looking away

【meet】

at unexpected times,

Under unexpected circumstances,

You saw a girl who was far from the expectations in her mind.

But, it happens to be this gap,

caught your sight,

burst into your brain,

It teases your mind, and the joyful dancing begins!

sequence:

I really want to be lazy like this all the time, but it seems that I have to do something like I have to go to the toilet.

Sighing deeply, after doing the math, half of the holiday has passed, but the whole person doesn't seem to have moved at all.

I wanted to use the vacation to relax and clear my mind, but I didn't expect to just sit in this room for so long.

Close your eyes, and search for the reason for your laziness in the depths of your mind...but you can't figure it out.

It seems that since the last century, I have been sitting and nesting here, this is just a set pattern.

Just like, a woman also likes women, there is no reason, it's just a formula.

Time ticked by, leaving nothing but the sour smell from the accumulated dirt on her body, she was getting bored,

Tired of myself, like a fool with a big pancake around his neck, who is bleeding all over the floor, occupying air and space.

Standing up, there was soot all over the floor, as well as food residues of unknown origin, and she walked towards the bathroom while removing her clothes from the outside to the inside layer by layer.

Open the valve, the water drenches the hair and body, the pores of the whole body wake up with the flow of water, the heart starts to beat again, the lungs start to breathe again, close the eyes and feel the ecstasy of the skin at this moment.

Xiao Fan thought: Maybe it's time to come back...

1. Wake up

In the mirror, Xiao Fan reluctantly looked at his pale and haggard face like a drug addict, and his shriveled and slack body washed by running water, a sense of disgust emerged spontaneously, and he forcibly shifted his gaze to other corners.She thought, what should I do in the remaining ten days?Traveling and climbing, swimming and fitness, or, to find her?

No, never!

Thinking of this, Xiao Fan not only shuddered, but also hastily drew a negative conclusion to his thoughts.

"I must have been stupid in the room, it won't work." Xiao Fan hastened his washing.

With the mood of encouraging myself, I walked out of the bathroom in my pajamas. Open books were thrown everywhere in the room, and there were pages full of writing and drawing.There are a few sketches pinned to the drawing board in the corner of the room, and the sketches of the characters on half A4 paper are placed in the corner of the drawing board.There is almost no place to stay in the whole room. Clothes, wine bottles, water glasses, eaten fast food boxes... are thrown everywhere, and the sundries are covered with soot and dust, all of which are left by Xiao Fan at this moment. They floated up one after another, dancing wantonly in the light through the window.

After searching for a long time, Xiao Fan found the remaining half pack of cigarettes, lit it and held it in his mouth, turned on the stereo, and began to tidy up the room.After a while, the small hut began to light up. Xiao Fan picked up the laundry and walked to the washing machine.

"Pa..." Something seemed to have fallen from the messy pile in his hand.

Xiao Fan looked down, and it turned out that it was the mobile phone that had been turned off since she was on vacation.

The washing machine started to spin rumblingly, Xiao Fan sat on the sofa with the cover removed.Turned on the phone.After a while, there was a ding ding dong dong, my mother's phone, a colleague's, a buddy's, a friend's, and two WeChat messages from her,

"Fan? Why shut down the phone?"

"……I am worried about you!"

Xiao Fan unconsciously raised his right hand, pressed his thumb on his temple and rubbed it,

Worried, why leave?

After leaving, why do you still miss it?

Since you can't put it down, why don't you dare to pick it up?

Oh, how could I fall in love with you who are so weak!

Well, I surrender, I compromise, I'll go to you, okay?

Liu Tong, you have to know that this is our last remaining relationship!

2. Meet

Xiao Fan, a decoration designer in D City, has worked for 9 years and is well-known.Three years ago, on her 27th birthday, friends forced her to celebrate with a treat.So, she took everyone to a western restaurant designed by herself for a meal.It was that day that she met Xiaotong, a T who had a great personality and looks like a girl.

Of course, at that time, Xiao Fan didn't know that his subsequent life would produce so many dramatic chemical reactions with this person.

That day, Xiaotong took his girlfriend with him.When the buddy introduced to Xiao Fan, he said: "She, Liu Tong, is the same age as you. She is a good buddy."

Tong smiled and reached out to hold Xiao Fan's hand, and introduced the woman beside her: "Yufei, my friend."

Xiao Fan responded politely with a smile: Well, my name is Xiao Fan, you are welcome if you know me, what would you like to drink?

