Mumu's Baking Soda

I feel like I am sitting, the cushion under my buttocks is very real to the touch, and my hands are placed on something similar to a table, my back is straight, and as far as my eyes can see, there is a bright spot in the dark, full of bright spots It turned into an ellipse, and finally formed a mirror that could clearly show her appearance.The child in the mirror was wearing the clothes she had worn just now, but the person became very small, just like when she was a child.It's just that compared with most children of the same age, he just looks like a child. Those dark eyes are not what a child should have.

"Don't look, I am you." The child in the mirror said.

The sound echoed in this small room, unnaturally making Su Hua feel dizzy, as if his head had been hit hard on the temple with a golf club, and everything in front of him immediately felt unreal.Su Hua raised her hand and touched her face. She felt that the outline was not that of a child, and somehow she was comforted in her heart.

"You said you were Su Hua, so who am I?" Su Hua asked the question he had written on the paper naturally.

What answered her was a laugh that would only make people feel panic for no reason: "For the sake of distinction, I am Hirasawa."

"Why do you feel that your name will be taken? It's just that this name doesn't belong to you. Your name is Su Hua, but what about me? I was also called Su Hua later on." Ping Ze also seemed to be sitting, in the dark, She leaned back and even raised her hands flat in a good mood. After putting her weight on her back, she didn't want to pay attention to Su Hua's little expressions. Well, after all, for her who is omniscient and omnipotent, Su Hua's growth is really too naive. : "Door curtain? It's better to say that we are like the custodians locked in the armored van. You know, the armored van generally has two locks, one is locked outside, the other is locked inside, and the outside lock is locked. , whether it is through playing with people's hearts or power, there is always a possibility that it will be opened, and the lock inside, only we have the key, that is, it can only be opened from the inside. If someone robs with a gun during transportation, the door will be opened. Yes, the custodian also died at the scene, you said, what is the source of this robbery?"

Su Hua frowned. She didn't understand what Pingze was doing when he told her these things, but she quickly loosened her brows: "Guard yourself." She thought that there was no reason not to answer, so it was better to answer.

"Smart." Pingze praised her, and then continued: "Since we have talked about this, I think you should understand. No matter whether this is a game or not, the person who can make all the money disappear , In fact, it’s only us, if you want...in fact, as long as you want to, you don’t need to think about rationality, as long as what they say is different from what you see, you can choose not to believe it.”

Su Hua didn't understand Pingze's words until the other party said: "I know you have been wondering whether you really like Mu Xi or are you with Mu Xi just because you can't bear to refuse. If you don't get the answer, you want Destroying the answer, when the other party holds a knife that will definitely kill you, you don't think about any solution, because you think you don't know how to love, love a person, or just love the word, if there is If you use the reason of repaying your kindness, then everything can be explained."

"Do you think you are reborn? Shuttle back and forth in your own memory, and finally achieve the purpose of tampering. As long as the integrated system research is completed and everyone's memory is tampered with, it is equivalent to changing the facts. The current technology can indeed be based on a living person. to reshape a dead person with his memory, but you should know, who will bring you back to life in this capacity?"

"A person will die three times in a lifetime, but your mother will never let you die." Ping Ze's face disappeared in the mirror, replaced by a mobile phone with a full signal on the table.

The sound of sizzling barbecue is the ringtone of the mobile phone. Su Hua stretched his hand into the air for a long time before answering the call.

"Well, mom, this is Su Hua."

"Well, Xiaohua, this is Mom."

Su Hua took a breath, and then said, "Moses, what's the matter, my lord?"

"Can't I find you if there is nothing?"

"Uh, of course not..."

"Okay, let's stop teasing you, it's Mu Xi, she's about to give birth, do you know that?" Mother Su's tone was clearly filled with excitement.

"Ah?" Su Hua was immediately stunned by the news: "Why?"

"Isn't the child yours? How could you not know?"

"Mine?" Su Hua didn't fully express the two-word question under his tongue, and the call ended.Then, as if playing a slideshow, the life of Su Hua was fully represented by frames of small still images.

There are no games, no murders, no targets for revenge, and no genetic recombination. The characters in the novel... walk on the same street every day, and fixed things happen at every time point. Just like boiled water, it has no taste and no reason to live.Perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, a person like her would never choose to commit suicide, but the opposite is the same reason.There is really no reason to live any longer.

