chronic silence

When we arrived at the designated hotel, many people were already there.The crowd was bustling, only a few familiar faces among them and the signs in the venue told Wei Nuo that there was a wedding going on here that he didn't want to attend.

Wang Fan went there with his wife and children to greet his old classmates.Wei Nuo felt that this was unnecessary for him.Perhaps it was because after separating from Chen Yaoyu, I even wanted to abandon my entire high school life. This kind of immaturity that hurts Chi Yu is not something an adult should have, but Wei Nuo felt inexplicably tired.

Anyway, he must say hello at that time, he thought so, and said to Shi Shi that he was about to taste fish, shrimp and crab meat, and soon arrived at the designated floor.

Xiao Shitou had never seen such a lively and grand scene, and rushed to the venue impatiently, but was stopped by the receptionist.

"Little friend, where are your parents? Come in with your parents."

Stone heard this, turned around and shouted loudly, "Dad, Dad, come here quickly!"

Wei Nuo looked at the attitude of the receptionist at the door, and thought it was bad, the invitation had been torn up by himself, if he couldn't get in... He looked at Shi Shi with a look of anticipation, and didn't know what to do for a moment, so he had to let Shi Shi stand aside first, Negotiate with hospitality yourself.

"That's right, I left the invitation I received at home, Mr. Chen Yaoyu and... Mr. Chen Yaoyu's wedding, I know about it."

"Sir, this is not an ordinary hotel. We can't get in and out with just a few words from you. I'm sorry, but please cooperate with us." The reception was polite, but it pushed people away.

"The invitation was stamped in gold, I really forgot it at home." Wei Nuo couldn't figure out why he didn't want to attend his wedding, but acted like he wanted to enter the banquet hall right away, and wanted to say something more...

But obviously there was no result, Wei Nuo complained in his heart more than once that he was not good at negotiating, otherwise his sales performance would not improve for a few years.

Just when Wei Nuo was embarrassed, the people behind him gave way tacitly, Xiao Shitou ran to his side and said, "Dad, that uncle is so handsome."

Looking back, Wei Nuo never expected that ten years later, seeing Chen Yaoyu again would be like this.

Even though he was mentally prepared, it was still like being struck by lightning.

Chen Yaoyu walked towards We Nuo calmly, with a plump face and well-dressed clothes, as if he could hear the rustling of the wind under his feet.All this seemed just right to outsiders, but to We Nuo, it made him feel sick and lost his appetite.

"We will definitely get married in the future. In a small church, no one else is required to attend. It is the best blessing to have you by my side."

Sure enough, thinking about this sentence made people even more disgusting.

"Wei Nuo, I didn't expect you to come." Chen Yaoyu's familiar voice came, and he smiled.

Wei Nuo didn't respond.

Chen Yaoyu's smile froze, and he quickly pulled Wei Nuo, "What are you doing standing at the door?"

Only then did Wei Nuo react, motioning for Shi Shi to come over, then deliberately shook off the approaching hand, and entered the wedding banquet hall with Shi Shi's little hand.

Chen Yaoyu was stunned for a moment, and then smiled again, but Wei Nuo ignored him and walked forward.

Chen Yaoyu turned to the host and said, "This is my high school classmate, I invited him here."

The receptionist nodded again and again.

But Wei Nuo couldn't see or hear all of this, what he saw was: flowers, colorful lights; balloons, crowds of people.

Wei Nuo didn't think about whether Chen Yaoyu would catch up and hold him back, he just found a table with the card "Male classmate" written on it, and sat down with a stone.

As soon as they sat down, the people at the same table began to say hello.As time goes by, everyone has changed a lot, and it would be difficult for Wei Nuo to recognize them one by one.Sure enough, he is not good at negotiating, Wei Nuo thought to himself.

"Yo, this isn't Wei Nuo, how is it? Where are you getting rich now?" A few minutes before the banquet started, the invited classmates arrived in twos and threes, and the wedding hadn't officially started yet.

"It's a general sales job." Wei Nuo answered truthfully.

"You're being humble again, aren't you? Who here doesn't know how good your grades were when you were in school." Classmate A also dragged the other two together to boo, saying that Wei Nuo was being humble.

At this time, a woman dressed in light yellow came running from a distance from the door, hurriedly lifted up her clothes and sat at Wei Nuo's table.

In this way, a table of people is gathered together.

The woman always smiles, doesn't talk much, and looks at herself from time to time.Wei Nuo remembered, she was Ma Yue'er.He said, "Yue'er, you are here too."