During the meal, Tong's self-cultivation and demeanor have always affected the atmosphere of the whole table. The woman beside her just sat quietly, smiling and frowning according to Liu Tong's words.

Maybe it was fate, one day a year later, in the same autumn, Xiao Fan came to this western restaurant again to discuss work with the manager.Just as she was about to say goodbye and leave, she inadvertently glanced back at the people eating in the restaurant, and when she saw two people near the window, she froze.

It was Liu Tong and the woman she brought that day were sitting there.

Tong lowered his head, clenched his hand tightly into a fist and put it on the table. The woman on the opposite side looked at Liu Tong and didn't know what to say.

Xiao Fan wanted to pretend he didn't see it, turned to leave, but saw that woman also stood up, walked to Tong's side, hugged her and left.

When she passed by Xiao Fan, Xiao Fan turned his back to avoid her gaze.

When Xiao Fan turned to look at the window again, Liu Tong had disappeared.Seeing that the mobile phone and handbag on the table are still there, where can she go?Xiao Fan was a little puzzled.

It didn't take long for Xiao Fan to be puzzled, when he heard the sound of broken glass coming from the bathroom, the waiter rushed to check, but saw Liu Tong wrapped his right hand with a tissue and walked out of the bathroom with a cold expression.

She returned to her seat, picked up the things on the table, and walked to the bar to pay.The blood had soaked the paper towel and dripped onto the ground drop by drop.

Someone started whispering in the restaurant, someone looked at the woman with strange eyes, and the waiter looked at the restaurant manager in bewilderment.

Xiao Fan couldn't help frowning at this moment, how old he is to play this, childish!

I really wanted to leave her alone and let her go, but seeing that she had already walked towards him, and his eyes fell on her hands again, Xiao Fan sighed softly and thought to himself: If I am hurt like this, I will just do a good deed every day.

"Ma'am, is your hand okay?" Although he has been running a western restaurant for many years, this is the first time the manager has encountered such a thing, and he didn't know how to deal with it.

"It's okay, I'm sorry, please include the broken glass in the bill." Liu Tong didn't seem to see Xiao Fan standing at the side of the bar at all.

"No need, as long as your hand is fine. Uh, next time, please be careful next time! I think you'd better go to the hospital to bandage it to be safe." The manager thought of putting things to rest. Compared with the responsibility of accidental injury, A piece of glass is certainly not worth mentioning.

Liu Tong was too lazy to greet the manager, so he left 1000 yuan, turned around and strode towards the door.

Xiao Fan seemed to be watching a good show, with a smile on his lips.

This woman is interesting.

3. Faint needle

"Liu Tong!" Xiao Fan followed up and stopped her.

Tong stopped and turned around, seeing Xiao Fan in a neat suit, he was stunned with a puzzled look on his face.

"Do you still remember me? Xiao Fan, we had dinner together on my birthday here last year." Xiao Fan introduced himself with a smile.

"Oh..." Liu Tong smiled politely and didn't want to speak.

"How is your hand, go to the hospital!" The hand is still bleeding, the tissue has been soaked, and it seems that the injury is not serious.

"No need." Liu Tong looked at his hand indifferently, then at Xiao Fan: "Do you have any cigarettes?"

Xiao Fan hesitated for a while and said, "Yes, in the car."

Sitting in the car, Xiao Fan lit a cigarette for Tong, then helped her fasten her seat belt, started the car and drove directly to the hospital.

Tong has been looking out the window without speaking, soothing music wafts in the car, and there is a faint smell of tobacco.

In the hospital parking lot, Xiao Fan got out of the car and opened the co-pilot's door.Liu Tong had already frowned into a knot at this moment: "Why, you really came to the hospital?"

But Xiao Fan now, only wants to finish this day's good deeds quickly, so he doesn't bother to write ink with her.So, he "invited" Liu Tong out of the car with half-truck and half-drag, and then half-pushed and half-dragged into the hospital.

An hour later, the two sat back in the car, Xiao Fan couldn't bear it anymore looking at the lingering anger on the face beside him, he leaned on the steering wheel and laughed.

Liu Tong is really full of black lines at the moment: "Who can believe it? In less than an hour, she is a majestic seven-foot man... Oh, no, it is a majestic seven-foot T! Oh? It doesn't seem right? Forget it, let's do it like this !

