able to live well?"

I have always been concerned about this issue, not because I was ruthless to her, but because I couldn't bear that they were all immersed in grief after my death.After finally getting rid of Murong, I don't want to have another Murong.

"Cheng'er, why...why do you say such things?"

Huangfu Jingyan didn't understand why Mu Qingcheng wanted to talk about such a topic, where would she go when she was gone?I have been thinking about how to keep her by my side and leave that kind of thing, she once said, but I have never believed it.He has the ability to keep her in the palace.

"Cheng'er, do you still want to leave me? Can you really not accept me?"

Can this feeling really not be possessed?If I treat her like this and give her the truest self, why does she still want to leave?

"I will leave one day, I just don't want you to be too sad because of my departure. I know my own body, so I never expect too much. You say you love me, it's not that I can't love you, It's because I'm afraid that my leaving in the future will cause you too much pain."

It was not the one who left, but this was even more sad.Can't you really grow old with yourself?She didn't love herself because she was afraid that she would be too sad and that she would do stupid things.Today, I have tried to live without her. If she disappears in my own world, what will happen to me?Or change back to the indifferent self before, or accept another relationship, or live this life with her memories?

The past cannot be changed, and the future cannot be predicted. Wouldn't it be better to seize the present?

"It is also a kind of happiness for me to live with the days when I have you."

Listening to Huangfu Jingyan's answer, Mu Qingcheng smiled slightly, maybe this is the answer she wanted.If it was Murong, her answer would be, I will go wherever you go, and I will follow you to the death.

"Okay, let's rest."

Mu Qingcheng smiled and closed her eyes, all the drowsiness, with a little contentment, quickly fell asleep, Huangfu Jingyan hugged Mu Qingcheng tightly, and slowly fell asleep.