Tibetan Mastiff

Yang Huina actually fell asleep until the next morning. She looked around while eating and asked, "Isn't Zhang Yue here too? Why haven't I seen him since I've been here for so long?"

Xiao Tang told her about Zhang Yue's recent situation, and said, "Mr. Fu and Mr. Ban are together, and he won't be able to accept it for a while."

Yang Huina sighed.

Yang Huina liked Zhang Yue very much, and secretly tried her best to bring Zhang Yue and Fu Yanghe together. In the end, they didn't make it. She was also very disappointed. She felt sorry for Zhang Yue, so she wanted to see him.

When I entered the door, I heard Zhang Yue say: "Don't bring me food, I don't want to eat, I want to go on a hunger strike!"

Yang Huina smiled and said, "How old is she, but still so childish."

Zhang Yue who was lying on the bed was stunned for a moment, and immediately sat up: "Aunt Hui!"

Yang Huina smiled and said, "I heard that you haven't eaten for a long time, so I brought you some fruits. It's not easy to get these fruits here."

She put the fruit plate on the table and saw that Zhang Yue had lost a lot of weight, his hair was messed up, and he was haggard. She felt distressed and said, "Get up and eat."

Zhang Yue only wore underwear, hid under the blanket and put on his clothes, and asked as he put them on, "Aunt Hui, why are you here?"

"Come and see you and Xiaochen. I met your mother before I came. She asked me to tell you to take care of yourself. If I see you like this, I don't know how I will feel distressed."

Zhang Yue stopped moving, lying under the quilt and asked, "Do you know everything about Xiao Chen?"

Yang Huina nodded, then sighed.Zhang Yue's eyes were already red, and he said, "He's always a follower... I don't want Aunt Hui to help me, I just don't want to be reconciled."

"You are a good boy, Xiaochen is not so lucky."

Zhang Yue smiled wryly and said, "He doesn't like me."

"Both of you are excellent children. There is no one who looks down on the other. It's fate. Get up and eat something. If you want it, try hard. Try your best. If you can't get it, you will accept your fate. You will die like this. Yes, what's going on."

"I feel uncomfortable," Zhang Yue said, "I don't want to do anything, and I feel that it is meaningless."

"Then what should we do? Have you been depressed like this?"

"I need time to digest, I'm fine." Zhang Yue laughed again, looked at Yang Huina and said, "I just have no energy."

"You're not feeling strong because you're not full. Get up and eat quickly. Don't ask me to train you."

Zhang Yue finally got out of bed and ate some fruit. Yang Huina asked him about Kangwu Lake and said, "You go out with me after eating. They are all busy, so I think you are the only one who is free."

Zhang Yue nodded and asked Yang Huina to go back first. He took a shower and changed before going out.

I haven't gone out for a long time, and I suddenly walked under the sun, only to feel that the sun here is dazzling.At this time, everyone was busy, so he accompanied Yang Huina around Kangwu Lake.When he walked to the rehearsal hall, he and Fu Yanghe looked at each other from a distance.Fu Yanghe was wearing black trousers and a white shirt, and he was still facing the wind like a tree, so he could be seen at a glance from the crowd.

Zhang Yue's heart sank, and he still felt a little pain when he thought that Fu Yanghe belonged to someone else.

Yang Huina said: "The scenery here is so beautiful. It's enough to see the beautiful scenery without watching the performance."

"Half a month earlier, the island in the middle of the lake is full of flowers, which is even more beautiful."

However, although there are fewer flowers than before, the "Yongxiang Waterfall" hanging on the fairy peak among the three peaks of Kangwu is wider, and the splashes of water float with the wind, and the rainbow is filled with sunshine under the sunshine.

"Yongxiang Waterfall?" Yang Huina said, "The name is really good."

When they came last time, there were no boats in the lake, but now there are more than a dozen small boats on the lake, so he and Yang Huina took a boat to the island in the middle of the lake.It was also the first time for Zhang Yue to go to the island, so he was in a better mood. Yang Huina wanted to take a picture of him, and kept making him laugh. After several requests, Zhang Yue finally smiled.

"That's right, so handsome, lifeless all day, who will like it."

I don't know whether it was Zhang Yue who accompanied Yang Huina all morning, or Yang Huina accompanied Zhang Yue all morning.When eating at noon, Fu Yanghe was relieved to see Zhang Yue and Yang Huina approaching.

He knew his fucking words would work better than his.For so many years, Zhang Yue has been very obedient in front of his mother.

This is Yang Huina's first meal here, so Banjue Gonpo naturally didn't dare to be negligent, so he asked the chef of Lu cuisine to make a table full. There were not many people present, only Fu Yanghe and Xiao Tang, even Huang Jingchen and the others Did not call.He didn't expect Zhang Yue to come, so he was taken aback when he saw Zhang Yue.Zhang Yue also thought that he was just eating in the restaurant. Seeing the waiter lead Yang Huina and him to the private room, he felt a little uneasy. Seeing Banjue Gonpo, he turned around and wanted to leave, but was stopped by Yang Huina.

"Stop standing, sit down," Yang Huina said.

Xiao Tang immediately stood up and pulled chairs for her and Zhang Yue: "Ms. Zhang has finally come out."

Unexpectedly, Zhang Yue's face turned red, but he refused. Yang Huina couldn't force him to pull him, so she let go. Zhang Yue said, "Aunt Hui, you eat, I still have something to do."

Yang Huina watched Zhang Yue walk away, sighed, turned her head and smiled at Fu Yanghe and Banjue Gonpo, and said: "He and Xiaochen are fighting, I wanted to be a peacemaker, but it didn't work. "

"I'll take care of our affairs by myself. Are you happy playing in the morning?"

