Aunt Xue is very busy [Love is deep and rainy]

Lu Yiping didn't know how she got home all the way. She woke up in the panic of Fu Wenpei's call, and what she saw was Fu Wenpei's anxious face.

"Yiping, Yiping, what's the matter with you?" Seeing Yiping's distraught look, Fu Wenpei was in a panic, "Didn't you say to find Shuhuan? What about others? Didn't you come back with you? Didn't you?" Reconciliation? What's wrong with you?!"

Hearing her mother mention He Shuhuan, Lu Yiping's heart ached, and the uneasiness in her heart came out like a beast, which made her almost unable to hold back the choking in her throat.

She hugged Fu Wenpei violently, tears pouring down like a faucet turned on, "Wuuu... Mom, mom! How could Shuhuan do this?! How could he do this?! He didn't even tell me With a yell, I went to the front line in Suiyuan! Mom, why did he treat me like this? Does he really not care about me? Does he really want me? The front line is so dangerous, if something happens to him... woo... Mom I don't understand ah woo woo..."

Fu Wenpei was also stunned. She looked at Yiping incredulously, "What did you say? He, how could he just go to the front line?! Isn't he very popular with the boss? How could he be sent to the front line? Yiping, did you hear me wrong? Are you joking with Mom?!"

"I'm not kidding, Mom, it's Du Fei, Du Fei told me..." Sobbing hard, Lu Yiping cried so hard that she could barely open her eyes, "I went to declare this morning and wait for Shuhuan... But, Du Fei was the only one who went to the newspaper office... woo woo... He also said that Shuhuan had been gone for almost half a month... Mom, mom, tell me why he treats me like this..."

Lu Yiping's crying almost broke Fu Wenpei's heart.

But at the same time, she was still filled with indescribable regret and anxiety, because she seemed to have guessed the reason why He Shuhuan was so decisive.

Ever since He Shuhuan bumped into Zhang Qianqian half a month ago at Zhang's house kneeling on the ground and begging Zhang Qianqian to fulfill Yiping and He Shuhuan's affairs, Fu Wenpei has been very uneasy, because if Yiping and He Shuhuan didn't know about this matter, then it would be too much. It was just sacrificing her personal dignity, but because Yiping was her favorite daughter, Fu Wenpei could do anything for her, that's why she went to Zhang Qianqian so directly.

But by chance, He Shuhuan bumped into that matter.

Fu Wenpei understood that with He Shuhuan's pride, the fact that he knelt down to Zhang Qianqian at that time must have made him extremely embarrassed, and he might even blame Dao Yiping for it.

But she really didn't expect that He Shuhuan would be so provoked that he would run away! !

What would her Yiping do? !

Fu Wenpei is not a woman who can hide her thoughts, and Yiping's appearance at this moment really made her blame herself, so she finally couldn't help it, and cried out holding Yiping, "Yiping, Yiping, it's all mother's fault! It's mother's fault! If mother hadn't gone to find Zhang Qianqian, if Shuhuan hadn't known about it, he wouldn't have rushed to the front line so suddenly! It was all mother's fault! Yes Mom is sorry for you!"

Fu Wenpei's words stunned Lu Yiping.

"Mom, what are you talking about? Why are you looking for Zhang Qianqian? Why was Shuhuan bumped into you? What's going on? Ah? Mom, please speak clearly, I don't understand?!"

Seeing her daughter's crazy appearance, the tears in Fu Wenpei's eyes couldn't help shedding even more fiercely.

She was really terrified by Yiping's broken heart, so even though Yiping would blame her, she finally told what happened at Zhang's house half a month ago.

When she heard her mother say that she knelt down to Zhang Qianqian and begged Zhang Qianqian to help herself and He Shuhuan, Lu Yiping's complexion changed drastically, flushed suddenly, and then turned snow white again, her eyes became even redder, and her chest became red again. It's shame and anger.

Her tears flowed more fiercely for a while, and she finally knew why He Shuhuan walked away without a head after that.

With a fever in her head, she almost couldn't choose what to say, she didn't know what she was talking about, "Mom! How could you do such a thing?! Why are you going to Zhang Qianqian? You still kneel down and beg her! Are you My mother! If you are like this, what face will I have to face her in the future? If she tells others, how will I behave in school in the future?! You also said that Shuhuan also saw it at the time?! God...he What would he think? Would he think that I instructed you to find Zhang Qianqian? Mom! How could you do this! You simply put my dignity and pride in front of Zhang Qianqian and let her trample on it! How could you Do such a thing?! Don't you have any self-esteem?!"

These words hit Fu Wenpei's heart like a storm, causing her thin body to tremble violently.

