The Silent Cherry And Plum Blossoms

An Zhi's face became hot inexplicably, she is not a child anymore, she is in high school, and she can no longer act coquettishly.But that embrace is really attractive, attractive, attractive...

But her mouth was sour, and Yan Qi didn't hug her, nor did he touch her head.

An Zhi saw the beer in Yan Qi's hand and the documentary on the big screen. She remembered that Yan Qi had already watched it. Why?

An Zhi tilted his head, saying that Qi had something on his mind.Maybe because of work, maybe because of something else?But Yan Qi didn't show it, and she wouldn't tell herself, and she put aside her own affairs to care about her...

An Zhi's heart was filled with another layer of melancholy, she was quite a child, because only when she was a child could she act coquettishly and get close to her unscrupulously.But she also wanted to be an adult soon, at least in the eyes of Yan Qi, maybe like this

At least let Yan Qi tell her something in his heart.When she was very young, Anzhi felt that her vision was tall and beautiful, and she knew a lot of things that she didn't understand. Anzhi often had to look up to talk to her, or listen to her, feeling very far away. Far, far away, but when she took her home and held her hand, when she hugged her for the first time, every time she bent down to talk to her, that kind of long distance would be pulled instantly very close.

An Zhi has been very good at observing other people's emotions since he was very young, especially adults.She didn't know which was the earliest memory, but she realized that she was different from other children. Other children's homes were lively, but she only had a grandfather.Their family only had two pairs of chopsticks for meals, unlike neighbors whose tables were all full, and it seemed that many families in the village were the same.I heard someone say, "Grandpa is working very hard. After retirement, he has to walk around and ask people to introduce students to him, because his retirement salary is not enough for the two of them, and because his granddaughter will go to school in the future..."

The adults are very hard, all she can do is be obedient, and don't ask questions that they can't answer.She has been very quiet and doesn't talk much, and she will only slowly reveal herself to people who make her feel familiar and safe.During these years by Yan Qi's side, she got used to being taken care of by her, used to being a child, getting used to throwing fits and acting like a baby occasionally.She rarely took the initiative to care about Yan Qi.

Yan Qi will be tired, she will be tired and unhappy, she is very busy with work.But she rarely let An Zhi know.An Zhi's heart suddenly became sour.Maybe on many nights that she didn't know, Yan Qi was also like this, sitting alone, watching documentaries, thinking about his own thoughts alone.

"Huh? What's the matter? Well, I'm not laughing at you. You think it's hard to beat her in the exam, and the other party is the same. Tao Tao, it's not like you. You always laugh at others for their poor grades." Yan Qi thought that Anzhi was still depressed about the topic just now, so he said with a smile.

"Hmm..." An Zhi replied absent-mindedly, and after realizing it, he murmured a little embarrassedly: "...I... probably got retribution..."

Yan Qiwei straightened up, flicked his finger on her forehead: "What are you talking about!"

An Zhi smiled shyly, bit his lips lightly, and slid over quietly, breathed a sigh of relief, and lay down on Yan Qi's lap with almost no room for hesitation.

Then he pretended to speak naturally: "That Xu Jiaer is about the same as me in science. Mathematics, chemistry and physics are often evenly tied, that is, liberal arts. Her English is better than mine, and sometimes I score more than her in Chinese..."

While talking, pay attention to Yan Qi’s reaction. She was drinking beer, but she didn’t notice An Zhi’s movement. Before she had time to react, Anzhi stuffed a lot of information, and she only had time to say "um...".

An Zhi secretly raised the corners of her lips, and she found a comfortable position on the sofa, resting her head on Yan Qi's lap, "So, I can only work hard on liberal arts, and I can't be careless in science, otherwise there will be no chance of winning. "

"Hmm...Xu Jiaer? This name is a good one." Yan Qi said, she looked down at Xia Anzhi: "Have you read all the English papers now?"

"Yeah. Language too."

"Huh? I was in high school more than ten years ago, so I don't remember much." Yan Qi stroked An Zhi's hair slowly, thinking about the test paper, but couldn't remember it.

"It's just... Anzhi snapped his fingers, "The first part is modern text reading, which is divided into expository reading, literary text reading, and practical text reading",

The second part is the reading of ancient poems," she counted with the other hand, "It is divided into reading classical Chinese, reading ancient poems, dictating famous passages and sentences, and then the third part is the use of language and characters, and generally tests the correct use of idioms..."

An Zhi read and read, and found that both hands were counted. She grabbed Yan Qi's hand and continued to count, "Choice of bad sentences, multiple-choice questions for proper expression, and language expression questions. There are two questions, and then there is composition... "Just finished counting Yan Qi's hand.

