Neverland

"...I'm sorry." Song Yan said again.

Qin Wei froze.

Yan Cen could see clearly that at this moment, in front of Song Yan, this extremely important leader in the timeline regained her original girlish posture. She closed her eyes and hugged Song Yan tightly. Yan's arm, tilted her head and rubbed against Song Yan's shoulder, the idea of ​​"I don't want to hear" was written all over her face.

For Qin Wei, Yan Cen will not be surprised if she has any violent reaction now.

Whether it's grievances or anger, it's all justified at this moment.

Yan Cen is not a stone who doesn't know what love is. In his basic love cognition, "love" itself is a passport, which not only means that two people can get close and share secrets, but also means "you can Rely on me, if I do something wrong, you have the right to blame me, resent me" This complicated willingness.

But the little girl is cautious even when she is willful, like a domesticated kitten, when expressing dissatisfaction, she will only tentatively pat the owner with the pad, and even the paws must be carefully put away.

——Song Yan seems to be right, Yan Cen thought, she is really just a little girl who is not very smart.

It's a pity, Yan Cen thought, children who can't cry don't have candy.

"Xiaowei." As if confirming Yan Cen's thoughts, Song Yan raised her hand to stroke Qin Wei's wet hair, and said, "You can't stay here."

Qin Wei's fingers gripping Song Yan's clothes subconsciously tightened, but she quickly let go. She was silent for a while, then raised her head, and distanced herself from Song Yan.

"What did you say?" Qin Wei asked.

"You can't stay here." Song Yan said.

"...What do you mean?" Qin Wei asked.

She looked at Song Yan with an unbelievable gaze, as if she had heard something from the Arabian Nights.

Song Yan didn't dare to look into her eyes at all, Qin Wei's eyes were too clean, they were originally full of trust and attachment to Song Yan, but now she was going to break them with her own hands.At this moment, she clearly felt more pain in her heart than Qin Wei, yet she still had to act indifferently and decisively.

"You don't belong here." Song Yan said with difficulty: "...at least not right now."

"What does it mean not to belong? Then I am standing here now, if I don't belong here, who am I...?" Qin Wei said, "Who are you?"

Song Yan didn't answer.

Qin Wei held her hand stubbornly, and asked eagerly, "Speak up."

"Xiaowei." Song Yan still didn't look at her, she swallowed, and said, "You have to be sensible."

"Some people will only appear when you need it most in your life, and accompany you through the journey..." Song Yan said: "Then disappear in your life...they are here for you, so when you grow up When they are big, their mission has been achieved."

"Then have I grown up?" Song Yan's businesslike and calm attitude completely angered Qin Wei, she took a step forward, grabbed Song Yan's collar and asked, "I grew up when you left !"

"When Qin Zhiyuan brought me back to the Central Base of Area C, when I was receiving mental training, and when I was struggling to manage Area C, did I grow up?" Qin Wei was finally crushed by the last straw. , She choked up and asked, "When I was nervous, anxious, and unable to sleep all night, did I grow up?"

"Why are you..." Qin Wei gripped Song Yan's collar firmly, and said, "It's a high-sounding statement, but you stayed by my side until I grew up."

Qin Wei couldn't continue, she choked up a sob first, her eye circles turned red immediately.

But she still stared at Song Yan stubbornly, stubbornly trying to get a glimpse of his heart from the other person's face.

Song Yan lowered her eyes unconsciously, and her thin lips trembled slightly. She seemed to want to say something, and the hand hanging by her side was clenched tightly, and she didn't feel any pain when her nails dug into her palm.

Yan Cen's mood was complicated, he couldn't help but think of Xu Muzhou, his little fox is also such a strong-minded person, maybe he will be even more difficult to deal with than Qin Wei in the future.This idea was out of control once it started, so Yan Cen could only pretend to be boring in his heart while honestly turning his face away.

"Xiaowei." Song Yan said palely: "You shouldn't run away, you haven't finished your business yet, you don't care..."

"I know that I should live, and I should do more things. I am in this position and I have this responsibility to rebuild a new era and build a new society." Qin Wei interrupted her angrily: "I understand the truth ——So, and then? There are so many shoulds in this world, who said that I should be happy, who can say that I should not act recklessly!"

"Song Yan!" Qin Wei asked hoarsely, "Why should I be!"

Song Yan was completely speechless.

Because Qin Wei was right.

Some people are born to want to be a hero, but there are also people whose biggest dream is to live in a rural house and live an ordinary life without worrying about food and clothing.But most things in the world, unsatisfactory people out of ten, are often those who want to be heroes and spend their lives with great ambitions, but those who want to live a stable life are pushed to the high platform of thousands of miles, and the heights are unbearable for a lifetime.

By accident, as always.