In less than two hours, a living person who was seven feet tall was dumped first and suffered mental torture; then he mutilated himself and suffered physical pain, and finally he was frightened and suffered mental torture!Is there a more bloody plot than this!God!Is this because I didn't read the almanac when I went out?How is it so unlucky?

well!Speaking of it, I can't blame others.What kind of glass are you smashing when you have nothing to do!I feel so angry, what's wrong with smashing it?Why do you have trouble with glass?Even if you can't get through with the glass, it's nothing, and the bleeding is all defeated.But, why, why did he bump into such a "thing" when he went out?

It didn't count if she bumped into him, but she unexpectedly acted like Lei Feng out of nowhere and dragged herself to the hospital.

What the hell, what are you afraid of!From childhood to adulthood, the place Liu Tong hated the most was the hospital. When he was a child, he would be terrified when he saw someone in a white coat.This time it's all right, I can't run, I can't hide, let this "thing" hold me alive!It's pressing!Really press it!Disinfection, bandages, injections... Liu Tong is now full of anger and has nowhere to vent, only thinking about how to kill people and silence them.

Thinking of this, Liu Tong's vicious eyes fell on Xiao Fan who was laughing and crying, and cursed in a low voice: "If you laugh again, it's time to pass your anger!"

Xiao Fan lay on the steering wheel, tilted his head to look at Liu Tong, shook his head lightly, sighed and said, "Big T! Hey? I remember correctly, the last time you drank, that's what you called yourself, right? ? Hahahaha, big T!"

"Damn, I've never seen someone get dizzy. It's so rare. Just laugh, see you later." Liu Tong opened the door and was about to get out of the car.

"Don't, don't, don't," Xiao Fan hurriedly pressed Liu Tong, "Stop making trouble, I'll be a good person to the end, and I'll take you home."

Tong looked at Xiao Fan's uncontrollable smile, and followed viciously: If you dare to spread it, silence it!

"Yes! You scared me to death!" Xiao Fan was in a particularly good mood at the moment!

4. Change

On the way, Xiao Fan kept secretly looking at Liu Tong who was sitting beside him looking out the window.A baby face, not to mention pretty but very attractive.Especially a pair of eyes, so clear that there is a touch of blue.An unmodified face, clean and natural.Based on this appearance alone, no one can see that she has such an informal character.

"She broke up with me," Tong's low voice came over.

"Yeah..." Xiao Fan had already guessed the general idea.

"Because I feel unsafe, I feel that my existence threatens her life." Tong continued.

"Cut..." Xiao Fan dismissed such reasons.

"Oh, I think she's in love with me too."

"Ah??" Tong's last words made Xiao Fan baffled.

Tong glanced at Xiao Fan, and smiled self-deprecatingly:

"I don't understand. Because she is deeply in love with me, she is afraid that I will disrupt her life. She is afraid and wants to leave me."

Xiao Fan had never heard of these remarks.

"So, you? It looks like you're sad."

"Sad? Oh, you mean this?" Tong raised her right hand wrapped like a rice dumpling, "Do you think I'm sad?"

"What else could it be?" Xiao Fan shrugged, "Even a fool can see it."

"Well, you are right! You are a fool!" Liu Tong gave Xiao Fan a fierce look and continued:

"Would you like to watch a movie? Break glass to break up a relationship! If I'm in such pain, I should smash it in front of her, drag her to watch me smash it, and beg her after smashing it! That's only useful!"

"Well, that's right, then why are you doing it?" Because of such a silly behavior, Xiao Fan actually responded, asking for a reason, even she wondered if she had a wrong nerve today.

Tong paused for a moment, then sighed softly.

"I'm just not very good at adapting to changes. I'm afraid to face life again, change a state, change a mood, and face everything again. I just hope that no matter how far I go, as long as I look back, the original things are in place But, the reality is like this, the more you expect something, the harder it is to achieve. No matter how hard I try, everything still changes. Sigh! So, I was afraid, panicked..."

As soon as the words fell, a tear rolled down from the closed eyes.

Now that I think of it, it was the first meeting like that, and it became the first contact between two people.How can such a contact produce love?But things are like this, in invisible places, in unexpected places, love grows quietly and quietly.

The author has something to say:

meet

at unexpected times,

Under unexpected circumstances,

You saw a girl who was far from the expectations in her mind.

But, it happens to be this gap,

caught your sight,

burst into your brain,

It teases your mind, and the joyful dancing begins!