Friendship

After school starts, the most inevitable thing is to see Ye Qiqi, Feng Jingchuan knows that Ye Qiqi had a very happy winter vacation.

Before the winter vacation, Ye Qiqi thought that she would be sad and sad. She went out to buy a package with her little sisters, and traveled with her parents for the New Year. She didn’t feel like a cold war with her boyfriend at all. Forget it.

Feeling guilty, Ye Qiqi learned that Feng Jingchuan was going back to his hometown during the Ching Ming Festival, so he suggested, "Why don't I go with you, and I can meet your parents by the way."

Feng Jingchuan was taken aback: "Uh, could it be too fast?"

In order to show how much she cared for Feng Jingchuan, Ye Qiqi said, "It's just to meet, not to get married."

Feng Jingchuan nodded: "Okay, let me take a look at the ticket."

The tickets for the day before the Qingming Festival were sold out, and there were no air tickets. Feng Jingchuan said to Ye Qiqi, "I've booked a ticket for you one day later, otherwise you can only take the bus."

"Okay, one day later is fine, but you have to come pick me up."

"it is good."

Bringing his girlfriend home, this incident made Feng Jingchuan a little nervous, and the relationship seemed to be different immediately when he brought him back home.

On the day Feng Jingchuan came home, it was drizzling and the weather was gloomy. It was not very good, but this did not affect Feng Jingchuan's mood. He was very happy in his heart, after all, he hadn't been home for half a year.

Feng Jingchuan was carrying a bag on his back, carrying a suitcase in his hand, and was in a hurry to open an umbrella.Bai Yang took the suitcase in his hand and said, "I'll help you carry it, you check the bus first."

"Okay, thank you, Yang Yang." Feng Jingchuan smiled at Bai Yang, and walked from the school gate to the bus stop. Bai Yang held the suitcase in one hand and held the umbrella for Feng Jingchuan with the other, while Feng Jingchuan lowered his head View bus information.

Ye Qiqi also came to see Feng Jingchuan off, and stood aside with an umbrella, apparently still a little angry with Bai Yang.Seeing this, Feng Jingchuan was a little helpless, Ye Qiqi hadn't apologized to Bai Yang until now, he ignored the rain and walked under Ye Qiqi's umbrella.

Bai Yang also moved the umbrella forward, until he sent the person under Ye Qiqi's umbrella, then silently retracted it.

"Take this opportunity to apologize to Bai Yang."

"Why do you still mention this matter? Do you feel uncomfortable if you don't mention it? Is it important for me or him?"

The place is so big and the distance is not far at all. Naturally, Bai Yang heard Feng Jingchuan's words. Bai Yang interrupted the two people who were about to quarrel, and asked, "Jingchuan, is the bus coming?"

Feng Jingchuan looked down at the phone, then turned around and said, "There is still some time."

"It's almost too late, let's take a taxi." Bai Yang stretched out his hand to hail a taxi. Bai Yang put Feng Jingchuan's luggage in the trunk, pushed Feng Jingchuan into the car, and said, "Remember to give me the taxi when you get home." Make a call."

"Okay." Feng Jingchuan nodded, and Ye Qiqi was flustered as she watched the two of them interact. Is such an obvious question really so difficult to choose?

After Feng Jingchuan left, Ye Qiqi didn't give Bai Yang a good look either.

Bai Yang's white eyes have been a lot since he was a child, and he is not inferior to the love rival in front of him, so he ignores Ye Qiqi's hostility.When he returned to the dormitory, he saw Fu Yuan packing his luggage as soon as he entered the door.

"Where are you going?" Bai Yang still has a class in the afternoon, otherwise he would definitely go to City S with Feng Jingchuan. Fu Yuan is a local, so he can go home when he wants to go home, and he doesn't need to pack his luggage at all, why? Packed up now.

Fu Yuan's eyes were full of flames, and he said: "The latest information, Xiao Yu will have a concert in Shanghai during the Ching Ming Festival, and I got a ticket to support him! Also, this time Xiao Yu lives in Fugui University Hotel, I have booked the room opposite him."

