Dressed as a rich and powerful prince
Chapter 58
Chi Yue is already very unfamiliar with the concept of 'mother'.
All these years, just keeping himself from being overwhelmed by reality has consumed all his energy, where is the time to think about the so-called 'mother'?
It's not that Chi Yue doesn't expect maternal love.
If he didn't look forward to it, he wouldn't have followed Ye Lu home when he was nine years old.
It's a pity, but after two short months of happy life, Chi Yue was beaten back to her original shape again.
He was once again abandoned by 'happiness'.
After leaving Shi Guangshan and returning to the orphanage, it took Chi Yue a long time to adjust her mentality.
Even so, in the dead of night, he still couldn't help thinking about such a thing.
If, only if.
If he had not been happy for two months, but had been happy for two years before encountering poverty and domestic violence in the later stage, would he be able to stand up and face the reality so quickly?
Just like the domestication of wild cats and the greenhouse transplantation of wild flowers, after being cared for by people, they may not be able to adapt to the wind and rain outside again.
The same is true for people.
While Chi Yue felt sorry for her only two months of happiness, deep down in her heart she couldn't help but rejoice.
Glad he was only in the greenhouse for two months and not much longer.
Because Chi Yue would be afraid.
He was afraid that if he was cared for any longer, he would never be able to stand up again.
Once bitten, twice shy.
Perhaps because of that failed adoption experience, Chi Yue completely discarded the words 'father' and 'mother', and began to reject the adoptive family from the bottom of her heart.
But Chi Yue didn't think at that time that the reality could actually be even worse.
Recognized by a wealthy family, he rose from the bottom of society to the top of the pyramid overnight.
It should have been cause for celebration, but the reality was not.
The relationship between father and son is flat, the relationship between brothers is rigid, and there is a moment to hide behind and 'take care' of his behind-the-scenes mastermind.
The blood relationship does not seem to bring any convenience to Chi Yue, he is still the orphan who was rejected by the 'family'.
In the entire Qin family, the only one who would show kindness to him from the heart was Qin Yi, the misidentified Qin Yi.
However, Chi Yue made a mistake again.
In the past, he more or less thought that Qin Yi had taken his place and robbed him of the happy life that should belong to him.
But the reality gave him a slap in the face.
The fact is that Qin Yi was carried back to the Qin family by the mother of the head of the Qin family.
From the beginning to the end, what Qin Yi enjoyed was his own life.
The love and affection from the patriarch Qin Zhenying belonged to him, the careful care from the mistress Shu Yao belonged to him, and the love and protection from his elder brother belonged to him too.
No matter from which aspect, Qin Yi really never owed him anything.
On the contrary, if Chi Yue was really taken back to the Qin family back then, she still wouldn't feel happy, and might even be even more miserable than her life as an orphan since she was a child.
Because in the Qin family there was Shu Yao who couldn't tolerate him, and two twin brothers who made things difficult for him and bullied him.
As for Qin Hao, who seemed to be a good person, would he resist his mother to help Chi Yue?
impossible.
So what about Qin Zhenying, the patriarch of the Qin family?Can he persuade Shu Yao to stop revenge and save Chi Yue?
Nor is it possible.
Because of being hurt too many times, Chi Yue resisted family affection from the bottom of her heart, and did not believe in the existence of family affection.
This kind of subconscious reaction is reflected in reality, that is, the moment Chi Yue saw Shu Changle standing up and walking towards him, his pupils shrank, his head went blank for a moment, and he ran out of the madhouse without looking back.
Gu Qingyi who was waiting outside the ward felt a gust of wind blowing in front of him, and then Chi Yue disappeared.
The doorway where Chi Yue was standing was occupied by a somewhat familiar woman with a sad and hesitant expression.
Her eyes were in the same trance as Chi Yue just now, as if the boy who passed by the door just now was just an illusion of hers.
An illusion caused by long-term thoughts.
Gu Qingyi turned his mind around and figured it out.
Near nostalgia timid.
Chi Yue can face a strange woman whose blood relationship is not clear, but cannot face a mother who truly loves him.
That's the instinctive resistance of people who have been alone for too long to family affection.
I am afraid that once I return to my family, I will never be able to return to my life alone.
Shaking his head in his heart, Gu Qingyi took a step forward and invited Shu Changle back to the ward.
After closing the door, he said politely, "Hello, Auntie. Chi Yue still needs time to get used to it. If you have any questions, you can ask me first."
