The Silent Cherry And Plum Blossoms

An Zhi froze on the spot as if she had been acupointed, replaying Yan Qi in his mind from gently and patiently persuading her to calmly saying to her: "Okay, you guys go to eat."

Frame by frame, every detail of expression is not missed.

Then a little panic arose in her heart: Could it be that Yan Qi is angry?

She tried her best to recall Yan Qi's angry appearance in the past for comparison.But the memory is blank.Yan Qi had never been angry with her.There were only two approaches, one when she ran away from home when she was a child and wanted to return to the place where she was born.The other time was when she skipped class and Yan Qi couldn't find her.

But those two times she blamed her, more worried.Yan Qi never got angry with her, never really got angry with her.

An Zhi's nose suddenly became sour, and he had already started to blame himself first.

"Hey!" Xu Jiaer next to her poked her shoulder, "Squad leader, shall we go for dinner? Or should I just leave it alone after you use it?"

An Zhi took a deep breath: "Let's go."

Xu Jiaer squinted at her while walking: "Is this a fight between you two?"

"Don't worry about it." An Zhi lowered his eyes sadly, and then he remembered something and apologized to her: "I'm sorry.",

Xu Jiaer waved his hand: "It doesn't matter, luckily I thought about it, otherwise I would be really sad."

An Zhi looked at Xu Jiaer apologetically, and Xu Jiaer winked at her.

Since the last time they met, they have tacitly stayed away from each other. In fact, they are also very busy, An Zhi is busy with competitions, and Xu Jiaer is busy taking the TOEFL test and other preparations for going abroad.

They went to eat grilled fish.The lights in the store are dim, there are many graffiti and witty words on the wall, Rihanna's music is playing, the seats are separated from the seats, and they choose a seat to sit down.

"You can't eat spicy food, can you?" Xu Jiaer looked at the menu.

"Well...but it's okay, you can order."

"That's a little bit spicy."

They order good food and drinks.

An Zhi asked her: "Is the going abroad going well?"

Xu Jiaer nodded and said: "It's okay. I passed the TOEFL, and then there are some trivial matters, a lot of procedures..."

"After the new year, the time for the next semester will be very fast."

"Yes."

After saying these few words, the two of them looked at me, and I looked at me, not knowing what to say, "Puchi" laughed.

"Hey, don't be so embarrassing," Xu Jiaer smiled at her, "Squad leader, although we can't be a couple, we can still be friends. What's the matter, do you have something on your mind?"

An Zhi didn't know how to speak, let alone whether it was suitable to talk to Xu Jiaer.It's hard to say.

The fish was served.The fish is boneless. It is first fried until both sides are slightly yellow, and then grilled. It is slick and oily. The fresh white fish is decorated with red pepper and green side dishes.

Xu Jiaer obviously loves fish, so she picked up her chopsticks and said, "Then I'm sorry," and started to eat.

Anzhi took a bite of the fish, the skin was crispy and the meat was tender, and the spiciness was not bad.She took the chopsticks and dipped the fish meat into the soup and brought it to her mouth. The fish meat melted on the tip of her tongue. She suddenly choked and let out a "huh", feeling so hot.

Xu Jiaer looked at her and smiled: "You are too weak."

Anzhi took a sip of coconut juice, "I can't eat spicy food since I was a child, but I still like it, a little spicy is fine."

She only ate spicy food when she came to Yan Qi's side. Her grandfather's taste is light, but Yan's family loves spicy food. The first time she ate a dish of boiled fish. Arrived, so hot that she shed tears and stick out her tongue.At that time, Yan Qi was sitting next to her, and immediately realized that he took cold water to feed her.

An Zhi remembered that she was half hugging her at the time, and chuckled at her who kept sticking out her tongue and inhaling: "It's okay, it's okay, it won't be spicy after a while."

She pinched her chin with her fingers: "Show me your tongue, is it hot red..."

After that, every time they went to eat hot pot, Yan Qi ordered mandarin duck hot pot.But An Zhi always wants to challenge spicy food, Yan Qi laughs watching her teary-eyed and having to go back to the clear soup pot.

When it comes to food, Yan Qi will accommodate her.So is Anzhi.The only thing that has no consensus is whether sugar or salt should be added to tomato scrambled eggs. No one can convince anyone.

An Zhi thought of Yan Qi's dumbfounded expression when she first heard her say sugar, and how they argued about her seriousness later: "No, no! You must put salt, it's a matter of principle!"

She was always tolerant and patient, but she had a lovely obsession with this issue, so that they later decided that this dish would no longer appear at home, and it became a taboo.vegetable.

An Zhi bit the straw, she wanted to say something strange.She glanced at the mobile phone next to her. This is Liu Yiyi's old mobile phone, an Apple 6plus. She just got it, and it hasn't been replaced with her favorite mobile phone case, and there are no photos of her and Yan Qi in it.Before Yan Qi left at that time, he still remembered to tell her "WeChat binds my card", even if she was angry, she was still thinking about her.

Originally, I had been training for forty days, separated from her for so long, and had to call and send her messages every day. She didn't feel that she was coquettish before. Only after living in a group dormitory did she realize what a good life Yan Qi provided her. environment.