She could hardly bear the pain in her heart anymore, and hersed sadly: "Yes! I have no self-esteem! For my daughter's happiness, what is self-esteem?! Even if I were to die, I would do it! Ping, Mom has lost Xinping, only you are left as a daughter, you are my lifeblood! Seeing you suffering so much for Shuhuan, Mom’s heart hurts so much that I can’t sleep at night! In order to let you have a good time What's the point of kneeling for others?! It's just that Mom didn't expect Shuhuan to appear there at that time! For so many days, Mom didn't dare to tell you about this, because she was afraid that you would blame Mom! Now Mom I told you, you can blame mom, you can scold me, you can hit me, but mom, please, please don't torture yourself like this... Mom... Mom really can't bear to see you like this again Yiping is in pain... woo woo..."

Fu Wenpei's heart-piercing cry made Lu Yiping feel heartbroken.

Almost immediately, she knelt down in front of Fu Wenpei, hugged her trembling body, and cried tremblingly: "Mom, Mom, I was wrong, I'm just too sad, what I said just now, I couldn't speak Zeyan, mom, you believe me, what I just said is nonsense, mom, don't be sad, okay, I'm really wrong, mom, don't be so sad, you must have nothing to do... Woooo... I've already Without Dad, without Shuhuan, I can't lose you anymore...I only have you, Mom...Mom, please forgive me, Mom..."

In the small yard, Lu Yiping's mother and daughter hugged each other and cried.

When the two of them finally recovered, most of the day had passed.

During dinner, Fu Wenpei said to Yiping: "Yiping, Shuhuan might just have a problem with his self-esteem for a while, so he left for a while. Didn't Du Fei say that he was going to interview? He wasn't going to fight. I will definitely not rush to the forefront, so don't worry too much. When Shuhuan comes back, Mom will go and explain to Shuhuan in person."

Lu Yiping barely showed a smile. To be honest, ever since she learned the truth about Shuhuan's going to the front line from her mother, Lu Yiping didn't know how to face Shuhuan for a while.

She was originally such a proud person, but because of her mother's kneeling towards Zhang Qianqian, all her pride and self-esteem seemed to have become a joke. She didn't even know if Shuhuan would despise her because of this .

But these, she can only speculate secretly in her heart alone, and dare not say anything to her mother, for fear that Fu Wenpei will feel sad and blame herself for it.

During the day, her mother's pained appearance really frightened Lu Yiping.

Her mother's health was not good, and Lu Yiping really didn't want to make her feel depressed because of her own affairs.

So she could only suppress all the uneasiness and shame in her heart, forced a smile and said to Fu Wenpei: "I will go to Du Fei tomorrow and ask him about the specific situation of Shuhuan. Since Shuhuan is going to interview, The newspaper office will definitely have his contact information. Big deal, I'll write him a letter every day, and he shouldn't be so stingy that he doesn't even reply to my letter. "

Having said that, Lu Yiping actually has no idea whether Shuhuan will reply to the letter.

Early the next morning, Lu Yiping came to the gate of the declaration headquarters again.

When seeing Du Fei, under her pleading, Du Fei finally agreed to help her send the letter she wrote to Shuhuan along with the news from the newspaper office to Shuhuan on the front line.

Only then did Lu Yiping calm down a little, and began to wait for He Shuhuan's reply.

One day...two days...three days...

Ten days... fifteen days... twenty days...

He looked at Du Fei with anticipation again and again, and returned with disappointment again and again.

From the beginning to the end, Lu Yiping didn't even wait for a reply.

Sometimes she even felt in a trance that maybe He Shuhuan was just a dream she had, or maybe this person was just a person she made up and didn't actually exist at all.

But every time Du Fei looked at her guiltily and told her that Shuhuan's interview manuscripts were sent back to the declaration headquarters on time, Lu Yiping would wake up from that trance, and instead, it would become more profound day by day. anxiety and fear.

Why did Shuhuan not even reply her a letter?Not even a word about her? !

Lu Yiping couldn't accept this kind of thing at all!

In the end, she finally couldn't help asking Du Fei if she helped send the letter she wrote to Shuhuan to the front line.

Finally, in desperation, Du Fei took out the letters sent back by Shuhuan except the manuscript.

"Actually, Shuhuan did send letters back these days, but because I was afraid that you would not accept them, I have never shown you these letters." Du Fei carefully looked at the letter that was flipping through Shuhuan's letter, pursing his dry lips. Yiping, who came back with letters, was a little uneasy.

He Shuhuan did receive Yiping's letter. Although he might not be able to receive all the letters because he had to move with the large army at any time on the front line, Lu Yiping wrote a letter to him every day and sent it to him without interruption. , so He Shuhuan has actually received many letters from Yiping.

However, the him at this time has changed a lot from the him before he left Shanghai.

He Shuhuan comes from a good background, a harmonious family, and is intelligent and sensitive. Over the years, he has been a well-deserved leader both in his studies and at work.

Although in the two years since he became a reporter, he has also seen many dark sides of society and experienced many appalling things, but none of the interviews was as shocking as what he saw on the battlefield this time.

When he was in Shanghai, he was immersed in the love between men and women all day long, and the peaceful life of paper scraps and gold fans, but it turned out that in such a place so close to him, in this land of the motherland where he was born and raised, the flames of star wars have already been completely burned Get up, his compatriots, his brothers, are using their flesh and blood to resist the aggression from the great powers, and defending this already riddled country with their lives!

