Confused the world

The next day, Mu Qingcheng didn't wake up until noon.After lunch, thinking about the encounter with Huangfu Jingyan last night, he decided to go find her in Shenshi.

Because of Mu Qingcheng's promise to come to see him last night, Huangfu Jingyan got up early in the morning and waited at the inn. He waited all morning, but he didn't see anyone.

The joyous mood that was originally full of anticipation turned into frustration in the afternoon.Zhu Ying looked at the somewhat disappointed His Majesty from the side, and didn't know how to comfort him.

Huangfu Jingyan looked a little lonely at the crowds coming and going on the street outside the window, but there was no familiar shadow that he expected.

Maybe she forgot, or maybe it was just a little later.Her complexion was not good yesterday, and she may be recuperating at home.

Huangfu Jingyan tried various reasons to convince herself, but the disappointment in her heart told her that her position in that person's heart was pitifully small, and she didn't even have a position.

At that time, a small figure appeared in the crowded, bustling street.Slender and thin, but with an aura that makes people happy and warm in the heart.

Huangfu Jingyan raised his face for a day, but at this moment the corners of his mouth curled up. On his fair face, those blue eyes seemed to be smiling.

Zhuying looked at the person who changed instantly, and knew that the person she was waiting for was coming.

In the past, I always felt that the master was cold and difficult to approach, but after the empress entered the palace, she was slowly changing.There are other emotions, at least not so cold.

After a cup of tea, there was a knock on the door.Huangfu Jingyan ran to the door with strides like flying, and opened the door with both hands, it really was her.I was even more happy in my heart.

"You came."

Some nervous, happy voices reached Mu Qingcheng and Chunyu's ears, but it was a different scene.

The two looked at the person who appeared in front of them with some surprise, the speed was too fast.I wonder if she has been standing at the door.

"kindness."

He responded blankly, and looked at the person in front of him in disbelief.Is this still the indifferent "Iceman" that people dare not approach?

"Come in first, let's talk, Zhuying, go and ask Xiao Er to prepare some refreshments."

Huangfu Jingyan stepped aside to let the two of them in, and gave Zhuying a loud order.

For such Huangfu Jingyan, Mu Qingcheng couldn't understand.What I want to talk about today, when I saw her at this moment, I suddenly felt a little lost.

Mu Qingcheng walked to the table and sat down, with Chunyu standing by her side.Huangfu Jingyan followed closely and sat opposite, looking at Mu Qingcheng affectionately.I thought she would not come, but it was unreal to appear in front of him like this at this moment.

"Cough cough..."

Mu Qingcheng felt a little uncomfortable being watched by Huangfu Jingyan, pretended to cough twice, and then said seriously.

"I came to talk to you today, although I don't know if you have something important to do, so I'll interrupt first."

After Mu Qingcheng went back, she thought a lot. It was really unacceptable for her to come to Hangzhou to find herself, and there was no reason to convince herself.

As the king of a country, I am just a humble concubine, so why bother her to come to Hangzhou in person.

The situation in the imperial court is unstable, and she doesn't seem to do such seemingly irresponsible things for the sake of feelings.King Yixin stared at her so closely, she should know it herself.If there is an accident when she leaves the palace, the court will really change hands. She is so smart that she will not do such a stupid thing.

"I'm fine, I've been waiting for you."

No reservations, no shyness.

The corners of Mu Qingcheng's mouth twitched twice. This person is becoming more and more incomprehensible now. She really suspects that she is leaving the palace, and her temperament has also changed.

"Why did you come to Hangzhou?"

Mu Qingcheng's dark eyes looked directly at Huangfu Jingyan's blue eyes, and she wanted to see the real answer from her eyes.This time the matter is not simple, not because of myself, but because of the whole country, and I don't want to bear the infamy of "a beautiful woman".

"Looking for you."

The tone was firm, without a trace of hesitation.

"Why me?"

Mu Qingcheng didn't understand, she had too many questions in her heart.

"Because you are my woman, a woman who doesn't want to let go in this life."

Mu Qingcheng wanted a reason, so he gave it to her.I don't understand love, but I sacrificed so much for love. Even if this woman doesn't love herself, she will at least be moved.People are not grass, who can be ruthless.

Hearing Huangfu Jingyan's words, he froze. Is this a confession to himself?She likes herself?But why she likes herself, there is no reason.My relationship with her is not deep, it should be said shallow and pitiful.

Such words are really easy to cause misunderstandings. Since ancient times, which woman can bear the love of a king?I don't need this love, and I won't accept it.

"Your Majesty, you should think about what you say. Some things are easy to be misunderstood, so don't say it if you can."

Looking at Mu Qingcheng who became serious in a blink of an eye, Huangfu Jingyan's heart suddenly fell into an abyss.She doesn't believe in herself, is it so strange that she loves her so unbelievably?

Mu Qingcheng spoke with an unusually serious expression, compared to the previous lazy look, this time she was a hundred times more serious than when she beat herself up last time.

Huangfu Jingyan smiled wryly in his heart, was he warning himself?She has always refused to give herself a point for this feeling?Everything is my own wishful thinking?

Chun Yu also knew that the topic didn't seem suitable for her to be around, so she had to retreat far outside the door.At this time, I happened to meet Zhu Ying who was holding refreshments.Chun Yu made a silent gesture, telling her not to go in, Zhu Ying understood, and the two stood outside the door without speaking.

The atmosphere in the room was a bit tense, and it was more because Huangfu Jingyan was panicking in his heart. He was afraid that Mu Qingcheng would flee further if he told his heart, and he was also afraid that he would not be able to give her a reason to return to the imperial capital. So far, she insisted on going to Emei.

I was tangled in my heart, but there was nothing I could do.Above the court, I am the Ninth Five-Year Supreme, there is no problem that I can't solve, but I have never done anything to this woman, as if I am a child of a few years in front of her.

