You chased me back

Zhang Jian didn't come back until almost one o'clock in the morning. The light in the living room was still on. She took off her shoes and walked over lightly. Sure enough, she saw Xiang Huailin sleeping very unsteadily on the sofa by the French window with his head propped on one hand. His newspaper had fallen onto the carpet at some point, and his rimless glasses were still hanging on his face.

He sighed, walked over gently and patted Huailin.

Xiang Huailin opened his hazy eyes, and when he saw Zhang Jian, there was a flash of surprise in his eyes.Immediately, he yawned, took off his glasses and rubbed his eyes like a child, with a bit of grievance in his voice:

"I thought you weren't coming back."

Zhang Jian naturally didn't know how Xiang Huailin was fidgeting all night. He took the car keys several times and wanted to go out to catch himself. He only thought that Xiang Huailin was complaining about his late return, and said helplessly:

"Why don't you go to bed and sleep, you'll catch a cold after sitting here, why don't you keep causing trouble to the hospital?"

Rarely did Xiang Er Shao not follow Smelly Poor, but pulled Zhang Jian by the collar to pull him in front of him, narrowed his eyes and carefully outlined Zhang Jian's facial features, his eyes seemed like an abyss, which gave Zhang Jian a feeling of being seen through illusion.

After a while, Xiang Huailin seemed to sigh lightly, and rested his head on Zhang Jian's shoulder wearily.

Zhang Jian also breathed a sigh of relief, patted his head on his shoulder and said with a smile:

"What are you doing, this is, let's forget about it today. It's so late and it should be dawn after finishing the work. Don't forget the ink stains, wash up and go to sleep quickly." Saying that, she got up and went to take a bath.

Xiang Huailin did not move, maintaining that posture, and asked in a low but clear voice:

"Zhang Jian, do you like me?"

Zhang Jian's movements froze, and she was a little speechless.

He didn't know why Xiang Huailin asked this question suddenly. For so many years, Xiang Huailin never asked him whether he likes love or not, so Zhang Jian also felt that he didn't need to think about this question.He knew that Xiang Huailin loved him, and he was also used to having sex with Xiang Huailin to live. If Xiang Huailin didn't ask, he wouldn't do anything unnecessary.

But in the final analysis, no one pays without asking for anything in return.Xiang Huailin has been willing to hold his heart and knife in front of Zhang Jian for five years and let him spend it. He can share half of his sincerity without asking Zhang Jian, but he won't be able to expect even a word of liking.

He didn't ask before, but now...?

"Zhang Jian, do you like me?"

...

"Do you like me?"

...

"You like it..."

"Your favorite..."

Xiang Huailin's head rested on Zhang Jian's heart, Zhang Jian's heart ached even though it was not heavy.

After leaning quietly for a while, Xiang Huailin let go of Zhang Jian and stood up from the sofa, lowering his eyes and saying in an inaudible tone:

"Go to sleep."

Zhang Jian watched Xiang Huailin hypnotize himself, and finally felt something was wrong.She wanted to hug him but didn't dare to reach out.

Lying on the bed, Xiang Huailin didn't cling to Zhang Jian's waist as usual, they just lay back to back so quietly, it was clearly within a distance of neck-to-neck distance when they turned their heads, but suddenly it was so far away that the two of them were in the same place. Midsummer felt the chill.

Zhang Jian is a very serious person. It is not easy to give something to another person after giving it to someone else, and the phrase "I love you" was once said to someone else.

In fact, even when he was with Ning Xiancheng, he only said it once, when he confessed his love.

why?One is that I feel awkward and can’t open my mouth, and the other is that our Zhang Xiaogong always thinks these three words are too precious, and it seems that every time he says it, it loses a penny in value.What's more, there are other reasons why he never mentioned his liking to Xiang Huailin.

He was afraid that he still loved Ning Xiancheng.He was afraid of giving Xiang Huailin the promise and making him feel sad again.He thought he was infatuated enough, I love you, I only love you, and there will be no one else.

So later, Xiang Huailin used practical actions to make Zhang Jian understand how idiotic and hypocritical his thoughts were back then.

Of course, Xiang Huailin guessed who made the call that night.In fact, Zhang Jian and Ning Xiancheng have not met privately in the past few days except for dealing with work matters, they tacitly never mentioned the past, and behaved politely in front of others.