Ma Yue'er was sitting not far from We Nuo, "I thought you wouldn't come, so I didn't dare to recognize you." After she finished speaking, she glanced at the wine glass, but she didn't stop.

"Yeah, I also thought I wouldn't come, you know that it's the most impossible in this world..." Wei Nuo's words were interrupted, because there was warm applause at the scene, and the wedding began.

Yes, the wedding has begun.

For the first time ever, Wei Nuo opened a bottle of wine, filled it up for himself, and asked, "Do you want some?"

Ma Yue'er raised her wine glass, "Of course, I respect you."

Wei Nuo smiled wryly, and just as he was about to drink it down, he found Shi Shi looking at him puzzled. We Nuo switched the wine glass to the other hand, then patted his head, "Children, don't learn."

All in one drink.

Shitou and Wang Yunwen were chatting and laughing without needing the attention of an adult like Wei Nuo, but Wei Nuo, the father, probably forgot what he promised himself, and started drinking heavily again.

"Father, you promised me not to drink!" Shito put down the chopsticks in his hand, with a very serious expression on his face.

"It's your child?" Ma Yueer was very surprised. Seeing Wei Nuo nodding, she sighed and said to Shitou, "Little friend, today is a special day for your father, he won't get drunk ,Do not worry."

Shi Shi's hand was still grabbing Wei Nuo's wine glass.

"Even if he's drunk, auntie will take him home, okay?" Ma Yueer laughed and picked up a shrimp for Shishi.

"Father, you have to be careful with this auntie, she's bribing me now." After Shi Shi said a word, he couldn't help eating shrimp, and Wang Yunwen didn't even have time to answer when he talked to him.

Ma Yueer listened to it, probably because the little girl disliked the kind of words that the little boy's handwriting was too ugly.

The master of ceremonies on the stage tried their best, and the atmosphere on the scene naturally climbed higher and higher.Wei Nuo seemed to respond to Ma Yueer's saying that it's okay to be drunk, drinking one cup after another, hitting the table with the wine glass again and again, making the sound of collision.

But no one cared, just like Wei Nuo didn't care about the joyful atmosphere, the red faces of the crowd, or the couples on the stage.

"Shitou, eat more, tell Dad what you want to eat." Wei Nuo's voice became a little fuzzy after he couldn't remember how many drinks he had eaten, and even Ma Yueer advised him to drink less.Wei Nuo shook his head, his eyes moved with his head, and vaguely saw Chen Yaoyu and the bride toasting table by table.

The smell of alcohol rushed straight up from his stomach, coupled with the gradually numbing pain in his brain, Wei Nuo hurriedly stood up, said "Help me look at the stone" and rushed to the toilet.

Ma Yue'er was bumped by Wei Nuo who was leaving in a hurry, and almost knocked over the wine glass. "Hey, Wei Nuo, go slowly!" Ma Yueer shouted to Wei Nuo's back.

Chen Yaoyu looked this way, then smiled and toasted an elder. After toasting three times in a row, he didn't know what he said, and walked towards this side with a wine glass.

"I didn't expect you bastard to get married." Ma Yue'er raised her glass, "Why did you leave the pretty bride and think of your old classmates?"

"Where did Wei Nuo go? Did he drink too much?" Chen Yaoyu didn't intend to drink with Ma Yueer, because Ma Yueer was special to him and to Wei Nuo.

"Let's toast the bridegroom with a glass of wine first. Hey, um, um, Wang Fan, why don't you fill it up for Yao Yu when he comes?" Ma Yueer smiled even more happily, her face flushed, making people think she had Indulge in this joyful atmosphere.

Wang Fan directly took an unopened bottle of beer from the other end of the table, bit the cap of the bottle with his teeth, grabbed Chen Yaoyu's wine glass and poured it in, "Why didn't you see the bride come with you, Yaoyu, you boy It's not kind, I don't want my brothers to take a closer look at my sister-in-law's beautiful face... how do you say that..." Wang Fan was talking, smelling of alcohol, slurring his words.

"Beautiful appearance!" Someone in the crowd answered.

"Yes! Beautiful appearance, hahaha." Wang Fan smiled, and all the men at the table laughed.

Chen Yaoyu took the wine glass, and distanced himself from Wang Fan a little, "I'll say hello first, when my wife will come over, brothers, please be merciful, I'll have a few drinks with you first." He drank the wine in the glass happily, and picked up the glass to signal the next one.

Ma Yue'er turned her face away, and helped Shi Shi wipe off the oil and soup all over her face.

