Shhh, it's a secret...

"Little Joe..."

The young man grabbed the corner of my clothes and called out softly.

Impatiently, I turned around and removed the tear mole on the corner of his right eye, but I couldn't see his face clearly.

"Little Qiao, don't be afraid, I will always be with you."

I heard him say this, swearing, it doesn't seem to be false.

……

"Ding~"

The alarm clock on the bedside suddenly rang, I turned over, stretched out my hand from under the quilt to turn it off, and opened my eyes with difficulty to glance at it: 8 o'clock.

There is class at 8:[-], but I don't think about it.

Today is the first day of class in the sophomore year, if you don't go, you will definitely be blacklisted by the head teacher.

Rubbing his swollen head, he struggled to get up from the bed, looked at his haggard face in the mirror, splashed a handful of cold water on it, trying to clear his chaotic mind.

I didn't sleep well yesterday, it seems...

Dreamed about him again.

……

"Be quiet!"

The homeroom teacher, wearing black-framed glasses and slicked-off hair, came in, knocked on the blackboard to signal the restless students to quiet down, then looked around and told the class committee and the person in charge to hand out the newly arrived textbooks.

I leaned my chin on the table, flipped through it twice in boredom, looked at the dense formulas printed on it, and pushed it aside in disgust.

He was about to close his eyes and squint for a while, but was pushed up by a force: "Qiao Zuo, why are you sleepy again?"

Hearing this energetic voice, I glared at Shen Xinhe resentfully: "Can't you calm down for a while?! I just had to catch a train for two fucking days!"

Shen Xinhe gave me an embarrassed smile, and put the soy milk pancake in his hand on my table: "Okay, okay, can't I be wrong? Master Qiao, have a breakfast to calm down."

"It's almost there!"

As the saying goes, short-handed and soft-mouthed, I have to forgive him.

Besides...

I knew very well in my heart why I didn't sleep well.

"However, Qiao Zuo, you said how good it is for you to be in the capital, why did you come here all the way? Although this is also prosperous and prosperous, it is no better than the capital after all!"

My movement of drinking soy milk froze, and then I returned to normal. Looking into his curious eyes, I said casually, "If you don't want to be there, come out for a walk."

"Oh?"

He raised his eyebrows and looked at me with interest.

I turned my head to look at the empty blackboard, avoiding it with a guilty conscience.

Fortunately, he didn't continue to ask.

Why are you here?

I put down the soy milk and touched my shoulder through my clothes.

There is a tooth mark there, the tooth mark that has not been removed after a long time, and it is also the only mark he left on me.

How could such a timid and cowardly person like me leave my hometown and come to this place half a country away from the capital?That must be because there are things in the capital that I don't want to face!

and so……

I really wanted to get out and about and not be in that suffocating place.

The sophomore has not been re-segregated, and is still the same person.

University is not like high school, it is full of busy figures, and they fall asleep in the first class of school.

I stared blankly at the blackboard, which was covered with handwriting, but it was blurry. It wasn’t that I was sleepy, but when I closed my eyes, it was full of the thin but resolute figure, and I couldn’t fall asleep even if I wanted to sleep.

Really, scared.

Shen Xinhe touched me with his arm, saw me looking at him, and asked, "What's for lunch?"

One is that he has been tortured for the past few days and has no appetite, and the other is that he just had breakfast, so he waved his hand to tell him not to bother me.

But he still poked and poked persistently.

There is really no way, I replied angrily: "Whatever."

As a result, at noon, I sat in the cafeteria.

Looking at the shredded fish-flavored pork in front of him, and then at Shen Xinhe who was smiling brightly across his face, he twitched the corners of his mouth and did not speak.

"Why, didn't you say it's casual? The cafeteria is also pretty good."

I was too lazy to talk to him anymore, and with the mentality of not eating for nothing, I picked up the chopsticks and took a bite, but the taste of the mouth made me unable to swallow it.

Obviously, the color, aroma, and taste are all right, but there is a retching bloody smell permeating between the mouth and mouth.

And that bloody smell...is inexplicably familiar.

Like the one that was flowing in the air three years ago.

For a moment, his face turned pale.

"what happened?"

I controlled my trembling body, wanting to see cunning from Shen Xinhe's eyes sitting opposite, but the worried expression didn't look like a prank, and I looked around again, and the diners were as usual, and there was no vomiting event……

Slightly stunned, he put down his chopsticks, swallowed the piece of meat in his mouth, and shook his head pretending nothing happened: "It's okay, it's just unpalatable."

Hearing my answer, he put down his crossed legs and said helplessly, "Tut, tsk, you're so delicate! Go, go, I'll take our Uncle Qiao to eat something good."

squeamish...

Hearing this, I was suddenly stunned.

like……

In my memory, there is also such a person who always smiles helplessly and says to me: "Little Qiao, you are so delicate!"

"No", I picked up my wallet and was about to leave: "Go by yourself, I'll go to the dormitory."

It's just that the footsteps have not yet been taken, and the voice behind me makes me pause.

"Qiao Zuo, does eating with me make you so sick?"

"You think too much."

After finishing speaking, I walked towards the door on my own.

The fiery gaze behind Tuliu was so strong that it seemed to burn my entire back.

nausea?

how could be?

Maybe it would have been a long, long time ago. After all, although I, Qiao Zuo, am not thick and muscular, but I am also a real pure man. How could I not change my face when I flatter men from the beginning?

But when he was with that person, he had done everything, and he didn't care about such petty fights like Shen Xin.

It's not that I don't know Shen Xinhe's thoughts, but even if I know, so what.

Shen Xinhe is my deskmate and roommate, and I'm not like other people. My hometown is thousands of miles away. It's not good for anyone if I get killed. The most direct...

It's just that I have nowhere to go.

What's more, since I was young, I knew that I was too handsome. Although I had practiced martial arts, I couldn't avoid some people's other thoughts.

He is a well-known figure on campus, and I, who was far away from home, also needed a shelter.

So, just get along like this.

……

Back in the dormitory, I couldn't wait to rush to the toilet and vomit.

He wanted to spit out all the bloody smell in his mouth, until there was only sour water left, and tears spread on his cheeks, before he collapsed and leaned against the wall.

Seeing the mess made, unconsciously, I laughed.

Yin You...

You said, am I in a mess?

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