Neverland

Xu Muzhou didn't even know how Zhong Lu got out.

The movement of Yan Cen walking towards him was like an old-fashioned movie that was manually slowed down in his eyes. Xu Muzhou noticed that his steps were slower than usual, and the swing of his right hand seemed to be smaller.There is a small piece of water stain on the bottom of his right trouser leg that has not been completely dried, which was stained just now when the tide was high at the beach.

The aroma diffuser in the corner of the bedroom beeped continuously, beeping for insufficient stock, and the water mist that was sprayed out continuously became intermittent.

The pleasant smell of essential oils in the air became thinner.

Xu Muzhou's expression was tense, his instincts over the years made him habitually engrave every detail in front of him in his mind unconsciously when he was nervous.

——But judging from the current situation, what he can do is limited to this.

Xu Muzhou seemed to have lost all language ability at this moment, he could only wait awkwardly for Yan Cen to ask him something, and then he could continue to explain to him.

——But Yan Cen didn't say anything.

He seems to have heard something, Xu Muzhou thought, otherwise how could he show such a helpless expression.

Yan Cen approached him slowly, as if he didn't intend to speak.He didn't want to say a word, even the footsteps were soft and slow, his breathing was stretched unconsciously by himself, the whole room suddenly felt like the mute button was pressed, and it became abnormally quiet.

Seeing Yan Cen approaching, Xu Muzhou felt a little depressed by the silence, so he tried to break the silence first: "Yan—"

Before he finished speaking, Yan Cen seemed to be awakened for a moment, walked up vigorously, and held him down.

Yan Cen's strength was not small, the iron bed made a toothache sound, Xu Muzhou was pressed on the bed in a daze, and suddenly heard a soft and inaudible "click" sound not far away.

— the door is closed.

But Xu Muzhou has no time to take care of the outside world, his eyes and mind are now on Yan Cen - there is no other reason, because Yan Cen looks really sad.

The bed was soft, even if Xu Muzhou fell into it, he didn't feel any pain, but Yan Cen seemed to be pressing his shoulder too hard.

Yan Cen was watching Xu Muzhou with complicated eyes, he looked very carefully, he stretched out his right hand hesitantly, and touched Xu Muzhou's face.

His thumb brushed the corner of Xu Muzhou's lips, and the remaining four fingers rubbed the small depression behind Xu Muzhou's earlobe. His movements were very light, with an instinctive blankness on his face, It's like I don't even know what I'm doing.

No matter how you look at it, it doesn't seem like the right time for such intimacy, but when it happens, it seems to happen naturally, logically, as if it should be the same at this moment.

Yan Cen held Xu Muzhou tightly and refused to let go, like holding a handful of fleeting quicksand, he didn't dare to use force, but he was not willing to let go just like that.

I'm ashamed to say that Xu Muzhou had really imagined the situation at this moment countless times, and he had also planned to compete with Yan Cen - after all, he is also a man himself.

But now it's such a time, looking at Yan Cen's beautiful eyes, he can't say anything.

Those eyes looked at him intently, eyebrows raised, and the eyes were full of nostalgia and reluctance that couldn't be dispelled - Yan Cen was always calm, so he couldn't be in such a state of embarrassment, he obviously couldn't help it.

That complex emotion was about to submerge Xu Muzhou like a tidal wave, he seemed to be whipped by that emotion, and there was only one thought left in his mind for a moment.

——I want to make him happy, Xu Muzhou thought.Please, as long as he doesn't show such eyes again, let me do anything.

So he inexplicably stretched out his hand towards Yan Cen, hooked the other's neck, exerted a little force on his arm, raised his head with a piety that was almost sacrificial, exposed his slender neck docilely, and cruelly laid his vitals in the other's eyelids Under the hood, trying to tell Yan Cen in a way that is close to the instinct of a beast——I am yours.

Yan Cen's eyes darkened, and the predatory instinct in his bones suddenly surged up, eagerly clamoring for him to obey his instinct, and teach this little thing who knows nothing about heights and depths a lesson.

Yan Cen's Adam's apple slid up and down, he stared at Xu Muzhou's neck, his eyes turned red.

But Xu Muzhou didn't know what to do, his eyes were foggy, and he clearly had an expression that he was about to cry in a second, but he still stubbornly put his arms around his neck and pulled him down.

Yan Cen's fingers caressed Xu Muzhou's side neck, his thumb rested on Xu Muzhou's Adam's apple, and moved a bit following his panting movements.

Xu Muzhou could feel something thumping in his chest—it would be a lie to say that he was not nervous, because this was an extremely intimate posture, and Yan Cen was so close to him, the hot breath he breathed out every time around him.Xu Muzhou only felt that the oxygen in the air had become extremely thin, otherwise he would be dizzy, and he couldn't even feel it with his fingertips.

The pale blue blood vessels throbbed slowly under the fair skin—fresh, hot, and desperate.

The corners of Yan Cen's eyes were red, his jaw line was tense, and finally he couldn't bear it anymore and pressed Xu Muzhou tightly, and bent down.

The hand he put on the back of Xu Muzhou's neck suddenly tightened. Xu Muzhou didn't feel suffocated or uncomfortable, but at that moment he suddenly felt that he had become a captured prey, and his spirit suddenly became tense. With a full bow, there is an illusion of surviving under the hands of wild beasts.

Xu Muzhou was already prepared, and even guessed that Yan Cen might want to bite him, make him hurt, or do something more extraordinary.But the moment Yan Cen really bent down to do what he wanted, he still inevitably tightened his body nervously.