This evening, when Ning Xiancheng was walking back from the construction site in the suburbs, his car broke down on the ring road. He called Zhang Jian and said that he had just returned to China, and those who were unaccompanied could only trouble Zhang Jian to pick him up.

Not to mention whether Ning Xiancheng has no relatives in the country, even if he really has no relatives and friends, he is now the helm of a company. No matter how poor the company's economy is, he won't even be able to afford an assistant, right?Take another [-] steps back and say that there is no assistant, and there are many towing companies in the capital.

But he knew that even if this excuse was full of loopholes, Zhang Jian would definitely go to see him.It's not for anything else, it's just that Ning Xiancheng left in a hurry five years ago, and many things that should be explained should be explained to the other party now.

Five years is not a short period, and what may have been in Zhang Jian's heart is an explanation of the past. Now that the person who owed him a word is back, everyone should pack up and set off again.Whether it is to give each other another chance to love each other well, or to say goodbye to each other and each to be happy.

Under the pull of the high beams in front of the car, Ning Xiancheng's figure leaning against the car door was thin and slender. In a daze, Zhang Jian seemed to see that person who was leaning against the school gate quietly waiting for him after school, and told him seriously not to ruin other people's feelings slender boy...

Stuck in the eyes by Zhang Jian's sudden car light, Ning Xiancheng frowned slightly and raised his hand to block it. The cigarette butt on his fingertips suddenly pulled Zhang Jian out of his memory abruptly.

Zhang Jian doesn't know how much five years will change a person, but since even Ning Xiancheng has learned to smoke, it is not impossible for him to fall in love with Xiang Huailin, isn't it?

Finally, he pushed open the car door and walked in front of Ning Xiancheng. When Ning Xiancheng exhaled the last smoke ring, the two looked at each other speechlessly.

Ning Xiancheng threw away the cigarette butt, looked up at Zhang Jian, his voice was hoarse but still warm and clean:

"Zhang Jian, I'm back."

I'm back...I'm back...I'm back...

These are the words that would appear in Zhang Jian's dreams many years ago, and even in the first year or two when he was with Xiang Huailin, he still dreamed of them from time to time.But who knows when Ning Xiancheng appeared less and less in Zhang Jian's dreams?Time really does heal.

"I know that you have been with Xiang Huailin all these years, and I also... tried to love other people... but we all failed, didn't we. I'm back Zhang Jian... the one next to you Should the seat be returned to me?"

Ning Xiancheng's voice was trembling, but he couldn't wait for Zhang Jian's answer.

He slowly stretched out his hands, paused tentatively in the air, and finally lowered his head and gently hugged Zhang Jian.

This is Zhang Jian, not someone else. It is Zhang Jian who is for him to fight against eight warriors. It is the Zhang Jian who looks ferocious and desperate when he left, but doesn't say a bad word. Zhang Jian, who cooks all the dishes at the star level, is the man who only treats him as gentle as jade, and is thousands of miles away from others... How could such Zhang Jian reject him?Zhang Jian will not not love him.

He used to say that with full confidence, but now...

He had seen Xiang Er Shao Feiyang's proud eyebrows, eyes and figure long ago. It was an existence that would glow even in the dark, a person who stood at the top of a pyramid.

He still remembered Xiang Huailin's appearance when he stood next to Zhang Jian and greeted him for the first time, not so much easy-going as he didn't care, with the corner of his mouth smiling but not in his eyes.

After all, Second Young Master Xiang was born under the Bauhinia City, although he is much easier to get along with than Li Yuchuan's domineering and arrogant dudes who don't take others seriously.But the arrogance in his bones cannot be hidden.

Probably, in front of Xiang Huailin's natural pride, no one can't help but feel inferior.However, everyone thinks that those who are born in the clouds have everything, but no one understands their loneliness in the high places where they are drunk with money and dreams.

Ning Xiancheng didn't understand so he was jealous, Zhang Jian didn't understand so he didn't feel distressed.

Later, Zhang Jian would often think about it, if he had wanted to know more about Xiang Huailin at that time, would he have been able to feel sorry for this earlier? *Mom*'s stubborn young master, wouldn't there be those lost and recovered things that were so painful to die later.