******
Shu Yao probably didn't expect to be sold out by the two twin sons, so it's hard to say that he wouldn't take action against Shu Changle from the lunatic asylum just to protect himself.
In order to ensure Shu Changle's personal safety, before Gu Qingyi left the orphanage, Te Yi explained to the dean.
His people are on their way and will pick up Shu Changle within today.
Fortunately, Mr. Dean is a rare person of justice, and the appraisal that can prove that Shu Changle is mentally normal has been done a few years ago, and he is only waiting for the day when she can be discharged from the hospital with peace of mind.
This saved Gu Qingyi's effort, and he had a better impression of Mr. Dean in his heart, so he really decided to donate the advanced medical equipment he mentioned casually before.
Of course, this is something.
At the moment, what Gu Qingyi is most concerned about, besides Shu Changle's safety, is Chi Yue who ran out.
After explaining to the dean, and leaving the driver Wang He behind just in case, Gu Qingyi left the lunatic asylum.
Look around at the door of the madhouse, looking for the shadow of the young man.
Chi Yue has been waiting for Gu Qingyi outside the madhouse.
The man was sitting on the edge of the flower bed, with his head buried between his legs, and his knees curled up into a ball.
It looked very pitiful.
After seeing the person, Gu Qingyi felt a slight pain in his heart, and then quickly walked to the young man.
Squatting in front of Chi Yue, from bottom to top, gently rubbed his hairy head.
"what's wrong?"
Chi Yue shook her head, but said nothing.
"Uncle Wang was told by me to wait here for a while. I don't know how to drive. Would you mind walking with me?"
Only then did Chi Yue move a little bit, coming out of the autistic state.
He raised his head slowly, revealing a pair of black and gray eyes, looking squarely at the young man with gentle brows and eyes.
Asked: "Where are you going?"
"I don't know. Just take a walk, the scenery around here is good, and it's good to relax."
Gu Qingyi rested his chin and thought, "I remember seeing a park on the way here, about one stop away from here, why don't you come and see it with me?"
Chi Yue blinked, but said, "Where's the hair?"
The question was about Shu Changle's hair.
With everything still inconclusive, Chi Yue still refused to believe that Shu Changle was his mother.
Everything is under investigation.
Gu Qingyi took out a small box, "Here."
"Thank you."
Saying that, Chi Yue jumped down from the flower bed, "Where is the park?"
Gu Qingyi stood up after him, took the boy's slightly cold hand, interlocked his fingers, and said warmly: "I'll take you there."
The lunatic asylum is located in the outskirts, far away from the city center, and the transportation is not very convenient.
But the outskirts also have the benefits of the outskirts, less the hustle and bustle of the city, and more of the tranquility of nature.
It's June now, and the lotus in the pond in the park is in full bloom. There are many old people who have nothing to do after retirement and hang out on the shore.
People in twos and threes gather together to enjoy a rare leisure time in a busy big city.
The air is full of peace and comfort.
The tense strings in Chi Yue's mind were affected by the environment, and gradually relaxed, and his expression became less rigid.
"You stayed in there for so long, what did you say to her?"
"It's nothing, just talked about the past."
"... Did you mention me?"
"Have."
Chi Yue pursed her lips, and asked hesitantly, "What did you say to me?"
"Not much, just say that you are going to take the college entrance examination, and now is the critical time to prepare for the exam."
"What did she say?"
Gu Qingyi didn't answer, but took out a piece of cardboard the size of a postcard from his suit pocket.
Chi Yue stared at the piece of paper, unable to speak for a long time.
It was the head of a young man.
With short hair slightly raised, he smiled brightly at the people outside the picture.
It was Chi Yue who was good.
It was clearly the first time they met, but it seemed like they had been engraved in my mind countless times.
The pen is clean and neat, and it can be done overnight, without a single redundant or mistaken line.
"I heard from Ms. Shu that she majored in oil painting in college."
Gu Qingyi spoke at the right time, "I heard that he was originally a talented painter with a bright future, and he was highly valued by the teacher. It's a pity that the insane asylum's resources are limited, and the only thing we can get is some pencils."
In fact, earlier, Shu Changle couldn't even get a pencil.
The reason is that the sharpened pencil can be used as a sharp weapon, and it is not safe to put it in Shu Changle's hands.
