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Mo Quan knew that at that time, he waited obediently in the waiting room, surrounded by endless sunshine.I never thought that there was a sharp knife pointed at myself hidden in the warm corner.

His hand holding the gun had never been stained with anger, and he suddenly realized that he just wanted to know an answer, an answer to the sudden death of a fresh life.

The woman hiding behind Fang Yuzhao in front of her is weak and beautiful, and she deserves any man to charge forward for her and show her blood.There is a child in her belly, a pure life that does not know the cruelty and chaos of the outside world.

The heavy rain was pouring down, with a fierce wind whistling, and the damp smell in the air seemed to have sucked away the heavy things hanging on the heart.

Le Tiantian watched in surprise as Mo Quan just put down the gun in his hand.Mo Quan squatted in front of Fang Yuzhao, and sighed softly: "Human life is in your heart, just like doing calculations. Then why do you take it so seriously?" In fact, in everyone's heart, life and hatred are like Doing a never-ending addition, subtraction, multiplication and division, all feelings, all sadness and helplessness are fancy condiments in the calculation process.What everyone hopes to get is, who caused me pain, and how much I should snatch it back.

Mo Quan used the word "you" habitually. Fang Yuzhao sounded very sad, as if Mo Quan and them were standing in two worlds. He had always hoped to break the veil of isolating the world, but it had been in vain.He could only look at Mo Quan, whose mood and desires were different from theirs, standing there alone, gazing around calmly like a god.

When the rainstorm came, everyone in the city was in the same lonely panic, only he hoped that the thunder could take his life away.Life is a hundred years, the universe is vast, and the torrent is sweeping, what is the meaning?

"Mo Quan, I like you. I saved your life, and I can do anything for you." Fang Yuzhao was bargaining shamelessly.

"Well, I know." Mo Quan reached out and groped in Fang Yuzhao's pocket, "But I have told you many times that you need to be responsible to Su Xi."

One person, one lifetime, as long as one person is enough.What he hates is that, like Mo Xuyan, he thinks that he has enough ability, that he can give a meager life to two people at the same time.

He took out the wallet from Fang Yuzhao's pocket. Inside a mezzanine was the key to Mo Quan's house on Baiping Street.Taking that key back is like taking back all the tacit approval.Since there are only three things to do, when it comes to the third time, let's end what should be over.Mo Quan was somewhat regretful and fortunate, for this person who had been imitating his brother, he tacitly allowed him to surround him in his life, but never admitted that this person was a friend.

Su Qian supported Fang Yuzhao, who was slightly slumped, and said softly, "Young Master Quan, you must know that I was never the only one who shot that shot."

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Le Tiantian was unbelievable. He was waiting to see a good show, and saw that this matter ended hastily.

But he didn't want to ask Mo Quan too much, if this guy couldn't turn his back and do something radical, he would be in big trouble.

"Did you let them go?" He asked Mo Quan.

"No, it's just that they will live in fear for the rest of their lives, and life will not be easy." Mo Quan didn't understand, what reason is there to persevere in such a difficult life?

When the two left, Fang Yuzhao stopped Le Tiantian while smoking a cigarette.He wants to talk to Le Tiantian alone.

In the living room on the second floor that once pulled Le Tian into the abyss.

"I want to tell you a lot, Le Tiantian, forget it, let's call you little emperor." Fang Yuzhao pinched the butt of his cigarette, lit a second cigarette, and sent it out in a long, cloudy breath, "Your age, body You are already an adult, but your thinking is still the same as that of a child."

A "physically" blushed every day when he heard it happily.

"Fang Yuzhao, don't think you know me!"

Fang Yuzhao quickly made a "stop" gesture: "Listen to me. Don't interrupt me this time. You walked out of here today, and we probably won't meet again in the future. Even if we do, it's still in business .No one will come to mother-in-law to teach you these things with such kindness as me."

Le Tiantian slumped on the sofa, folded his arms, and waited for him to say one, two, three.

"Let's just talk about today's incident. There is a reason for me to hide the truth." Fang Yuzhao has also been trying to find a scapegoat for Sissi, fabricating a fact that one life for one life, and this matter is over.However, not only are all the facts he fabricated more or less unable to completely match the scene many years ago - it will still be exposed by the Mo family in the end -, but also, "I protect Sissy, and I also protect Young Master Quan at the same time. "

Le Tian almost laughed out loud.Protect Mo Quan?Mo Quan's background from himself to behind him is strong, and all his thoughts of asking you to protect him are written on his face.Just about to argue, Fang Yuzhao stopped him with that gesture again.

"Have you ever thought that Young Master Quan knew the truth, dug up the organization that Sissy recruited up to the bottom, and avenged Young Master Ze. What happened in the end? He wouldn't think about it." living in this world."

"False! Fang Yuzhao, you're just telling me a joke!"

"Young Master Quan is not interested in this world at all, haven't you found out yet?!" Fang Yuzhao really hated this student who always interrupted and didn't listen to lectures, and immediately yelled back, suppressing Le Tiantian, and then eased down , "You! Le Tian, ​​you live for the tradition of human beings, to feel the pleasure/feeling of spending money, eating, playing, and having sex, but you are afraid of the unknown pain of death, so you feel that living is a good deal, we are all the same. But Quan No, he is not. His ideas have been distorted by his brother since he was a child. The world without Moser is meaningless. He has no sense of money, women, and rights. He respects his father but is not afraid. Relying on his mother is already In the past, novel things could not enter his field of vision. He liked to imitate his brother to hurt himself, and he could simply pick up a knife to commit suicide. The books he read were always gray. You read about family ethics and wearing a cuckold. In his eyes But only Macondo's loneliness and 'I'm sorry to be human'."