"Cheng'er, will you follow me back to the imperial capital?"

It seems to be begging, and there is a little expectation.

Mu Qingcheng stared at this person who had lost even the last trace of indifference at this moment, why was this person obsessed with returning to the imperial capital by himself.Is it really so important to her to return to the imperial capital by herself?Or maybe it was because of the guilt of being assassinated?

Thinking of the tense atmosphere between her and Murong last night, Mu Qingcheng had some doubts in her heart.

"Is it really that important for you that I return to the imperial capital?"

"Yes, you are very important to me. I didn't know it before, but now I know it."

Looking at Huangfu Jingyan's unusually firm eyes, Mu Qingcheng's heart skipped a beat, as if her heart had missed a beat.

important?What does it mean that she is important to her?

Regarding this kind of ambiguous and unclear sentence, Mu Qingcheng really couldn't understand the true meaning of the conversation.

"Hehe, your words are always difficult to understand. It's just that I want to tell you that I don't want to go back now. You also know that the palace is not suitable for me at all."

"I know, but I want you to go back and be with me."

The first time I saw her, I knew that she was not suitable for this palace. She exuded a kind of aura, a kind of reassuring aura. This kind of aura is not needed in the palace, because the palace is not suitable for such people life.How could life in the harem, which was lonely and always vigilant, be a place where a person like her who liked freedom and hated disputes could live.

I am also selfish, I have endured 20 years of loneliness, 20 years of loneliness, 20 years of panic, and finally met someone who can make me feel at ease and depend on, how can I just let go.I am not a saint, but a weak mortal, and my emotions and desires are beyond my control.

This time I want to be so selfish for once, just once, for myself.If she hates herself or gets angry with herself in the future, she will bear it, as long as she is by her side, she will bear everything, even if she doesn't love herself.

At this moment, Mu Qingcheng was already dizzy by Huangfu Jingyan's words.What is going back to accompany her?There are so many women in the palace, why let me accompany her?

Mu Qingcheng, who hates being disturbed by such uneasy factors and entangled things the most, just wants to solve all the problems quickly at the moment, otherwise, she feels that she will go completely crazy.

"Go back to accompany you? There are so many concubines in the palace, so why not lose me? I don't think I am very important to you. You should be clear about the reason why you married me, and I also know my value. Why do you say that? These are misleading words.”

No matter how many women there are in the palace, if I don't love them, it's beyond my control.There can be no one else in the palace, but you can't.When Huangfu Jingyan came, he had already thought clearly that he would take her away no matter what this time.

"You are different from them, at least not now. I used to think that you were the same as them, but when I left this time, I realized that you were different from them. Cheng'er, I like you."

Huangfu Jingyan used the most gentle words to express what he didn't want to say all the time, but dared not to say, just like the trickle on the green hills passing through his heart, and uttered it gently.

Mu Qingcheng stared wide-eyed at the opposite person with an expression of disbelief. She thought that she didn't have that much charm and could make a glamorous emperor fall in love with her.That person is a king with power all over the world, a person who is so glamorous to the core, who makes countless people jealous, but loves him deeply.She said that she likes herself, such words can't be believed even in death.

"Hehe, Your Majesty really knows how to joke. This joke is not funny at all. If Your Majesty just wants to say this, then I will go first."

Mu Qingcheng wouldn't believe this, and didn't want to be confused.With a stiff smile on her face, she got up quickly and was about to leave. She felt that if she didn't leave, she would really be deeply involved and be affected by her words.

Seeing that Mu Qingcheng was about to leave, Huangfu Jingyan was unwilling to do so. He took a step forward and stretched out his hand to hold her tightly in his arms.

"Cheng'er, I really like you. At first I didn't believe it myself, but after you left, I was sure of my heart. It's really difficult to wander around all day long, and my mind is full of your shadow. Even in dreams, My mind is full of your shadow. I know that I can't lose you anymore. I used to think that I would die alone all my life, but now that I meet you, I don't want to miss it, and I don't want to be alone. "

When Huangfu Jingyan said this, his body was trembling.Mu Qingcheng felt her fear, fear, and hesitation in her heart.

Faced with this sudden confession, Mu Qingcheng's mind went blank.She never thought of this result herself.He has been waiting for the right time to leave the palace, but now the owner of the palace, his nominal "husband", has revealed his feelings to him, and he is also panicked, how can he answer her properly.

Her body was hugged stiffly, her mind was in a mess, what was the situation, Mu Qingcheng tried her best to clear her mind.

After a cup of tea, he finally came back to his senses and spoke slowly.

"Your Majesty, I really have no way to reply to what you said. Give me time and let me think about it."

Huangfu Jingyan subconsciously hugged him even tighter, she was afraid that she would lose her if she let go.

Mu Qingcheng felt that she was about to be suffocated by being hugged, and if she continued like this, she seemed to lose consciousness completely.

"Your Majesty, you hug me so tightly that I can hardly breathe."

Hearing that Mu Qingcheng could hardly breathe, Huangfu Jingyan quickly let go and asked with a worried expression.

"Cheng'er, are you okay? I didn't do it on purpose. I really didn't do it on purpose. Is there anything uncomfortable?"

"No, Your Majesty, I have to leave beforehand. I will think about your words carefully and give you an answer as soon as possible."

Mu Qingcheng tried her best to pull out a smile, all she wanted to do now was to leave as soon as possible, so that the heart of leaving would not be suffocating anymore.

Huangfu Jingyan looked at Mu Qingcheng in frustration, and replied weakly.

"it is good."

Mu Qingcheng didn't speak either, just looked at each other with a smile, strode to the door, opened the door and left, which made Chun Yu puzzled, and finally just followed closely without saying a word.