Yang Huina sat down and said, "Zhang Yue accompanied me around the neighborhood. It really is a good place with beautiful mountains and clear waters...is this... Shandong cuisine?"

Xiao Tang said with a smile: "Mr. Ban is afraid that the cooking chef here is not used to it, so he specially went to the city to hire a Lu cuisine chef."

Yang Huina was naturally happy when she heard that, it's useless for a man to say love, it still depends on what he does.

Yang Huina is a non-drinker, but came all the way, Fu Yanghe let her try the local highland barley wine, Yang Huina was not used to it, she only drank one cup and then replaced it with tea, but pushed all the wine to the class. Jue Kampot.Banjue Gonpo is also honest, if asked to drink, he will drink.Fu Yanghe was afraid that he was drunk, so he wanted to block him, but Yang Huina glared at him and said, "I'm drinking with Ban Boss, why do you stop me, you kiss me, or Boss Ban, you are like a family." .”

Her eyes were a little playful, obviously threatening Fu Yanghe in secret, Fu Yanghe stopped talking, Ban Jue Gongbu was even more guilty, he drank all the wine Yang Huina poured, but he was not stupid, and slowly realized Yang Huina may have known about his relationship with Fu Yanghe, and she was deliberately drinking him.Thinking that Yang Huina's every word and every action might be testing her son-in-law-to-be, Ban Jue Gongbu became more honest, pouring cups into his stomach, how could he dare to resist at all.Although the alcohol content of highland barley wine is not high, it can still get high if you drink too much.Yang Huina began to make short remarks about him, and Banjue Gonpo answered honestly one by one. He didn't know whether it was because he was nervous or he had drunk too much wine. His face was flushed, and he looked a little cute.

Yang Huina got a thorough understanding of Banjue Gonpo's general situation in a few words. After hearing that their family was a nobleman who used to be from a noble family, her expression became a little uncomfortable, and she glanced at Fu Yanghe.

Fu Yanghe pretended not to see, he knew what Yang Huina was worried about.

Sure enough, after returning to her room, Yang Huina asked, "Can people like Ban Jue accept you?"

Fu Yanghe said: "The horoscope has not been written yet, I will talk about it later."

"Will people like them be more conservative and can't accept it? To be honest, even your dad and I couldn't accept it back then. The two of us are relatively trendy and open-minded. Ban Jue's family A Tibetan family with a long history, I'm afraid..."

"Actually, it's all the same," Fu Yanghe said. "Nowadays there are more and more topics and news about gays in China, and there are a lot more rotten women, but the generation of parents can't really accept it, and some don't believe it at all. There are men who don’t like women in the world, and most of the things don’t concern them, so they don’t care. The one million and 1 people who don’t want to go to their sons can accept it like you and dad. There are probably not many families in China. , the probability is too small, even if I am not looking for Ban Jue, the other party's parents are probably also in trouble."

In fact, the mother and son rarely talked about this issue, and even avoided the word homosexuality, which would be embarrassing.Yang Huina and Fu Nian's so-called "acceptance" was only forced, there was no other way, with just such a son, they were not willing to sever their relationship because of this.If there is a choice, they also want Fu Yanghe to be a straight man again.Now when it comes to the other party's family, I feel a little awkward and heavy, so Yang Huina sighed.

Seeing her distress, Fu Yanghe laughed and said: "These are things I have foreseen a long time ago. Since I have taken this path, I am mentally prepared. At worst, the other party will never recognize me, and I won't go with them anyway. "

"How many marriages and loves can end well without the blessing of their parents?" Yang Huina recalled Zhang Yue's good words again, "Actually, you and Zhang Yue are so suitable, at least his parents will treat you as their own son." , from this aspect alone, there is no one more suitable for you than him."

Yang Huina is not very optimistic about Fu Yanghe and Banjue Gonpo, and thinks that the difference between the two is quite large.

"In terms of personal conditions alone, Ban Jue is naturally excellent. No matter where he is placed, he is considered top-notch, but excellent does not mean suitable. He is much different from you in age. It is okay to be older than you, but he is younger than you. People from ethnic minorities, and families like that, do you want to stop thinking about it?"

Fu Yanghe said: "This is not something that can be considered. It's too early to talk about it now. We have just started talking. Besides, he is still young. It can be delayed for ten or eight years. Just take it slowly in the middle. I know You want to make sure his family can accept me right now, but it’s unrealistic.” Fu Yanghe smiled, his tone was calm, unable to hear sorrow and joy, “These are what we are destined to bear, so you don’t have to Worry about me."

As a homosexual, it is not bad to not be pressured and hindered by the family, but how can we expect the support of the family?For the vast majority of homosexuals in China, that is too extravagant.

Yang Huina nodded and said, "It's good that you know, anyway protect yourself, don't be too wronged."

"I'm already very lucky." Fu Yanghe took Yang Huina's arm, and the mother and son walked slowly towards the residence, "If you and Dad can accept me like this, I'm already luckier than 90.00% of people. Suffering is destined to be thousands of times less than other comrades, so I am content."

Gay love is faced with almost irresistible resistance from both families. Every resistance is like an egg hitting a stone. The probability of a gay coming out of the closet is pitifully small. It is estimated to be lower than winning the lottery.In fact, Fu Yanghe has always felt that if his parents can accept him like this, he is already happier than most comrades in this life. You must know that being able to die alone without the pressure of marriage and love is a luxury for many comrades.Ordinary pursuits of heterosexuality are luxury pursuits for homosexuals, and extravagant pursuits of heterosexuality are not even considered by homosexuals.

Therefore, as a comrade, you should have this awareness, love well when you love, do everything you can, and obey the destiny.