He Shuhuan once played the role of Robin Hood with his friends because of his sharp boxing skills, but on this battlefield, he suddenly discovered that his personal power was so small in front of tens of thousands of enemies.

Under the enemy's gunpoint, all flesh and blood are the most vulnerable existence.

A fresh life, one moment may be smiling and telling him about the momos in his hometown and his mother's earnest instructions waiting for him to return home, but the next moment he is full of blood and blood under the hail of bullets, and he can't even name it Stay, and never go back to the hometown in memory.

He Shuhuan looked at these, and the pride and responsibility hidden in the deepest part of his heart, as a man, as a descendant of the Chinese nation, flowed in the deepest part of his blood, became hot and scalding day by day, almost on the verge of burning stand up!

The rise and fall of China is everyone's responsibility!

He suddenly understood, compared with the great love of the country, life and death, what is the love between a man and a woman? !

Under the overturned nest, how can there be any eggs? !

So even if he received Yiping's letter and saw the grievance and longing she expressed in the letter, he just frowned slightly, put Yiping's letter aside, and began to concentrate on sorting it out during the days on the battlefield. come from the news.

He wants to use his pen to pass all these first-hand information back to Shanghai and even the whole country, which is still singing and dancing. He wants to let everyone know that the Chinese nation has reached the moment of life and death!

So later on, most of the letters from Yiping that had been sent to him in a steady stream, he didn't even open them.

In this way, Lu Yiping naturally couldn't wait for his reply.

And these, He Shuhuan revealed it without reservation in the letter he wrote to Du Fei.

And now, this letter is in Lu Yiping's hands.

Lu Yiping put down the letter in her hand in despair, she stared at Du Fei blankly, her eyes were full of doubts, "Du Fei, what does Shuhuan mean by this? He said that for him, the righteousness of the country has already surpassed the love between men and women He also said that he would shed the last drop of blood for this country... You clearly said that! He went to the front to be a reporter! After the interview, he will come back! Then what does he mean by saying these words ?!"

Du Fei looked at Lu Yiping with a headache. If he hadn't been forced by Yiping, to be honest, he would never have thought of showing her this letter.

But in the past few days, except for class time, Yiping would stand at the entrance of the application as a watchman every other time. Even the editor-in-chief had noticed this, which made him try to persuade Yiping to leave. It's for news, but I don't want any big news to come out at my own door.

As a last resort, Du Fei turned out the letter that Shuhuan had sent back and showed it to Yiping, hoping that after reading it, she could go home and wait for Shuhuan to come back, instead of declaring and waiting here every day. .

So, after hearing Yiping's words, Du Fei hurriedly said: "Yiping, don't think too much, Shuhuan must have been on the battlefield and was stupefied by the gunpowder smoke to write these words. He cares about you so much, all of us can see it. It's just possible that he was really stimulated on the battlefield this time. You know that Shuhuan is a person with a strong sense of justice and responsibility , in that environment, it is normal to have these thoughts. I promise, when he comes back, everything will be the same as before!"

"Will he come back?" Lu Yiping asked in an erratic tone.

"Of course," Du Fei looked at her with a smile, "Don't forget, Shuhuan was sent by our boss to interview, and when the Suiyuan matter is over, he will come back to report on work and compile Xiu, the messy bloodshed he said is about to die or live, just treat it as nonsense, don't take it seriously! I promise, when Shuhuan comes back, I will tell you about it as soon as possible. you!"

When sending Lu Yiping away, Du Fei breathed a sigh of relief.

But then, he frowned.

In fact, he didn't hand over all the personal letters sent by Shuhuan to Yiping.

Because although Shuhuan seldom mentioned Yiping in his heart, he mentioned it to Du Fei in several letters, asking him to go to Zhang Qianqian's house to help him see how their grandparents and grandchildren are doing when he is free.

Although Du Fei felt that Shuhuan's behavior seemed a little inappropriate, he also knew that Zhang Qianqian's grandfather was a paralyzed old man who might die at any time, and the Zhang family had saved the He family's life, so there was nothing wrong with Shuhuan telling him this. look.

As for Shuhuan not mentioning Yiping and Yiping's mother, Du Fei guessed that it might be because Yiping's mother is in good health and Yiping doesn't need to support the family like Zhang Qianqian, so Shuhuan didn't specifically mention it. Bar.

Although this statement, even Du Fei himself felt very reluctant.

But in fact, until now, Du Fei still couldn't figure out what exactly Shuhuan liked about Yiping.

With such a stubborn and domineering personality, and always ignoring girls, Du Fei is not blessed to accept them.

Compared with Yiping, he still likes the kind of girl who is as gentle as water and considerate.

The hand in the pocket of the clothes was unconsciously clenched tightly, even crumpling the gold-plated wedding invitation in the palm of the hand.

Du Fei couldn't help laughing at himself, even if he liked such a girl, what's the use?

The girl he likes the most will soon become someone else's fiancée.

However, that fiancé was not him.