Mo

"Okay, okay, don't hit me." Fang Yuzhao asked his subordinates to stop irritably, "If it's broken, Master Quan might kill me when he wakes up."

"Boss!" Pony was exhausted from the beating, pointing to the lump of meat on the ground, "This kind of guy with two feet on two boats should be killed."

The big fan was about to kill someone, and cursed all kinds of ugly things in his mouth: "How dare you fucking touch my sister! I'm fucking NMB!**********, Brother Yu, this person is such a scumbag. If he dies, Master Quan won't say anything!"

The half-closed door of the villa was pushed open, and the little fan rushed in and pushed away his brother whose feet were still on Le Tiantian: "Brother, you bastard! How can you beat someone casually?"

When Big Mizi saw his younger sister coming, he immediately backed down, but he still insisted on maintaining his majesty as an older brother: "I tell you not to fall in love, not to fall in love! Who will children look at?"

"Why can't I fall in love? Why can't I know how to judge people?! Le Tiantian did something wrong, but I can't deny that he is good in other aspects!" Little Mizi stretched out his hand to help the dying person on the ground, a little sad, "Oh !Brother, you hate me! I don’t want to talk to you! Seeing that there are ghosts when you go out today! Fortunately, I followed. Otherwise, everyone will be beaten to death by you!”

When Big Mizi saw his sister's attitude, he almost knelt down and begged for mercy: "Okay, okay, we are not unreasonable people, right? Don't ignore me, let's have a good talk, shall we?"

The younger sister said that she didn't want to have a good talk with him: "Brother Yu, I want to take Le Tiantian away, and I have a good talk with him as we agreed last time."

Fang Yuzhao held his cigarette, worried about Mo Quan who was still being rescued: "Little emperor, Mr. Quan is very extreme. Even if you really don't like him, as long as you lie, he won't be like this."

Looking at my own hands now, I can still remember the temperature of his bloody hands when he hugged him that day.

Le Tiantian was beaten so hard that he couldn't get up, and the muttering in his mouth was hard to distinguish: "Is anyone willing to live in a lie?"

Fang Yuzhao lamented that Le Tiantian didn't understand Mo Quan so much: "He is so willing. Zhang Miya, please take him away. I have to go to the hospital to check the situation."

Le Tiantian shuddered and almost blurted out, wanting to ask Fang Yuzhao to allow him to visit.But when he saw the same injured little fan beside him, he thought that his words that day had hurt Mo Quan so deeply.He endured the pain that rushed into his eyes, and was helped away by the little fan.

Walking out of the gate, Little Mizi seemed to sense Le Tiantian's psychology.She said softly: "If you want to see him, it's better to wait a while. After all, you are not a doctor and you can't help him."

Le Tiantian was very pessimistic by this incident: "Why, Fang Yuzhao himself is such a person, but no one blames him."

"People are inherently complicated." Little Mizi hailed a car, "Brother Yu is different from you. He can accept who he likes, and so can Sister Sissy. They can all accept them, and they can accept them as well." We all know what kind of person Brother Yu is. Who would meddle in other people's business?"

"Little Mizi, I was wrong... You don't know Mo Quan, he doesn't mind everything, and respects others too much. Being with him is like an old couple who have been married for seven or eighty years, and it seems that they are not married at all. There is no such relationship. But I really have no way not to like you, I have told you many times that you are really charming." Le Tiantian smashed his head on the back of the front seat angrily, "I just found out that Mo Quan has been He knew about our affairs, but he never blamed me. I was still a fool, and I always thought I was very smart in hiding. The life he gave me was too comfortable, so that I rarely thought about what the future would be like, and I began to I take his dedication for granted..."

He has written so many self-criticisms since he was a child, but he has never taken it seriously.Now I finally understand that there is really such a thing as "review".When I said it, I regretted how naive and asshole I was.The torrent in his heart seemed to be the acid flowing out of Mo Quan's injured stomach, burning his heart and lungs that had been tortured for the first time.When he was uncomfortable, he slapped himself on the face, and the crisp sound made the driver in the front seat tremble.

"Little Mizi, I'm really sorry. I'm really..." Whenever I repent but don't know how to make up for it, I want to feel pain.

However, feelings are something that cannot be measured with a clear price.An injury is an injury, nothing can fill it up, and you can't go to the hospital to rescue a visible injury like Mo Quan.

Little Mizi was silent.

On the day when Ye Rui revealed the matter, the little fan asked his brother who that man named Mo Quan was.The elder brother was very curious at the time, and asked why the younger sister asked this, but said: "Don't get in touch with that kind of person, those who like men, who are perverts who sell themselves! Oh, I don't know very well."

However, from the two sides she met with Mo Quan, from his behavior, his attitude, and his temperament.Her delicate sense of knowing people told her that she would definitely not be the unbearable person that her brother said.

Little Mizi thinks that he is very funny, and he is actually interested in his love rival.Her hand pinched the canvas satchel, pinched it hard, and kept pinching it.

Le Tiantian has been admitting his mistakes.He couldn't deny his feelings and hurt for Mizi.Probably people like him don't deserve to be with good artists.Things have developed to this point, and there is no room for recovery: "Little Mizi, we..."

The little fan who had been silent for too long suddenly spoke up: "Le Tian Tian! Let's leave it at that."