That is to say, the dean was kind enough to relax the restrictions on Shu Changle after learning that Shu Yao had gone abroad.
Paints and various brushes are not easy to get, but pencils and paper are still available.
With just one glance, the boy passing by the door was recorded on paper.
That is the sunniest smile, the best boyish appearance.
Gu Qingyi held Chi Yue's hand: "Ms. Shu wants me to tell you..."
Chi Yue's eyes shifted from the portrait to Gu Qingyi's face.
"She said, please work hard for the college entrance examination."
Gu Qingyi smiled, "She also said that she believes in you."
"Believe me……"
Chi Yue murmured, "Why did she believe me? She clearly never met me once. Or did you tell him my usual grades?"
Gu Qingyi shook his head: "No, I didn't talk too much about you with Ms. Shu. After all, the matter of whether she is your biological mother has not yet been decided, so I just told her that you are going to take the college entrance examination."
"... Isn't she afraid that my grades will be bad and I won't be able to get into a good school?"
"I asked this question too."
"What did she say?"
Gu Qingyi didn't answer immediately, the smile on the woman's face when she heard this question flashed in her mind.
It was a very warm smile: "Does it matter if the grades are good or bad? As long as others are still alive and healthy, and live a long life, it is better than anything else. If I can, I would like to be like other parents, at the gate of the school where he took the exam. Wait patiently. When he comes out of the exam, don’t ask whether he is good or bad, just give him a simple hug, and then tell him, 'The exam is hard, what do you want to eat when you go back? Mom will make it for you'."
The moment the words fell, a tear flowed from the corner of the woman's eyes.
"Fortunately, I really saw him, not a dream."
While speaking, his pale hands gently stroked the boy with a clean smile on his face.
Withdrawing from the memory, Gu Qingyi said: "She told me that it doesn't matter what my grades are."
He held Chi Yue's hand tightly, conveying the woman's kindness to him, "She only wants you to be healthy and live a long life."
Chi Yuemo, her eyes returned to the screen again.
Pointing to the person in the painting, he asked, "Why did she draw a smiling face?"
Gu Qingyi glanced at the slightly eye-catching smile, "Maybe it's because she wants you to smile all the time."
"You look pretty when you smile." Gu Qingyi rubbed Chi Yue's cheek with his fingertips, "So, smile more."
All these years, just keeping himself from being overwhelmed by reality has consumed all his energy, where is the time to think about the so-called 'mother'?
It's not that Chi Yue doesn't expect maternal love.
If he didn't look forward to it, he wouldn't have followed Ye Lu home when he was nine years old.
It's a pity, but after two short months of happy life, Chi Yue was beaten back to her original shape again.
He was once again abandoned by 'happiness'.
After leaving Shi Guangshan and returning to the orphanage, it took Chi Yue a long time to adjust her mentality.
Even so, in the dead of night, he still couldn't help thinking about such a thing.
If, only if.
If he had not been happy for two months, but had been happy for two years before encountering poverty and domestic violence in the later stage, would he be able to stand up and face the reality so quickly?
Just like the domestication of wild cats and the greenhouse transplantation of wild flowers, after being cared for by people, they may not be able to adapt to the wind and rain outside again.
The same is true for people.
While Chi Yue felt sorry for her only two months of happiness, deep down in her heart she couldn't help but rejoice.
Glad he was only in the greenhouse for two months and not much longer.
Because Chi Yue would be afraid.
He was afraid that if he was cared for any longer, he would never be able to stand up again.
Once bitten, twice shy.
Perhaps because of that failed adoption experience, Chi Yue completely discarded the words 'father' and 'mother', and began to reject the adoptive family from the bottom of her heart.
But Chi Yue didn't think at that time that the reality could actually be even worse.
Recognized by a wealthy family, he rose from the bottom of society to the top of the pyramid overnight.
It should have been cause for celebration, but the reality was not.
The relationship between father and son is flat, the relationship between brothers is rigid, and there is a moment to hide behind and 'take care' of his behind-the-scenes mastermind.
The blood relationship does not seem to bring any convenience to Chi Yue, he is still the orphan who was rejected by the 'family'.
In the entire Qin family, the only one who would show kindness to him from the heart was Qin Yi, the misidentified Qin Yi.
However, Chi Yue made a mistake again.
In the past, he more or less thought that Qin Yi had taken his place and robbed him of the happy life that should belong to him.
But the reality gave him a slap in the face.
