The Silent Cherry And Plum Blossoms

When Yan Yidong called, he never thought that Yan Qi would agree to a blind date. To this younger sister who was [-] years younger than him, he indulged him like a daughter he didn't have: "It's not a blind date, just meet him , Big Brother is either persecuting you, or...you have been single for too long..."

If she disagreed, Yan Yidong was going to bring out Grandpa Yan and Grandma Yan, but to his surprise, Yan Qi was silent on the phone for a while, and then agreed.

Dining room.Yan Qi was eating with a man across from him.

On the opposite side is the person introduced by Yan Yidong, an associate professor of the university's Department of Mathematics, a doctor, in his early thirties.He is polite and well-spoken.But Yan Qi began to lose focus, and a dull feeling quietly hit her heart.

The restaurant is a good restaurant. It is located on the riverside, condescending, and you can see the boundless river view clearly. If it snows, the snowflakes will float on the gurgling river, reflecting the star-like lights on the riverside. The picture is unimaginable. Spectacular and beautiful.

Yan Qi remembered that on such a snowy night, An Zhi and she got out of the car to watch the snow scene on the river, and when they got home, An Zhi told her that she liked girls.

The mathematics professor on the opposite side was still talking about it: "Operational research is actually an important branch of applied mathematics, but most colleges and universities currently have many problems in training students for this major. I wrote a paper last month. , focused on analyzing this topic, such as..."

Yan Qi took a sip of the red wine, with a standard host smile on his face, eight teeth, no more, no less, friendly and gentle, he didn't know where his mind went.She flicked her ears and hair, and touched her Tiffany's pearl earrings, which felt cool to the touch.

That dream had a great influence on Yan Qi.

She couldn't forgive herself for several days, and she couldn't face An Zhi well.Fortunately, An Zhi was busy preparing for the competition and doing homework, so she probably didn't notice anything strange about her.

She blamed herself and Liu Yiyi. She must have talked too much about the same sex that day, so she dreamed of Sun Yawei and her girlfriend. Fortunately, she didn't act too much in the dream.Yan Qi made up his mind, she helped An Zhi take a bath, so he dreamed that she was naked.And a few days ago Anzhi acted like a baby and asked her to kiss her.

Well, that's why I dreamed about it.It must be so.

Thinking about it this way makes me feel better.

But usually this kind of dream will not be forgotten the next day?But Yan Qi didn't, especially the later ones, I remember very clearly, the touch, the sound, the appearance...

Yan Qi shook off the picture in his mind, went to get the red wine glass, after a second thought, picked up the water glass, took a big sip, and tried to concentrate himself.

The house was quiet.An Zhi rubbed the center of his brows, put down his pen, he couldn't write for too long, his hands still hurt.

There is a light in the living room, and a light in the hallway on the first floor.

"Are you going out?" An Zhi asked her.After Yan Qi finished blowing his hair, he put on a shirt, trousers, and a coat.It's very simple to wear, and the makeup is very light. It's no different from usual, except that the color of lipstick has changed.

"Hmm..." Yan Qi glanced at her in the mirror, paused, and then said, "Blind date."

An Zhi stood silently, pinching the palm of his hand with his fingers.

"Can I be at home by myself? I shouldn't be back too late."

"...Yes." An Zhi raised her eyes to look at Yan Qi, even though she was dressed simply, her curly hair was down, and her eyes were moving, which was touching.

She has no position to say anything, the wayward acting like a baby a few days ago has already made Yan Qi uncomfortable, she can feel her embarrassment.

"Put on that earring." An Zhi said suddenly.

"Which one?"

"The one with the Tiffany pearls, the one with the gold thread, looks great."

Yan Qi took out the pair, picked them up, pushed back his hair, turned his head to the mirror and put on one side.Turning his face slightly, he looked at it and thought it was good, so he put on the other side.

The earrings are a gold chain with a pearl, retro and elegant, and they glow softly under the light.

An Zhi's gaze flicked over her snow-white earlobes and the corner of her smiling mouth.Slowly lowered his eyelashes, feeling bitter and unable to speak.

"Then I'll go back to read." An Zhi turned around and walked a few steps.

Yan Qi stopped her from behind: "Tao Tao?"

An Zhi turned her head and saw a flash of light in her eyes, "You... can you be at home alone?" It seemed that she didn't want to say that at first, and replaced it with this sentence temporarily.

An Zhi smiled slightly: "...Didn't I just say that, I can do it."

"Yes," Yan Qi paused, she seemed to be hesitating, her eyes didn't make contact with her for a long time, they brushed her body, and turned away again, "...does the underwear fit?"

An Zhi was startled, why did he suddenly bring up this topic?

"Oh, if it's not suitable, I'll buy you a suitable one when I come back." Yan Qi still didn't look at her.

Anzhi lowered his head and gave a slightly shy "hmm".

Suddenly it became quiet, and an inexplicable atmosphere settled in the room.

"Then... I'm going out." Yan Qi brushed his hair and went downstairs.An Zhi followed her footsteps to the stairs.Watching her go down, listening to her softly close the door of the entrance on the first floor, after a while, I heard the sound of driving.

And at this time, An Zhi was standing at the stairs again, the first floor was quiet, she hadn't come back yet.An Zhi sat down at the stairs, the light was still on, and the sky outside was dark.