Song Yan suddenly reached out and hugged Qin Wei's shoulders, bringing her into her arms.

Qin Wei's words that she wanted to continue stopped on her lips. She was stubborn for a while, and finally raised her hand and grabbed Song Yan's arm in a futile way, biting the fabric on Song Yan's shoulder and letting out a sob.

Until now, Qin Wei is still willing to believe her, as long as Song Yan can reach out to her, she can put aside all worries in an instant, and cry happily in the other's arms with peace of mind.

The little girl's hot tears wet Song Yan's clothes, which was completely opposite to the cold temperature on her body.Song Yan tightened her arms and hugged Qin Wei deeper into her embrace.

She hugged her so tightly that even Qin Wei couldn't help but have an illusion, as if as long as she didn't let go, they would never be separated.

Song Yan was silent for a long time, and finally said: "I'm sorry——"

Before she could finish her sentence, she swiftly struck Qin Wei's spine with skillful strength, and Qin Wei felt her whole body go numb, and she fell down limply.

Qin Wei couldn't even control her hands and feet for a while, and was picked up by Song Yan, so she didn't fall to the ground.

Song Yan followed her strength and knelt on the ground, holding Qin Wei's upper body in her arms.She looked at Qin Wei with guilt in her eyes.

Only then did Qin Wei finally understand what Song Yan was "sorry".

Qin Wei closed her eyes tiredly, she no longer wanted to think about right and wrong.

Whether it's anger or resentment, these emotions consume too much of her little energy.

Qin Wei opened her eyes, and looked deeply into Song Yan's eyes. She looked so intently, and there was extremely pure puzzlement in her eyes.

It seems that since she knew each other, the other party has never concealed her mystery. She is elusive, her whereabouts are suspicious, and she is able to handle everything with ease.Qin Wei also tried to ask Song Yan some things about herself, but she couldn't get any answers every time, and after a long time, it was nothing.

Song Yan has always had her own ideas, Qin Wei thought.

So I can't convince her, and I can't make her change the decision she has already made——Qin Wei clearly understands this.

At this moment, Qin Wei couldn't help but think that in this relationship, she seems to be the only one who has been happy, painful, satisfied, entangled, and unable to let go.

"You don't want me yet?" Qin Wei asked.

"It's unnecessary for me to come from such a far away place, isn't it?" Qin Wei asked softly, "Aren't you not interested at all?"

Song Yan's heart was about to break.

Song Yan wants to say no, she likes her, loves her, and thinks about her like crazy, even closing her eyes every night, before her eyes are the days when she was with her.

I also want to say that I regret that I didn't foresee the future when we first met, and I only treated her as an ordinary task object, so that I didn't respect her, love her, say more nice things to her, and make her feel better. Have a sense of security.

She became Qin Wei's obsession, but she did not become her support.

I'm sorry for you, Song Yan thought in vain and hopelessness, I'm sorry for you.

But she ended up saying nothing.

Song Yan stretched out her hand to cover Qin Wei's eyes, not daring to look any further.Her hands were shaking uncontrollably, and it took all her strength to move freely.

"Yan Cen—" When Song Yan spoke again, her voice was already hoarse: "Excuse me, pass me a bottle of drink."

Yan Cen raised his eyebrows, and finally changed his posture condescendingly, and walked down the stairs lazily. He walked down the remaining steps of the stairs, bent down to pick up Picking up the bottle of pink drink, she walked over to Song Yan.

"I suggest you think again." Yan Cen said calmly, "After all, she has already come."

"Where is Neverland?" Song Yan smiled wryly: "Yan Cen, can you bear to keep Xu Muzhou?"

"It's different." Yan Cen didn't waver: "As long as Mu Zhou leaves, he can never come back."

"It's a day to be free." Song Yan caressed Qin Wei's cheek, and said softly, "In the face of thousands of years without seeing the sun, even just one more day of freedom is worth it."

The wind and rain outside Neverland was even worse. The monstrous waves whizzed past the sky and underground of Neverland, and the muffled sound of the clear water hitting the metal clock dial could be clearly heard.

The pontoon bridge outside the gate was blown to one side by the wind and rain, the sea water did not cross the bridge deck, and only a few chains connecting the pontoon bridge were still exposed on the water surface. Looking from a distance, it seemed that it had been blown to pieces.

After finally running down the stairs, Xu Muzhou stood blankly on the balcony on the second floor, holding on to the railing, looking at the scene in the hall on the first floor, still puzzled.

Everything that happened in front of him was beyond Xu Muzhou's expectation.

Qin Wei was still in the mission timeline one second, but inexplicably came to Neverland the next second.

And the strangest thing is that not only did Yan Cen and Song Yan not flustered or nervous, they didn't even show doubts or strange expressions.

It was like——they already knew that Qin Wei would come.