The fact is that Qin Yi was carried back to the Qin family by the mother of the head of the Qin family.
From the beginning to the end, what Qin Yi enjoyed was his own life.
The love and affection from the patriarch Qin Zhenying belonged to him, the careful care from the mistress Shu Yao belonged to him, and the love and protection from his elder brother belonged to him too.
No matter from which aspect, Qin Yi really never owed him anything.
On the contrary, if Chi Yue was really taken back to the Qin family back then, she still wouldn't feel happy, and might even be even more miserable than her life as an orphan since she was a child.
Because in the Qin family there was Shu Yao who couldn't tolerate him, and two twin brothers who made things difficult for him and bullied him.
As for Qin Hao, who seemed to be a good person, would he resist his mother to help Chi Yue?
impossible.
So what about Qin Zhenying, the patriarch of the Qin family?Can he persuade Shu Yao to stop revenge and save Chi Yue?
Nor is it possible.
Because of being hurt too many times, Chi Yue resisted family affection from the bottom of her heart, and did not believe in the existence of family affection.
This kind of subconscious reaction is reflected in reality, that is, the moment Chi Yue saw Shu Changle standing up and walking towards him, his pupils shrank, his head went blank for a moment, and he ran out of the madhouse without looking back.
Gu Qingyi who was waiting outside the ward felt a gust of wind blowing in front of him, and then Chi Yue disappeared.
The doorway where Chi Yue was standing was occupied by a somewhat familiar woman with a sad and hesitant expression.
Her eyes were in the same trance as Chi Yue just now, as if the boy who passed by the door just now was just an illusion of hers.
An illusion caused by long-term thoughts.
Gu Qingyi turned his mind around and figured it out.
Near nostalgia timid.
Chi Yue can face a strange woman whose blood relationship is not clear, but cannot face a mother who truly loves him.
That's the instinctive resistance of people who have been alone for too long to family affection.
I am afraid that once I return to my family, I will never be able to return to my life alone.
Shaking his head in his heart, Gu Qingyi took a step forward and invited Shu Changle back to the ward.
After closing the door, he said politely, "Hello, Auntie. Chi Yue still needs time to get used to it. If you have any questions, you can ask me first."
******
Shu Yao probably didn't expect to be sold out by the two twin sons, so it's hard to say that he wouldn't take action against Shu Changle from the lunatic asylum just to protect himself.
In order to ensure Shu Changle's personal safety, before Gu Qingyi left the orphanage, Te Yi explained to the dean.
His people are on their way and will pick up Shu Changle within today.
Fortunately, Mr. Dean is a rare person of justice, and the appraisal that can prove that Shu Changle is mentally normal has been done a few years ago, and he is only waiting for the day when she can be discharged from the hospital with peace of mind.
This saved Gu Qingyi's effort, and he had a better impression of Mr. Dean in his heart, so he really decided to donate the advanced medical equipment he mentioned casually before.
Of course, this is something.
At the moment, what Gu Qingyi is most concerned about, besides Shu Changle's safety, is Chi Yue who ran out.
After explaining to the dean, and leaving the driver Wang He behind just in case, Gu Qingyi left the lunatic asylum.
Look around at the door of the madhouse, looking for the shadow of the young man.
Chi Yue has been waiting for Gu Qingyi outside the madhouse.
The man was sitting on the edge of the flower bed, with his head buried between his legs, and his knees curled up into a ball.
It looked very pitiful.
After seeing the person, Gu Qingyi felt a slight pain in his heart, and then quickly walked to the young man.
Squatting in front of Chi Yue, from bottom to top, gently rubbed his hairy head.
"what's wrong?"
Chi Yue shook her head, but said nothing.
"Uncle Wang was told by me to wait here for a while. I don't know how to drive. Would you mind walking with me?"
Only then did Chi Yue move a little bit, coming out of the autistic state.
He raised his head slowly, revealing a pair of black and gray eyes, looking squarely at the young man with gentle brows and eyes.
Asked: "Where are you going?"
"I don't know. Just take a walk, the scenery around here is good, and it's good to relax."
Gu Qingyi rested his chin and thought, "I remember seeing a park on the way here, about one stop away from here, why don't you come and see it with me?"
Chi Yue blinked, but said, "Where's the hair?"
The question was about Shu Changle's hair.
With everything still inconclusive, Chi Yue still refused to believe that Shu Changle was his mother.