I counted vigorously just now, and went through all the Chinese questions in my mind. When she finished reading, she found that she was holding Yan Qi's hand with both hands, and her fingers touched her fingertips. Her nail polish was the color of bean paste. Yes, one or two edges have been spent, but the beauty has not diminished.

An Zhi had never seen her hands so closely before, they were bigger than hers, with slender and slender fingers, a narrow back of the hand, and thin wrists, An Zhi's fingers rubbed her phalanges lightly, and he was stunned.

Yan Qi chuckled from above: "What is this?"

An Zhi looked up, and Yan Qi looked at her with a smile that was not a smile. Her cheeks were inexplicably hot, and she couldn't bear her joking gaze, so she turned her head and buried her face in her belly.

Yan Qi blinked, looked at the little head buried in her belly, and rubbed her hair.What is there to be ashamed of?

She cleared her cough, continued the topic just now, and asked her: "Then have you read the test paper of this classmate Xu Jiaer?"

"Huh?" An Zhi looked at him with wide eyes like a curious rabbit with its ears raised.

"You should look at her test paper and find out where she has lost points. Only by knowing yourself and the enemy can you win every battle."

"Hmm..." An Zhi frowned and began to think.

"Don't worry, take a look at this monthly exam first."

"Okay." An Zhi nodded.

Yan Qi smiled at her and took a sip of his beer.Her white and slender throat moved, and she turned her gaze to the screen.

An Zhi looked at her, this topic should stop here, but Yan Qi didn't let her get up, An Zhi pretended not to know.She took out her mobile phone from the pocket of her nightdress and started playing, occasionally glancing at the screen.

"In 1953, the State Administration of Cultural Heritage invited restoration experts from all walks of life to enter the Forbidden City to establish a cultural relic restoration factory..." The voice of the commentary was soothing and calm. Anzhi was tired from surfing the Internet, his eyelids gradually couldn't open, and he fell asleep in a daze with squinting. The phone dropped with a "boom".Yan Qi

Yan Qi sat up straight and put down the beer.Looking down at An Zhi, he put her half in his arms and patted her.She was doing these movements naturally, but her thoughts were still on what Liu Yiyi said to her.

"Aren't you lonely? No, it's not just physical loneliness. It's...intimacy, you know? It's the lack of intimacy. Westerners say intimacy is inseparable from three words, threeRs, relatives, roomates, andromance , Family affection, roomates, refers to roommates, friendship, and romance, refers to love. It’s that kind of desire, you want someone to appreciate you, that kind of resonance, not only in thought, but also in body. Spirit and The intimacy of the unity of flesh and blood, of course, this kind of intimacy is something that cannot be met. Many people settle for the next best thing, and the satisfaction of the flesh is enough. But Yan Qi, I think you have lived like a nun these years..." Liu Yiyi He danced and danced, and his mouth was full of foam.

"If you continue like this, you won't even have the ability to love."

Yan Qi was in a daze, to be honest, she was a little confused.Since Gao Zhiming, she has indeed stopped falling in love with other people. There are many excellent people who have pursued her over the years, but none of them have attracted her attention.There is no heartbeat, no love at first sight, more often the heart is as calm as a mirror.And she had to admit that Liao Chengyu was the only one of the opposite sex she felt comfortable getting along with over the years.

But not love.

The intimacy of body and soul, the resonance of the unity of soul and body, what is it like?

Yan Qi felt confused, dazed, and suspicious.

Will it feel like this?Does anyone really experience this feeling?

Yan Qi fell into deep thought.She suddenly had a feeling that maybe she would never meet in her life, and maybe she didn't feel it either.Like Liu Yiyi's burning and strong feelings, she will never be able to appreciate or do it in her whole life.Maybe, as she said, she has lost the ability to love.

Suddenly, An Zhi struggled, and with a sound of "uh", she moved as if she had slept in a position for a long time, and opened her eyes.

He looked at Yan Qi in a daze.

"Huh? Auntie?"

But Yan Qi seemed to be in a daze.

An Zhi blinked and looked at her for a while.

She had never seen Yan Qi like this, frowning, dazed, and a low silence.

An Zhixin tugged, straightened up, leaned over, and put her arms around her neck, "Auntie..."'

"Oh...wake up?" Yan Qi came back to his senses and looked at her.

But her gaze was still a little wandering.

An Zhixin tightened even more, she couldn't bear Yan Qi's expression.Without even thinking about it, she leaned over and gently pecked and kissed Yan Qi's cheek, like a butterfly's wings brushing against a flower petal.

The moment of touching, An Zhi was stunned, Yan Qi blinked his eyelashes, the light in his eyes gathered, and he looked straight at An Zhi.