Fang Yuzhao's heart was very heavy, because he knew that Mo Quan understood Le Tian's superficial personality, so he never chatted with Le Tian about his works.So he also knew that Le Tiantian would not understand what he meant by what he said.He went on: "Really, it's going to end up being nothing that's going to keep him."

"I can!" Le Tiantian couldn't bear to listen to these words like a dying fish giving up struggling. He had heard many absolute and desperate words similar to this. The blood in his veins would resist this kind of thing, and he wanted to The world proves that there is no dead end at all, you are too weak, "Don't think that guy is too absolute, his heart is also made of flesh, not a machine!"

Fang Yuzhao was very helpless and didn't want to have a useless argument with him. Anyway, he just said what he wanted to convey: "Well, even if you can influence him. The next topic, can you influence the group of people behind him? Can you influence Your reproductive organs?"

Walking on the road at night, both Le Mo and Le Mo forgot to stop and take a taxi for such a long distance.Silence without saying a word, as if to hear the soles of the feet pressing the sand and the sound of spiders crawling in the grass by the roadside.

Le Tiantian's head was still buzzing, echoing what Fang Yuzhao said to him.He couldn't believe that he was actually convinced by his most hated remarks.

Happy day, please think with a mature brain.

Living in a circle that is very tolerant of homosexuality for a long time, and living under the protection of Mo Quan, you probably have forgotten that your mother, his parents, and second mother are all people with the most traditional concept of survival. most of the world.Heterosexuals get married and have children to reproduce, reproduce the blood of a family, reproduce the lifespan of the entire human being, and pass it on from generation to generation. This is the "correctness" imprinted in the human brain and bone marrow.

Now no matter how others persuade, Le Tiantian will definitely refute.Take out the so-called "true love", the so-called "eternal".

But in this relationship without the guarantee of marriage and certificates, after a long time, love will always turn into family affection, and it will always need flesh and blood to maintain, it needs to be displayed aboveboard, and it needs blessings from others when quarreling... These, they will not know have.Then what?

Has Mo Quan ever saved himself?People are always ungrateful, one thing more is worse than one thing less, things saved by others may be selectively forgotten.

With the friendship that used to be commensurate with brothers?It's ridiculous, how many friendships that have gone up the mountain of swords and down the sea of ​​fire have been buried by time and space.

Continue to use the excuse of mutual access?But it seems that Mo Quan doesn't need himself more than leaving this boring world.

So why should I stay with him?After so many years, Le Tiantian did this again, asking himself this question for the umpteenth time.At this time, he felt that he was still very young, because he was a short-sighted person who would not bother to think about his future life-those were obviously illusory, but nothing more than a dream.

Now he could think of nothing but "embarrassment" and "vulnerability".

Looking at the wide night sky, the stars are all dim, and the night wind in the uninhabited area is refreshing and slightly cold.

Mo Quan, who was one step ahead, suddenly stopped, turned around, and said softly, "Hold me."

This is a sensitive word between the two. What Mo Quan usually said in bed, when Mo Quan said it at this time, Le Tiantian, who was in deep thought, came back to his senses in an instant, and looked around: "In this kind of place..." At the exit, the tall man who was about the same height as him suddenly hung up on his upper body, and the rapid increase in weight made Le Tian unable to hold on. The two of them fell to the ground together, and the ground was muddy after the rain.

It turned out that it was a normal "hug".Le Tiantian felt ashamed of his old driver's thoughts.

It was pitch black, Le Tiantian turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone, and saw Mo Quan's pale face, violent and depressive panting, it should be that his head was deprived of oxygen, and felt that he couldn't breathe, so he frantically sucked in fresh air, causing the hypoxia to become more and more serious.

Mo Quan was still holding the gun in his hand, not the handle, but the breech.The black muzzle of the gun was aimed at himself.That hand trembled violently.

Le Tiantian was startled, hurriedly knocked down the scary thing, covered Mo Quan's mouth with his hand, and comforted him in a panic: "Don't worry, don't worry, take your breath out slowly, take your time."

Mo Quan only felt a blackness in his head, and then the light slowly spread, and the focus of his eyes returned to normal.

"feeling bad?"

"Ah."

"It's okay! There are people who are more miserable than you. They saved their lives, but they will spend the rest of their lives in fear." After saying this, Le Tiantian himself was surprised. Since they all lived like this, so did they. If this is the case, then why live on?He suddenly understood Mo Quan.

The two were silent for a while, Le Tian Lamoquan: "Get up."

Mo Quan tried to get up, but when he fell, he sat with his legs bent and sat between the legs of Le Tian, ​​whose legs were spread apart and broke two halves of his buttocks. When he tried to get up, his legs twitched like the snowflake screen of an old TV. numb.

Le Tiantian didn't care about maintaining his image in this place where he couldn't see the village and the store, and continued to sit and wait for Mo Quan's leg to recover.

The world was silent, the two looked at each other with their own thoughts, and felt that there was nothing to do, so they paid the amount and kissed each other.

Le Tiantian suddenly felt that he had found a reason to refute Fang Yuzhao.Why, to be with Mo Quan.

I want money, and Mo Quan can give it; I want power, anyway, I’ve been reciting those two words to show off my prestige; I want sex, this guy can fascinate me until I run out of ammunition; Dad?Mo Quan's temperature, handsomeness, thoughtfulness, humility, and tolerance, isn't that an advantage that makes people go forward?As for his deformed personality, other people's traditional concepts... Anyway, a drop of water can wear through a rock, and the moon can hit the sun in a few hundred trillion years, those problems can always be solved!

Le Tiantian is nostalgic for the palate of the tip of his tongue, and the night wind blowing by his ears, thinking that it would be fine even if he proves his prejudice.