Tibetan Mastiff

Fu Yanghe and Zhang Yue hurried over, stepped over a fallen old tree, and came to Monk's side.

Not only did Monk get paint on his leg, but he also had a wound on his forehead, probably from a knock.Zhang Yue said coldly, "What are you running for?"

"I... my elder brother and second uncle are going to arrest me and go back..."

"Then you run up the mountain, aren't you afraid of death?"

Monk shook his head and said, "Not afraid."

His mind is in a daze, how can he be afraid.At this moment, he has mixed feelings in his heart, and he has everything, except that he is not afraid.

The 21-year-old young boy, because he was born dark and strong, usually looks much more mature than Huang Jingchen and the others. It is probably only at this time that the fragility and confusion on his face are so real.

"My family calls me a pervert, and you don't like me, so I don't know what to do," he said.

Fu Yanghe and Zhang Yue didn't speak after hearing this, they just helped Monk up.Monk groaned in pain.

What everyone was most worried about happened. Monk was injured and broke his leg.

"I rolled down from above... I didn't see the way clearly." Monk said with some embarrassment.

"Running up the mountain at night, you deserve it." Zhang Yue said.

Monk looked a little painful, lowered his head and said, "I'm useless."

He just came out out of the closet out of impulse, because he had love in his heart and was anxious, fearing that Zhang Yue would never come back once he left.He just wanted to be loyal to Zhang Yuebiao, but he didn't expect it to be so serious. He is the youngest son of the family, and the family loved him very much since he was a child. He has never been beaten since he was a child, but now his family looks at him like a monster. He, even Phuntsok thought he was ridiculous.

They probably thought he was sick, perverted and severely mentally ill, and they were eager to kill him before more people knew, so they wanted to lock him up.

"I knew you shouldn't be asked to learn how to dance. You are a good man, what kind of dancing are you, are you still a man?" His father scolded him while beating him, "Stay at home honestly, You are not allowed to go there in the future, I will tell Banjue tomorrow that you will not be allowed to go there again!"

Monk was so excited that he didn't even remember what he said at the time, probably regardless of the consequences, eager to distinguish his sexual orientation.But his judgment would only arouse his father's anger even more, and it would do nothing else.His mother just cried and didn't stop him.

Was he no longer their son because he was gay?

"It's still too naive." Zhang Yue said to Fu Yanghe.

"He is only so old, and we were not much better than him back then."

"But my parents are university professors, and your parents are also well-known artists. They were able to accept the homosexual group at that time, but they couldn't accept that their son was gay. Could Munch be the same? His family probably didn't even think homosexuality was a thing. I know, I just feel that he is seriously ill."

Fu Yanghe sighed, and said, "Don't you want to go, go quickly, I'm afraid his family members will come to the door and blame you."

Zhang Yue sneered: "It's as if their son was bent by me. I don't take the blame for it. They want to come to me, even if they come, I'm still afraid of them?"

Zhang Yue looked haughty, and glanced at Monk in the room: "A stupid family raised an equally stupid son."

After bringing Monk back, Fu Yanghe went to see Punco, and said to Punco: "Go back and tell your family that Monk is injured now, and he is being raised wherever he is, right here with us. Living here, under the care of a doctor, we will talk about everything later."

It was probably embarrassing for Puncog that Monk's matter was so big. He nodded and went back with his second uncle without saying anything else.Looking at his expression, Fu Yanghe knew that the Monk family had zero acceptance of homosexuality, probably because of this, he thought of Ban Jue's family, and felt a little heavy in his heart.

This is Khamba after all, the acceptance of gay culture is too low.Coming out of the closet is a double-edged sword. The more backward the place, the easier it is for both sides to suffer.Seeing Monk like this, he doesn't want Banjue Gonpo to come out.

He thinks whether Banjue Gonpo is out of the closet is really not important to him. If he is younger, he may hope that the person he loves can also come out of the closet, so as to give himself a reassurance, or use it to prove himself Love.But at this age, I have seen too much and know a lot, and I don't want the one I love to suffer too much.

Coming out of the closet is too hurtful, and it hurts the flesh and blood of the closest relatives.The deeper the love, the harder the hurt, and he himself has experienced it.If possible, he hoped that Banjue Gonpo would come out as late as possible. It would be better if he could procrastinate for a lifetime.

The incident was such a big deal that the entire team knew about it.Anyway, it's not a glorious thing, especially for Zhang Yue.When Fu Yanghe heard the news, he was too anxious. When he came out, he only wore a shirt, big pants, and a pair of sneakers barefoot. He scratched his leg while walking on the mountain road. Fortunately, it was not serious, it was all minor broken skin.Banjue Gonpo gave him medicine and said, "Fortunately, the wound is not deep. It is hot. If the wound is deep, it may not scab well."