Wei Nuo rushed into the private room of the toilet, first threw up recklessly, and then went to the sink to wash his face with cold water.He looked at himself in the mirror, water droplets stayed unevenly on his face, his eyes were bloodshot from vomiting, and his face was a little pale.

Wei Nuo, Wei Nuo, how could you let yourself be in such a mess.Wei Nuo looked at himself in the mirror, his eyes were flushed for a long time, and the urge to cry seemed to overflow from his body, frantically looking for an outlet to vent.I don't want to go out from here, if Chen Yaoyu happens to be toasting at his table, then I have to meet him face to face, absolutely, absolutely don't want to see his face again, absolutely don't want to face him again.

Chen Yaoyu had already fought a little outside, and when he finally came to Ma Yueer's place, he raised his glass and shouted loudly, "Toast to our beauties!"

Ma Yue'er also filled it up without any hesitation, and drank a cup.

"Auntie, stop drinking." Shitou beside him kindly reminded, "You still have to take my father home."

Only then did Chen Yaoyu notice it, and said with a smile, "Auntie? I thought this brat was your son."

Ma Yueer stared at him, "It's not my son, it's Wei Nuo's son."

He is Weinuo's son.

With a bang, the wine glass in the groom's hand shattered.Chen Yaoyu was stunned for a second before he murmured, "Stop teasing me, this is impossible."

Ma Yueer said disdainfully, "You are married, so can't he have a child?"

Chen Yaoyu tried his best to maintain his demeanor, turned around and asked Shitou, "Little friend, where are your parents?"

Shi Shi took Ma Yue'er's hand and said, "My father went to the bathroom."

Wang Fan, who had already been drunk for a long time, heard something in a daze, and he didn't know who he was yelling at, "It's good to get married, it's good to get married, Wei Nuo asked your child to marry our Yun Wen." , when the time comes, I will invite all of you here, and see if I will treat you one by one..." Before he could finish speaking, there was a burst of laughter.

Chen Yaoyu's mind was blank for at least a second, unable to hold anything. For him, it was possible for Chen Yaoyu to get married, but it was absolutely impossible for Wei Nuo to have children.Regardless of the broken wine glass, Chen Yaoyu immediately rushed to the toilet, his steady steps did not look like he had drunk too much wine, his face was only stern, and he could not see the movement just now.

Seeing him leave, Ma Yueer hurriedly took Xiao Shitou's hand to follow, but she was a little dazzled by the alcohol.

As soon as Chen Yaoyu entered the toilet, he frantically looked for Wei Nuo.There was simply no one else in the toilet.Chen Yaoyu immediately locked the door of the toilet, and shouted to the cubicle, "Wei Nuo, Wei Nuo, come out! Wei Nuo!!"

There was no sound other than his own echo and the unknown sound of running water.

Wei Nuo solved the urge to urinate, and is squatting in a private room at the moment, and has nothing to do, just light up the cigarettes distributed on the table and smoke.When Chen Yaoyu came in, Wei Nuo had just finished smoking, and his whole body was still very uncomfortable. He had no strength to react, stand up, or reach out to lock the door. Chen Yaoyu's voice was mixed with the scene of the past in his mind. The bang made him unable to wake up.

Finally, Chen Yaoyu's shadow hit him in front of his eyes, Wei Nuo looked up, the bloodshot eyes were not so obvious, the water on his face had evaporated long ago, it was hard to tell whether he had cried or not.

Chen Yaoyu looked at Wei Nuo who was curled up beside the flushing machine, dragged him up, and asked angrily, "Wei Nuo, you have a child, Wei Nuo, you have a child, really?" Yours, it's really yours!"

There was no emotion on Wei Nuo's face, as if there was nothing in his eyes at this moment except his physical discomfort.As if stating something that had nothing to do with him, Wei Nuo murmured, "You can get married, and of course I can have children; since you invited me, I will bring my children. It's reasonable, it's... Reasonable."

"Reasonable? Don't you fucking like men? Why are you dating a woman now?" Chen Yaoyu clenched his hands even tighter.

We Nuo looked at him, with a trace of disdain in his eyes, "Like men? You mean you, you mean Chen Yaoyu who dared not say goodbye to his face before, or standing in front of me now..." Wei Nuo said dryly "Chen Yaoyu who invited me to the wedding?" Wei Nuo said every word very softly, but the almost inaudible voice was clearly transmitted to Chen Yaoyu's ears.

