The Silent Cherry And Plum Blossoms

Yan Qi tossed and turned all night and didn't sleep well, woke up a bit late the next day, An Zhi had already gone to school when she woke up, there was her breakfast in the kitchen, the millet porridge was still warm.

Yan Qi finished eating porridge in the kitchen by himself, and after a while, he drove to work.

Of course, Yan Qi is not homophobic. In fact, since she was in high school, girls have expressed affection for her, and even more in college. Yan Qi is very sure that she does not like girls, and she has never thought that she can be with girls. .

Yan Qi grew up in a family with many boys, and she and her brothers received this kind of education since she was a child: to respect and love girls.Especially for the same sex, she needs to be more empathetic and considerate to the same sex.

Grandma told her this way: Although equality between men and women is advertised now, women are almost a bloody road from birth, school, work and family, from childhood to adulthood.The shackles of the same-sex society from the opposite sex will continue to press on women, and they must overcome thorns and thorns to the end.

So women should help women, this is the education she has received since she was a child.

Although same-sex love is not within the scope of her consideration, it is not her turn to express objections.All along, if she can receive the admiration of the same sex, she always expresses her gratitude and then politely refuses.She handled this matter very freely without any obstacles.

But, but now it is Anzhi, the child who has been growing up beside her, with a tendency to homosexuality.

No, not a tendency.An Zhi's tone was very affirmative, she said: "I don't like boys at all..." basically ruled out another possibility, leaving only the only one.

Not being afraid of homosexuality and the people close to her being gay are two different things, Yan Qi is very frustrated that she thinks so.

I vaguely remember that there was an experiment on Weibo many years ago. A group of children called their parents out of the closet without warning. The parents were shocked, furious, and said some ugly words when they were shocked. The children were also hurt and felt that they could not go back to the previous Parent-child relationship.

At that time, many people were on the standpoint of children, especially young people.The belief that orientation is uncontrollable and that love is not at fault.

But Yan Qi heard that the seniors who were parents in the stage expressed chills. They have worked hard to raise their children for [-] years, and wholeheartedly hoped for their children to live a happy life and family happiness. He did not expect a phone call by chance and you told me that you like the same sex. A little psychological preparation If they are not given to them, the parents will violate the ethics and morality under the public order and good customs they know.

The senior said: "The most sad thing is not this, but the children who easily deny their parents' love for them. If they don't support them, it means they don't love them. Then, do you have no love for your parents? You are a coward , not daring to tell your parents about your love openly and squarely, you chose to be opportunistic, you didn’t give your parents any buffer time, and let them understand and accept you unconditionally. Why?

Originally, the same-sex road is doomed to be rougher and stronger than other roads. If you don’t even have the courage, how can you face your future life?

Yan Qi didn't want to judge who was right and who was wrong, but at least she was shocked by An Zhi's confession to her, and after the shock, she was a little proud.What a brave girl who chose to face her inner voice.

Yan Qi is curious, what kind of image is she in An Zhi's heart?Is it similar to a foster mother or similar to a friend?In any case, An Zhi must have very high expectations of her, at least he made her feel safe, that's why she said these words to her so boldly and frankly.

Then there is only one question left: An Zhi is still so young, can she be sure?Is it just a phase?

Yan Qi immediately shook his head, it's impossible, it can't be said that because of her young age, she should deny her judgment on herself.It is a very serious thing to think that you like the same sex, but Anzhi has been very clear about what he likes since he was a child.

and many more!

Yan Qi bit his pen and walked in the corridor of the office all morning.

Without a chance, Anzhi probably wouldn't realize that he likes girls...

Shouldn't it be...

Yan Qi frowned, it wasn't what she thought, right?Could it be that Xu Jiaer?

Yan Qi almost bit his pen into pieces, with a frowning face.

After the first two classes, when the bell rang, An Zhi lay down on the desk, his cheek pressed against the table, with a bitter expression on his face.

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An Zhi paused, tapping his head on the table lightly.So stupid, so impulsive, she said it so directly last night, what should I do now, she dare not wait until Yan Qi gets up in the morning, she is afraid.

She covered her face with her hands and was in a mess.

Xu Jiaer in the back seat observed her silently for a while, poking her back.

"Don't talk to me." An Zhi muffled.

"The teacher is coming, do you want to lie down like this for a class?" Xu Jiaer continued to poke her.

"You're annoying."

Xu Jiaer chuckled, "Squad leader, I'm not the one who needs to be called to stand up."

"You're annoying." An Zhi repeated and sat up.

The last class was chemistry class, An Zhi couldn't cheer up, the teacher was commenting on their finished test papers.Xu Jiaer was also distracted, and she occasionally looked at An Zhi, she held her head, obviously distracted too.

