The Silent Cherry And Plum Blossoms

An Zhi panicked for several days, not knowing what to do, and dared not contact Yan Qi when he was nervous.

In the days of panic, she repeatedly flipped through the WeChat chat records on her mobile phone, analyzing them in detail.

If she knew, she couldn't be so calm, she would reply to her messages, call her "beautiful," and make fun of her as a "little rabbit", as if nothing was different...

But if she doesn't know, it can't explain Yan Qi's indifference to her these days.

But if Yan Qi knows about it and doesn't feel anything, does it mean that she has a chance...

An Zhi bit her lip and then her finger. She lost her mind several times in class.

An Zhi was so panicked that she was about to cry, Yang Mengmeng said to her: "Why don't you just keep doing it and take the opportunity to confess your love!"

"Well, that's how Chen Wei was taken down by me."

"But it's different..." An Zhi had no idea at all.Liu Yiyi and Yan Yixi went on a trip again, and she didn't dare to disturb them, so she could only stand still for now.

She carried such a sigh of relief until the end of the semester and the Spring Festival.

Everyone was happy, only she was anxious.Yan Qi came back for the reunion dinner on New Year's Eve as usual.

The whole family was there, An Zhi didn't want to get too close to her, so he could only pay attention to her expression carefully.

There was nothing unusual, he also smiled at her, called her Tao Tao as usual, and asked her to eat more, An Zhi was in a state of surprise, thinking that he was being overwhelmed.

After eating, An Zhi called her hesitantly: "Auntie, auntie?"

Yan Qi seemed to pause for a moment, turned around, his expression was as gentle as usual, the corners of his mouth slightly turned up, "Well, I just happened to have something to ask you."

An Zhi swallowed nervously, followed her to the living room on the third floor and sat down.

Yan Qi said: "I have remitted a sum of money to your card. Your father put it here with me, but it is more than the amount you saw last time. Have you received it?"

An Zhi said "ah", "I didn't pay attention..." She quickly slid the phone away, and there was a text message that was ignored.

She counted some numbers, her eyes widened: "So many!"

She nodded, clicked her tongue, raised her eyes to look at Yan Qi, met her eyes, An Zhi was taken aback, Yan Qi looked at her eyes just now, there was something clearly hidden, it was difficult to interpret, it was just a moment, a flash Pass.

"Well, you are already an adult, you should keep these things yourself."

"All, give it all to me?" An Zhi was a little confused.

"Yeah." Yan Qi nodded.

"..." An Zhi scratched his hair, his mind was in a mess for a while.

"Okay, let's go play." Yan Qi had already stood up, she didn't touch her head, and didn't ask anything else, just told her this sentence, and then didn't say anything else.

"Auntie!" An Zhi stood up and called her to stop.

Yan Qi paused again, but she didn't turn around, "Huh?"

An Zhi's chest heaved heavily, and the words had reached his mouth, but he couldn't open his mouth.

Yan Qi waited on the spot for a while, but never turned her head. She walked away without saying a word.

An Zhi bowed her head dejectedly, and sure enough... she still knew.

After the age of 30, Chinese New Year will become more and more dull, especially for women like Yan Qi who have no family, they don't care much about whether they take vacations, especially this year.

Late at night, she couldn't sleep, so she went to the rooftop to smoke.

In the cold winter, she faced the distance, and the smoke floated.

In the past six months, she has had a hard time, suffering physically and mentally.

, All of this is her fault. It is because she did not consider the thoughts of adolescent girls, because she did not set boundaries, and because she did not take good care of An Zhi, which made her feel that she shouldn't have.

Yan Qi read an article in the past few years, and remembered a sentence: "It is said that people need love. If you don't get enough love from your family when you are young, if there is someone who treats her very well at this time, she will be very happy." It’s easy to feel love.”

So many times, she slept with Anzhi in her arms, and she didn't pay attention to her proportions. It was all her fault.

Yan Qi thought of some ways, she could bring back a "boyfriend" immediately, or claim that she was on a blind date, but this is not a good solution, and it will hurt An Zhi, she is unwilling.

She couldn't completely ignore An Zhi, so the relationship they had spent so many years together would be in vain, and it would also hurt An Zhi.

She stood on the rooftop all night, smoking a lot of cigarettes for the first time, and a little orange-white was exposed on the sky, she still hasn't figured out what to do.

I can only stay away from her moderately, and care about her as an elder. I hope that when she grows up, has a wider world, and meets more people, she will sort out her own thoughts and understand that she is only for me for a while. Emotional misplacement.

No matter your mood, the sun will always rise.

In the classroom, the famous Professor Robert Granham Cooks was giving a speech to them. He is an internationally recognized pioneer in the field of mass spectrometry and a member of the American Academy of Sciences. He could not finish talking about his title for several pages.