Chen Yaoyu couldn't refute, he didn't expect that Wei Nuo hated himself so much, he didn't expect that Wei Nuo who was so stubborn would finally compromise with reality. "Wei Nuo, just because I got married doesn't mean I don't care about you. There were many reasons at that time. I..." Chen Yaoyu said while stroking Wei Nuo's cheek.

"Enough!" Wei Nuo roared, "Are you drunk or crazy? Can you say 'being married doesn't mean you don't care about me'? Sure enough, you haven't changed at all."

Chen Yaoyu supported Wei Nuo's shoulders, "I and her...forget it", Chen Yaoyu took a deep breath, "If I didn't care about you, if I hadn't been thinking about you all these years, I wouldn't be so old Please come here with all your might.”

"Ask me to come over? Do you think I'm willing to come? Do you think I'd like to watch you cuddle with others on the stage, and then happily drink every drop of the wine you toasted, are you satisfied?"

Chen Yaoyu was silent for a long time, "I just want to see you again, I'm afraid that apart from this time, there will be no more excuses to look for you."

Wei Nuo was speechless, the anger in his heart, unwillingness and regret mixed with another indescribable emotion, intertwined with each other and slowly rising and falling, as if filling the whole body.

The next moment, Chen Yaoyu kissed her without warning.

Familiar and strange feeling, the temperature comes with the touch, and the ups and downs of their lips seem to silently protest the long-term separation.There is a strong smell of alcohol in the breath, and no one can guarantee the other person's sobriety.When Chen Yaoyu pried open Wei Nuo's teeth, Wei Nuo gave him a hard push.

Chen Yaoyu slammed into the door panel of the compartment with a "bang".

"Fantasy words won't work, do you want to force it?" Wei Nuo wiped his mouth, "I don't have time to listen to you talking about old times here." After speaking, he gestured to leave.

Chen Yaoyu didn't move away, just watched Wei Nuo get closer and closer to him, and then hugged Wei Nuo in front of him, "That's why I called Lai Qiang, Wei Nuo, Wei Nuo, do you know, looking at you The feeling of slowly approaching me..." Chen Yaoyu kissed again, regardless of Wei Nuo's struggle, between his lips and teeth frantically plundering, not letting go of any gap.

"Chen... you, uh... madman" Wei Nuo kept struggling, his body could not be fully stretched in the not too big space, and being restrained by Chen Yaoyu's hands, his twisting body Rebellion looks more like a silent invitation.

Feeling Chen Yaoyu's tongue deftly moving in his mouth, Wei Nuo bit down hard.

Chen Yaoyu let go of the pain, took a sip of his mouth, and swallowed all the blood.

Wei Nuo staggered and wanted to go out, his cheeks were reddish and hot due to drunkenness.

Ma Yueer rushed to the door with Shitou, worried about what happened to Weinuo, and because of her female status, she said to Shishi, "Shitou, go and call your father and tell him to come out quickly."

"Okay." Shitou pushed the door hard with his hands, but found that he couldn't push it open no matter what, so he shouted anxiously, "Dad, Dad, come out!" Shitou started crying, and the people around him gathered around .

Chen Yaoyu took Wei Nuo's hand, and the noise outside gradually came. We Nuo said casually, "How long are you going to hold me? If the bride rushes in in a hurry, what are you going to do?"

Sure enough, the urgency in the right hand was gone.

We Nuo opened the door, and there were brighter lights outside.He pointed at Ma Yue'er shaking his head and said, "You, you, take good care of my child."

Ma Yueer strode up and slapped Wei Nuo, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

Chen Yaoyu who was inside rushed out to support the unsteady Wei Nuo, "Don't force yourself if you can't drink, don't you vomit enough!"

"My father is drunk, ah... sister, don't hit him." Little Shitou poked his head out and firmly held We Nuo's hand.

Without saying a word, Ma Yueer glared in Wei Nuo's direction, then turned and left.

We Nuo only remembered that he was carried out by a group of people, together with small stones, the father and son stood at the entrance of the hotel, and the cold autumn night wind flowed silently.

It's finally over, Wei Nuo thought to himself.Now as long as I go home and fall asleep, I can wake up the next morning with a headache and forget everything about tonight, and it's finally over.With such a mood, Wei Nuo walked to the side of the road, and Shi Shi followed closely.

"Get in the car, I'll take you back." Ma Yue'er appeared from the side, already changed into fur clothes, and she didn't know how long she had been waiting here.

Wei Nuo said embarrassedly, "Just now, I'm sorry."

