Chang'an swarm

After school on weekends, all the students went home.

"Chang'an!" Tang Huan turned his head and said to his deskmate, "Why don't I go to your place to stay on weekends, because there is no one in my house."

"My parents have gone on a business trip, and I'm the only one at home. I also eat takeaway when I go back on weekends..."

"My home is far away...let's forget it..." Chang An lowered his head and packed the books on the desk, planning to bring some homework back to write. "I don't have much fun at home."

"What does it matter if you are far away from home..." Tang Huan felt that this is not a problem, "It's not a problem to call Didi."

"My house is really remote, and it's inconvenient to come out...and there's nothing fun about it."

"Chang'an, how boring it is for me to stay at home alone, it's easier to play games with one more person!" Tang Huan said, "Eating is also takeaway, and playing games by myself is boring..."

"Aren't you usually with Song Qianjun?"

"I don't want to see him recently... Chang'an, why don't I go to your house for a night?"

"Home is really a bit far from here..."

"Chang'an..."

"Let's forget it... There is really nothing interesting in my house." Chang An hurriedly stuffed the books he wanted to take back into his schoolbag, and looked at the clock on the wall. It was almost 05:30.

"Okay, I'm in a hurry, so I'll go back first." Chang An grabbed his schoolbag and ran out of the classroom without looking back at Tang Huan's expression.

Tang Huan blinked, and Jiang Yifeng watched all this from behind.

"But I remember that Chang'an's home is not too far from here, it's just half an hour's walk..."

"He moved, or did I remember wrong?" Jiang Yifeng said.

Tang Huan was silent.

It was 05:30, and school was supposed to be over at five o'clock, but the teacher dragged on for a long time.

A little later, Dad will be off work, and the vegetables in the market are almost sold out, so I can go home with some cheaper ones.

Chang An almost ran out of the school at a trot, and ran to the nearest market.

His home is indeed not far from the school, and he can get there in ten minutes by bicycle.

He just didn't want Tang Huan to come to his house.

I don't want Tang Huan to know that he lives in this place.

I don't want Jiang Yifeng to know.

Chang An turned into a small alley. Every time he went home, he was afraid of running into someone he knew, so he only chose small roads and roads where few people walked.

He stopped in front of an old building.

Downstairs is full of unwanted flowers and plants, most of which are dead, leaving only empty mounds of pots.

Chang An didn't even look at it, and went upstairs directly.

It was still daytime outside, and the sun had not yet set, but there was not a ray of light in the corridor.

The voice-activated incandescent light flickered several times and then went out.

Chang An climbed up the stairs in the dark, holding on to the railing for fear that he would fall down the stairs if he stepped on the air.

Suddenly there was a dark figure sitting at the door.

"This, isn't this Chang'an?" An elderly woman sat at the door and greeted him. "Hey, school is over?"

"Well, I'm back from school." Chang An replied.

The old woman lived downstairs in his house, and sat at the door every day waiting for his son to come home.

His son has gone out of the province to work, and he usually has no time to go home. He only goes home every year during the Chinese New Year.

The old lady didn't care, she just sat at the door and waited for his son with her mobile phone every day.

"Help the family with the housework again, the children will help the family with the housework when they grow up..." Every time the old woman saw him, she would just say those few words. "How did you do on the test?"

"Not bad, the teacher even praised me for my progress." Changan was not impatient either.

"It's good that you've made progress. You have to listen to the teacher." The old woman nodded and looked at her phone from time to time to see if her son had called her.

"Old woman! It's time to eat!" The old man's angry voice in the house yelled, so that the whole building knew that their family was going to eat.

The sound insulation of the old building is very poor, and the whole building knows when someone has a small dispute.

Chang An frowned, he looked at the time, it was already 06:30.

As soon as he opened the door, he walked into the house, threw his schoolbag on the old sofa, and walked into the kitchen.

After a while, Chang An heard the sound of a key, and then the door opened.

Dad is back.

"Isn't the meal ready yet? What are you doing today!" Dad walked over, "I'm starving to death, you're still cooking slowly!"

"Today, the teacher dragged the class, a little late..." Chang An lowered his head, not daring to look at his father, "It will be soon, just sit and wait for a while..."

"I haven't had anything to eat after a hard day. Is it because I want to starve you to death!"

"Hurry up!" Dad was still cursing, turned around and sat on the dining table, picked up the beer he just bought and poured himself a big glass.

By the time Chang An cooked the meal and served it on the table, Dad was already half drunk.

"Dad has eaten."

At the dinner table, Chang An never said anything except the sentence at the beginning.

Dad had a glass of wine and a mouthful of food before he remembered his son, thinking that his son was already in the third year of high school, "Chang'an, how are your grades now?"

"It's okay." Chang An continued to eat his own food. Dad was so drunk that he asked this question every time, but he never remembered his answer.