——But Yan Cen didn't.

All the possible violent scenes that Xu Muzhou thought about at that moment didn't seem to happen.

That omnipotent, fearless, fearless, and reckless beast in the face of "rules" seems to have been tamed by his connivance.

Yan Cen leaned forward and licked the side of his neck lightly, the tip of his tongue swept over his throbbing blue blood vessels, leaving a spark of light where he passed.

Xu Muzhou couldn't help letting out a short gasp.

"Don't be afraid." Yan Cen gently rubbed Xu Muzhou's Adam's apple with his thumb, and repeated in a low voice: "Don't be afraid——"

Xu Muzhou could clearly hear the restraint in his tone, his voice had a slight tremolo, and the words "precious and important" were written all over his breath.

Xu Muzhou's eyes felt hot, and his heart ached beyond measure.

Obviously, it is Yan Cen who is trapped between instinct and rationality like a trapped animal, but Xu Muzhou is already going crazy one step ahead of him.

He wanted to say something to comfort the big cat that was tormenting him, but he couldn't make any sound when he opened his mouth, he could only choke weakly and make meaningless crying sounds.

So Xu Muzhou simply didn't say anything.

Accepting another person wholeheartedly can be very stressful because it means tearing yourself apart, offering up all your emotions, reactions, and overflowing love in a sacrificial gesture. in another person's hand.

It's an unreserved trust, and it's a very disturbing thing.

But at this moment, Xu Muzhou suddenly thought, if the other party was Yan Cen, this matter would not be so unacceptable.

So Xu Muzhou did the same, he relaxed his arm around Yan Cen, and looked at Yan Cen tenderly.

The sound of the waves outside the window of Neverland seems to never stop, the howling waves surged up and down again and again, the silvery white moonlight was dismantled into countless fine light spots, followed by the pure white waves Ups and downs, falling at the end of time.

Xu Muzhou opened his eyes, and in his blurred vision he could only see the corner of the curtains lifted by the sea breeze. The dark blue cloth curtains were re-picked out by him and Yan Cen last time. There is a ray of moonlight falling on the small thread tassel, which is falling in Xu Muzhou's eyes.

"I love you." Yan Cen whispered in his ear.He spoke very unnaturally, terribly jerky, and the ending sound was so light and shallow that it was almost inaudible.

But that voice was instantly engraved in Xu Muzhou's soul like a brand mark, which made him wake up suddenly in the ups and downs, and clearly captured the sigh.

The corners of Yan Cen's eyes were red as if they were about to bleed, he looked at Xu Muzhou so stubbornly, as if he didn't want to waste the effort of blinking.

He spoke softly, but he seemed to have been pushed to the end of the cliff, with an almost ruthless sense of despair.

Xu Muzhou felt extremely sad, he wanted to reach out and touch those eyes, but every time he failed.He was like a moth stuck to a spider's web, the more he struggled, the tighter he was clamped, the butterfly wings fluttered, and the pen holder and alarm clock on the bedside table were thrown to the ground indiscriminately.

A small doll the size of a fingernail rolled out of the pen holder, rolled twice on the white carpet, got caught in the fluff, and disappeared.

The waves of Yongwuxiang beat heavily on the rocks, beads of sweat dripped down Yan Cen's chin, and fell on Xu Muzhou's eyelids, Xu Muzhou's long eyelashes trembled slightly, the beads of sweat It dissipated into water mist, hazily covering his eyes.

Yan Cen's figure suddenly became unreal, and Xu Muzhou felt a sudden sense of uneasiness. He struggled to reach out to Yan Cen, wanting to touch and hug him.

Yan Cen didn't disturb him for too long, almost in the next second, Yan Cen took his hand, then bowed his head and kissed his eyelids.

Xu Muzhou let out a weak sob from his throat, which sounded aggrieved and complaining.

Yan Cen kissed his eyes tenderly, then licked his eyelids lightly with the tip of his tongue, wiping off all the mist on them.

"Don't be afraid." Xu Muzhou heard him say.

"I'm here." Yan Cen said again.

"I've been here all the time."

Even in this scene where most men can open their mouths to talk nonsense, Yan Cen's guarantee is still so powerful.

This may have something to do with his personality, as if no matter how softly Yan Cen made his promise, it was as firm as a chisel.

Xu Muzhou's heart was filled with sourness - from the moment he entered the door until now, Yan Cen never asked him if he wanted to leave, he seemed to have already sentenced himself first, and was only waiting for the day when the sentence would come.

"I'll keep watching you." Perhaps as long as some words are spoken, the rest will not be so difficult, Yan Cen pushed Xu Muzhou's sweaty hair aside, looked into his eyes seriously, and promised :"I will love you forever."

"Love to the edge of the world." Yan Cen said: "Love to the end of time."

But Neverland crosses all world lines. For Neverland, the world has no boundaries, and time has no end.

——I will never meet someone who loves me like this again, Xu Muzhou suddenly thought for no reason.

Yan Cen's love is pure and passionate, like a cluster of flames under the ice, either breaking out of the cocoon to warm him, or trapped under the ice to burn himself.

If a person has enjoyed a feast of top-notch delicacies in this life, even the best food will become dull.

He obtained a person's complete and unreserved love. This kind of love lasted for thousands of years before it came to him. It was a gift bestowed on him by fate.

——So why don't I, Xu Muzhou thought.