Originally, she thought that after the training camp, she would go home and get bored with her, so she took the opportunity to act like a baby and told her how sad she was not being selected.

But now it has turned into this situation, and Yan Qi is not wrong, she is wrong, she is hypocritical, she loses her temper, and she is unreasonable.

An Zhi was biting the straw, and Xu Jiaer's eyes were full of worries. She sighed secretly, fortunately she withdrew early, the girl in front of her would not belong to her, but she was the only one eating this plate of fish.

Xu Jiaer said: "If you don't eat any more, there will be no bones left."

Originally, the fish had been deboned.An Zhi smiled, "I'm not hungry, just eat."

Xu Jiaer looked insightful: "You really quarreled?"

Anzhi shook his head.

"You confessed?"

An Zhi's face froze.

"It's impossible to even think about it." Xu Jiaer took a sip of Coke, "I've always wanted to ask you a question, can you tell clearly how you feel about her?"

Xu Jiaer looked at An Zhidao calmly: "Is it love?"

The shop was full of voices, the fish on the grill was hot and tumbling, full of the smell of fireworks, An Zhi's coat was draped on the chair, she was wearing a thick sweater, her head was slightly lowered, her hair was softly wrapped around her powdered milk The white face, the eyelashes are thin and soft, shining in the light.

She said, "I also hope not." She would not have to suffer this kind of torture, and she could not get close if she wanted to.Should not be close but want to be close.

Xu Jiaer stopped talking.

Then she sighed.

"You depend on her too much. If you can't keep a distance from her, you will always be a child in her eyes."

An Zhi looked at her with a pair of almond eyes.Xu Jiaer thought to herself, so it turns out that this is what a young girl in Huaichun looks like when she is depressed.Unfortunately, not because of her depression.

"But because of your age difference, she may always think of you as a child. In your situation, whether she likes girls or not is not the primary issue, but the relationship you have gotten along with for many years."

An Zhi bit her lip: "So I should give up earlier, right?"

Xu Jiaer stared at her in thought.

She recalled the afternoon when she secretly kissed An Zhi, Yan Qi was standing at the door of the living room, staring at her sharply, Xu Jiaer could see that she was trying to suppress some kind of emotion with self-cultivation.

In the end Yan Qi just said to her coldly: "Let her sleep."

Maybe, just maybe, there was a little different meaning between the two.

Xu Jiaer shook off this thought, it was none of her business.

"I can't tell you the answer. After all, I'm so handsome and I haven't caught up with the girl I like." Xu Jiaer smiled, the corners of her mouth were slightly curled up, her eyes were deep and firm:

"But I don't like people who don't like me. I want a consensual relationship."

The two separated after eating, and when An Zhi took the bus back to the community, it was already nightfall, she stood at the gate, the cold winter night wind was biting, half of her face was buried in the scarf, staring at her own body that fell on the dark ground. shadow.

The house is brightly lit.

An Zhi swiped his card to enter the door, stepped into the small courtyard, came to the gate, pushed the door open and entered.The light in the porch on the first floor is turned on by those who arrive home early, but this time she is the one who returns late.

An Zhi locked the door and went upstairs. There were long steps, and she arrived before she had figured out how to face Yan Qi.She stared at her rabbit plush slippers for a while before walking in.

Yan Qi was sitting on the sofa, and an Indian interview program was playing on the screen.She lowered her head and had a notebook on her lap. She was writing something on the paper with a pen in her hand, and stopped for a second to think.

The hair was tied, and a strand of hair was pressed behind the ear, hanging down beside the ear, and the whole person was gentle and gentle, immersed in her thoughts.

An Zhi couldn't tell what it was like, Yan Qi seemed to have nothing happened, she was busy with her work, and she didn't even know she came in.

An Zhi didn't know whether to stamp her feet or say something loudly to get her attention.Or go straight into the room and slam the door.

Either option is hypocritical.

She just stood there and stared at Yan Qi.

After Yan Qi finished writing a line, he raised his head and saw her suddenly. He was slightly taken aback, and smiled slightly: "You're back?" She put the cap on her pen, looked up at her, her smiling eyes were gentle and soft.

How could Yan Qi be so calm?Isn't she angry?Or is it because you treat her like a child, so you don't care?If you treat her like a child, won't she worry about returning late?Why don't you call yourself...Although it's only seven o'clock, it's not too late...But the sky gets dark quickly in winter!

If you don't treat her like a child...wouldn't she be angry if she went to dinner with Xu Jiaer and released her in person?

An Zhi's mind wandered around, making herself dizzy and even more uncomfortable, so she simply turned around and walked to the room.As soon as the door was closed, Yan Qi's astonished expression was shut out.

Obsessed, unable to extricate themselves.

Deep in it, knowing the joys and sorrows.

After a while, An Zhi secretly opened the door, looking for Yan Qi.

She was still on the sofa, her face was facing the direction of her door, but her eyes fell on the carpet, she frowned in thought, her facial features were vague and fuzzy.

After a while, she let out a long sigh.

The air seemed to be contaminated with her breath, and the invisible surging pressure from her long sigh hit An Zhi's heart instantly, and she grabbed her chest.