Maybe there's a moon out there, maybe not.

On many nights when he was a child, An Zhi also waited for Yan Qi to come home from get off work while doing his homework, which seemed to have become a habit.

An Zhi hugged his knees, resting his head on the knees, his shiny black hair was like a waterfall, and his long hair just covered his slender shoulders.

She can only watch her go out and wait for her to come back, maybe one day she can see her, maybe she can't.

Finally, Yan Qi couldn't stand the long speech of the professor opposite, so he found an excuse to leave the meeting, and the other party asked her for her phone number, but she also shrugged it off.

Once she got out of the restaurant and got into the car, she didn't even remember what the professor looked like, but only remembered that the salmon tasted good.

Yan Qi smiled self-deprecatingly, it was over, she was probably going to die alone forever.

She sat in the car for a while, overturned the grid of the car, and there was a can of candy that An Zhi left in the car, tightly sealed, she peeled off one and took it in her mouth.

fruit juice candy.In the shape of orange petals.

Yan Qi then drove home.Winter nights are always very cold, and the street lamps emit a languid orange light.Looking outside, there are all signs with advertisements, and an advertisement for a certain brand of lotion is displayed on the high screen.

Yan Qi thought about it, and drove into the parking lot of the shopping mall.Wearing a long army green coat, she entered the shopping mall with long legs and high heels, and came to the underwear store.

An Zhi has just reached the age of wearing underwear, so she chooses pure cotton, plain white, shape-fitting ones, which can be a little bigger.

She also took a set of usual styles for herself.

When she was about to check out, she was attracted by another set.It is white in tone, and the chest is just a looming lace that sticks to the shape of the chest. There are no buckles, no shoulder straps, but two thin straps tied at the back of the neck and back.

Very girly, very pure and sexy, and very alluring.

Yan Qi bit his lip and stared at it for a long time.

Even Ms. Sales came over and asked with a smile: "This one may be too small for you, and it is relatively immature. There are other ones of the same brand that are more suitable for you..."

"No, no, no, I just... have a look." Yan Qi's cheeks blushed suspiciously, and she let go of the underwear as if she had burned her hands, bought the order and left the mall.

After getting in the car, simply roll down the windows and blow the cold air.

The sequelae are definitely the sequelae of the dream that day.She let out a breath.What happened to her recently?She almost moaned.

"Psychological emptiness." Liu Yiyi would definitely say that.

"Physical and psychological emptiness." Yan Yinan should have said so.

"The age of 30 is a mark for every woman. The pressure brought by the social environment and physiology is normal." The sister-in-law told her so.

"Is it better after thirty?"

"Maybe, maybe not."

Yan Qi rubbed his forehead, maybe it will be better in a few days.She finally drove home.

The room is warm.

She took the packing bag and walked up the stairs.At the top of the stairs sat a familiar figure, her head was buried between her knees, her soft hair was loose.

"Tao Tao, why are you here?"

An Zhi raised his head, his cheeks flushed a little.She rubbed her eyes, "Are you back?"

"I'm back, are you waiting for me here?"

An Zhi lowered his head to hide that he wanted to stand up: "No, I just came out of boredom..." As soon as he moved, his legs went numb and he almost lost his footing.

Yan Qi freed a hand to hold her in time, and An Zhi fell into her arms.

There was the coolness of the cold night outside and the smell of light perfume in her arms. She was wearing high heels, and An Zhi just reached her shoulders and hugged her tightly.

An Zhixin suddenly missed a few beats and didn't dare to move.I don't know if it was her illusion, but Yan Qi also seemed to be stiff.

The pointer of time seemed to have stood still for several seconds.

Then turn slowly.

Yan Qi patted her on the shoulder nonchalantly, let go of her, "I have something for you." She handed her the packing bag.

An Zhi calmed down, took a look at the bag, "Thank you, thank you." She swallowed, followed her into the living room, "Blind date... how about it?"

"Boring." Yan Qi spread his hands.

An Zhi let out a breath secretly, "Will you meet him again?"

"No." Yan Qi was very sure.

An Zhi pursed his lips, feeling that his joy was a bit sad, at least don't worry about this...but there will be another person.

"Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow?"

"The day after tomorrow, and then it will be the end of the term soon."

Time is tight. If you get a good ranking in the finals, you will be able to enter the national training team, and then you can participate in the international ICHO competition.

An Zhi is determined to enter the training team.But her hand has not completely healed, and she is afraid that it will affect the state of the exam.

For the first time, she was a little nervous about the exam.The girl's white neck was long and slender, and the curve of her chin was soft and soft. Because of worry, she bit her lips lightly.

Pink, plump lips like petals.

Yan Qi looked away and said in a low voice: "Don't worry, it will definitely work...you have to have confidence in yourself..."

The words of encouragement were as plain as boiled water, Yan Qi complained to himself, are you still a liberal arts student?Are you still a host?Your vocabulary...

But An Zhi narrowed his eyes and smiled slightly as if he was encouraged, and nodded his head, "Yeah."

Yan Qi stared at her dimples and sighed.

The night was blurred, and Yan Qi couldn't sleep.

She simply got up, there was something Liu Yiyi gave her on the bedside table.

She faltered in her steps and did not open the cabinet.

Putting on her clothes, she went to the third floor, her photography hobby room.There are magazines, cameras, and developed works.

She stayed there all night.