"Okay, I know you don't want to embarrass him, so I gave you a slap too. How about it, are you awake?" When Ma Yueer said these words, her back was turned to Wei Nuo. There was no expression on her face, and it only made people feel that her shoulders were frozen and uncoordinated.

The street was not quiet at night, but the sound of Ma Yueer's high-heeled shoes hitting the ground could be clearly heard. In this heartbeat-like rhythm, Wei Nuo arrived at the parking lot.

Ma Yueer started the car, "Get in the car."

We Nuo got into the car, the heating in the car gradually started to work, Xiao Shitou fell asleep from exhaustion.

Since Ma Yueer asked "Where to live" when she got in the car, she didn't say a word. The radio station and car CD that she liked to listen to, after being switched by Ma Yueer many times, they simply turned off. It fell into silence for a while.

"Yue'er, thank you for taking care of the stone today."

"Don't interfere with my driving." Ma Yueer only said this sentence, and then the car became quiet again.

Got home.

Ma Yueer stopped the car, untied her scarf, covered her body with the stone, and gently picked it up, waiting for Wei Nuo to enter the moment the door opened.

Wei Nuo turned on the light, Ma Yueer covered Shi Shi's eyes with her hands, and then gently put him on the bed under Wei Nuo's instructions.After doing all this, Ma Yue'er showed a relieved expression, as if she herself was exhausted. "Can we talk?" Ma Yue'er's voice was inaudible, probably because she was afraid of waking up the child on the bed.

"En." Wei Nuo nodded lightly.

There is a convenience store not far from the community, and Wei Nuo locked the door after confirming that Shi Shi was fast asleep.

Wei Nuo simply ordered two cups of instant coffee, and handed one to Ma Yueer, "Drink it, it's getting cold, warm your body."

Ma Yueer put the coffee aside, "Wei Nuo, how did you separate after that? The two of you, you two must not have colluded to lie to me."

"It's not what you think." Wei Nuo held the packaging cup with both hands, and the temperature of the coffee made people feel real, "You are the only old classmate who knows about us, Chen Yaoyu and I—— After leaving you, he proposed to break up with me soon."

"He proposed to break up?" Ma Yueer thought for a while, "No wonder, it can be seen that you love him more."

Wei Nuo smiled wryly, "What's the use of that? If it's time to break up, then just break up, and if it's time to get married, get married too."

"There's nothing wrong with it, don't you also have a child..." Ma Yueer sensed the embarrassment on Wei Nuo's face, and lowered her voice, "I said that the stone is not your child, right?"

Wei Nuo was silent for a while, "Is it your intuition? It's amazing—the stone is my adopted child." Wei Nuo stated the facts as plainly as possible.

However, Ma Yueer was still taken aback.

"So, you...you...he...you..." Ma Yue'er can probably understand that after she confessed to Wei Nuo and was rejected, Wei Nuo and Chen Yaoyu did not keep going as they had agreed. Together, and after many things, Wei Nuo adopted this child named Shi Shi.

"It's hard work." Ma Yueer looked at Wei Nuo, wanting to say something to comfort him.Although I don't know why Wei Nuo is so busy now, he must have experienced a lot during this time.

"I chose the road myself. There is no hard work or hard work. With stones to accompany me, I feel that my life is more fulfilling." Wei Nuo took a small sip, "Speaking of which, you became the first one to know my secret again. people."

That's right, the same as back then, Ma Yueer thought, I have become No.1 who knows his secret again.She didn't want to inquire further about the reason why We Nuo committed sex, and also understood that such a topic might remind We Nuo of his unpleasant past, "Okay, for the sake of buying me coffee, one last question. Ma Yueer laughed, "Where is the child's full name?"

"Ming Lei, Wei Ming Lei." Seeing Ma Yueer's bright smile, Wei Nuo seemed to feel a lot more relaxed.

"Okay, it's getting late, you should go home early too." Ma Yueer drank all the coffee.

"Is it okay for you to come home so late?"

"It's okay to live alone, okay, go back quickly." Ma Yue'er got into the car, and seeing We Nuo's back getting farther and farther away, she rolled down the window, "By the way, I'll let you go when I'm free." I will come to get the scarf, remember to put it away for me."

Wei Nuo didn't react until he heard the voice, turned around and said almost subconsciously, "I'll help you take it there..." In the distance, Ma Yueer's car had disappeared.

As for Wei Nuo's words, did they reach Ma Yueer's ears with the cold night wind? This is Ma Yueer's own, red secret.

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