The teacher is reading the topic, "The following statement is wrong. A uses sodium metal to distinguish ethanol and ether, right?"

Some students answered: Yes, sodium and ethanol react with bubbles, but sodium and ether do not react.

The teacher continued: "B. Hexane and 3--hexene can be distinguished with potassium permanganate acidic solution, class leader, class leader, can you answer?"

No one responded to her.

Xu Jiaer came back to his senses, and answered for Anzhi: "3--Hexene can fade the acidic solution of potassium permanganate, but hexane cannot, so it is correct."

The chemistry teacher glanced at her and nodded: "The answer is correct, C can distinguish benzene and bromobenzene with water, monitor?"

Xu Jiaer waited for Anzhi to speak. In fact, the chemistry teacher and the whole class were waiting for Anzhi's answer. This subject is Anzhi's home field, and no one is better than him.Is it because this question is too simple for her to answer?

"Yeah, benzene is less dense than water, and bromobenzene is denser than water, so they can be distinguished by water, so C is also correct." Xu Jiaer had no choice but to answer again.

The chemistry teacher adjusted his glasses, "Since the first three options are all correct, then option D must be wrong. Where is the mistake? Squad leader? Squad leader Tao Anzhi?"

Xu Jiaer almost wanted to answer for her again, but Anzhi put down his hand, "The molecular structure of methyl formate also contains aldehyde groups, so the newly prepared silver ammonia solution cannot distinguish methyl formate and acetaldehyde, so option D is wrong. .”

The chemistry teacher stared at her for two seconds before continuing on.

An Zhi sighed melancholy.

After school, she carried her schoolbag and prepared to go home. Xu Jiaer carried her schoolbag and followed her for a while.

"Are you worried?" Xu Jiaer lowered his head to look at her.An Zhi lowered his head and walked slowly counting steps.

"Hey..." Xu Jiaer stepped back a few steps beside her, still looking at her.An Zhi ignored her, like a downcast rabbit.

Xu Jiaer turned around and walked with her, approached her suddenly, and looked at her tiltedly: "Talk to me! Aren't we friends?"

An Zhi finally looked up at her, "We are friends, but I don't want to talk to you right now."

Xu Jiaer pursed his lips and smiled.She felt that An Zhi's cheeks would swell up when he was in a bad mood, like a little bun, but because she lost a lot of baby fat, she looked like a half-filled bun.

How can she be so cute.

"Then I'll wait until you're in a better mood before talking to me?" Xu Jiaer said nicely.

An Zhi took two steps in a muffled voice, then looked up at her again, "I'm sorry, I'm in a bad mood, I'll go back first."

Seeing An Zhi walk out of the school gate, Xu Jiaer raised the corners of his lips.

An Zhi took the bus home, but Yan Qi hadn't come back yet. There was food prepared by Grandma Liu in the kitchen, and she took it out to heat it up.

Hesitating whether to call Yan Qi and ask her when she will be back, and wait for her to come back for dinner.

But she dared not.

Yan Qi didn't call her either.An Zhi felt very scared.

She sobbed slightly, almost crying.She waited for a while, but Yan Qi hadn't come back yet.She ate dinner alone, washed the dishes, went to the second floor, took a shower, and did her homework.

An Zhi pulled out an English paper to do, a lot of English reading, she needed to concentrate.She did the whole paper and even wrote the composition. When she checked the answer, she sighed and made three mistakes. This was the worst time she did.

She put down the paper, walked out of the room, and suddenly found Yan Qi sitting in the living room, she didn't know how long she had been back.

Yan Qi was reading a book, as if nothing had happened, when she saw her coming out, she straightened up slightly, looked at her, as if she wanted to speak.

Don't tell her when you come back.

Anzhi suddenly felt wronged.

She turned her head, ignored her, and ran downstairs.

Before Yan Qi could speak, An Zhi went downstairs with a puffy face, as if angry.Yan Qi blinked, what happened?

Yan Qi waited for a while, she spent the whole night forming words, she seemed to feel that she should talk to An Zhi, and she seemed to feel that nothing happened.

After hesitating and hesitating, she never turned a page in her book.

She listened intently, Anzhi should go down to drink water and find some snacks, and he is about to come up. It's over, and she hasn't decided whether to talk or not.

An Zhi walked up, she stopped in the living room, she took a few steps forward, stopped, with her head down, her hair scattered on her cheeks, looking at her feet.

"Hmm...Tao Tao?" Yan Qi called her softly.

An Zhi looked up at her, pouted childishly, "...I read three things wrong."

Yan Qi raised his eyebrows in astonishment: "...Huh?"

An Zhi choked, gave her a look, and turned back to her room angrily.

Yan Qi tilted his head suspiciously.

How is this going

Missed three reading questions...very, many?