She wiped the tears from her face: "I really like you. But I can't accept my boyfriend cheating, hiding, homosexuality. You are really likable. But..." She was incoherent, wiping With tears in his eyes, he forced a smile, "Who doesn't have a first love? First loves in the world can't be together in the end. If there are too many, there will be no shortage of the two of us."

"Little fan..."

"Le Tiantian, I don't want, I don't want you to mention breaking up." She choked, "You just think I want to save face, I, I will feel better if I mention breaking up."

During the next 10 minutes when the car drove towards the city, neither of them spoke, and there was a deathly silence in the car.Le Tiantian is waiting for Mizi to dry her tears and calm down.

After getting out of the car, Little Mizi finally recovered.She supported Le Tiantian: "Let's go to the hospital first."

Liming Hospital was still full of people coming and going, as if it had received patients from all over the world.The two are waiting to register.

I saw a doctor running desperately carrying a heavy box, and a nurse stood in front of the elevator door and opened the elevator door to prevent people from entering.Seeing the doctor carrying the suitcase coming, the doctor said eagerly, "Here comes the blood, here comes the blood."

The nurse took the box and said, "Dr. Liao, hurry up, the director asked you to get your director here." The door was closed, but she was still urging, "Hurry up, hurry up."

Le Tian stood up excitedly, wanting to rush over to open the elevator door and go up.But was held down by Zhang Miya: "You really can't help."

Le Tian sat down slumped.

"What are you...and Mo Quan going to do?"

Le Tiantian was surprised, he didn't expect Little Mizi to ask such a question.But the answer is obvious: "I don't know. I brought up the breakup, but he didn't respond. I really didn't expect him to be so extreme. If he confessed to their family, I would probably die."

"How could it be? He was self-harming, so it can't be related to you."

Le Tiantian felt very embarrassed about this question. He didn't know how to explain the unusual way of getting along with Mo Quan to Xiao Mizi: "I, for him... Forget it, everyone knows that I'm a scumbag anyway." , let me tell you. I often do it to him."

Little Mizi really doesn't want to believe that Le Tiantian is such a person, he is obviously an honest, gentle and accommodating guy in front of her.

Her expression is very complicated: "do you like him?"

"I don't know." This is the most perplexing question for Le Tiantian. "With him, I really don't feel like I should be in a relationship. But he does make people feel very comfortable. He is too mature, and his mentality is just like that of a monk who has entered meditation. Almost. Knowing that he will not do things that are meaningless, he will not be jealous, angry or regretful...he just lives."

Le Tiantian suddenly realized that being by his side turned out to be an excuse for him to live.It turned out that I was so important; it turned out that I was not just relying on him unilaterally.

Thinking of what I said, "I'm still Le Tiantian without you, and you're still Mo Quan without me." In this way, I feel uncomfortable.

Zhang Miya seemed to have made a lot of determination. She looked at Le Tiantian seriously, and lowered her voice: "There is a good man like Mo Quan who treats you wholeheartedly, but you turn a blind eye and hurt him. Le Tiantian, this is The worst thing you've ever done in your life."

"..."

"You can get along well with me and make me like you so much. Why can't you treat him as well as you treat me. You can be very happy."

Le Tiantian couldn't believe it. He looked at Zhang Miya whose eyes were red and knew that it must be very uncomfortable for her to speak for her rival, but: "Why do you want to speak for him?"

Zhang Miya said: "My brother told me about one thing. He said that no one who knew about it should speak up. But when I asked about Mo Quan, he decided to tell me. Since you are His boyfriend, I think you should know about this, he is indeed a poor man." Her voice became smaller and smaller, very cautious.

Fang Yuzhao stood far away at the end of the corridor, watching Quan Lingzi go out for the third time to wash the tears off her face.When I think about it, it has been many years since that incident happened. Many people who have seen it should have rotted it to their stomachs.

He still remembers every scene clearly at that time, everyone's expressions, eyes, and everyone's cramped breathing.And the lighting effect in the KTV is bright and dark.

He remembered how the drunk Mo Quan and the boy who admired Mo Quan were caught together in front of his brother in disheveled clothes.

He remembered that Mo Quan looked drunk and flirtatious.Mo Quan didn't know about Ze Shao's livid face at that time.

He remembered that Mo Quan was drenched from head to toe with red wine and beer.There was a suffocating atmosphere, only he dared to smile.He knelt down in front of his brother without knowing the occasion, and skillfully picked up the zipper of his brother's trousers. He was as cute and docile as a puppy, with fatal ambiguity and temptation.

He remembered that Ze Shao was so angry that he lost his mind for the first time.The wound left on his younger brother by the wine bottle picked up by Master Ze, the startled eyes of his younger brother after he regained consciousness from the pain, and the appearance of yelling and begging for mercy.

He remembered that everyone turned their heads away consciously, but they couldn't stop the sound of angry flesh/body collisions, Quan Shao's pitiful begging for mercy, screaming, admitting mistakes, cursing, resisting, desperate sobs of being smashed into pieces... until the end gradually Lost anger.

He remembered that the boy who admired Quan Shao should still be lying on the bed in front of his peaceful vegetable.Shao Quan that time was the same as this time, as if he died, he was sent to the hospital covered in bright red.

He still remembered the last words Ze Shao said to him when he was dying: "Apologize to Quan on my behalf."

What happened at that time is still shocking when I think about it now.A lot of pain, time really can't erase...