"How do you know?" Bai Yang was very puzzled, did Lu Guanyu tell Fu Yuan everything?

"In his circle of friends yesterday, there are two photos, one of his parents, the background is Fugui Hotel, this place is only 15 minutes drive from the concert venue, very convenient. The other one was taken in the hotel room Looking at the building outside, it should be on the 15th floor. If the window faces west, it is an odd-numbered account number, and all the rooms above the tenth floor of Fugui Hotel are suites with living rooms. There are six households on each floor. I booked room 1504 , if you are lucky, you might be able to live in 1503."

Fu Yuan looked at Bai Yang with a face of "you understand". After the analysis, Bai Yang was dumbfounded and said, "Did you not get enough points in the college entrance examination? Why didn't you go to the police academy?"

"Well..." Fu Yuan's eyes darkened, he really wanted to go if possible, but if he reported to the police academy, Fu San might be the first to do him, "No way, it's fate."

In the afternoon class, Bai Yang always thought about Feng Jingchuan, worried whether he would get home safely.Feng Jingchuan returned to City S by train. He still had a little thought about City S in the past six months.

Surprisingly, Feng Guodong was waiting for Feng Jingchuan at the train station. Feng Jingchuan sent Bai Yang a message of 'arrived', and asked with some surprise, "Dad? Why are you here?"

"I'm here to pick you up, have you eaten yet?" Feng Guodong stepped forward and helped his son carry the bag, he was so kind and amiable, Feng Jingchuan thought for a moment that he was Feng Ling.

"not yet…"

"Let's go eat first, and we'll talk after dinner."

Feng Jingchuan was sensitive to the words in Feng Guodong's words, and asked, "What else?"

"Nothing, let's go eat first."

Feng Guodong took Feng Jingchuan to a noodle shop and ordered two bowls of beef noodles and a few side dishes. Feng Jingchuan didn't eat anything along the way, he was really hungry.Looking at his son who was eating honestly, Feng Guodong felt mixed emotions in his heart.

Guilt, remorse, regret all mixed together.

"Dad, why don't you eat?"

"Oh, I'm eating, I just lost my mind about something."

"You are so strange, you call me and come to pick me up..."

"Aren't these things parents should do?"

"It's normal for other parents, but it's abnormal for you to do it with my mother."

Feng Guodong was so blocked that he couldn't speak, and finished the noodles in the bowl in a few mouthfuls.After eating, Feng Guodong asked again: "Are you full?"

"full."

"Go somewhere with me."

Feng Jingchuan felt strange, he always had a bad premonition in his heart, he nodded, the direction of the car made Feng Jingchuan feel more and more bad, isn't this road going to the hospital?

"Who is hospitalized?" Feng Jingchuan got out of the car and asked in front of the hospital building, "What's wrong? Is it serious?"

Feng Guodong's silence made Feng Jingchuan a little scared, and he could only cover up his fear by chattering, "Could it be my grandfather? Grandpa looks healthy, grandma? No, no, it can't."

Feng Guodong remained silent the entire time, listening to Feng Jingchuan's wild guesses made his heart ache. When he arrived at the inpatient area, Feng Guodong pushed open the door of the ward and stepped into the ward with Feng Jingchuan.

Later, when Feng Jingchuan recalled this scene, he still couldn't say a word, it was indescribable.He has experienced that feeling of suffocation twice in total, but fortunately, Bai Yang will be by his side for such things in the future, and he will always support him.

Feng Jingchuan knew clearly that it was Li Ling lying on the bed, but he couldn't believe it at all, because she really didn't look like Li Ling.

Li Ling had always been thin, but the whole body of the person lying on the hospital bed was swollen, especially the legs, which were twice as thick as before, and the whole feet seemed to be blown up, turning red and blue.

Li Ling's arms were covered with traces of blood drawn and drips, obviously she had been in the hospital for a long time.Li Ling lay motionless on the bed, if it wasn't for her weakly floating chest due to breathing, Feng Jingchuan really thought she was dead.

