chronic silence

Weinuo was reluctant to hang up the phone, and asked "really?" three times before stepping out of the banquet hall, feeling extremely agitated.Of course, Wei's father, who was busy explaining to his in-laws with incoherent speech and sobs, would not know, let alone hear Wei Nuo's weak sobs.Wei Nuo sniffed, suddenly resembling himself when he was sixteen or seventeen years old.

He frantically ran to the third floor that Chen Yaoyu mentioned. The sound of running disturbed Shi Shi, who was already so tired that he cried to sleep. His small body was covered with a coat that did not belong to him. He frowned and recovered. Calm.Wei Nuo slowed down and approached with light steps, and Chen Yaoyu was facing away from him.Standing by the window at the corner of the stairs, Wei Nuo didn't know what kind of expression he had. Wei Nuo noticed a bent but still intact cigarette on the window sill, thought about it, and then focused his attention on the stone.

"When I came, he was still shrinking and crying. Your father didn't make things difficult for you anymore, did he?"

"Probably." Wei Nuo simply explained a few words, but Chen Yaoyu was noncommittal.Gently stroking Shi Shi's hair over and over again, Wei Nuo's hanging heart finally landed safely. "How did you find the third floor?"

A thought flashed in Wei Nuo's mind: Liu Junyuan is also here.He vaguely remembered what Chen Yaoyu said.Because of the wedding, Wei Nuo was familiar with the structure of the hotel, thinking that Chen Yaoyu and Liu Junyuan would live in a certain room here and spend the night, the urgent sense of reality made Wei Nuo feel unspeakably uncomfortable.

How to describe it?Chen Yaoyu and Liu Junyuan are husband and wife, but he and he are lovers, and his brain seems to be short of oxygen, almost suffocating.Originally, he didn't want to do anything with Chen Yaoyu and Liu Junyuan, and he didn't want to take care of it. Anyway, it was not in front of his eyes, so what should happen naturally happened.

"Because the first and second floors and the parking lot have already been searched."

The atmosphere between the two of them, the questions and answers should be plain, but it became strange because they deliberately avoided fermentation.

"No matter what, thank you." Mingming thought of apologizing, so he should say sorry first.

Is it because I think too much?People who worry about gains and losses have always been more vulnerable.Wei Nuo's mood fluctuated wildly in the past hour, and now even the slightest inhuman expectation has come to nothing.

"Didn't it go well?" Failed so you can't sleep?

"Very well." Chen Yaoyu was surprisingly reticent, and kept his back turned.

Wei Nuo felt uneasy, but at the same time, he was also a little worried about Chen Yaoyu.His performance was abnormal from any angle.Wei Nuo mistakenly thought that Chen Yaoyu swallowed a fly because of his business gains and losses, so he stood behind Chen Yaoyu and patted him on the shoulder as comfort.

Chen Yaoyu didn't respond.

"Want Yu?"

It was so abnormal, Wei Nuo was a little overwhelmed and wanted to hug him.

"It's cold on the ground, you should go home with the stone first. Rest early, you are tired today."

"Yaoyu." Wei Nuo softly said the name of the person in front of him.Putting his hands on Chen Yaoyu's shoulders again, Chen Yaoyu moved to the left and dodged.

That's right, it was consciously avoided.

"Go back early." Chen Yaoyu had no other words, nor did he explain.

"Yaoyu, it's my fault, can you go back with me? Let's go back, shall we?"

"Junyuan is waiting for me." Chen Yaoyu was restless, apart from being angry at Wei Nuo for not saying a word about what happened just now, the feeling Liu Junyuan gave him was still in his mind, and he couldn't get rid of it.If it wasn't for accidentally hearing Shitou crying in a corner, Chen Yaoyu wouldn't even want to see Wei Nuo again today.He was originally a person who loved to compete with himself, and more importantly.If his love for Wei Nuo is only confusing and no longer pure, then Chen Yaoyu will not be able to pass his test.

What he needs now is absolute calm.

And what about Weinuo?What is needed is absolute comfort.

"Junyuan?" Wei Nuo couldn't believe it. Was Chen Yaoyu joking when he mentioned Liu Junyuan's name?Are you kidding him?Didn't I explain the cause and effect just now?Questions one after another made Wei Nuo's head explode with pain.His memory suddenly flashed back to the moment when the car accident happened, implicating that time, Chen Yaoyu was so desperate to take care of him and protect him.What is the reason?It's hard to tell.Wei Nuo tried his best to maintain rationality, but at the next moment his body was tightly pressed against Chen Yaoyu's back, his hands were too afraid of losing him so he hugged his waist tightly, and the hem of his clothes was wrinkled so that he lost his grace.Only the quarrel in the square was selectively forgotten by Wei Nuo.

"Yaoyu, just today, can you accompany me? Chen Yaoyu, only today, can you accompany me home?"

silence.

Endless silence.

Wei Nuo didn't believe that Chen Yaoyu would do this.Between tightening and loosening, Wei Nuo didn't want to let go.He tightened his grip and hugged it more thoroughly, so that it was only separated by the fabric.