He asked too many questions, but he didn't answer.

"It's okay, what if you can't get into college?" Dad was already drunk, "Why don't you go to work with me after your third year of high school, anyway, can't you find a job after you graduate from college?"

"You can't find a job, so I still have to support you... Why don't you just finish reading this year, and it's a waste of money to read too much..."

"University tuition is so expensive, if you can't find a job after you come out, it's useless, it's better to just..."

Chang quietly ate his own meal, and when he finished eating, a bowl hit the table, "Dad, I'm done."

"What! Now I can't say a few words about you!"

"Don't forget that your father and I have worked hard to raise you alone, and you don't know how to be filial! Wolf-hearted, ungrateful..." The drunkard repeated the four-character words he knew several times, "Your mother left you at the beginning, if I didn't want you back, who the hell would want you..."

"Now that you've grown up, you can't even say a word!"

Chang An didn't refute, he cleaned up the dishes and threw all the wine bottles into the trash can by himself.

"Dad, I will find a way to pay for the university tuition myself, so I don't need you to pay for it." Chang An said.

"You kid knows nothing, do you think tuition is easy to earn!" The alcoholic was still cursing, "If I didn't care about you, I don't know how rich I am now, and you still want to go to college. Just go to a vocational school and find a job for a year or two!"

Chang An's eyes were a little red. "Dad, I don't need your money after I finish high school. I will make money by myself when I grow up."

"You have a good idea, who will accept you, a little kid who doesn't know anything!"

Dad was still talking.

If only school never had a holiday.Then you don't have to go home.

Chang An didn't refute again, he turned on the TV after packing up.

A parent-child program happened to be playing on TV.

The child asked his mother, "Mom, when will you come back from a business trip?"

Mom said, "It might take a long time."

The child asked, "How long is that, a week? A week is a long time, it can't be longer..."

Mom said, "Longer than a week..."

The child burst into tears, "Mom, don't you want me anymore, why don't you take me with you?" While crying, he held on to the corner of his mother's clothes to prevent her from leaving.

"Be good, baby..." Changan grabbed the remote control and changed the channel before his mother finished speaking.

If maternal love is really so great, why did his mother leave him and run away with others?

Changan felt that it was boring to change the channel, so he simply fed the tortoise at home.

I haven't eaten for a week, and the tortoise eats very fast.

Dad didn't care about the tortoise either, and wanted to make stew with it while Chang'an was away.

Chang An returned to the room with the water tank containing the turtle in his arms, and locked the door of the room.

However, the scolding outside could still be heard clearly, without stopping for a moment.

After the tortoise was full, he lay lazily in the water tank and stretched his head to look at him.

"Are you full?" Chang An touched its head lightly, "Don't look, I don't want to eat any more."

When he was picking things up just now, Chang An saw his mother's photo.

This is a family portrait, the last photo of my mother in the house.

He put the photo in such an obvious place on purpose.

If one day dad can walk in and look through his things, he will see mom's photo at a glance. Maybe he will feel a little guilty when he sees such a happy day before, and he will treat him better in the future.

Chang'an's requirements are not very high, just a little bit better.

But Dad never went into his room.

My mother is actually a very beautiful person. I heard that people who chased her when she was young could form a long queue.

At that time, my father was not addicted to alcohol, and he was also very handsome, otherwise my mother would not have chosen him among so many people.

In the beginning, the family was very good, the mother was very gentle, and the father would hold little Changan high and say, "My little superman—" Little Changan would giggle at this time, "I am a big superman -"

At that time, the family lived in a very good house, there would be no mildew on the walls, and there would be no frequent power outages or water cuts.

The family is still very happy, and the family portrait was taken at this time.

Chang'an Countless thought this was a dream of his own, and felt sore when he saw the family portrait.

But then it changed, and every day was full of quarrels and beatings.

It was always just a quarrel between them, and treating Xiao Chang'an turned into beating and scolding.

In the morning, if you stay in bed, you will be beaten, if you eat slowly, if you write badly, you will be beaten... No matter what is big or small, they can be scolded.

Little Chang'an could only raise his arms reflexively to block the falling fists.

While crying, Little Chang'an got under the table and under the bed, and locked the door of the room.

The door locks in the house were smashed by them.

Changan remembered the way his father called him Little Superman, and more clearly the way his father called him a debt collector.

And falling fists.

Chang An touched the turtle's head, "Let me tell you, Dawu, I confessed to him, and I will read the chat records for you."

He took out his phone, turned it on, and a few messages popped up immediately.

——Are you home? Send me a WeChat message when you get home.

——I’ve been home for a long time, and I miss you very much.

I miss you very much too, I want to be held in your arms and beg for a kiss after being wronged.

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Hugging and begging for kisses every day.