"Me, my mother, her, what's wrong with her?" Feng Jingchuan stammered across a hospital bed, "She has a cold? Or is it an allergy?"

Feng Guodong patted Feng Jingchuan on the shoulder, and said softly: "A year ago, your mother passed out while playing mahjong, and she was sent to the hospital for examination. It was... cancer."

"Can I have surgery?"

"I was going to have an operation, but the result of the examination was not very good, already..." Feng Guodong felt very sad, he couldn't bear to tell Feng Jingchuan the bad news, but he was afraid that Feng Jingchuan might not even see him for the last time.

No one from Li Ling's family came forward, let alone offered money. When Feng Guodong went to the train station to pick up Feng Jingchuan, Feng Guodong's current wife was still watching Li Ling in the hospital.

During this period of time, my condition has been deteriorating repeatedly, and I can't do surgery. The feeling of powerlessness is really bad, and I can only watch people lose their luster little by little.At the end of March, Li Ling lost her temper, and her whole person softened, but she kept talking about seeing Feng Jingchuan.

Feng Guodong pushed Feng Jingchuan forward, and asked tentatively, "Dachuan, are you staying here for a while this afternoon?"

"Well, I'll stay for a while, you and auntie should get busy first." Feng Jingchuan nodded, and even smiled at Feng Guodong, he walked to the hospital bed and sat on a chair beside him.

Feng Guodong said: "I haven't gone to work for a few days, so I have to show up this afternoon. Your aunt is going to pick up Lingling at three o'clock, but we will be back at five o'clock. I won't let you stay alone for too long." Long."

"I know Dad, you and auntie are careful on the road."

Feng Guodong looked back at his son's lonely back and sighed.After Feng Guodong left, only Li Ling and Feng Jingchuan who were sleeping soundly were left in the ward. Feng Jingchuan took a deep breath and felt the smell of disinfectant in his nose and mouth.

Feng Jingchuan's mind went blank, and he blinked his dry eyes a few times. He reached out and touched Li Ling's deformed legs. Just such a gentle touch made Li Ling, who had been sedated, frown. Feng Jingchuan With some fear, he withdrew his hand, not daring to touch his mother again.

Feng Jingchuan's 20th birthday has not yet passed, so he doesn't have much feeling about life and death.But now the god of death is standing beside Li Ling's bed, and may take her life away at any time.

Feng Jingchuan felt a little sad, but he couldn't shed a single tear.He felt that he was a bit cold-blooded, but death was such a virtual thing that he couldn't touch it or feel it. Feng Jingchuan never thought that his mother with sharp teeth and omnipotence would appear in such a posture in front of him. before.

I don't know how long it took, and the effect of the medicine gradually disappeared. Li Ling opened her eyes and woke up. Seeing Feng Jingchuan sitting aside, she smiled and said, "Am I ugly like this?"

"will not."

"It's really funny. In the end, Feng Guodong and Li Wan took care of me together. Son, how do you think I've lived my life?"

Feng Jingchuan couldn't answer Li Ling's question, so he asked softly, "Mom, do you want some water? I'll pour it for you."

"I'm not thirsty, you just sit here with me."

"Okay." Feng Jingchuan nodded, wanting to hold Li Ling's hand, there were several tubes stuck in her arm, Feng Jingchuan didn't dare to touch it at all.

Feng Jingchuan talked a little about the people and things in the school, shared his college life, and told Li Ling that he made a little money during the holidays, so he doesn't need to pay living expenses next semester.

Li Ling smiled, her eyes were full of tenderness, and said, "When my son grows up, I may not be able to guard you if you find a wife in the future."

Feng Jingchuan's heart skipped a beat, and he felt uncomfortable again.

At this moment, his cell phone rang, and when he looked down, it was Ye Qiqi's call. Feng Jingchuan said to Li Ling, "Mom, I'll answer the call."

"Who?"

"My girlfriend is Ye Qiqi."

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