Everything is under investigation.
Gu Qingyi took out a small box, "Here."
"Thank you."
Saying that, Chi Yue jumped down from the flower bed, "Where is the park?"
Gu Qingyi stood up after him, took the boy's slightly cold hand, interlocked his fingers, and said warmly: "I'll take you there."
The lunatic asylum is located in the outskirts, far away from the city center, and the transportation is not very convenient.
But the outskirts also have the benefits of the outskirts, less the hustle and bustle of the city, and more of the tranquility of nature.
It's June now, and the lotus in the pond in the park is in full bloom. There are many old people who have nothing to do after retirement and hang out on the shore.
People in twos and threes gather together to enjoy a rare leisure time in a busy big city.
The air is full of peace and comfort.
The tense strings in Chi Yue's mind were affected by the environment, and gradually relaxed, and his expression became less rigid.
"You stayed in there for so long, what did you say to her?"
"It's nothing, just talked about the past."
"... Did you mention me?"
"Have."
Chi Yue pursed her lips, and asked hesitantly, "What did you say to me?"
"Not much, just say that you are going to take the college entrance examination, and now is the critical time to prepare for the exam."
"What did she say?"
Gu Qingyi didn't answer, but took out a piece of cardboard the size of a postcard from his suit pocket.
Chi Yue stared at the piece of paper, unable to speak for a long time.
It was the head of a young man.
With short hair slightly raised, he smiled brightly at the people outside the picture.
It was Chi Yue who was good.
It was clearly the first time they met, but it seemed like they had been engraved in my mind countless times.
The pen is clean and neat, and it can be done overnight, without a single redundant or mistaken line.
"I heard from Ms. Shu that she majored in oil painting in college."
Gu Qingyi spoke at the right time, "I heard that he was originally a talented painter with a bright future, and he was highly valued by the teacher. It's a pity that the insane asylum's resources are limited, and the only thing we can get is some pencils."
In fact, earlier, Shu Changle couldn't even get a pencil.
The reason is that the sharpened pencil can be used as a sharp weapon, and it is not safe to put it in Shu Changle's hands.
That is to say, the dean was kind enough to relax the restrictions on Shu Changle after learning that Shu Yao had gone abroad.
Paints and various brushes are not easy to get, but pencils and paper are still available.
With just one glance, the boy passing by the door was recorded on paper.
That is the sunniest smile, the best boyish appearance.
Gu Qingyi held Chi Yue's hand: "Ms. Shu wants me to tell you..."
Chi Yue's eyes shifted from the portrait to Gu Qingyi's face.
"She said, please work hard for the college entrance examination."
Gu Qingyi smiled, "She also said that she believes in you."
"Believe me……"
Chi Yue murmured, "Why did she believe me? She clearly never met me once. Or did you tell him my usual grades?"
Gu Qingyi shook his head: "No, I didn't talk too much about you with Ms. Shu. After all, the matter of whether she is your biological mother has not yet been decided, so I just told her that you are going to take the college entrance examination."
"... Isn't she afraid that my grades will be bad and I won't be able to get into a good school?"
"I asked this question too."
"What did she say?"
Gu Qingyi didn't answer immediately, the smile on the woman's face when she heard this question flashed in her mind.
It was a very warm smile: "Does it matter if the grades are good or bad? As long as others are still alive and healthy, and live a long life, it is better than anything else. If I can, I would like to be like other parents, at the gate of the school where he took the exam. Wait patiently. When he comes out of the exam, don’t ask whether he is good or bad, just give him a simple hug, and then tell him, 'The exam is hard, what do you want to eat when you go back? Mom will make it for you'."
The moment the words fell, a tear flowed from the corner of the woman's eyes.
"Fortunately, I really saw him, not a dream."
While speaking, his pale hands gently stroked the boy with a clean smile on his face.
Withdrawing from the memory, Gu Qingyi said: "She told me that it doesn't matter what my grades are."
He held Chi Yue's hand tightly, conveying the woman's kindness to him, "She only wants you to be healthy and live a long life."
Chi Yuemo, her eyes returned to the screen again.
Pointing to the person in the painting, he asked, "Why did she draw a smiling face?"
Gu Qingyi glanced at the slightly eye-catching smile, "Maybe it's because she wants you to smile all the time."
"You look pretty when you smile." Gu Qingyi rubbed Chi Yue's cheek with his fingertips, "So, smile more."
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