The University of Science and Technology finally invited him to give a speech to the students, and the ears of all the students were almost pricked up.

The old professor has a white hair and beard, and his smiling face is a bit like the KFC Grandpa Bai that An Zhi saw when he was a child.

He talked about how to use Paterno-Bich reaction and tandem ion trap technology to directly analyze lipids in blood or tissues to determine the position of lipid unsaturated double bonds.

"The biosynthetic pathways of cancer cells and normal cells are different, and the ratio of lipid unsaturated isomers is also markedly different..."

In their junior year, they had to determine the direction of their research. This old professor was a master in analytical chemistry, and the Purdue University where he taught was one of the top universities in the world for analytical chemistry.

After the speech, the old professor also took a look at their homework, answered a few questions, and chatted with their class teacher.

He had a little impression of Anzhi: "Your hands-on ability is not bad, and you are also careful in doing experiments." He took Anzhi's experiment report and glanced at it. "You are still sensitive to data, and you can develop in the direction of analytical chemistry."

An Zhi was flattered.

The head teacher winked at her.

Anzhi reacted immediately, and boldly asked the old professor for his mailbox.

After class, the head teacher also told her to consider studying abroad.The academic research atmosphere is better.If you want to go out, you can start preparing for some exams in the second semester of your junior year.

An Zhi was a little confused. She hadn't considered going abroad before going to university, but now she is not indifferent, but she is still hesitant.She understood that there was something more to look forward to in her heart, and she was anxious, and this expectation had reached the point where it could not be ignored.

Anzhi finally plucked up the courage to go home.

At eight o'clock in the evening, she was waiting for her in the living room, and heard the familiar sound of parking, the sound of coming in and locking the door, and even noticed that she stopped when she saw lights in the house.

Then she called out hesitantly: "Tao Tao?"

An Zhixin skipped a few times following this address, and the familiar tall figure entered her field of vision.

"Auntie."

"Well, why are you back at this time? Have you eaten yet?" Yan Qi took off his coat.

It was cold in the spring, she put the windbreaker on her hand, walked over and put it on the sofa casually.

"Well, I've eaten." An Zhi twisted his fingers.

"Is there something wrong?" Yan Qi brushed his hair, stood up again, and went to pour a glass of water to drink.

"I'm wondering whether to apply to study abroad?"

Yan Qi drank the water for a second or two, then took another sip, "Huh? Go after college?"

"Yes." An Zhi breathed heavily, and she paid attention to Yan Qi's expression without blinking.

Yan Qi turned her face to the side, her expression fluctuated slightly, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and she seemed to be in a daze for a while, then she raised a smile and met Shang Anzhi's eyes: "It's pretty good, I also think it's good with your grades. It’s a pity to study for an undergraduate degree, it’s best to go for further studies.”

An Zhi's eyes were so bright that she wanted to shed tears, but she just stared at Yan Qi, as if expecting her to say something different.

Yan Qi's throat moved, and he took another sip of water and said, "You are still young, so it is not suitable for you to think about employment too soon. Going to study abroad, whether it is the level of scientific research or the environment is more suitable for you, and there are more opportunities for you. A better view, better... people are waiting for you."

It was very difficult for Yan Qi to speak, trying to keep his voice free of emotion.Try to keep your eyes fixed on one place, looking like you are thinking, instead of not being afraid to look at Anzhi.

An Zhi's eyelashes were drawn down to cover his eyes, and his heart dropped heavily.

There was a long silence in the room.

Yan Qi's water glass was empty, she put it down and said, "Okay, don't think about it now, um..."

She pressed her forehead: "I'm going upstairs." She walked towards the stairs, An Zhi suddenly stopped her and said loudly: "But, Auntie, I don't want to be too far away from you!"

"I don't want to be too far away from you."

Yan Qi stopped, lowered his head, and let out a breath.Then she turned around and looked at An Zhi with complicated eyes.

An Zhi was also looking at her, the tip of his nose was a little red, and his small face seemed to be looking forward to being touched.

Then she ran over and threw herself into her arms.The movement was a little big, and Yan Qi was slightly bumped by her.

An Zhi hugged her waist, almost exhausting all her courage.

Yan Qi's eyes glowed faintly, and she instinctively raised her hand to stroke her head, then stopped abruptly.She let An Zhi hold her, comforted her with a smile and said, "I'm always by your side."

An Zhi's eye sockets buried in her shoulders were astringent.

"Okay." Yan Qi helped her up, "Stop crying, you've grown up." Yan Qi looked down at her, and An Zhi's lips moved as if he wanted to say something.

Yan Qi let go of her right away, turned around and went upstairs.