Learning is not good or bad, so is interpersonal communication, and so is the prospect of the future. The result is nothing more than a lack of interest, not because of oppression, but because people are aimless because of emptiness. It's just unbearable.Although, if you want to bear it, it's not impossible... But I really didn't choose to go on, did I?

After all, it returned to its previous appearance.

But the person in the mirror is no longer Ping Ze, but Mu Xi.Perhaps because of her pregnancy, Mu Xi's originally delicately contoured face looked a little swollen. She faced Su Hua, but she was looking down, and her trembling temple hair also showed that this woman was running fast with her big belly.Why run?You should have guessed it. In the case of suicide, Su Hua went to the hospital.

Su Hua remembered that the moment she received her mother's call, she was on the train platform, and the moment she hung up the phone, she chose to lie on the track.

This is "guarding and stealing".

Because I know that this child cannot be hers, or there are more other factors, but none of these can change a little. Mu Xi has a boyfriend, and she is just a person whose sexual orientation has been made public, and she is regarded by the whole society. The heterogeneous that refuses to accept.If Mu Xi gives her a little sunshine, she will be brilliant.Memories ran in her mind, Su Hua touched her face, and the tears on that face still had a sweet taste, well, it turns out that she also likes Mu Xi.

If love comes first, then she will never be the last one.I always thought so, until later when I read the book with Lucille, I talked about: "For the sake of the lover's future and family reputation, you can give up love. I don't think that is love."

Lucille said that she is only suitable for staying in a mental hospital and waiting for someone to save her, but if the person who comes here is not in time, she will choose to commit suicide.

That's the right thing to say.And then, it seems that this is what happened.But there are always surprises.

At the moment when the tram drove by, the desire to live prompted her to turn her head, was she going to leave the city?Thinking of this silently in my heart, but in a blink of an eye, there is only consternation left in my eyes.

Mu Xi came after him.Running out of the small house that she moved out half a month ago just for her?This was something that was unimaginable before.

Her body that fell on the rails was not crushed, but hit, and it seemed that Mu Xi's shout came from her ear: "I like you."

The corners of her eyes were blurred for a while, but among the blurry figures, she saw a person waving his arms desperately and squeezing towards her.

There were dead people at the station, and people had to run out, and there were thousands of people at this station, and only Mu Xi was able to swim against the current.Or maybe her death was a bit ugly, scaring away some people.

If Mu Xi doesn't come, she can have no expectations.

If Mu Xi hadn't said these words, her world would have come to an end in this way.

If Mu Xi hadn't stretched out his hand to her and desperately tried to save her, then everything that followed, that is, what happened after that, would not have happened.

... Hirasawa's face finally appeared in the mirror: "This struggle is enough, you can go back."

"Go back? Shatter this mirror?"

"Correct."

"But what about you? I'm going back, what do you do?" Up to now, Su Hua is still in the mood to worry about others.Although this person is, in a sense, herself.

Hirasawa's soul has been trapped in that small body, but she has not grown into the appearance she hated most at the beginning. The reason is actually very simple.

Ping Ze said: "Although it is a delusion, this is a story you wrote to me anyway. As the protagonist, of course I want to continue this story."

"You who can only see superficial things, of course you don't understand, hurry up and leave." Hirasawa was very impatient.

What about Su Hua?She smashed the mirror with Hirasawa's face, where will she end up going back?No one knows.

Existence is truth.That lie also has infinite possibilities to turn deceit into good intentions.When Su Hua woke up in the hospital bed, Mu Xi was still holding the baby and breastfeeding.Seeing Su Hua wake up at this moment, he almost threw the child in his arms out.But after the rejoicing, Mu Xi was at a loss. In the original love, she was the absolute dominant position, but this was just the other party's connivance. Now that things have changed, she still can't adapt to her role .

Su Hua seemed to just take a nap, she supported her aching head: "My mother said, this is my child?"

The child was almost two years old, but he was still hugging his mother's arm like a koala. He had just finished feeding, and his mouth was still making smacking sounds.

"What's the matter? I remember that we didn't sleep together." Su Hua looked at Mu Xi without answering, and asked again.

"Because you were so sleepy at that time." Mu Xi answered in this way, talking about others.

The author has something to say:

I originally planned to write a passerby's perspective, forget it, so be it.Since it's an open ending, it's better to be more open.Anyway, if you write too much, it's all rubbish.