Chen Yaoyu was unmoved.After 2 long minutes, Chen Yaoyu gave the order to evict the guest, "Go back after hugging, I should go too. Let's all calm down."

Hearing Chen Yaoyu's words, Wei Nuo breathed a sigh of relief, and let go resignedly.This time it was his turn to be silent, silently picked up the stone, and prepared to go home.

"Are you going to give up on me?" At this time?He couldn't ask.

Wei Nuo hugged the stone, feeling powerless engulfing him.But as a father, his sense of responsibility gave him great support.He may not be We Nuo, but he must not be Shi Shi's father.This string, which is tense all the time, allows him to temporarily ignore his physical and mental exhaustion, and save his bad day like a special medicine.Maybe, add later.

When the temperature disappeared from the back and from the waist, the two different bodies bid farewell to the two.At that moment, Chen Yaoyu fell down with a heavy heart.After the desire to clear up their thoughts regained the upper hand, the two left in different directions.

Liu Junyuan must have woken up a long time ago.On the way back to the hotel, she keenly felt that Chen Yaoyu was a little different today.No, to be precise, the Chen Yaoyu just now was a little different.Is it because she cried?Is it because she's showing vulnerability?Regardless of whether it was intentional or the effect of alcohol, Liu Junyuan showed her true feelings.Back then when he approached the down-and-out Chen Yaoyu and said to save his family's business for him, it was only half right.Looking at the empty bed, she fell into memories...

When Chen Yaoyu returned to the room, Liu Junyuan was still asleep.He didn't get any answers this evening.It's because he couldn't think of it, he's not sure; or it's the interference from Weinuo.He couldn't attribute it. Although he didn't like this feeling, he decided to keep this question in his heart and wait for the next time it appeared. Would he be able to think clearly by then and make the final choice?

Wei Nuo is different.

Looking back on this bad day, it was all because of Shi Shi's words.But he is a stone, he is Wei Minglei.He is just a child and should not be involved in such a whirlpool of contradictions.As Shi Shi's father, Wei Nuo should love and cherish him. He can think of a hundred reasons to excuse Shi Shi, and the simplest one is Tong Yan Wu Ji.But the one hidden deep in my heart is asking for trouble or beyond my power.Maybe, as Qi Li worried, is he capable of giving Shi Shi a stable life?He adopted the stone, is it the best choice for the stone?Or should Shitou's last name be Wei?

If you think about it any more, Article [-] will appear.

Another demonic self jumped out and said, leaving home, adopting, working, relatives, old love-life as a gay is already so difficult, why not live for yourself.Be Wei Nuo, don't be Wei's father.When this kind of thought appeared, Wei Nuo actually had a trace of complaints against the stone, which made the angel-faced self grab hold of him and ruthlessly punished him once.It was also during this battle between himself and himself that Wei Nuo finally exhausted all his strength, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

That's right, the one who deserves the most rest and the most consideration should be yourself, right?

How can you rest!Shitou wakes up tomorrow, have you thought about your rhetoric, how are you going to explain it to him?What if he doesn't talk to you anymore?

Go away, go away, go away.I don't know who is talking in my mind.Whether it's persuasion or temptation, Wei Nuo, like most people who have God's perspective in their dreams, knows everything and foresees the ending.

Then what?The answer is the inability to change.Dreams and reality are sometimes similar, except that one forces people to sleep and the other forces people to wake up.Wei Nuo prepared a set of rhetoric about priorities. Regarding his gay status, he still decided not to mention it and played around until the day he had to face it.

The next day, Wei Nuo was rushing to work, and Shitou had to go to school.There was an air of "don't tell" in the air.Weinuo was grateful for the brief escape at this moment, and wanted to get Shi Shi dressed neatly, only to find that Shi Shi had already prepared, schoolbag, red scarf, little yellow hat—even the shoes were wiped by himself, and everything was done impeccably.It seems that the emotion of not wanting to communicate with him has reached its peak.If this continues, even after work and school, it will be difficult to start a conversation.Wei Nuo thought for a while, deliberately slowed down the speed of shaving, and tentatively said, "Stone, wait for me."

Shi Shi glanced at him with a evasive expression, which is complicated only for children, like a student who has been wronged by the teacher.

Wei Nuo sighed in his heart, but decided to get past his eyes first.

After sending the stone to the school, it was still the same as usual, the laughter that didn't disappear because of the estrangement between the father and son kept echoing in Wei Nuo's ears.The strong campus atmosphere made Wei Nuo recall the past with Chen Yaoyu.So the beauty of campus romance lies in the hazy feeling and the dream that is out of reality.Now thinking of Chen Yaoyu again, thinking of how vulnerable he was last night, begging Chen Yaoyu to comfort him, begging Chen Yaoyu to warm him.It's not that Wei Nuo thinks he's humble and hungry, he just thinks he's too pitiful.He shook his head, both himself and Chen Yaoyu were no longer kids who hadn't graduated from school.Adults don't leave much time for love.Although I don't know what happened to Chen Yaoyu that night, it's not something that I can figure out when I'm so preoccupied.

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