"It's a pity that Monk's leg was broken, and it's still too late."

"Even if his legs don't break, I'm afraid his family won't let him dance again." Banjue Gonpo said, "He was too impulsive this time."

"Although impulsive, it is also considered courageous." Fu Yanghe said, "It's a pity that Zhang Yue doesn't buy it."

Banjue Gonpo said to Fu Yanghe: "Go and comfort Teacher Zhang, he probably won't feel well after this happened."

"Fortunately, he's going back to Beijing tomorrow," Fu Yanghe said, "Then I'll go and have a chat with him. In fact, we should have had a good chat."

Fu Yanghe brought some highland barley wine and two side dishes, and knocked on Zhang Yue's room.

Zhang Yue was not in his room, he was in Monk's room.

Monk lay dejected on his bed, freshly cast on his leg, and said, "I'm such a loser, I'm not good enough for you."

"You are not only worthless, but also stupid. As a dancer, you broke your leg. If there are sequelae, your life will be over."

Monk looked even more depressed when he heard that, his head was lowered, his legs hurt, but his head hurt even more because he had a lot of things on his mind.

Zhang Yue turned his head and glanced at him, and said, "Don't think too much about it, it doesn't matter if you come out of the closet, sooner or later you have to take this step, just get through this period, blood is thicker than water, sooner or later your parents will meet you." Accept yours, you are still young, and you have plenty of time."

Monk raised his head to look at Zhang Yue, and said, "It just hurts you."

"You can't hurt me, I'm leaving tomorrow." Probably thinking that he was about to leave, Zhang Yue's tone softened a lot, sat on the edge of the bed, and whispered: "I am also responsible for you coming out of the closet, I shouldn’t speak indiscriminately. I really just said something out of anger. I didn’t expect that you would really come out... The pain has just begun, you have to bear it, and it will be clear in the future. Now that it’s out, no matter what happens, you have to persevere , don’t compromise easily, otherwise the crime will be in vain, and there will be no end in the future. When you really mature, you will know what you really want, and then you will meet the person you are destined for , when the right time, place and people are really here, your happiness will come. I am just a passerby on your growth path. If you think about these things after a few years, you will only find them cute and ridiculous... The road is not easy to walk, I hope you will persevere and become a happy person in the future."

Except for Fu Yanghe, Zhang Yue seldom said such sincere and sincere words to other people. He probably felt a little awkward. After he finished speaking, he stood up, but Monk took his hand and said, "What if Are you the one I'm destined for?"

Zhang Yue turned around and smiled, and said, "Impossible, the so-called predestined one loves each other, I don't love you, and I won't love you."

"You just love Fu Yanghe," Monk let go of his hand, lowered his head and said bitterly, "He doesn't love you, and he won't love you. Is he the one you are destined for?"

Zhang Yue was not angry, but his tone was very sad, and he was silent for a while and said, "I used to think he was, but now I find that he is not... and not everyone is so lucky to meet the one they are destined to meet..."

I don’t know if it’s because of love, but Monk always feels sorry for Zhang Yue, so he wants to make up for him and take care of him, but Zhang Yue always refuses to give him a chance: “If you don’t meet someone you like, you can’t treat him as someone Have pity on me, will you make do with me?"

"You still don't understand me," Zhang Yue said with a smile back, "If I can't be with the person I love, I would rather be single for the rest of my life, and I won't make do. The word make do will never appear in my love life." inside."

Zhang Yue didn't stay any longer. After saying these words, he walked out of Monk's room. When he went out, he saw Fu Yanghe and looked at him woodenly.

He grinned and wanted to say something, but felt blocked, so he walked straight forward, and Fu Yanghe followed behind him, saying, "Zhang Yue, I brought some wine and vegetables and put them in your room." , let's have a chat."

"Alright." Zhang Yue said, "It's time to break it off."

Even in summer, there is still a large temperature difference between day and night, and it is still a bit cold at night.The two walked towards Zhang Yue's room side by side, and the faint smell of medicinal wine on Fu Yanghe's body was blown by the wind, which was a little bit bitter like the smell of Monk's room, and this bit of bitterness soaked Zhang Yue's heart.

In the past few months, Zhang Yue has lost a lot of weight.He was originally a thin person, but now he is a little too thin, probably too tired, and his back is a little bent. Zhang Yue is 32 years old this year.

Zhang Yue, 32 years old, has never been in a relationship. He has only loved and been loved by one person.